My type of man is a (stereotypical) woman in a man's body. Empathetic, sweet, cute, thoughtful, sensitive, submissive, timid/shy, subjective, "girly", and straight. However, the men I encounter are not like this at all- and the ones that seem feminine enough always turn out to be gay. I've only met my type on the internet, but never irl. I know that they tend to be shut-ins, so where and when can i catch one out in the wild? Or am I just being unrealistic and it's all a lie?