>be me, 2 yr hrt boymoder
>getting dinner in the uni dining hall
>enjoying my dinner
>in walks in the hon
>mfw
>bright pink hair behind a receding hairline, tights, cardigan, booty shorts, BEARD SHADOW EVERYWHERE, 5pm shadow type shit
>gross color palate on the clothes too blegh
>appetite ruined
sisters i get why people hate hons now
Yeah the theoretical disgust felt towards hons is nothing compared to an irl interaction. Did she clock you?
what kinda dinner was it? if u were enjoying it it must have been good :0
mashed potatoes, turkey, vegetables, gravy
if she did she didn’t say or do anything
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>if she did she didn’t say or do anything
probably not then, hons like this can't contain themselves when they see another tranner
i hate that this is true
they're lonely i guess, and want to take the opportunity to talk to someone with whom they have something in common. some of them will also be trans-attracted, which is the other side of the chasers-what-to-be-trannies coin.
is it really? I've seen many times hons like that giving me such stares that I literally never get from cis people, so I feel like they clocked me.
or is that they did partial clocking in that they weren't sure and thus didn't dare to approach?
Is this person cis
bait
its just unsightly
im frens with the uni gigahon.. she's pretty based, just kinda annoying sometimes, b ut then so am i probably and i just dont know it
either that type of gigahon is so common or i swear ive seen her around campus too. the first time i saw her i was like "oh well she's alive that means i won't get beaten to death" but it was just icky, made my brain go weird and moody and unstable. prolly just repressed thoughts and emotions abt myself bc yh all the shit. but ive never seen a latina troony irl so i dont even know what a hon one would look like or even like the 20yo hons.
hons don't get beaten to death because
1) their massive physicality means it would be foolish to attack them
2) they don't want to / are incapable of tricking men into thinking that they're real women, which is why hussytuss passoids get their pretty little heads battered in
>tfw you're your uni's uni gigahon
dw anon i would be too if i wasnt a confusing manmoder. there r ppl i hang out with who still dont know what my gender is
i am UEA's resident boomerhon
she was a transbian too no doubt
100%
i've saw three hons on the street/college campus by now (living in a big city). i've never felt disgust, but as a pre-hrt troony it's so anxiety inducing
i get so scared of ending up like that
>pre-hrt
What is stopping you?
you know they're result of starting HRT too late? so yeah if you wait you can end up like that. though often they were decades too late, but if you're in your in your teens only few years can make difference in whether you will be a passoid or twinkhon. admittable twinkhon is much less worse fate than becoming real honhon at 50 or so.
I saw one in a maxi skirt, tube top, hairy, balding with pink hair, at my local grocery, I had a panic attack, ran out the store and sobbed in my car as all the debrainworming I've done over the years while passing meant nothing. I didnt think seeing Susans at 13 affected me so much. I hate them
How you end up like that:
Be completely frickin brain dead and a disgusting person before HRT. These frickin neckbeards think the little blue pill gonna turn them into an anime character.
Frickin stop being a fat piece of shit, wash your hair, learn how to dress. I swear. It's maddening. Make everyone else look like fricking clowns. Just give it up.
>tfw you're that hon who scares people into repping
Does the Earth shake underneath your feet?
Isn't it great? The first time I saw a gigahon I swear to god all of my brainworms died on the spot
for me i just worry a lot that that's probably how cis people see me :/
Search your heart you know that’s true.
uhhhh search your fart you know it's poo
Boymoders as trash.
Full timers even hons are better than you scum.
Wah
Casuals playing pretend, really just crossdressers.
You are not a woman, but that hon was.
rypical hsts moron take.
>'omg look another trans sister!'
>'come over and have a drink with us sis!'
