>go on yt, find self improvement youtubers like picrel
>watch all of their content
>start going to the gym, meditating, go on nofap, take cold showers
>gaslight myself into feeling like im doing better
>eventually get tired of the circlejerk communities and stop all together
>feel better just being myself, even if i'm a 'jeffery' or what the fuck ever
fuck this normie self improvement shit, fuck the online courses, fuck these guys for exploiting young men who didn't have fathers. this shit is what drove patrick bateman insane. the 'brotherhoods' are just 14 year old boys dickriding their yt daddies and talking about how much they're IMPROOOOOOOOVINGGGGGG
how to not fall for this trap again? i feel like i'm gonna be enticed to do it again because it's getting bigger and there's gonna be more pressure, but the whole thing is fucking gay.