I've been on estrogen for about a month now.
I'm still flat but something's definitely happening under my nips.
I'm not sure if I want to continue but I can't stop popping pills.
I need courage to flush them down the toilet.
Hrt femboy here
I've been on estrogen for about a month now.
I'm still flat but something's definitely happening under my nips.
I'm not sure if I want to continue but I can't stop popping pills.
I need courage to flush them down the toilet.
I don't understand
keep it going! boitits are cute.
shouldn't have taken titty skittles if you dont want the tits
It's pretty hot how femboys like you are playing russian roulette with your masculinity, not sure whether you're going too far and are about to be irrevocably feminized but not able to stop either.
There is no "going too far" and there are no reasons to stop either
t. hrt femboy
Yeah, I got srs
>be me femboy about to get orchi
Uhj I'm not going to far I'm pretty sure
keep going, you'll like them anyway
You don’t want hrt boobs stop now
fellow hrt femboy it's worth it trust anon
No it's not!
They already kinda stick out in a t-shirt. One more week and my parents will definitely think something's up.
No I can't hide them. Eventually they'll find out and I'll ruin the family.
padless sports bra
>Mom walks in on me while I'm asleep
>"Why are you wearing a bra?"
well don't wear it in bed, just wear it if someone's going to see
if your mom walks in on you naked she'll notice regardless
I guarantee there will come a time where I slip up or a situation causes her to notice. It's not worth it.
seems kinda late for that now if you're already on estrogen, you should have realized that the pills do change your body and that other people can see your body
regardless, family members are usually the least likely to notice
just wear hoodies all the time if they notice ur tits then say it's gyno and you don't know what it's causing it and get them to remove ur breast tissue via surgery. if u don't act like a big homosexual and hide ur meds well they shouldn't distrust you cuz gyno is a very common issue which can happen when ur young.
I don't want them removed!!! Eventually I'll move out and actually troon out. I just bought a few pills off the internet to see if I was really trans.
Sports bra can keep you going in tshirts for a while, and after that you just start wearing hoodies.
are you a homosexual anon?like are you a bottom that likes boys
Not attracted to men.
Was attracted to women before I realized it was mostly gender envy and eitherway I'm not masculine so I don't bother.
>Not attracted to men.
tbh parents hardly notice boobs since they see you everyday they tend to gloss over alot of things. if your not gay you might have a chance saving family life, but idk anon if you have gender envy you might be trans tbh
I am trans! It would have seen counterintuitive if the title was "transgirl afraid of getting boobs"
just stay in hrt fag your parents will find out eventually. or just stay on a AA till you can go full time hrt
>No I can't hide them. Eventually they'll find out and I'll ruin the family.
Sooo.. the reason you don't want them is cause your family will know and people might be able to tell? Like.. any other reason, or just scared of potential social consequences?
Honestly you'd be surprised tbh I'm 4 months in and people still can't tell. If I wear a tight shirt you can but anything loose is fine.
Which do you prefer?
i keep seeing this image and is this you? are these the same two people? i need context
Nta but iirc those two people are the same age. The guy on the right used to be a twink, too.
when a former twink balds it makes me want to cry. i wish my tears were liquid finasteride so i could cry on their scalps
Just sleep with a shirt if you're scared of them walking in on you sleeping?
Yeah but what if something comes out of left field? Maybe the light hits me in a certain way that they see the sports bra underneath.
I'm screwed!
Don't sleep with your lights on????
Light doesn't only exist in my bedroom bro. What if I go to the living room and the sun is shining.
What I'm trying to say is that it's inevitable.
Fuck I can already feel the depression coming back and I haven't stopped taking the E yet.
They are not analzying you as closely as you think. I'm at like 7ish months my tits are still fine in a sports bra, and tightish tshirt even. If you get the right bra it just looks like you have larger pecs for a while.
The only time someone noticed was a stranger while I was walking, and it's cause i fucked up and wore a shirt that was a little see through.
>I fucked up
And I will fuck up too.
then take lower doses of e.
So meeee bestie
Yeah, my boobs are pretty okish size, I work with my parents full time. Nothing has come up yet and it's been months.
If anything I expect them to just tease me for getting fat and old. I've never had noticable pec fat in the past, but if I compare to like, literally any dude who's remotely out of shape, they all still have bigger boobs than me. They're just not as.. shapely.
OP unless your dad is like a gigachad or super skinny he probably has bigger boobs than you and will for like a year. If they say anything say you've gained some weight, blame metabolism slowing or something. Sling some shit back at him maybe to take the heat off, depending on your relationship. Tell him you're trying to catch up to his impressive moobs.
