I love bubbles
I hate wearing glasses
Now they're green, like the plants that are going to surround my corpse.
Do you like wearing glasses, anon?
I love bubbles. I hate wearing glasses. Now they're green, like the plants that are going to surround my corpse.
no, i have needed them ever since i was like 7 and i have never used them
im gonna get laser surgery or something
Oh, I've been using them since I was 12... surgery sounds scary to me
Have you used contact lenses before? I just bought my green glasses.
omg what kind of superpower is that?! I don't see anything from distance... and I also have astigmatism.
Personally, I don't like the way glasses looks on me or feel, but I have to wear them.
>Oh, I've been using them since I was 12... surgery sounds scary to me
surgery is not scary! it's literally a laser pointed at your eye for like 10 seconds and it's done. sorry to mention this, but...
> like the plants that are going to surround my corpse.
are you alright?....
i never have used contacts, but my sister swapped so it couldnt be that hard.
i also feel like i look better without glasses, but thats just my pride
>omg what kind of superpower is that?!
lol, i wish i knew, maybe i'm just an alien or something
>I also have astigmatism.
ouch, that sucks, i'm sorry about that
were you born like that or did something cause it?
>Personally, I don't like the way glasses looks on me or feel, but I have to wear them.
what do they look like?
i wear glasses, ive been thinking about doing contacts because i want to wear sunglasses and or wear safety glasses for work.
the most recent pair i got are a little painful to wear, however i am blind as a bat and need them to see, but i can only get a new set once a year
i don't wear glasses, my sight has always been more or less good despite me being terminally online
some days it's complete fucking trash (astigmatism-like symptoms) but after a few good nights of rest and a good amount of water, it somehow regenerates
i do find glasses on girls to be especially appealing, and on guys to be quite cool sometimes too
yea i like em
picrel are the ones i wear
but ill tell you a secret
(i dont actually need glasses i just wear them because i think they make me look cute)
Reeally nice. It looks a lot like mine!
>but ill tell you a secret
how adorable anon. I'll keep it in secret, I promise.
You have taken a bath with them? I did it once. It was funny
But recovery is very long and tedious.
Do not worry, I'm fine!
I simply think I look funny with glasses.
I guess something caused it..
>what do they look like?
pretty much like that one anon post it before but in grey-green
>You have taken a bath with them?
Yea kek,, i was confused as too why my vision was blurry for a few seconds before realizing i still had them on
>I guess something caused it..
mind sharing or is it too personal?
>pretty much like that one anon post it before but in grey-green
that's a pretty damn nice shape, i really like those round-ish glasses (or even actually round ones)
the color's also good, close to my favorite color, emerald green
what's your favorite color, anon?
Oh no, I mean, I don't know what caused it. Maybe I've had bad habits.
>what's your favorite color, anon?
Black! Ok I know it's not a color but I really like it. Elegant and classic, beautiful for any situation. I also like the color red, specifically dark red.
3 days is too much!! I love using my eyes!!
>why bubbles?
From a scientific perspective, they are extremely interesting and have real and important applications in science. They have always fascinated me since I was a child, visually they are beautiful, I love the properties they have, the figures they form in different conditions... they remind me of my childhood and give me hope, they are temporary and beautiful, like human beings
>Maybe I've had bad habits.
what do you think might have contributed? and how long has it been since you needed to use glasses?
>Black! Ok I know it's not a color but I really like it.
it is a color, but you're the first one i see who actually likes black the best, very interesting choice
>I also like the color red, specifically dark red.
my second favorite is scarlet red (like, a hex i can give you is #AA0716, around that), so that's a very good choice too, i highly approve
why specifically dark red though, is there a reason?
>and how long has it been since you needed to use glasses?
Since I was 12, I'm 24.
Uhm maybe using the computer since I was a child? I don't know... I also had insomnia so I drew at night... doesn't that hurt?
>is there a reason?
