>live off couple of 100 yuros from mommy/dad
>stay in the library a and looking trough the window over the city picturing myself to be this big time CEO im my own tower
>my laptop goes from opened pdf to black screen due to idleness
I don t even own cypto..
And instant coffe has 0 efecte on my brain, wtf?
How do I stop this?
Wish I knew the answer.
I do 12 hours night shifts and I spend my days off browsing or reading fanfics. I'm supporting myself, but don't really know what I'm building towards.
>my laptop goes from opened pdf to black screen due to idleness
>And instant coffe has 0 efecte on my brain, wtf?
Can you tell how to diy amphetamine? Im out of coffe..
delusions of grandeur
But how do I make it stop?
Never tried vanila extract in coffe
>mfw down to my last 10e this month
You need to humble yourself and start being realistic. Although not impossible, you likely will not be a big time CEO with your own tower. You even thinking that way is probably a sign you watch too many films or play too many video games. You sound young, so don't feel too bad because a lot of young people are like you, but the sooner you grow up and start making an honest living the better.
Instant coffee is extremely based, is it morning? Use more than normal. Is it evening but you like drinking coffee? Just sprinkle a little. Feeling happy because something good happened? Add some vanilla extract
Fuck yes instant coffee is good for you
>I don t even own cypto
You gonna end up working for starbucks.
Put on BTC/ETH/XRP and forget about it, focus on your studies/curent work. Find a girl to polish your pole amd fix w/e issues you might have with your parents.
Unironically I'm in the same situation over here fren. I'm just invested into Pepepal because the devs actually want all frens to make it. I just hope it'll moon before my time is up
I'm assuming you're in your 20s.
1. Get a job and/or finish your studies.
2. Resume, make it pretty.
3. Get a job, even for 15/hr -- You have mommy and daddy money for now.
4. Get a girl or a dude (I don't know you). A partner makes a man (only know it works for one sex because I'm a man) more ambitious. It also helps having someone "invested" in you.
And don't tell me it's impossible/tinder/bumble/whatever the fuck is rigged. It isn't. Aim for women similar to where you objectively are in life and looks. Get a coffee and be personable. Get it together, man.
You have a shot to "fix" shit, IE: live on your own and start building career experience. Right now no stock/memecoin or whatever you're thinking of will help you.
Get you a job and a woman of similar economic standards. They exist, I found one, you can too. They're honestly nicer, more understanding, just as ambitious and if you're lucky, down to earth + not even bad looking.
>And don't tell me it's impossible/tinder/bumble/whatever the fuck is rigged. It isn't.
I'm not even that good looking, you're just a self-defeatist or have the delusion that you're somehow as good looking as the instagram influencer we'd all want to fuck.
Get with the program, this kid is fucked, he needs to get back to reality.
And unless you're not saying retarded shit to women or a certified fucking bag of lard you'll be fine.
Keep it up with the delusions, seething, and unrealistic expectations and you'll end up 40, alone and poor.
The reason i called you a retard is because you claim those apps arent riggeds, call it cope all you want.
>3. Get a job, even for 15/hr -- You have mommy and daddy money for now.
Not everywhere is America. That’s not a bad wage in Eurolane. I’m in a graduate role where there were 5000 applicants for 34 jobs and I’m only on about £15.60 an hour.
You have bad habits. Your goals are actually not important. It's your habits and lifestyle that will make you successful or not.
Look at it this way - Everyone wants to win. Whether it's a race, an NBA championship, the olympics, or any other bullshit. Also, everyone wants to be rich.
But guess what - just because people have these goals, it does not mean they get those goals. The goals are a byproduct of your habits and lifestyle.
Focus on making small changings in your lifestyle, like making your bed, brushing your teeth everyday, tracking your finances, creating something, talking to people, going to the gym.
The successful CEO is successful because he talks to people. He makes deals. He takes care of himself. He follows through on his ideas. He has good habits.
You have bad habits and are too focused on the goal rather than the lifestyle. You stop this by creating an identity and doing things that support this identity.
I'm smart - so I track my finances, stopped doing drugs, and read.
I'm healthy - so i don't overeat and I go to the gym.
I am Christian - So i forgive people, I pay to God, and I am thankful for life.
Figure out who you want to be, and start acting like it.
Fake it till you make it is true - no one is born with an identity. you make it yourself. If you start running right now every other day, then you become a runner. Same goes for any identity - both bad and good.
Not that anon but I just can’t seem to be able to get rich. I see so many people get rich, both here and on social media, and I just don’t get it. All the shitcoins i bought have dumped. I was only successful in trading in a bull market. I have decent savings, a relatively well paying job and I “track my finances” but IT’S ALL FUCKINV POINTLESS because the kind of money I can make from working is just not enough to get wealthy by an order of magnitude (it’s not the issue with my job but rather the country I live in - salaries here are 10x lower than in the US so I feel my only hope is doing something apart from my job).
Being an influencer is probably the most profitable grift these days but it’s just completely not for me as an introvert.
I’m feeling completely fucked and demoralised. I was happy during bull markets.
I feel for you anon. You are completely aimless and don;t know that there's content in being a mediocre wage slave. Don't be idle. Get a job or even a volunteer position, preferably in a majority-female environment and just be happy for a while. I think more and more European men need to become nurse because of ever increasing shortages and vocational training programs available for it. Plenty of old ladies would be grateful to have a young man to talk to..
STOP CHASING MONEY for some time to find contentment elsewhere.
Also I’m already buff from lifting but this won’t make me fucking rich
Just adopt some adorable quirks and be a nice buff chad on stream. It's a very underexploited niche.
That was exactly me at 21.
Had only pocket change from parents to spend.
Procrastinate and daydream.
Caffeine has not effect on me.
Now I'm 34 and guess where I am? Earning an average wage, depressed, and suicidal.
Sorry if you thought this was going to be a positive post.
>>stay in the library a and looking trough the window over the city picturing myself to be this big time CEO im my own tower
stop wasting time shitposting and fantasizing you glowie nerd
INFP energy. You need to listen to any XXNJ friends to point you to a path that isn't stagnation.