And wondering why I'm such a unlovable piece of shit in comparison.
I wish I could live in the alternate world where I was accepted and never found this place to cope with my self hate for being a undesirable tranny
I love reading people's successful coming out stories
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you would probably pass better if you owned an Apple (R) iPhone (TM)
Passing doesn't matter anymore I just want to be loved for who I am
Fuck off Tim apple
bpdemon
More like 2 tequila sunrises sadness
i suggest you develop a taste for industrial metal.
Do you even get clocked or misgendered? I feel like you slip under the radar.
Idk I just assume everyone thinks I'm an androgynous weirdo and are too afraid to asks what I am
You're still young, you have time to figure it all out and find your place i believe. Real talk, you shouldn't hate yourself.
Idk I just feel like I'm unworthy of loving myself when all my actions only annoy or disappoint other people. I just fail at being a good person
It's sounds like you're your own worst critic. Do you have family that loves you? If so, think about that- they see you for who you are, not for anything else. If they feel you're worthy of being loved then they're probably right.
No I tried coming out once before but failed, and it's almost as if it never happened.
They didn't kick me out, but I'm almost certain they're disappointed in me as a person . I lied and said I was fine being male, but I know it's not true and I don't want them to have to be disappointed in me again because I'm a failure and couldn't bury my gender dysphoric feelings
Are you sure you're that dysphoric? Maybe the reason why you're unhappy is because you're not truly trans and were convinced the idea of transitioning would make you fulfilled when you were in a bad place, have you thought about detransitioning?
Anon I've been struggling with gender dysphoric thoughts and wishing/praying I would become a girl since I was 13..... I thought it would just go away on its own but never did... These stupid thoughts were always there, and I guess I got tired of being stuck in the forever ending loop and decided to at least give hrt a try...
The truth is I really do like what I feel like running on estrogen and I really don't see myself as a man anymore... But because I'm such a insecure weak person I let myself feel guilty about it because I know others don't see it that way and probably never will.
I wish I could just stand up for myself and stop letting others tell me what they think I am but I'm such a coward with no backbone that fears conflict and punishment
>I wish I could just stand up for myself and stop letting others tell me what they think I am but I'm such a coward with no backbone that fears conflict and punishment
I used to be like that too, the trick is to put yourself out into the world, the fear will eventually dissipate and you'll be filled with confidence, everyone has a different way of doing that, so just explore your options
you’re wasting your time. op has been whining about their tired old sob story for years
Idk.. I guess me starting voice training and laser is a start... As they both require me to be in person talking with actual people about my gender identity and stuff , but I still don't know how to truly out myself out there and let people really know about myself
hahaha what a queer. go to therapy.
OP is struggling through laser which is making her crazy
No.. I just wish I didn't have to feel guilty about doing positive things for myself and my transition because I know the people I love don't accept it. I just wish I could be open about everything and not hide away.
Hence reading coming out stories with happy endings make me sad AF, then I come here to cope with the sadness
You can sum up a long time in a story, if you hide away you won't meet the people that can be part of a happy ending.
we’re not your therapist, sweedie
I don't have one anyways
op is the black version of mel. same post, over and over again. although in op's defense at least she changes the camera position sometimes
You need a nice tall white boyfriend with a BWC to boyremove you
WHEN are you getting a trip, I hate attention whores without trips
When I find a name that fits me
Holy shit just trip without a name anon
i still think your fairly cute anon
i feel so bad when i see black tranners because i cant think of a more hard mode life than being amab, trans, AND black
please at least say youre a lesbian because theres just no way you could roll so badly even if ur gonna make it
>pweeez AT LEAST say you're a lesbioon
Stfu