I miss my ex should i kms
It’s been over a year, I took time to mourn and even met some people randomly (didn’t deliberately seek out a date or anything)
The guys are taller than him (he was 5 ft 7 and always insecure about it), or as rich or richer etc etc etc but none of them come even close to having his personality and heart of gold.
Like I literally fucking hate interacting with anyone other than him (despite the fact I haven’t interacted with him since we broke up).
Everyone else sucks to talk to. They just don’t show they care in the same way as him. No one else cares about me the way he did. He put so much effort into helping me and caring about me.
Yesterday I hung out with some guy and yeah he’s super cool and adventurous and he goes to the gym and he’s tall and funny I guess and productive and goal/productivity oriented but he’s just not my ex
My ex was insanely smart and hilarious, we actually had a connection, we had so many things in common like weird sexual hang ups and he understood all of my jokes and actually cared about what I had to say
I went home and cried for hours even though it was 11:50pm when I got home. The guy even bought us Ubereats or whatever without me even suggesting I’m hungry or anything and he already had food I’m pretty sure.
Idk what to do. I think I lost the love of my life. I don’t think I’ll ever be happy with anyone else in my life. No one understood me like he did.