I am so deprived of attention
someone pls gib attention, I am so sad and lonely and noone cares but aaaaaaaaa
Im going insane
I am so deprived of attention. someone pls gib attention, I am so sad and lonely and noone cares but aaaaaaaaa
I am so deprived of attention
someone pls gib attention, I am so sad and lonely and noone cares but aaaaaaaaa
Im going insane
(you)
sire
(You) stink
>How was your day
well Im trying to get over a cough/cold so today was pretty bleh 🙁 tho i am feeling way better than yesterday!!
i should be asleep but i was basically in bed all day and just got up from a nap andddddddd im awake 😀
>no friends?
lol not really... not ones i could relate to (they are v normie) or maybe im so annoying people just dont want to be my friend?? idk im an overthinker so
wat!
whiny?! >:T
>whiny?!
you were whining!
don't say that you weren't
but it's cute so I'm not complaining (no homo)
ok real and true lol
>it's cute so I'm not complaining (no homo)
thanks sis <3
>Are you a NEET?
i was, then i wasnt, then i was for a long time, then tried to be better, but here i am so... and i know i have to fix it but its hard 🙁
>You type like a tranny
:/ i am not
im just a femanon who had unsupervised access as a child whos obviously a lil too silly... i just like typing this way, it expresses my chaotic mind and thoughts perfectly and maybe autisticly lol
anyways, how was your day? :DD
wat happen? 🙁
AAAAA IM SORRY HASFUHASKHJDF ILL BE BETTER AND NONSTOP F5
>ok real and true lol
there's hope for you yet
and I'm not your sis (no incest)
>ILL BE BETTER AND NONSTOP F5
GOOD
what kind of attention can you even get here?
everyone is mean
and will just sexually harass you
or be soggy knees at you
>there's hope for you yet
YAY!!!! thanks step-sis? 🙂
>GOOD
dont yell at me
& idk... idk why i even made this post tbtbh lol some would even say this would be the worst place to ask for attention??? idk dont ask me
>soggy knees
what is that??
yes, are you? 😀
>inb4 tits or gtfo
>No woman has ever had these problems ever
dum hed
*GIVES SO MUCH ATTTENTION*
>would it work if we both feed into eachother attention cravings
im not sure, would it? may haps!
>breeding cage
wtf is that??? a BedtimeREEDING comfy cozy cage?
>thanks step-sis?
you're misgendering me but it's fine. I will just accept my new identity. I transition tomorrow.
>dont yell at me
I was yelling with you 🙁
>idk why i even made this post
for attention you goof
negative attention is still attention
>what is that??
muh soggy knees, misogynist. are you from here? I thought that was common lingo.
>dum hed
How am I the dumb head?
You know I am right
Yep, comfy and cozy adorned with fluffy fur and 2, not 1, but 2 of the plushies toys of your choosing. And not just for bedtime either, its ALL the time that I will be using you as my plushy fuck toy. Sounds good?
>Sounds good?
oh 😀 IDK WHAT TO SAY
>sending so much attention rn
AMAZING THANK YOU AAA ILL SEND 10X BACK
lets match energies
You can say either you want to be locked inside my breeding cage or you can say you don't want to. Then it is a just matter of how much force I need to use on my part cause I am dying to make a cutie like you mine regardless of your consent.
ngl i love that attention telepathically sending so much attention rn
>i was, then i wasnt, then i was for a long time, then tried to be better, but here i am so... and i know i have to fix it but its hard 🙁
It's over. If you fall back into neetdom more than once you'll probably never break the habit.
>im just a femanon who had unsupervised access as a child whos obviously a lil too silly... i just like typing this way, it expresses my chaotic mind and thoughts perfectly and maybe autisticly lol
I understand. I've been terminally online since I was 9 or so. But I only type regardedly if I'm in some Omegle conversation where I'm putting on a character
>anyways, how was your day? :DD
Thanks for asking. Terrible. I buried my grandfather today. 2 weeks ago he told my brother and I that as he laid there dying, he realized that nothing matters more than love and that acquiring a woman's love is the most important thing in life and that it should be our #1 priority. My brother is engaged, and that leaves me. It was all I could think about through the whole funeral.
