I don't want to live in this reality, why won't God answer my prayers and give me an aneurysm or a heart attack or something else and let me go to the world and life I truly want to live? Are my only options to suffer for an eternity or to end it myself?
Your option is to grow up an to grow out of it, as millions of other people have before you. You'll get over it.
See how all the other replies are pushing acceptance on you?
Because they've decided to try and learn to like what they by definition don't like.
They've accepted the paradox. The lie. The ignorance of this form of being.
Your mind knows this reality is a bad idea, but your soul needs to learn it. And the suffering is knowledge for your soul.
If you tell yourself your suffering is not suffering then you fill your soul with ignorance.
Your willingness to see the suffering for what it is, instead of choosing to be in denial about it, is the thing that will get you out of this reality.
So congratulations, you're already on your way out.
And on the way out we have to pass by all the ugliness that we refused to see on the way in.
>They've accepted the paradox. The lie. The ignorance of this form of being.
How is this a bad form of being?
1. You can literally leave AT ANY TIME. You can kill yourself.
2. There is a lot of love and compassion to be found here in people and animals.
Not saying it's the best form of being, but how is it bad exactly?
>How is this a bad form of being?
Your soul has to see it. If you really don't see it yet then there's nothing I can say that will make you.
You're giving advice to people like OP based on the idea that it's normal mental depression or something.
But it's not mental. There is a pain that can be felt in the soul, and before it happens we can be totally unaware that it's even possible.
But when it does happen you'll know it, because it's a pain unlike anything you've ever known before (I don't mean worse, I just mean different).
And none of the normal advice for solving depression will fix it. Because it's not in the world. It's your true self knowing this reality is no longer for you.
You are acting like your personal experience somehow applies to every soul in this universe.
I noticed /x/ has a huge problem with doing that.
>1. You can literally leave AT ANY TIME. You can kill yourself.
Not necessarily true, you don't know whether you won't be put in a prison for that
>2. There is a lot of love and compassion to be found here in people and animals.
lol, lmao even.
>Not necessarily true, you don't know whether you won't be put in a prison for that
What prison exactly?
>lol, lmao even.
"If I'm not happy, then that means other people can't lead long and peaceful lives either."
lmao logic indeed
>What prison exactly?
You think spirits don't get put in prisons? Such ignorance.
>"If I'm not happy, then that means other people can't lead long and peaceful lives either."
Holy retardation, how do you keep so many strawmans up your ass? Saying that "no there is not a lot of love and compassion" doesn't mean whatever diarrhea your mind came up with, it's just a factual observation of the world. Most humans are barely more than animals, unconscious of what they do and why they do, led by instinct and hypnotized by walking garbage who are aware of the nature of this reality. This system was created with the philosophy that reward/punishment/scarcity is the best teaching method and it leads to the logical conclusion that a successful psychopath is the most successful individual, which is why things are a fucked up as they are and getting worse.
You can keep lying to yourself so you can sleep at night, but one day the reality of the system will kick you so hard in your balls that you will have no choice but to accept the cold monstrous nature of the place we were put in.
>You think spirits don't get put in prisons? Such ignorance.
Source. Please elaborate your 100% authentic and true source that human souls who kill themselves go into something big bad spirit prison.
>Most humans are barely more than animals, unconscious of what they do and why they do, led by instinct and hypnotized by walking garbage who are aware of the nature of this reality
CRAWWWWLING IN MY SKIN
THESEEE WOUNDS THEY WILL NOT HEAAAAL
You sound like a retarded 15 year old edge lord. Most humans live decent lives, have a family, experience love and pursue things that interest them.
OH NO ITS NOT PERFECT??? THAT MEANS EVERYONE IS AN ANIMAL AND ITS BAD :~~*
>Source
logic
>Claim 1 being true: Spirits exist
>Claim 2 being true: Assholes are still spirits operating meat machines
>Claim 3 being true: people are not constantly harassed by spirits
>Conclusion: Spirits can be barred off from certain areas.
If you accept this then you go to the next step.
>The system is built on reward/suffering/scarcity of resource as a basis for motivation
>System emulates a genetic/psychological arms race
>Ultimate conclusion: those who built the system do not care about the suffering it forces upon people
If you take the two end conclusions to the end you have spirits being barred off from a place and spirits being forced into a system, willing escape from the system would only result in punishment.
>Most humans live decent lives
Most humans live in africa, india and china you absolutely demented self centered ignoramous. You take a small percentage of the first world population as your basis because it's the only reality you know and then extrapolate to absolutely everyone. I would enjoy seeing the incarnation when the system decides to break you, but by then I'll not be here anymore.
Why would the spirit world follow logical, human thinking? This in itself is a "logical" flaw, retard.
>Most humans live in africa, india and china you absolutely demented self centered ignoramous.
And they are often happier than people in the first world. So what's your point? LMAO.
>Why would the spirit world follow logical, human thinking?
Because logic is universal, it's a tool that humans use, but it's not "human" in nature, just like math isn't human in nature. I'm starting to understand why you sound so ignorant.
>And they are often happier than people in the first world
Absolutely fucking not. You are talking about people who don't know freedom, health, safety or comfort. For them the concept of "happiness" doesn't even exist. I'm actually baffled by how self centered and myopic you are.
>Because logic is universal
SAYS WHO? You just pull this shit out of your ass. If logic is so universal why do most scientists and people who study logic not acknowledge the existence of God, magic, spirits and invisible prisons?
You have absolutely not way to prove that you are not just living in a simulation that is built on logic (according to you) but the creators of it aren't bound to this logic. It's just your opinion that you formed with your human brain.
>Absolutely fucking not. You are talking about people who don't know freedom, health, safety or comfort.
"In 2012, an Ipsos poll measuring the degree of happiness in 24 countries found that self-reported levels of happiness were higher in poor and middle-income countries than in rich ones, seemingly confirming popular beliefs."
Tons of people describe in general that people in these places (unless they are literally war-torn) are happy because they have stronger sense of community and family bonds.
>SAYS WHO?
Am I being baited? The fact that animals can use it shows that it's universal.
>why do most scientists and people who study logic not acknowledge the existence of God, magic, spirits and invisible prisons?
Because logic and science are two different things, science revolves around the scientific method, and reproductivity of experiments, logic is completely different. Have you even taken a university course? It's our of the scope of the scientific community as they cannot do experiments in an enclosed system to test things outside said enclosed system.
>an Ipsos poll measuring the degree of happiness in 24 countries found that self-reported levels of happiness were higher in poor and middle-income countries than in rich ones
Because poor people conflate happiness with pleasure. Ignorant minds are easier to please as well. You need to do a lot less to make a dog "happy" than you need a human.
>Am I being baited? The fact that animals can use it shows that it's universal.
Wait, your claim is that multidimensional spirit beings and God himself are bound to obey the human concept of logic because.... sheeps and rats obey logic too? What the fuck are you even saying, this is the most retarded shit I've ever read.
>Because logic and science are two different things, science revolves around the scientific method, and reproductivity of experiments, logic is completely different.
https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/logic
Learn to read.
>Because poor people conflate happiness with pleasure.
It doesn't matter what you think they conflate it with, even poor people are reasonable happy with their lives and experience a sense of community, family, good food, hobbies and love.
too bad fag, live in reality or you're no different than a tranny getting mutilated for some unrealistic belief
Make this world the world you want to live in, change your surroundings, create the energies you want to be around
Why do you think god would answer you specifically amongst the billion of people on earth?
We truly are here forever it seems. I can barely live in this world anymore...
You don't want to live because you want to live but with people, but you're too shy.