I used to be an open hearted person. I've never really had a real boyfriend, just a couple of flings here and there. I could never find anyone that i really liked to start a deep relationship.
Now, I'm such a shut in, I try to avoid any activity with people that I don't know. And when people confess and tell me they like me, I freeze up. I avoid them at all costs.
It's just too awkward to talk to them. But that's the thing. I really want to find someone to love. It's gotten to the point that I cry myself to sleep sometimes because I'm so scared and lonely. But every time I'm out, talking to people, I just want to go back into the comfort of my home.
I don't know what to do really anymore. So I guess I'd just tell you guys my story. Don't get to this point. Get out there, make friends, and live a happy life.