It's pretty over...
omg :~~*~~* wait thats so sad im sorry! my grandmother passed recently and we were so close when i was younger but havent seen her the last few years and her death really affected me and asdfbahdf im sorry :~~*(( im so bad with words aasdfna
true AND real
>but I have known real women as autistic as you before so, idk
well then i guess you do know!
>I was yelling with you 🙁
oh :> THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>negative attention is still attention
i cry easily so
>muh soggy knees
im just fyucking dumbuh
>You know I am right
i wish u were right, i wouldnt be on this board making this post
>i cry easily so
what if....I make you cry! but then...! I comfort you? Too mean?
>im just fyucking dumbuh
So's everyone tbh
wow MEAN and agreeing with me that im dumb... i see how it is </3
ill make you cry back 🙂
only if we match undies
uhhhhhhhhhh 😀
OH YEAH TOTES JUST SOOO MANY FRIENDS AND LOVE GOING OUT AND NOT ROTTING IN BED ALL DAY xp
you could uh wear some boxers idk
oh so not tighty whiteys? 🙁 darn
you could wear fuzzy socks!
y-you luv me? :3 and yes everyones dumB!!!!! but yeah i could go for good cry shesh, lets!
unironically love fuzzy socks..
as you should
what freak would ironically love them????
for the memes idk
do i gotta also wear a top or can i sleep without one
>y-you luv me?
forever and always babe. you're the moon and stars. my cutest darling, my one and only.
>yeah i could go for good cry shesh, lets!
trauma bonding time! let's get dangerously codependent.
>let's get dangerously codependent.
only way i know how!
and asfashdbfa dgjnfsdfgndfg
🙂
aaaaaaaaaaa i dont know 🙁 !!!!!!!!!
im sorry 🙁 maybe its time to be approachable! :>
hmmm its pretty cold out, maybe put on a winter jacket 🙂 without a hood
jacket sounds cozy
>only way i know how!
god aren't you just the cutest. we can spend lots of time together. we'll never be apart. forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and
>asfashdbfa dgjnfsdfgndfg
so what'll it be? be mine forever and let me be yours? we can be happy! I know it!
please be ironic
>he's new here
laughing girls
approachable???
>wow MEAN and agreeing with me that im dumb... i see how it is </3
If everyone's dumb, is anyone? And don't be like that u no i luv u <33
>ill make you cry back 🙂
We can cry together that's good for bonding!
Looks like we will have to do this the very, very hard way kiddo. I don't know what kind of person you are deep down, are you a masochist that will enjoy the process of being a stuffed into a rape cage I don't know. But I know I will most defiantly enjoy the resistance you put up.
>I will most defiantly enjoy the resistance you put up
>defiantly
Darn, you make one wee silly little mistake and all of a sudden your no longer intimidating...
darn autocorrect!!
>OH YEAH TOTES JUST SOOO MANY FRIENDS AND LOVE GOING OUT AND NOT ROTTING IN BED ALL DAY xp
If this is real, then how do I meet a person like you?
Any tips and trick to go about courting a person like you?
>i wish u were right, i wouldnt be on this board making this post
I dont believe you.
You probably have ten thousand best friends and you you stuff with them every weekend.
>well then i guess you do know!
Alright I'll give you the benefit of the doubt and say you're a real girl. This board has a few of them, its not as unbelievable as on /misc/ for instance.
Anyway, whats your autistic special interest? Whats some completely innocious little thing that doesn't really matter which you completely obsess over to the point of madness?
For me its Warhammer. Fantasy or 40K I just love the overwhelming grimdark and evil being opposed to righteous heroes. The lore is great and it inspires me. I know way too much about it, and still not as much as many.
>i should be asleep but i was basically in bed all day and just got up from a nap andddddddd im awake 😀
You should fix your sleep schedule, that's terrible. Are you a NEET?
