The things I get off to, would shock even the toughest anons here.
How do I reset my fucked up dopamine system?
How to fix my mental health?
The things I get off to, would shock even the toughest anons here.
How do I reset my fucked up dopamine system?
turn off your 'puter and phone. It's that easy
but I want to communicate with my friends and play vidya
>pobiegaj
>o 4 w nocy
nie chce mi się o tej porze!
you should kys
that's the price to pay to recover dude. Also many people in here won't like this, but vidya is POISON, no different than tv. Do yourself a favor and stop using it.
>but vidya is POISON, no different than tv
Elaborate on what else there is to do besides grinding your ass off for shekelberg or getting drunk with friends, when thats even possible since everyone is gaming now
reading, doing excersice, play an instrument, learn to draw, etc. There are a hundred things more gratifying than playing a match, lose and get your day ruined. Also, don't take me wrong, vidya is a perfectly good hobbie, but for most teenagers and unemployed people, (aka /misc/) vidya is addicting and they lose countless hours on it instead of doing something meaningful.
How do you find meaning in other activities when reality itself is meaningless?
>reality itself is meaningless
I need a source or a proof on that anon
An animal knows exactly what it has to do, instinctually.
A human is mostly lost. Some find a neat little distracting loop or construct in the matrx, but most are just lost and distract themselves with useless shit. Still, despite having an instinctual "meaning", the animal is jack shit to the universe. Let's be real, nature is harsh, brutal, it's a survival of the fittest circus that humans somehow managed to conquer. So where's the meaning now? Every possible meaning can only be subjective to the individual consciousness, as there is no conscious unified directed will. We invent stories, fantasies and legendary tales of grand proportions to give this reality some meaning, but it's all an empty canvas filled with temporary paint. The abyss of truth is really a void, a meaningless potential of infinity. Proof? The proof is in the meaningless existence of every single quantum potential expressed as conscious observation. This is a philosophical argument, so an empirical proof is impossible for anything related to consciousness, which forms the core of questions about actual reality.
TL;DR: Having sex is cope
>A human is mostly lost.
Lost in comparison to what? An animal that lives its life without a moment of expressing a rational thought?
> but most are just lost and distract themselves with useless shit
Subjective take
>the animal is jack shit to the universe
Because the universe won't hug it or talk to it? You apply human terms and generalise the subject to the extend of anthropomorphizing the universe with isn't healthy at all
>Let's be real, nature is harsh, brutal
Nature only is, it is you who says it is harsh and brutal
>So where's the meaning now?
The meaning is literally what you make out of it
> but it's all an empty canvas filled with temporary paint
Nice choice of words but still it's a subjective take, not an universal stance
>The abyss of truth is really a void, a meaningless potential of infinity.
If our universe is really infinite, then how can you objectively use any measures to call it meaningless or not?
>The proof is in the meaningless existence of every single quantum potential expressed as conscious observation
It's you who says it's meaningless, still subjective point of view or an opinion without strong claims to back it up
I don't know anon, it seems to me that you aren't in a high spirits and there's something that bothers you
>Lost in comparison to what? An animal that lives its life without a moment of expressing a rational thought?
I'm trying to explain that there's made up subjective meaning that lasts for a short time or is driven by pure instinct like a machine, and then there's everything outside that little subjective bubble.
>Subjective take
So fapping to vore porn for 5 hours straight, going out clubbing until you get fucked up, sky diving, watching the stars, is objectively meaningful?
>Because the universe won't hug it or talk to it? You apply human terms and generalise the subject to the extend of anthropomorphizing the universe with isn't healthy at all
When we make a game, there's a clear destiny laid out. In reality, a kid can get raped by its father for years and hurt others when it grows up. I'm talking about the universe/reality, everything contained as a whole. The animal lives instinctually with a subjective meaning, but outside of that, it might as well be smashed by a car and nobody gives a shit.
>The meaning is literally what you make out of it
So it's subjective, there is no actual meaning. Therefore, meaningless reality.
>Nice choice of words but still it's a subjective take, not an universal stance
There IS NO universal stance. That's the whole point.
>If our universe is really infinite, then how can you objectively use any measures to call it meaningless or not?
By looking at my life, other people's life's, misery, beauty, joy, the whole spectrum of human life and how it plays out. Then analyzing how that interacts with actual reality outside social stuff. It's all distraction and cope. Nothing bad about it, it's just meaningless.
>It's you who says it's meaningless, still subjective point of view or an opinion without strong claims to back it up
Bro, what about you. Prove that there's meaning to reality, let's turn the table. Good luck.
>I'm trying to explain that there's made up subjective meaning that lasts for a short time or is driven by pure instinct like a machine, and then there's everything outside that little subjective bubble.
If this is made up then what's not made up and preferably compared to what?
>So fapping to vore porn for 5 hours straight, going out clubbing until you get fucked up, sky diving, watching the stars, is objectively meaningful?