LLMFAO
ngl I would sit down and chill with them except that I get kinda nervous around that many middle class white women
ah.. my people <3
i saw a pooner, a 100% girl face with facial hair, it was a weird situation... i seethed...
why seethe? seeing pooners is fun because pooners are funny. it's so absurd they larp as men.
seeing hons is just sad and gross though. makes me feel sorry for them and disgusted at same time.
idk, are you in college? there are just some young guys who look like that, don't be so sure
i have a guy in my group which i suspect of being a pooner. but he looks androgynous enough not to know. that person was undoubtedly AFAB, not androgynous.
P.S. it took a while to even load that trash captcha.
I feel that too I was friends with this really short guy who seemed mega effeminate, and brought up to me that someone in our class was a pooner once, but as to this short guy I realized they never took showers and would just wash themselves clothed with a cloth at the sink. My guess is he's a pooner and doesn't want people seeing his pussy. went back looking at old pics for adam's apple, and bulge. I'll have to do that again.
one day over the summer my friend dragged me to a store - it was oppressively hot, i was already socially worn out, and there were so many people around on the walk there (i always worry about how people see me). once we'd made it there i felt like i could breathe... and then i saw her. tight shorts. pink top. five o clock shadow. i felt like a character in a horror movie hiding from the killer, going down aisles trying to stay out of her sight. i felt sick. we were in a city, i was sure hundreds of people had been looking at me and feeling the same way for the past week. but after the initial disgust and feeling like i was just like her... i felt disgusted that i was thinking these things about someone who's just trying to live, like i am
this. this shit right here is why seeing a hon irl is so disturbing. that visceral sense of disgust you feel? that sense of bafflement and pity that anyone could do that to themself? that wish that they would just leave your eyeline so you don't have to look at them? that's how people feel when they see you. and in that moment, you suddenly see yourself as others see you.
too frickin real
Omg what college I think I know who ur talking abt
I think I might be a future hon.
Frick.
you feel disgust because you see yourself in her
She's better than you
You're a coward
This. Op is pathetic
>waaaa be nice to hons
what happened to this board
the youngshits that didnt make it and turned out hons anyways grew up
the youngshits that did make it fricked off from the board
is this some hon cope fantasy?
what simply happened was that today's youngshits started to pretend being hons (bdd epidemic), this board will never be a oldgay board, it always goes in repeating cycles: new youngshits entering, them becoming tripgays and then leaving
the few true oldgays here don't really matter, most of us are just bored trolls who transitioned like 20 years ago and don't have dysphoria even anymore
Did she do anything besides be ugly? I've seen hons at my university and I don't care because I'm not a pedantic homosexual who wants to give the impression I'm one of the good ones when the people who hate us don't distinguish between boymoders and hons.
>don't distinguish between boymoders
they do, which is why people boymode in first place. thing is that a cis person won't recognize boymoders as trans (unless you out yourself), but just see them as weird boys with gyno boobies which aren't really that rare in cis boys as trannies try to make it seem like. though if you're really fem you may get bashed as gay by bigots as they confuse you being flaming gay man, but even they don't realize you're trans.
I love hon-science and propaganda. They won't ever pass so they try and convince other tranners to look gnc, support gender abolishment or something to make you stick out as trans. They are afraid they won't get accepted so they will drag you down with them. Don't fall for it, sisters, go and live happy lives. They will just be jealous and call you pick mes or one of the good ones, showing their misogynistic attitudes. You aren't women to them
>op posts a story where literally nothing happens but a hon walks in and she talks about being disgusted
>anon replies saying dont be rude to hons
>MUH HON PROPAGANDA!! STOP SAYING I HAVE TO BE GNC!! HONS ARE TRYING TO RUIN OUR LIVES!!
Kek
Maybe a handful of activists but not the 50-year old repressors. Even the ones you’re taking about don’t want to force you to do anything, even if the “LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME” mentality is annoying
Speaking as a hon, other trans women are women, but I am not.
there’s one that’s a cashier at a store i used to shop at and her name tag said 《Mandy》and it always made me laugh . sorry to all the mandy’s
Fun fact: This is how people will feel about you when you first start boymoding : )
(Doesnt matter how long you put it off, every tranner goes through it)
*when you stop boymoding
>implying I'll ever stop boymoding
I boymoded for almost 4 yrs. Got surgery in that time. Everyone here said "omg youre such a fake boymoder fk u!!" Then i started presenting and everyone treated me like a hon. Its better now, but still had to go thru it
Thanks for sharing your experience. If you don't mind answering, do you have any guesses why people treated you like a hon (or perceived you as trans)?