>lol not really... not ones i could relate to (they are v normie) or maybe im so annoying people just dont want to be my friend?? idk im an overthinker so
You type like a tranny. You should stop doing that if you want to make friends. Are you a tranny?
>wants attention
>replies this slow
sanic response time now
Okay sure. How was your day anon? Do you have no friends?
the image is hot
your op is whiny
hm
I seriously want a cute girl who is crazy about me and obsesssed with me and constantly wants my attention.
Shouldn't have ignored me last time
It's the consequence of your own callous actions
sorry anon, i'm just scrolling a bit before sleep
but here's a bump for you, and my good evening/morning wishes for you
stay safe, okay?
hope u sleep well <3 also stay safe and have gud day tomorrow!
>or else
🙂
are you a biological female or not? this is the only chance you have to answer this.
>picture with women
I never understood these images.
No woman has ever had these problems ever
because nobody cares about men
Hey I also crave attention would it work if we both feed into eachother attention cravings
Would you like to be stuffed inside a breeding cage? Because this is how you get me to stuff you into a breeding cage cutie.
Are you actually a female or are you a tranny? I'm leaning towards tranny but I have known real women as autistic as you before so, idk
haiiii! you seem so super nice OP ^-^~
That pic is literally me.
I even fall in love with my guy friends because of this.
Help me.
do you lead your guy friends on to the point where they get jealous when they see you with other guys?
My obsessiveness usually ruins friendships, so I don't really have multiple friends at once
Those guy friends are usually straight and have gf's. I'm straight too (except when I fall in love with guys)
>I'm straight too (except when I fall in love with guys)
LULZ.mp4
Is it normal for you to fall for your guy friends with gfs?
It's normal for me to fall in love with anyone that I grow nontrivially close to. Then I start wanting them around me 24/7 and get emotional and angry and confusing with them and end up pushing them away.
I'm conventionally attracted to women, but if you make me feel like I matter I will fall for you regardless of gender.
>do they ever obsessive over you too?
There was one, kinda. I messed it up obviously. I still miss him.
> Then I start wanting them around me 24/7 and get emotional and angry and confusing with them and end up pushing them away.
holy fuck that hit close to home. its hard not to want to give someone i like all of my affection is that bad
>its hard not to want to give someone i like all of my affection is that bad
I don't know if it's exclusive to "modern" society, but there is an emphasis on nowadays on avoiding toxic relationships via setting healthy boundaries, personal choice, respecting each other's personal space, and an insistence on mutual benefit and maintaining one's independence.
However, when I really really like someone I end up wanting to basically merge souls with them, melt our existences together until we're mixed together like soup. My ideal form of love throws open the gates of all error and glory and blends us together into something terrifying and alien.
This is when I start scaring people away.
>My ideal form of love throws open the gates of all error and glory and blends us together into something terrifying and alien
Cronenbergian attachment style is valid and highly desirable. We must join the flesh to merge the souls.
>My ideal form of love throws open the gates of all error and glory and blends us together into something terrifying and alien
YEA
its really physical for me too, not in a sex manner, but you dont understand how good it feels to be in contact with someone i love, specially slight contact like handholding or just a light hug, its such a rush of emotions i cant really handle
>holy fuck that hit close to home.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
>he played me like a fiddle kek
damn this also hit home
sucks :~~*~~*(( wish you all the best anonny <3
>wish you all the best anonny <3
wish me luck kek
dam i really wanted to give him a few hugs, i think i got too obsessive bc he was literally a fren made for me but he was always so avoidant too
LITERALLY ME!!!!!!!!!!! this is literally the 2nd or 3rd time it happened in my life too, it's not like i give all of my joy n time to everybody i meet
(most ppl ghost me anyways)
but i still fuck up
that's life kek
ayyy that happens too
it's okay anon, u can always tell her to stop 🙂
sorry for infodumping
know that i wouldnt ghost you anon
>FOREVER AND EVER AN D EVER AND??
AND EVER. I want you I need you I can't be without waiting for you to reply makes me anxious like ants under my skin I can't hardly take it babe what are we going to do! We have to move in together. We have to get married right now. Will you marry me?