I meant subjective in terms of what would you consider "useless shit", for you it may be useless but for someone else it might be everything
>When we make a game, there's a clear destiny laid out. In reality, a kid can get raped by its father for years and hurt others when it grows up. I'm talking about the universe/reality, everything contained as a whole. The animal lives instinctually with a subjective meaning, but outside of that, it might as well be smashed by a car and nobody gives a shit.
That's still your presumably human perception of things. If you want to state things or make assumptions about the universe you can do it all you want but that's only your perception and your reception of reality, not the true character of reality itself.
>So it's subjective, there is no actual meaning. Therefore, meaningless reality.
It can be to you, I can't deny that but what I am against is making general assumptions about the truths of the universe by using our experiences and lenses to describe it. We can write down our feelings towards it but it doesn't make them true in regards to the true nature of the universe.
>There IS NO universal stance. That's the whole point.
I agree with that but I am not 100% sure of it.
>By looking at my life, other people's life's, misery, beauty, joy, the whole spectrum of human life and how it plays out. Then analyzing how that interacts with actual reality outside social stuff. It's all distraction and cope. Nothing bad about it, it's just meaningless.
Still your perception. 1/2
There's a limit to forming a view on life without your own experience. I want to distance myself from assimilating the belief of someone else and a priori knowledge, so I take my own "perspective" and of course form an opinion, it's the only thing I can count on. Therefore, it's natural that some points are "subjective" and "my perspective", but it won't change that I experienced it and others do as well (hopefully?). Porn might be everything for dude A, but that doesn't make reality meaningful. That's the whole point I am sadly trying to make. As far as I know right now, we are not part of an epic plan, even if I wish for that to be true. Instead, normal people get manipulated by RGB's in big screens while their potentially utopian life is slowly replaced by slop so that the abusers can lavishly thrive. Nature.
Fair enough
Yeah
2/2
If you consider only human experience as the only determinant that can be objectively used to attach certain qualities to the reality then that's a different story
>Bro, what about you. Prove that there's meaning to reality, let's turn the table. Good luck.
I never said that the reality must have meaning. I just oppose making universal statements about not having it.
>I don't know anon, it seems to me that you aren't in a high spirits and there's something that bothers you
Just don't take my schizo ramblings too seriously, just woke up from an intense vivid dream where I was happily married and on an adventure through the ocean and then my dog got killed by a big ass rat on some amish farm ruining my whole mood. I want my dream waifu back, that's bothering me
It's fine, I am also half awake and probably writing pure bs but who cares really
that's a hard question with no simple answer, but judging by your question, you sound depressed, and I wish I could help you, but trust me, the best and only way to get out of that hole, is by doing something with your life, like one of the examples I said earlier.
>inb4 but I don't have any motivation to do it
Do you think most people have any motivation to get up every morning from their comfy bed and go to work in the morning? Do you think most people have any motivation to wash the dishes? If you wait for motivation, it might come, but maybe years later when it's already too late and you're past your prime. Just do it, and start from today. Also yes, I'm projecting.
wagmi
that's the spirit, anon. Here's a song that I like that might motivate you further https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUP4mVkxdTA&list=LL&index=190
>How do I fix problem?
>This is how you fix problem.
>But I don't wanna do that!
Next best advice is
checked and fpbp
bro you have to give up friends and vidya at least for a while if you truly want to fix yourself. If you wont do this then fuck off with your sympathy thread.
anon wez idz pobiegaj czy cos a nie uczciwym ludziom dupe zawracasz o 4 nad ranem
You have demons.
Checked. How do you get rid of demons? Isn't it obvious. Turn to the one who casts them out
>The things I get off to, would shock even the toughest anons here.
what are you getting off to
It's probably pussy shit like gore
spiritual terror necro body horror
how do I tame them?
does it happen to be gay spiritual terror necro body horror
Stay away from the things they like, starve them.
lame.
>gets off to H.G. Giger
That's pretty tame, anon.
thanks friend, i thought i was the only one. i also love seeing innocent creatures get brutally raped and impregnated
i prefer hentai where orcs rape elves, and old fat ugly dudes coerce hot high school chicks into degrading sex - it's the manifestation of the same theme, the dichotomy and the contrast, of evil defiling beauty
>The things I get off to, would shock even the toughest anons here.
>Hentai
Woah holy shit man cartoons? That's some extreme shit man woah you're so fucked up!
Fucking retard. Fuck off back to redit boring homosexual. I'll cure you. Come visit me and I'll cut your fucking throat open, you pathetic piece of shit.
When your fetishes are so extreme there doesn't exist (quality or readily available) pornography of it so you have to use your imagination allowing the fucked up ideas to get more and more absurd
>it's the manifestation of the same theme, the dichotomy and the contrast, of evil defiling beauty
Best explanation for the BBC trend ive seen.
Just indulge it anon. Set aside certain hours in your schedule where you do nothing but goon repeatedly and surf terabytes of brutal Ork rape and torture. Think of yourself as special rather than strange, and reward yourself emotionally for the investment. Eventually find friends you can involve into it and make it your thing.
