I don't even understand it

the difficulty is I don't even understand why I feel this way. I've never been in a committed relationship, I've never been abused, I have a loving family and I've never experienced heart break. I go through stages of wanting a relationship then when I get close to having one I panic, I feel the typical 'philophobia' symptoms and run for the hills...

I've tried explaining it to a few people but I've only recently thought maybe its a phobia, I had otherwise convinced myself that it was just an issue I had to get over?

I panic at the thought of emotional and physical interaction with men and I push away any decent guy. I think it's a serious issue but I don't know what to do. 🙁

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