I literally cried myself to sleep last night and I don’t even want to go shower because then I’ll have to look in a mirror
1 year ago
celly
yea you're like my doppelganger
i feel so gross but i cant even summon the energy to shower, just blankly looking at this board with puffy swollen achey eyes
1 year ago
Anonymous
I literally wake up and check this stupid board. My brain worms just keep getting worse
1 year ago
celly
yeah we are living the same life. i wish i could help you and myself, sis
1 year ago
Anonymous
I just want to stop feeling bad about my body. I’m so tired of being like this
1 year ago
celly
if you want to talk and share misery, i'd be willing to listen
i wish i could help you and i feel really bad you feel like this, i mean i feel bad about myself too
1 year ago
Anonymous
I’m sorry you feel bad, I wish I would’ve just started hrt earlier. I could’ve actually passed. It’s over for me now though and it sucks
1 year ago
celly
can you get surgery or anything?
for me the situation was scuffed either way, i would have had to start when i was 12 and there was no way that could have imaginably happened.
1 year ago
Anonymous
I don’t think they have surgery to fix huge rib cage and tiny hips. I could theoretically get a bunch of ffs but I can afford that. >would’ve had to start at 12
God same I wish I knew what diy hrt was at that age. I would’ve stolen money to get it
1 year ago
Anonymous
Can’t^
Bimbo moment
1 year ago
celly
Can’t^
Bimbo moment
i don't think diy hrt was a thing when i was 12, unfortunately
i have a similar issue with my body, but rib cage and shoulders. although thats fine i guess since i can hide it with baggy clothes or whatever
face is my biggest concern, but they want you to be on hrt 1yr minimum before any surgeries
can you get insurance for ffs maybe?
1 year ago
Anonymous
I’m paying for all my hormones out of pocket rn. I don’t have health insurance. They would basically have to shave off half my jaw and fix my nose and brows and I’ll still prob not pass. 🙁 I hope you have better luck though
1 year ago
celly
can you get insurance?
i would also need some extreme genioplasty. i want to go to korea for it since they are known for doing that type of surgery
1 year ago
Anonymous
I could prob get insurance in a few years, I’m working a shitty retail job rn
you can try submitting to FacialTeam for a consultation, i heard it is free
i plan to sometime this week
1 year ago
Anonymous
I’m an amerigay and def can’t afford a plane to Spain regardless of if they would do it or not. I have like 4000 to my name
1 year ago
celly
oh i don't plan on going with FT but i think the consultation is at least a good way to get a professional opinion on what can/cannot be done on your face
1 year ago
Anonymous
Oh you’re so smart, I should do that as well.
1 year ago
Anonymous
Rip
1 year ago
celly
Rip
yeah im pretty sure virtual ffs just means they edit your picture to look like the potential outcome
if you still want to know what procedures they'd do, i think the consult is still the right choice
1 year ago
Anonymous
I should check for places in person near me, maybe they have a free consultation
1 year ago
celly
i would just do all the ones you can get your hands on. its good to always get second opinions even for regular medical stuff
1 year ago
Anonymous
I’m just seeing the names of a bunch of doctors and the cost, I don’t think they have free consultations:(. Top result was Dr. Rosenberg. I feel like I’ve heard that name on this board before
1 year ago
celly
i think theres probably others but yeah, facial team is the only one i know of rn
1 year ago
Anonymous
I def can’t afford that, I get my hrt and blood tests from planned parenthood
1 year ago
celly
i meant just the consult
1 year ago
Anonymous
Is it rude to do the consult if I don’t plan on getting ffs from them? Because I def need a consult
1 year ago
celly
i mean ethnically sure, but it's not like you're going to tell them that?
it's like getting a free sample at a grocery store
1 year ago
Anonymous
One day when I’m drunk and confident I need to email them
1 year ago
celly
definitely do it. rooting for you.
1 year ago
Anonymous
You should as well! I’m sure you have a better chance of passing
start listening to andrew tate and jordan peterson and escape the matrix bro
Isn’t that the guy who gave himself brain damage with drugs?
that's the neat part, you don't
it just passes after a while and then you get to do it again in a few days.
I’m so sick of it, nothing I do works to make me more fem
iktf
waiting for surgery in a 1-2 years is literally hell
I literally cried myself to sleep last night and I don’t even want to go shower because then I’ll have to look in a mirror
yea you're like my doppelganger
i feel so gross but i cant even summon the energy to shower, just blankly looking at this board with puffy swollen achey eyes
I literally wake up and check this stupid board. My brain worms just keep getting worse
yeah we are living the same life. i wish i could help you and myself, sis
I just want to stop feeling bad about my body. I’m so tired of being like this
if you want to talk and share misery, i'd be willing to listen
i wish i could help you and i feel really bad you feel like this, i mean i feel bad about myself too
I’m sorry you feel bad, I wish I would’ve just started hrt earlier. I could’ve actually passed. It’s over for me now though and it sucks
can you get surgery or anything?
for me the situation was scuffed either way, i would have had to start when i was 12 and there was no way that could have imaginably happened.
I don’t think they have surgery to fix huge rib cage and tiny hips. I could theoretically get a bunch of ffs but I can afford that.
>would’ve had to start at 12
God same I wish I knew what diy hrt was at that age. I would’ve stolen money to get it
Can’t^
Bimbo moment
i don't think diy hrt was a thing when i was 12, unfortunately
i have a similar issue with my body, but rib cage and shoulders. although thats fine i guess since i can hide it with baggy clothes or whatever
face is my biggest concern, but they want you to be on hrt 1yr minimum before any surgeries
can you get insurance for ffs maybe?
I’m paying for all my hormones out of pocket rn. I don’t have health insurance. They would basically have to shave off half my jaw and fix my nose and brows and I’ll still prob not pass. 🙁 I hope you have better luck though
can you get insurance?
i would also need some extreme genioplasty. i want to go to korea for it since they are known for doing that type of surgery
I could prob get insurance in a few years, I’m working a shitty retail job rn
You don’t. You just get numb to it and realize it’s ogre
>t. It’s ogre for me and I have to cope with a numbing sadness
T_T
i hope you can get on some sort of shared healthcare plan. surgery is so expensive.
Idk if I’m even a good candidate for surgery. I’ve been on hrt for like a year and I’m no closer to passing
you can try submitting to FacialTeam for a consultation, i heard it is free
i plan to sometime this week
I’m an amerigay and def can’t afford a plane to Spain regardless of if they would do it or not. I have like 4000 to my name
oh i don't plan on going with FT but i think the consultation is at least a good way to get a professional opinion on what can/cannot be done on your face
Oh you’re so smart, I should do that as well.
Rip
yeah im pretty sure virtual ffs just means they edit your picture to look like the potential outcome
if you still want to know what procedures they'd do, i think the consult is still the right choice
I should check for places in person near me, maybe they have a free consultation
i would just do all the ones you can get your hands on. its good to always get second opinions even for regular medical stuff
I’m just seeing the names of a bunch of doctors and the cost, I don’t think they have free consultations:(. Top result was Dr. Rosenberg. I feel like I’ve heard that name on this board before
i think theres probably others but yeah, facial team is the only one i know of rn
I def can’t afford that, I get my hrt and blood tests from planned parenthood
i meant just the consult
Is it rude to do the consult if I don’t plan on getting ffs from them? Because I def need a consult
i mean ethnically sure, but it's not like you're going to tell them that?
it's like getting a free sample at a grocery store
One day when I’m drunk and confident I need to email them
definitely do it. rooting for you.
You should as well! I’m sure you have a better chance of passing
do trannies watch yuri? why not yaoi?