I feel like it's a soft color, if that makes any sense. Soft and strong at the same time. It reminds me of red velvet cake. #661d21 something like that...
>Uhm maybe using the computer since I was a child? I don't know...
i mean i can certainly see how that contributes, yeah (i've been using computers since i was 4, i'm 26 now)
but as long as you keep a nice distance (at least an arm's length) and avoid staring at screens in complete darkness, it should be fine, right?
>I also had insomnia so I drew at night... doesn't that hurt?
depends on how well lit the place was, did you have at least a table lamp with you?
also, bit unrelated but how nicely can you draw? i can't draw for my life, could never for the life of me, but i always admired people who could
>I feel like it's a soft color, if that makes any sense. Soft and strong at the same time.
that... makes a surprising amount of sense
kinda reminds me of myself, well, one of my sides that is
>It reminds me of red velvet cake.
oh, i don't think i ever tried it, what does it taste like, strawberry? i always liked how it looks
also i feel i owe an explanation since you went ahead and elaborated on your colors, but i like emerald green because it gives me a sensation of serenity and hope, a tinge of mystery and... raw power, i suppose
a hex i can give is #006B4D
>3 days is too much!! I love using my eyes!!
silly anon, you could have way better eyes after 3 days, it's a long term investment!
> they remind me of my childhood and give me hope
ohh... i see. i like how you mention bubbles being interesting from the scientific perspective, but you are also attached to them in an emotional way
You don't understand it anon. It is impossible for me to go 3 days without my eyes. I draw, read and write everyday!
>ohh... i see. i like how you mention bubbles being interesting from the scientific perspective, but you are also attached to them in an emotional way
Yeah bubbles are amazing. I always feel better everytime I blow bubbles.
you are a very artistic person, anon. i can see how you need your eyes everyday (no pun intended)
>Yeah bubbles are amazing.
i agree. i liked blowing bubbles as a kid but my mom always scolded me because i'd mess up the wooden floor 🙁
Oh 🙁 but now you can do it! It's always good to make your inner child happy. Sometimes I feel like we're all still children... I look at others and think a lot about what dreams and what ideas they must have had when they were little... I can almost see them.
>did you have at least a table lamp with you?
no teheh just the light of my tv
> bit unrelated but how nicely can you draw?
Well.. We all drew when we were children, right? I guess I just never stopped. Drawing has helped me a lot to get to know myself! You should try it 😀
>oh, i don't think i ever tried it, what does it taste like, strawberry?
Not really, just regular cake lol I used to believe that too.
I wasn't happy with the color of my glasses, but now I think about your perspective, green can be pretty. Thanks, anon
OP forgot to quote you. there you go
omg i'm dumb. Thank you so much anon, you're so nice!!
>Oh 🙁 but now you can do it!
haha there's still wooden floor where i live! i'll have to do it outside. you know what would make me happy? using a swing. i was terrified of people when i was a kid, so i would refuse to use any swing unless i was the only kid around. i loved them...
>Sometimes I feel like we're all still children...
i am thankful i am no longer a child. my childhood wasn't nice at all, i had to deal with bullying and bad parenting. did you enjoy your childhood, OP?
>you know what would make me happy? using a swing. i was terrified of people when i was a kid, so i would refuse to use any swing unless i was the only kid around. i loved them...
Oh anon I'm so sorry. But your existence as a child, your innocence, is very independent of your environment. You sure were wonderful. I'm really sorry to hear that you had a bad time, no one deserves that. wish I could have been your friend.
I love swings. I'm 24 and I still run to them.
>did you enjoy your childhood, OP?
In my head, yes. I was an extremely sickly child, so many of my memories are in the hospital. But I really enjoyed being a little kid; I drew, sang, danced... I felt capable of anything!