Demon
> i thought i was the only one.
H.G. Giger was getting off to H. G. Giger's art, anon. You're a weirdo, but you're not that weird in the grand scheme of weird fucked up shit people get off to. Imagine getting hard to idea of women turning into blueberries and then growing into planet sized blobs that just float around and squirt blue cum out of their nipples that turns people into sentient toilets. You could be that guy.
>spiritual terror necro body horror
people who get thrills from these kafkaesque, gay, israeli horror fantasies must totally delight demons
you're celebrating and having wild, erotic thoughts over what hell is like
>spiritual terror necro body horror
Absolutely Winged Hussar pilled.
>is a homosexual
Here your answer, there is no comeback to it.
start with de-worming you homosexual
>how do i tame them
bully them
> spiritual terror necro body horror
So you are israeli then. Diagnosis throw self into hot oven or volcano
That is the future the rat people willingly or not and their tech overlords have in store for us.
At least you can buy that.
TSK...
TSK...
B O R I N G
At least it’s not NTR. You’ll be fine, just pray the rosary and stop jerking off.
answer my question please
If he doesn’t wanna say it’s probably dicky
I doubt what you get off to is all that different from what the high schoolers here get off to, and they probably don't think they're tough for doing it.
>The things I get off to, would shock even the toughest anons here.
Oh, sweet summer child…
BULLET TO THE BRAIN
>goes to /b/ once
>The things I get off to, would shock even the toughest anons here.
kys LMAO
Methylene blue and YouTube videos of subliminal messages.
discipline and exercise and sunshine and sleep resolves everything
Delete all your porn bookmarks and stop looking? is not that hard bro. Don't be a homosexual.
>bookmarks
King Terry, is that you?
All it takes is a single act of true will. Since you are here and escaping your own responsibility and power, there is nothing you can be helped with. Enjoy touching your penis and making your higher self weep
>All it takes is a single act of true will.
you mean like hundreds of acts of true will, since all it takes for you to fuck up is one slip off
When you constantly think back, it's not true will. It's being an addicted slob and wanting to touch your dick again. It's really that simple, just stop and do something else. People are opposed to this because it hurts, it hurts their pride and ego.
All porn is sick, evil and demonic. Physical intimacy was never meant to be commodified into a meaningless product. Literally stop watching porn (ALL porn) for a year or two.
Stop touching yourself. It's that easy
For me it's hard vore.
people who sexualize murder and gory deaths are honestly so gay
Since that's the vast majority of all men in history, it's probably the most straight thing there is. Wanting some kind of soft vanilla sex that the woman likes is extremely gay though. Killing people and raping their women is the straightest thing there is.
same. I have a broken mind
you should kill yourself. if you live in poland and have issues with your life, its better for you to end it because you are dragging down those around you.
Here’s the real answer. Heroic dose of acid. Thank me later
Burn the local freemason lodge.
Freemasons tongue my anus
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Is this the undertale goat fapper again?
It is you isn't it.
People would probably just kill you if you're talking about what I think you're talking about.
>would shock even the toughest...
i doubt it bud, frankly nobody gives a shit. you jack off to weird gay shit. who gives a fuck? stop being a fucking slave to your desires and delving deeper and deeper into what i presume is weird shit.
Get off the computer, get sunlight, touch grass (grounding), eat some real food, and lift weights.
>babbys first fetish the thread
ahah, buncha tip of the iceberg newfags itt. Holy shit.
It doesn't matter what it is, what matters is the cure and I want to give it to you. Check out this website, by the true faith of Jesus Christ you can and will crush anything in your path.
>vaticancatholic.com
Catholicism is not the Christian way
How are they anti vaccine and pro trump? Didn't Trump push the vaxx initially?
Dianetics
Madlad
Posting in a legendary thread, put me in the screencap.
Best I can do is offer some rat things
I hate this cartoon.
I like it
Change your diet, fix your sleep schedule, exercise, and manage your time better. White Sage your home and if you hear a noise use fire to remove the source.
Dunno build a stable or barn so you are busy and then you think something busty will be forcefully put in there.
About the only things I haven't at least tried jerking off to are shit, piss, beastiality, and necro. I'm an absolutely degenerate coombrain and I don't even want to stop, just prevent my perversion from poisoning others.
Stop using the internet and go to church
Go deeper. The only way out is through. Find how deep you can go.
Like any addiction you have created permanent mental scars but in this case related to sex instead of drugs. You can abstain from your demented practices but they can always be brought back easily. The longer you go without porn the more normal existence will overwrite that mental wiring but it will always exist and will readily be brought back.
Rope
i really like hand holding
am i fucked up
I get hard from guys being brutally beaten and tortured
You’re sick
>The things I get off to, would shock even the toughest anons here.
Do not underestimate /misc/
>How do I reset my fucked up dopamine system?
Its not the dopamine.
Your just a sick fuck.
Your ancestors were rapists and thiefs.
What do you expect?