When I was like 2 and a half months in my breast buds were formed enough that they poked slightly on my shirt and I went to Christmas worried I would need to have a hoody the whole time. Then my dad and uncle both showed up with massive beer guts and tits so big they gave me breast envy.
I'm literally a twig and recently clawed out of being underweight. My dad is still skinny and jacked at 41. They will definitely see that something's off.
My mom is very paranoid. I don't think I can spin a lie that satisfies her.
>"Anon why do you wear hoodies all the time it's summer?"
>"Anon why is your chest poking out but you don't eat anything? Anon take off the hoodie."
And if I refuse that's basically just as bad because then they know I'm hiding something.
your parents really hate trans people so much? i assume you are 18+ and not stealing their money to buy ur meds so they shouldn't have any problem really.
They're immigrants from fucking Ukraine and so is their entire social circle. This doesn't exist over there. My mom religiously follows gender roles so this will shock her if not destroy her.
So what's your plan then? Disappearing completely and trooning out? Not judging but that would destroy her as well.
I don't fucking know. Not disappearing but she can only see me through facetime.
I'll put my hair in a bun and wear a cap.
For that you would need to leave your city at the very least if not the country as a whole. Also economic autonomy, enough to at the very least rent an apartment with some roomies. I think your best bet is having ur boobs removed and getting implants later in life when you are older and better off economically.
I don't want them removed!
Kinda short sighted anon, what are you gonna do in like 5 or 10 years.
Whether or not your mum is going to think it's weird or be hurt etc. is kinda irrelevant, you are who you are and they will learn to deal with it or they won't.
What are you gonna do? Never see them again? No holidays? Not invite them to your wedding?
The question is whether or not you will be safe if they find out. Will they support, accept, or even tolerate you still?
If you're not gonna be kicked out of home etc. just take your pills and let things progress. Jump that hurdle when you get to it, you're gonna need to rip off that bandaid sooner or later.
No sense fucking over your transition over something that is gonna happen anyway. You're just kicking the can down the road.
>Wedding
Don't make me think about that. It makes me so embarrassed.
Aww you're gonna be so cuuuute! With flowers and a white dress <3
Shut the fuck up! It's not about me.
Imagine what everyone will think.
>Anon is now a tranny and is the bride.
>Imagine what everyone will think.
Who cares what people think!
It's hard, I know, I struggle with it every day. At least your young I got a whole ass career as a man to try and re-write it's fucking cringe god.
But it doesn't matter you deserve to be happy. Instead, imagine what your husband (or wife) is gonna think c:
Haters gonna hate you know.
You're either paranoid af, or your parents are insanely nosey and weird.
im in the exact same situation anon. I'm going off to college after the summer though so I'll at least have some time away from them. I stopped taking e because I started growing tits but I think I'll restart once I'm at school
you saved the pictured of Erichthonios! cuuuute!
>Erichthonios
Not op but who
It's a cute character in FFXIV who is in a loving relationship with Elidibus, another really cute character
i refuse to participate in your fetish
This is a legitimate situation I'm in
I'll eventually have a mental breakdown and maybe come clean to them.
raloxifene together with your E should help, get some
Will it permanently stunt boob growth?
you arent a femboy stop stealing my identity you stupid fucking tranny
whats next hrtwinks?
hrtmen??
testowomen???
Hrt femboys are men you dipshit
no they arent
they are female women full of estrogen WITH TITS
they are genuine more feminine than a boymoding tranny because they actually dress feminine
>they are female women full of estrogen WITH TITS
We are literally male dude wtf and just being full of estrogen doesn't mean you're a woman and even regular males not on hrt have tits sometimes
how are you male you dont have any testosterone
I am biologically male, I have XY chromosomes and a set of dick and balls
Testosterone doesn't matter
yeah but soon those dick and balls wont work and youl have tits
plus your a FEMboy you actively try to look like a girl
>yeah but soon those dick and balls wont work and youl have tits
Happened already
>plus your a FEMboy you actively try to look like a girl
Yeah? So what? That doesn't make me any less male
yes it does?
explain how you are any different to a tranny besides your pronouns?
explain how the word femboy can even have any meaning anymore
>yes it does?
No?
>explain how you are any different to a tranny besides your pronouns?
I'm not
>explain how the word femboy can even have any meaning anymore
Femboys are feminine men, hrt femboys fit that description to a T
There's no use arguing with retards anon. He doesn't even know what the word "boy" means.
You're 100% male.
Actually anything if you ask you will locks yourself una look talking you hrt are biy depies everything else of them being a girl
The fuck are you trying to say
yeah you know whats happening?
YOUR GROWING FUCKING TITS YOU STUPID WOMAN WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU THINK WOULD HAPPEN???