I didn't suffer from bullying until I was a teenager.
its okay. i am just happy those years are over, and now i can defend myself.
you are right; i was very innocent as a child. i wasn't sly, clever like the other children. i was always alone, wondering what made me so terrible, so different from the rest. up to this day, i still don't know the answer, and all i know is i was rejected for something i couldn't fix.
i don't know if i was wonderful, anon. i was a very bitter child, easily angered and quite focused on my studies. studying was the only thing that made me feel useful and accepted.
thank you for your wishes, anon. you sound lovely, i am sure you would have been a great friend 🙂
>In my head, yes.
i am sorry, anon.... and, despite being sickly, you still did a lot of cool things! i wish i had your strength, your inner force to keep going and do stuff. were your teenage years too bad? i suppose its a relief for you to be done with high school
But being focused on your studies didn't make you bitter. You were very disciplined and that's great!
>i suppose its a relief for you to be done with high school
kind of... I'm a very introverted person, people tend to be uncomfortable with that and respond in very varied ways. Sometimes childhood bullies grow up and just change their way of bullying.
The truth is my hobbies didn't help. I have always had tastes like anime, art and yeah, I spent almost all my time alone, because I didn't need other people for my hobbies.
i am still a bitter person, anon. there is a reason why i'm here. i just wanted to be like the other kids, make friends, mess up things, i don't know... being disciplined, doing always the right thing is a mistake. i dont know if i would be better today, but if i could go back in time, i would have loved to experience all of those things.
>I'm a very introverted person
are you? being introverted is a drawback, and you are prone to being bullied. but, i must say you sound like you are good at making conversation, and i'm enjoying this one a lot!
have you managed to overcome your fears? do you have friends now?
your hobbies certainly sound like things you would do alone, so i guess they weren't useful for making friends.
all in all, are you doing better now? what brings you to LULZ?
Well, the past is now out of our hands. We only have our present, anon. Do fun things from time to time, even if it's hard to leave our comfort zone... cheer up! I'd take you to the swings if I could. I would jump from very high even if I hurt myself!
>do you have friends now?
Yes, I have friends, but they are not that close... I still keep my distance, it is very difficult if I have been alone my whole life.
Well I just enjoy reading you all here. I'm almost always on /x/ and recently on /i/
it is, sadly... and i do leave my comfort zone very often. i need to do it to keep my job heh
>I'd take you to the swings if I could. I would jump from very high even if I hurt myself!
you remind me of a friend i made on here some months ago. recently, we got to find each other on these boards again, after months of not talking to each other. but, for some reason, everytime we talk again, our friendship dies quickly. and i feel like the process will repeat itself very soon.
they are very sweet, just like you. i always wonder how do people like you get bullied or find out about LULZ, and they kinda have this atmosphere of kindness around them.
>I have friends
that's really good, anon. you are making progress, and that's what matters. keep going forward! and please take care of yourself. i am going to go sleep now. goodbye!! and thank you a lot for the nice talk.
>just the light of my tv
that's pretty bad, but not that terrible i suppose
please avoid that, ok?
>Drawing has helped me a lot to get to know myself! You should try it 😀
hmm... i did draw a fair bit, i just was never any good at it
drawing is to you as writing is to me, it allowed me to get to know myself and to express some stuff that i used to find really difficult and complex
>I wasn't happy with the color of my glasses, but now I think about your perspective, green can be pretty. Thanks, anon
you're quite welcome, anon
i don't think i've ever seen green glasses around so, if this wasn't a "no camwhoring" board i'd ask to see what they look like on you
for now my imagination will have to do, lol
say, which color are your eyes? also hair color i suppose, not much to do with anything but i'm curious anyway
aye, thanks a bunch, anon
doing god's work right there, respects for you
>please avoid that, ok?
I do not do it anymore! I did it when I was a girl.
>drawing is to you as writing is to me
Ohhh that's beautiful. I love writting...
