I don't want to be male because I believe males lead easier lives. I want to be male because I want to be better. If I were male I would be smarter, stronger, more focused and more driven. Everyone I look up to is male. The most intelligent and enlightened people in history have been male. I don't want sex, I don't want flattery, I don't want favours. I want a higher existence.
>A male wrote this post
If only. All I can do is cope with the fact that I will never be male, and attempt to do the best I can with what I have.
Just pretend to be a man and try to forget that you are a woman. Hold as high standards for youreslf like you would hold if you were a man. Find a husbando or waifu and work hard for him (or her).
By tricking your brain into believing it is male it will start to operate in a more male-like pattern
you only say that because you know flattery and favours. women can be intelligent and enlightened, especially today. they should be able to get there easier.
>you know flattery and favours
I don't really. I keep hearing that I'm supposed to have easy access to these things and be receiving them frequently but that isn't the case. That may be because I don't seek them out due to not wanting them.
>women can be intelligent and enlightened, especially today
But has a woman ever been on the same level as someone like Euler or Bach or Socrates?
not that anon but
>But has a woman ever been on the same level as someone like Euler or Bach or Socrates?
Are most men like Euler or socrates? It's literally 0.0001% of men that are anything like them. The vast majority of males are either midwits or retards that have nothing in common with geniuses exept their sex. Were you are man, there is 99.99% possibility that you would also be a midwit or a retard.
Even if I were a midwit, if I were male people would treat me the way I want to be treated. Male camaraderie is enviable. Females don't have camaraderie with each other in the same way. Male-female relationships are tainted by the sexual aspect.
> Male camaraderie is enviable
oh my god this is so true. femanon from
btw. male friend groups have this incredible tight knit trusting feel tp them that i have never seen with women. ive been a part of a couple groups where i was the only girl, and its painful to realize you will never quite be part of the comradery they share
>Even if I were a midwit, if I were male people would treat me the way I want to be treated.
Unless you're in the top 20% you're treated as subhuman.
In what context? Dating? I'm not interested in dating.
In any context. Like nobody respects truck drivers.
The average man right now is basically seen as the antagonist of the average womans lifetime movie. if you aren't annoying a woman in some way you will be forgotten and ignored. sure popular media needs a male figure but no one cares about the actual personality of a man trust me. Work you provide is all that matters
>Work you provide is all that matters
That's what I want. I am trying to do admirable work, and I want to be recognised for that and that alone.
>In what context?
Do you think this person became more respected in any context after going on male hormones?
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brooo, she went from life on ezmode to incel hell
hahahah
not all men live life as chads. foids are so stupid
holes only see the top percent of men as human and base their assumptions on them. The rest of us are subhuman serfs.
You are looking in the wrong places anon. Not all male relationships are so enviable. I used to be in my school's volleyball team and ppl I met there were the worst type of scumbags parading as "friends" I have ever met. Ye sure they hung out, joked and all of that, but they would regularly beat the shit out of eachother for some random bs, as well as bully eachother to the point of one guy going full on hikkikomori.
>Male-female relationships are tainted by the sexual aspect.
Again, looking in the wrong places. I used to have a lot of girlfriends with whom I had no sexual intention and so did my male friends. Even if someone is still "tainted" buy u, u can just cut the bs and tell him what u think. I belive will respect borders u set.
im sure op is larping, but this is something ive been trying to cope with since i was like 13. i understand that i am highly intelligent, pretty charming, have some decent ideas and perspectives, but that i will never amount to anything because i am female.
partly due to the fact that an easy life of just settling for the first man who will take me will always be within reach, tempting me.
partly that societally, my achievements are less valued, and ive slowly been drifting towards just focusing on becoming pretty and climbing the social ladder rather than focusing on my work. its easier, and generally more satisfying.
And partially because women are fundamentally less goal motivated and more emotional, which i know is a large factor in how easily i give up on things.
i feel like every time i try to better myself or be like the people i look up to, i am fighting against my fundimental nature. i hate almost every woman ive ever met, and the knowledge that others see me as one of them and that i likely share some of their traits without realizing it fucking tortures me. I hate being a woman so much i actually tried to transition a few years ago, but i eventually realized that was even more pathetic than just accepting what i am. so now i just try to cope and convince myself that im fine with this.
I'm not larping, and this is pretty close to how I feel, except that I have little interest in relationships or socialising.
>I hate being a woman so much i actually tried to transition a few years ago, but i eventually realized that was even more pathetic than just accepting what i am. so now i just try to cope and convince myself that im fine with this.
Similar to my experience. I never started transitioning but ever so often I am tempted to obtain testosterone because I feel that it will make me into a better version of myself. I know however that this is an irrational dream.
I don't really like being a human because of how it forces you to be a coombrain and having distracting desires/preferences either, but why not just keep working on yourself? You're the person who would enjoy the work you do, no matter you're male or female. Bimbofying is just gonna turn you into a hollow husk, whereas I think the traits you mentioned before can be overcome.
you are kind anon. thats what im trying to do. i think im going to try to at least finish my book before i give in, so ive got at least a year or so left of trying to be an actual person.
I don't want you to think I'm being kind because you might think I'm just comforting you. I'm just telling you like it is. I also want to have sex, I also want to be accepted, but those aren't always right for what I want in life. Most people are gonna give in but you can just take a look at society. No matter you're male or female, you can still see examples of people who didn't give in, whether they are academics, athletes, or musicians. It's never easy to go for excellence, but if you reach it, you'll be appreciated, but it'll also take a lot of hard work. You do have examples you can look for that are females, so don't use being female as an excuse, because not being goal motivated or being emotional is just human nature. It's not exclusive to anyone. You are not the same as everyone else.
What's your book about?
my best friend growing up got a wife, a house and a car, and i got nothing. after that, god started raping me with a ghost and torturing me. how does he get away with this torture reality?
It's much more of a gamble whether you will be good or bad as a male. If you are short then good luck.
I want to be male because I think having a dick would cool
I used to aspire to live up to my manhood like this
Now I'm just a lazy fuck. Now that I think about it, working hard and serving people because of your gender is pretty dumb. But what you say about male friendships is pretty true. I used to have some of the greatest friendships because we all wanted things
>have to be male to be driven
as if LULZ isn't filled to the brim with males with zero drive in this world.
You seem to be self-aware and i see what you're saying but the men you idolize, fictional or nonfictional, have those traits because of adversity. As a woman. society makes sure your needs are met. You're less likely to end up on the streets. You're far less likely to commit suicide.