Would you rather be a man or a woman, if the latter than I wouldn't recommend detransitioning, try to find what makes you not pass, how long have you been on HRT?
Would you rather be a man or a woman, if the latter than I wouldn't recommend detransitioning, try to find what makes you not pass, how long have you been on HRT?
idk. hard to say. i wanted to be woman when i started, but im not sure. is that still what i want? is it worth the reality of what it means to be trans? idk.
It's worth it anon, you don't want to repress your trans feelings, one day you will snap and retransition, be strong, always have the goal of passing in mind, I'm sure you can manage it anon. Sorry for the delayed reply.
I feel like I look like a straight up super masculine square jaw fridge body man with small boobs and beard shadow that's still faintly there after shaving despite multiple sessions of laser. My self image has been so terrible lately. I don't know if it's actually as bad as I think it is because people think I'm young a lot and I've briefly malefailed a few times. This just sucks. Maybe I'll be okay after more HRT and laser and FFS.
I think I'd just snap and retransition if I detransitioned, I felt horrible before I started HRT, way worse than I do now. I'm just in a bit of a depressive episode right now. I'm just going to keep giving transition everything I have, I've seen trans girls who looked more busted and masculine than I looked pre-trans end up being really hot and passing so yeah. This in between stage is just hell sitting at 5 months of HRT and a handful of laser sessions. I still feel ill when I see myself sometimes. The idea of going back to being a straight up man on testosterone seems disgusting and makes me want to kill myself. Worst case scenario I guess I can honmode or manmode forever
sometimes I see posts like this and wonder If they're like me, or if they're coping and just dissatisfied with the results or what they think theyll be but realistically are just extremely mentally ill and could never live as male.
like for example, shit like this:
just makes me stare at my screen for a long time...then roll my eyes and say "you're just incredibly, mentally ill, the obvious answer is transition" like if you're genuinely so afraid of being male that you'd want to kill yourself, I don't see how the answer is anything but clear, there's nothing to lose. whether you kill yourself detransitioning or on hrt. At the very least on hrt, you can hope and delude yourself you'll pass one day.
At the very least, seeing stuff like this is just interesting as a perspective on affirming what I already know about trans people and the relation to myself, and confirms for the most part that I'm definitely right to not call myself trans *sigh*
a straightforward problem, with a straightforward solution, but ultimately a lot more inherent pain
or a complex problem, with a hard to bite solution, with not a lot of pain, just discomfort and despair
I think the former is worse, wanting to kill yourself or harm yourself is something ill never quite relate to, and that alone makes me imagine it to be an unbearable pain, and gives me...nothing to be fair. Just perspective, and a groundedness I guess.
idk if it's real trans feelings and worried that one day i will think it was all a horrible mistake, and i just hurt myself. and have worried constantly for months now. on some level i just want to go back to being normal. maybe i wasn't actually unhappy before, and i could do that.
>i wanted to be woman when i started, but im not sure.
If you were alone on an island, all your needs catered for, zero social expectations either way. Would you take HRT?
maybe if i knew i would never see another person again maybe because therewould be nothing to lose if i was wrong. but i live in real world so i have to deal with people and i want to be normal. plus im not sure that i would want hrt later on. i might change my mind, and then i ruined my body and my youth for some stupid reason.
>i wanted to be woman when i started, but im not sure.
If you were alone on an island, all your needs catered for, zero social expectations either way. Would you take HRT?
I transitioned and became a girl with boobs (also a pussy) but you can be a boy too if you want
oh… this is unfortunate
Booby boy.
I love booby boys
You could always get a double masectomy?
am unsure if i want to continue transition or stop. i just dont know.
Would you rather be a man or a woman, if the latter than I wouldn't recommend detransitioning, try to find what makes you not pass, how long have you been on HRT?
Take Raloxifene, it limits breast growth
Ha ha booby boy booby boy!
show us your tits homosexual
but people get weird and like cross reference people's moles on their chest to find out who someone is. i dont want that.
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Anybody have the original booby boy story? Or was it booby bro
>booby boy
Made me think of this lol
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lol ive seen that before
idk. hard to say. i wanted to be woman when i started, but im not sure. is that still what i want? is it worth the reality of what it means to be trans? idk.
It's worth it anon, you don't want to repress your trans feelings, one day you will snap and retransition, be strong, always have the goal of passing in mind, I'm sure you can manage it anon. Sorry for the delayed reply.
I feel like I look like a straight up super masculine square jaw fridge body man with small boobs and beard shadow that's still faintly there after shaving despite multiple sessions of laser. My self image has been so terrible lately. I don't know if it's actually as bad as I think it is because people think I'm young a lot and I've briefly malefailed a few times. This just sucks. Maybe I'll be okay after more HRT and laser and FFS.
I think I'd just snap and retransition if I detransitioned, I felt horrible before I started HRT, way worse than I do now. I'm just in a bit of a depressive episode right now. I'm just going to keep giving transition everything I have, I've seen trans girls who looked more busted and masculine than I looked pre-trans end up being really hot and passing so yeah. This in between stage is just hell sitting at 5 months of HRT and a handful of laser sessions. I still feel ill when I see myself sometimes. The idea of going back to being a straight up man on testosterone seems disgusting and makes me want to kill myself. Worst case scenario I guess I can honmode or manmode forever
sometimes I see posts like this and wonder If they're like me, or if they're coping and just dissatisfied with the results or what they think theyll be but realistically are just extremely mentally ill and could never live as male.
like for example, shit like this:
just makes me stare at my screen for a long time...then roll my eyes and say "you're just incredibly, mentally ill, the obvious answer is transition" like if you're genuinely so afraid of being male that you'd want to kill yourself, I don't see how the answer is anything but clear, there's nothing to lose. whether you kill yourself detransitioning or on hrt. At the very least on hrt, you can hope and delude yourself you'll pass one day.
At the very least, seeing stuff like this is just interesting as a perspective on affirming what I already know about trans people and the relation to myself, and confirms for the most part that I'm definitely right to not call myself trans *sigh*
a straightforward problem, with a straightforward solution, but ultimately a lot more inherent pain
or a complex problem, with a hard to bite solution, with not a lot of pain, just discomfort and despair
I think the former is worse, wanting to kill yourself or harm yourself is something ill never quite relate to, and that alone makes me imagine it to be an unbearable pain, and gives me...nothing to be fair. Just perspective, and a groundedness I guess.
idk if it's real trans feelings and worried that one day i will think it was all a horrible mistake, and i just hurt myself. and have worried constantly for months now. on some level i just want to go back to being normal. maybe i wasn't actually unhappy before, and i could do that.
maybe if i knew i would never see another person again maybe because therewould be nothing to lose if i was wrong. but i live in real world so i have to deal with people and i want to be normal. plus im not sure that i would want hrt later on. i might change my mind, and then i ruined my body and my youth for some stupid reason.
>i wanted to be woman when i started, but im not sure.
If you were alone on an island, all your needs catered for, zero social expectations either way. Would you take HRT?
Post tits
Most confused boner I have ever gotten in my life tbdesu
ong those milkers are goals fr fr
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No luck, is it a / between cc and album?
probably got deleted anon
yeah 🙁
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Its not as bad as i thought maybe you could pass as a fat guy instead with gyno
You call those tits? Please, you're a chestlet.