>We have to get married right now.
ONLY IF WE CAN ALSO HAVE LTOS OF PUPPIES AND KITTIES ON A FARM AND
:>
sorry im NA, hope u find ur eu wife asap <3
>if u like games
games are fun :> been playing a lot of cs lol im bad but i like the adrenaline >:) how about you?
and the boxers, cant forget about that!!!
>obsessiveness usually ruins friendships
yep :/
>I'm straight too (except when I fall in love with guys)
hm LOL
do they ever obsessive over you too?
ofc not forgetting the matching underwear could NEVER forget that
>could NEVER forget that
oh good, i sometimes do 😀
>i want to be a caregiving mommy sometimes
🙁 i also want you to be a caregiving mommy
>i sometimes do
going commando is completely valid
>:(
I KNOWWW IM SO SAD
I LOST A FREN ALMOST A WEEK AGO, 3 MONTHS OF TRYING TO BE HIS FREN FOR NOTHING
he played me like a fiddle kek
>i just havent had the guts to turn away cuddles
u could tell her it makes u uncomfy if u want
idk, human touch is so sacred, even more if it's from someone u enjoy being with, but it can get pretty misunderstood and that fucking sucks
u're basically his cuddly puppy fren and she's happy for that kek
she must have a lot of trust on u
if it makes her happy im fine with some contact i just never got used to it. Its always been something super intimate for me idk ive always been touchstarved and having her come into contact with me without any intimate intention is different i guess
>ONLY IF WE CAN ALSO HAVE LTOS OF PUPPIES AND KITTIES ON A FARM AND
AND WHAT? of course we can have lots of puppies and kitties on a farm. we can grow lots of crops and pretend we're in stardew valley and never let anyone from outside world see us and we can be together alone forever and ever and always amen
If you're in Europe I'll marry you and give you all the attention and love you could ever want.
>YOU SEEM NICE HIHIHIHI :>
HIHIHIHIHII what games do u like if u like games
ykno what were both waring bomber jackets and boots I wanna see your bubbly personality in a nice fit
why r we like picrel?
mfs be the perfect man to be frens with and share a shitload of interests
then they get scared bc they get attention
idk what else did they think they were gonna get, free sex and ghosting? we obv want company and comfy time
chad doesnt exist here
sex is disgusting
only head pats n cuddles n hugs, i want to be a caregiving mommy sometimes
wait is this why my friend cuddles me n hugs me n shit even tho were completely platonic? Its weird cuz she talks to me about the guys she gets interested in but then cuddles with me in bed and falls asleep
I am not interested in fucking her or anything i just havent had the guts to turn away cuddles
>i just havent had the guts to turn away cuddles
do you not want the cuddles?
and maybe you should ask her 🙂
AND EVERYTHING!!!!!!! i love stardew! A FUCKING MEN
the jacket is long enough right? :>
>AND EVERYTHING!!!!!!! i love stardew! A FUCKING MEN
YES WE CAN HAVE EVERYTHING ON THE FARM. We can play stardew on the farm. We can make our farm in stardew. We can do all those things. We're gonna make it baby, we're gonna go all the way, we're gonna live forever together we're never gonna die I can feel it! I can feel it in my bones!
>we're gonna live forever together we're never gonna die I can feel it! I can feel it in my bones!
i feel it too!!!!!!!!!!!
and death terrifies me 😀 so
YOU BETTER NOT BE LYING AND WE WILL LIVE FOREVER
our love will conquer death! We don't need to be afraid we have each other. Just take my hand it's all going to be groovy baby. Nothing can stop us now! Just me and you and cats and dogs and a cute little farm and all the time in the world!
