I thought there was something wrong with me

I'm twenty years old and have never been in a relationship. I've never kissed a guy or even been on a real date. EVERY single time I like a guy and he shows interest back I get a terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and I push them away. Normal people who hang out with someone they like feel excited and happy and whatever, I feel sick to my stomach, sad, and all I want to do is get away from them and be alone. I want to have a happy relationship, and I want love, and a boyfriend, and marriage, but there's obviously something wrong with me.

  1. 10 years ago

    Poor you. I know exactly how you feel, its all too overwhelming at times. My advice would be to enjoy your friendships, hobbies and put 'love' on the back burner for the time being. You are so young, just enjoy the moment, you have plenty of time to becomne a cynical, bitter woman like myself! Good luck and don't take anything too seriously.

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