I Think i opened them in the Wrong Order Now EVERYTHING feels like its too much
I lived 28 Years as a Emotionless stoic Was really Repressing any emotions Refuse to even ackoluge my father cancer/ Death
Tried to fell for the first time over the last 2 years & i think i did something wrong ITS TOO FUCKING MUCH
YOU WILL COME OUT OKAY. THIS IS A SIGN TO MAKE CHANGES
No senpai I'm beyond pissed off you can go f*** yourself I'm going to live in solitude and wait to die and suicide as a hermit and solitude like I normally do go f*** yourself all I love is destroyed because I'm surrounded by idiots
ok?
Surrender ego, God is doer not the body. You must surrender your doer ship.
"What is knowledge? And what is the nature of this ego? 'God alone is the Doer, and none else' that is knowledge. I am not the doer; I am a mere instrument in His hand. Therefore I say: 'O Mother, Thou art the Operator and I am the machine. Thou art the Indweller and I am the house. Thou art the Driver and I am the carriage. I move as Thou movest me. I do as Thou makest me do. I speak as Thou makest me speak. Not I, not I, but Thou, but Thou."
>Repressing any emotions
That's not even what you do if you're doing stoicism right. But never mind that. Stop whatever you're doing and go back to meditating on just the breath. Make sure you regulate your meals, hydration and sleep. Give two or three months for everything to settle down
>stoicism
it wasnt really stoicism , stoicism was a excuse to not feel things i didnt want to admit about myself so many people think im a sociapath with out emotions becasue of it
No such thing as wrong order.
That's why you feel shit now. Breath and let go of the stuck energies.
>Emotionless stoic
nigga that makes no sense
stoics recognize emotions but are not driven or controlled by them
>baby releases psychic heat and turns himself to cinders
these are always my favorite threads. far more interesting than those that try and fail, are those that succeed and fail.
learn to ground yourself quickly or you will die.
>learn to ground yourself quickly or you will die.
Uhhhhh could you give me a little more I fo on this kemosabe?
You be fine OP, there isn't really any "wrong order", opening any chakras will open you up to strong emotions.
Go stand barefoot on the earth, or lie down on it, literally touch grass thats how you ground.
Eat more root vegetables like beetroot, carrots etc
Jack off.
Go for a run, skip rope, some sought of cardio etc.
Go to the gym, lift weights.
Yoga, stretch etc.
Avoid music that makes you feel.
Alternate Channel breathing.
Go for a bush walk or meditate next to a stream of water, or just go walking anywhere.
Go to qui-gong classes.
>Go stand barefoot on the earth, or lie down on it, literally touch grass thats how you ground.
You fell for the first-google-results misdirection, sort of true but terribly ineffective way to ground for the most.
Grounding can be done at any place any time by using your focus, imagination helps with focus, in one way or another imagine giving your excess energies away.
If you thinking standing on the ground outside on grass isn't the most powerful grounding exercise you're stupid, yes you can techincally do it anywhere, but outside on the earth is ultimate.
When i had kundalini syndrome it was the ONLY thing that worked.
Also it's perfectly fine to discard excess energy if you are in a temporary crisis from overloading an energetic system that wasn't prepared for it, if anything it's recomended, again, you trying to sound smart, it's not "excess energy" at this point, overloading a circuit with to much amps if a great way to fry the circuit and break something, you wouldn't hook up a car battery to a light bulb.
>it was the ONLY thing that worked.
You had limiting beliefs or you were guided to nature for other reasons. Being in nature does much more than ground us.
>it's perfectly fine to discard excess energy if
No ifs, grounding is always a good idea. Taking a moment to ground daily is a good practice for all, some need it more often.
Nope I literally tried everything and nothing was as powerful as direct contant with the earth.
I think I misunderstood what you said by "imagine giving your excess energy anyway" as in I thought you meant "you're dumb for wanting to get rid of excess energy.
I'm guessing you meant op should literally "imagine giving it away" as a way to discard it?
Yes. Last night I was manifesting with intense energies with kundalini and all, the whole body was twitching and there was no hope of sleeping, after grounding in bed for couple minutes I fell asleep. Believing that I need to go outside to ground would have caused problems, at least this time of the year there is grass outside.
Kundalini energies with an uninitiated body can have very special needs. I still think you needed earth for different reasons too than simply discharging.
it's not easy to feel the burning of decades of repressed emotions have some compassion
THis shit is MADNESS or BIPOLIAR i can be feeling like im MINS away from Killing myself COLD NUMB MEANING LESS
>a idea pop in my mind or i hear a song & im on cloud 9 FULL OF HOPE & HAPPINESS WTF is this MADNESS
https://youtu.be/P7yAV0qFPSM?t=32
You're in the hot phase of dark knight of the soul, meditate with calming solfeggio/chakra clearing tracks to abate the intensity.
God's speed anon, the spiritual psychosis lasted about 3 weeks for me. You popped the cork on your third eye and your discernment needs to catch up to filter the incoming energy, not all that is higher dimm is your friend afterall.
it's fine though some aren't fully opened or out of balance. You'll be fine.
>I Think i opened them in the Wrong Order
That's funny since they aren't even real per se, more like general labeling made for convenience
it'll wear off after 6 hours. maybe 12.
did you mean months casue this shit has been going on a while now
Everything will be fine, do not resist. What is happening has been building up and is now flooding out. Trust yourself, do not be scared. Fear will make it worse. It's not a bad thing. Shhhhh. Embrace the emptyness and dissolve the perception of where your body ends and the Universe begins. Trust your heart.
Wrong image but you get the idea.
yoooo fellow wow player
muse
because you're extra sensitive right now
imagine drinknig your first alcohol vs later alcohols
that's what this is
>alcohol
has been the OVER SENSITIVE type my whole life & before now the only way it came out was through anger violence & came off as maina when i explode to others to this day my body still rejects alcohol
thought i was a real sociopath before started doing /3/ & LULZ about 2 years ago & tasted emotions i thought i didnt have for the first time
They say Creativity is a femine trate when i start to try to express myself through my creativity i meet HER
thenameless faceless GODDESS my MUSE
should i take drugs to SILENT the noise ITS TOO FUCKING MUCH
I now realize why i became fat food & those type of things was a way to NUMB being oversensitive
OMG i now seeing what MADNESS is
Im asking myself SHOULD i Numb myself to this What is my soul trying to tell me
i know how you feel. i cant even enjoy anything because its all too much and i hate myself and everything feels like its falling apart. theres this intense grab on my solar plexus pulling me down. im genuinely a madman now
THIS SHIT FEELS like everything is on the surface & a unconfetable thought creats a tsunami of emotions of memories & its not even good memories its all my fears & anaxities
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>Hides from his emotions and bottles them up his whole life, thinking they will just magically go away if he ignores them
>Finally comes into the intelligence and maturity to actually embrace and face his own emotions
>OH GOD WHAT WHY WHERE DID ALL THESE FEELINGS COME FROM I THOUGHT THEY ALL JUST MAGICALLY WENT AWAY WHY ARE THEY ALL COMING OUT AT ONCE?????
Let this be a lesson, kids. Pushing your emotions down and locking them away is just like setting up a jack-in-the-box for yourself - they're all still there, just waiting for you to open them up later and have them all pop out in your face at once, catching you by surprise.