>Just take my hand it's all going to be groovy baby.
thank you austin powers <3 OKAY LETS GO NOW pls c:
i care about u Anonymouse <3
>i think i got too obsessive bc he was literally a fren made for me but he was always so avoidant too
🙁
i feel you, avoidants make me want them more and thus makes them avoid more and its just downhill lol
>thank you austin powers <3 OKAY LETS GO NOW pls c:
<3
Such a cutie, too bad you're stuck in the internet box 🙁
>avoidants
u'll go crazy for me 4 real w o w
>too bad you're stuck in the internet box 🙁
sucks you are too >:( get out!
no u
It's safe in here you have to come here I can't leave
okay ill get into your internet box with you 🙂
luv u sweetie u are the best it is nice and warm and safe in here you will like it a lot promise <3
welllll since you promise c:
also im sleepy
Go sleeb baka u stay up u'll get sick
and dream about me lover~<3
but..................... 🙁
and im already sick so 😀
If you're sick u really got to sleeb! It'll get worst if u don't!
I sleepy 2 it late now but I mite dream of u cutie <3
MITE?! >:T i wanna talk to you more........................
>MITE
I MEANT WILL. DEFINITELY will dream of u 🙂
>i wanna talk to you more
so do I but it's so late I am falling sbeeb
>DEFINITELY will dream of u 🙂
good :3
FINE GOODNIGHT >:T get all the rest you need but also wake up soon ty <3
WE HAVE TO SLEEP EVENTUALLY it's fine
u'll b the first thing on my mind when I wake goodnight waifu love u lots <3
<3333333333333333 ntienitentienteite
i cant eep :~~*
me neder but it is hour past bed time 🙁
very tire now mayb... if we cuddle we sleeb better? worth a try rite?
!!! ur still up
> worth a try rite?
yes plox :3
not4 long i dyig of tire
big cuddle with blankets nice n warm n heartbeats very comfy
jus 4 a lil longer
i need
jus 3 you babe anything for u <3
ill kith u aaaaa
u kiss me i fall even more in luv wiht u
u take sponsibility 4 that???
yes we are married on our stardew farm 4eva n eva
marry me irl to my face if u really mean it!
u first!!
ansjejsbab
ill do it i really will i promise u that
beautiful fiance it really is late now i gotta sleeb 4 real. kiss u lots n nitenite i dreams of u<3
>i care about u Anonymouse <3
On the subject of attachment styles and such, with the merging and obsession and whatnot. My hypothesis has always been that someone simply needs to like me before that becomes possible. Hypothetically, if I'm unlikable it would make such a thing impossible. The potential for it rests entirely upon how much someone likes me, and how much I like them. So we have multiple fractions right?
Maybe my likability is 1/1000, and their liking of me is 1/1000, and my liking of them is 1/1000. Then we're both together ONE IN A MILLION.
Some are simply just not so lucky.
>sex is disgusting
it really is
How is anyone supposed to care about someone they don't know? Your nickname is Anonymous.
christcuck whores are the biggest hypocrites
man i wish women worked like that and i could shower a lonely girl with my love attention and passion and she'd become my yandere soul mate who wants to be around me 24/7 and know everything and do everything toghether
this is so demoralizing because I know it will never happen. tfw no yandere gf? Pain.
my gf is a little obsessed like that, its great, only got eyes for you and goes puppy levels of crazy over any kind of attention, its heaven
Are you a homosexual good sir?
Because you act like one.
Sleep is for the tired, cowards who fear the darkness, unleash the lover of the cold deep from within your soul and consume any and all light, tonight.
What I've found is if I make my liking of them 1, so I make it 100% likely and like absolutely anyone and everyone ... I have a super hard time with that but, maybe I can get it 1/3 or so at best. So then the odds of meeting my match become 1/3000, right?
So here's the issue ... I end up liking people who fucking hate me and treat me like shit if I become so desperate I lower my standards enough to take 1/3 of them. At that point, I don't like them and it all falls apart.
So in the end doesn't that mean I'm effectively powerless to improve my odds at all?
That's where the nutso self-improvement people come in, believing they can hack little chunks of 20 off there and they'll have flocks of potential matches begging for them. 1/880 isn't much better than 1/1000 to me.Maybe I can self-improve my personality.
i hav to pee
this talk is so dumb over the net, it's nothing like a warm, soft body next to yours, their eyes and hands locked with yours, them biting and licking their lips and panting from excitement