Had you gone through FFS at the time?
you just did something that made you pass, maybe like ffs, different hairstyle (extremely important) etc. and not everyone goes through a hon phase lol
if you pass, you pass, it's simply looks, you don't start magically passing by gaining experience with girlmoding
Nah much more than looks. Mannerisms, posture, and body language are huge. Obv voice is important too. I will say the biggest moggers ive met who werent youngshits, started out as alpha prehrt girlmoders or gigaflamers. All of that is experience.
Oh but i will concede that the genetically fortunate or youngshits usually dont start out as hons. Most trans women arent in those categories tho
maybe, I started as prehrt alpha girlmoder and my only non-passing time was pre-hrt. about month into HRT I started to pass.
I haven't ever thought of manners etc. because they came to me naturally. And to be honest they should to most trans people. I mean trans people always talk how they were bullied for being girly/sissy as children aand how they needed to fake being guy like to learn how guys act. If being girly isn't natural to a trans girl then idk honestly what to say lol.
I just wanted to be happy with how i look. I do stuff that makes me pass to normies so i get stared at less. Otherwise im a pretty normal man with aspergers.
>started HRT at 18, midshit
>androphilic
>not even a touch of natural feminity whatsoever
>exclusively wear sweat pants and hoodies because I don’t want to learn feminine fashion sense
mood
I know a lot of cis people hate all trans people, but for the cis people like me who don't, it sounds like we are more accepting of what you would consider "hons" than even other trans people?
like I would not have my appetite ruined, I would even maybe strike up a conversation if she was eating alone
1st world boymoders are the most transphobic people on earth. Thats why they dont present. Crushes them to look in the mirror and see themselves as what they really are, let alone for other people to know thats what they want.
of course you are because trans people hate hons on special level, it's same kind of hate as closet gays who are homophobic (it's very personal and centered on fear of becoming like that)
>it sounds like we are more accepting of what you would consider "hons" than even other trans people
you are correct
seeing trans women that look very masc irl (man voice, beard, etc.) triggers a "wait, is that how others see me" fear in other tranners
I agree that mistreating them in any way because of it is wrong. Not everyone is lucky enough to be a zoomer, or a young millennial who learned about trans stuff early.
I think it's a double-edged sword because pI feel hons who repressed for transphobic reasons and were/are basically buttholes deserve the mockery and shit they get.
but then again many are just unfortunate boomers who would have transitioned young, but it wasn't possible when they were that age (remember that accessible transition is a new thing, there was lot if gatekeeping and before 80s it was impossible without putting gargantuan amount of effort and/or money into it)
it used to be also extremely hard to find info on HRT before like 2005 or so and only in 2010s knowledge of transition being possible (for anyone wanting it) became mainstream.
>I feel hons who repressed for transphobic reasons and were/are basically buttholes deserve the mockery and shit they get
I think we hard disagree here. No one who repressed deserves mockery and shit for that. I understand feeling pity, but going turning it into actions gets into bullying territory for me.
I was talking about people who have inflicted years or even decades of bullying against trans people. You know the kind of repressor I'm talking about. I don't think revenge is a good thing or a solution to anything, but I'm not gonna stop anyone from bullying and mocking such repressor.
I wasn't talking about repressors in general. Only that awful transphobe to trans pipeline.
>I was talking about people who have inflicted years or even decades of bullying against trans people.
I still disagree. That just makes the cycle of abuse keep going. Bullying is still bullying if you do that to a 'bad' person.
if i were to come out, i would be the only trans person in my major AND specific college on my uni, frick that no thanks, i’ll keep boymoding
kys op