i just dont want to be useless and alone
i just dont want to be useless and alone
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yeah same too bad so sad alcohol and cry to cope what more could I ask for
i’m not even an alcoholic i’m just a rape victim passer from a divorced parent household. love is dead and no amount of effort protects you from the void
>passer
fuck you die I hate you
it didn’t fix anything. nothing got better. the inner problems stayed
the only ward against the void is creative practice
i’ve had my short stories published. i sketch every day. i fucking crochet. i make things. it didnt fix me. nothing stays. no one stays.
can you post some of the stories
i wont post any of the published ones because i’d doxx myself, and my laptop is dead rn but i may be able to find an old one draft one if you really fucking care that much
thats fine im interested.
ok here. this should be the right order just go left to right https://unsee cc/album#5l6Ryoq3SHTLbThh
thanks
well
i can see why you got published youre very talented
? it’s incredibly mid idk what ur on about. i don’t appreciate smoke being blown up my ass
im not hyping you up im being sincere
compared to what i should be i’m a waste
i think youre talented and not a waste
i appreciate that, but it’s not about what i am. sure, i’m pretty, smart, successful, talented, whatever. but i should be more. with the time and money spent on me, i should be gorgeous, a genius, a prodigy, a savant. i should be a son, frankly. whatever. i’m self pitying
its hard to live up to others' expectations of us and even harder to live up to our own expectations all you can do is be good enough for yourself and those you care about
>love is dead
no it isn’t you probably live in a big north american city
yeah and?
same but it'll never happen
only "relationship" i ever had was e-dating someone who probably just wanted to exert power over me, and hated me the whole time
or they were bpd, idk hard to tell
>alcohol and cry to cope
yeah :/ got my glass here, and tissues for crying
Don't cry rank1 🙁
its ok, alcohol is a bell curve, as long as i get buzzed enough fast enough, i can skip the crying phase : )
real
welcome to life in the distopia op
dystopia*
i’m just gonna end it. see you. fade out