>say, which color are your eyes? also hair color
Eyes: amber/light brown, hair: black ! or will it be dark brown?
i was a little girl* lmao i'm sleepy
>I did it when I was a girl.
so you're not a gi--
ohh... okay then, that makes more sense, kek
same here though, it's 3:25 am but i'd rather stay here for the time being
>I love writting...
what do you write about?
i usually write up the dreams i have (they're really varied and weird and random, sometimes i even dream of the future or of parallel worlds)
but as i was growing up and trying to get my shit together, i'd just write about what was on my mind, about what went on and be as descriptive as possible
i often talk to myself as well because of this, it helps bounce ideas around without actually needing someone to bounce ideas off of
>Eyes: amber/light brown
oh shit that's fucking beautiful, i ain't even gonna lie
mine are a very very dark brown, looks black unless you stick a flashlight on my eyes
>hair: black ! or will it be dark brown?
hmm... well, if you're unsure then probably dark brown, lol
mine is jet black though, no doubt about it
and it sucks because summer is coming and whenever i spend some time under sunlight, it gets extremely fucking hot...
i feel if i drop an egg on my head after walking 20 min outside under the sun, the egg will fry
>so you're not a gi-- HAHAAHAH
>i usually write up the dreams i have
are you.. that anon again? dreamy anon? if that's you, it would be so funny!! We always see each other here!
I write sci-fi stories and a personal diary!
>oh shit that's fucking beautiful,
awww:-D thank you! my eyes are funny.
>i feel if i drop an egg on my head after walking 20 min outside under the sun, the egg will fry
I feel you my man. I hate summer. My body can't regulate temperature and it's very easy for me to pass out lmao
>are you.. that anon again? dreamy anon?
i dunno, am i? i have a goldfish's memory and a hard time discerning a lot of anons around here, but you can tell me apart pretty easily because i never take off that trip (anonymous seems to really hate it as well so all the more reason to keep it up)
but yes that'd be pretty funny indeed, small world huh
>I write sci-fi stories and a personal diary!
oo that sounds pretty damn nice, i kind of started writing a diary of sorts lately as well
i've been trying to reconnect with an old friend but since i don't have anything to talk about, i just write up what happened on my day and leave it cluttering the dms, lol
what do you write about on your diary entries? and what about the sci-fi stories, can you give me an example?
>my eyes are funny.
if by "funny" you mean "beautiful", then i completely agree
amber eyes are just fucking top notch to me, they're on par with green eyes i'd say
>My body can't regulate temperature and it's very easy for me to pass out lmao
oh no, please take care of yourself and stay hydrated, i've seen people die of heatstroke around here, it's no joke
though i suppose now you're going into fall and winter, right?
I'm sure you're my old dreamy anon. How funny.
>what do you write about on your diary entries? and what about the sci-fi stories, can you give me an example?
Well...I write ideas about different topics that are on my mind, as well as situations in my life. I'm a little embarrassed to show my stories...
>though i suppose now you're going into fall and winter, right?
yes!! i'm happy!! I love fall... winter too. I love wearing big sweaters! but I hate hot drinks..
>I'm sure you're my old dreamy anon. How funny.
i see, well it's always nice to have a pen pal around these parts, thanks for having me again, lol
>I'm a little embarrassed to show my stories...
that's okay, i won't pressure you
then how about this, what are they about? can you give me some context at least?
>I write ideas about different topics that are on my mind, as well as situations in my life.
pretty much what i do then, a recap of what's going on, what should be happening soon and some random thoughts mixed in
i think writing diaries is really good, it improves how perceptive you become since you'll have to remember things or you won't have anything to write about
>I love wearing big sweaters! but I hate hot drinks..
i like comfy clothing as well, and sleeping in the cold is just the best
but why do you not like hot drinks? there's nothing like some hot chocolate on a freezing cold morning to warm your bones, i'd say
or some hot tea in a cold night while you snuggle under some blankets
>But recovery is very long and tedious.
anon, it takes like 3 days!!!
>Do not worry, I'm fine!
are you sure? why bubbles?
i dont mind them,, often i forget i even have them on
No, I really don't like wearing mine. My eyesight seems to improve the more I'm outside, so maybe that's what I need more than anything.