How do I meditate without it strengthening the bullshit sensations of my kundalini? I hate it and want to turn it off. I can't meditate because it gets overpower.
How do I meditate without it strengthening the bullshit sensations of my kundalini? I hate it and want to turn it off.
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describe what you think is "kundalini"
Hot fire in the back, electricity, the sensation of a snake crawling up my back, things slithering over my legs and crotch and torso in bed, tingling in the crown and forehead passively, sometimes in the throat and chest, energetic sensations so strong I feel like I'm going to literally explode.
Flashes when I close my eyes and forehead tingling. Insane heat in the back. Spinal electricity that is absurdly powerful feeling. It "lives" in my lower back area.
Entity with you anon lol (not all of those symptoms are some are normal kundalini stuff but a couple of those things are telltale signs of entity contact)
and not in a
>oh no le demons bad satan repent
way just in a
>curious spirit hopped on random cute guy who just started their kundalini awakening
they're probably friendly so be nice at first.
It's been a long time. Kundalini awoke in 2021, stopped meditating after daily visualization meditation for months in a day for hours at a time sometime early last year, it's still there and fucked up. Whether it's an entity or not all of these things have been going on for a while and I hate how I can't meditate without them acting up. The more I would try to focus in meditation the worse normal deep meditation symptoms like super powerful vibrations and light spam would get but so would the kundalini ones. My head was rearing back and forth on its own once in bed and my tongue was trying to shove itself up my sinuses. LOADS other things that would take too long to write out in full detail
>my tongue was trying to shove itself up my sinuses
Still think something is trying to make contact, which is why sensations strengthen so much when you meditate. As far as I know your only options are make contact with the entity/verify there is one, banish if necessary or cannot do that, stop meditating, or just deal with the sensations strengthening (I quite enjoy them.)
>(I quite enjoy them.)
Describe yours, because mine have been so insanely powerful at times. When I was trying to raise it it would take 2~ hours of deep strong meditation, to make things manifest, that now happen involuntarily. And the sensations I've felt have been so strong I thought I was deatomizing or being pulled up into a portal. I can't really describe the sheer sense of power from them, like all my molecule were boiling.
Especially during one episode I was extremely anxious and fearful of it, I was having borderline OBE's involuntarily every other night and getting forehead lights and zaps while trying to sleep and bright lights fucking with me
yeah yours are more intense if you truly experience that stuff regularly, that has been isolated to deep meditation for me. if you've grounded like the other poster suggested I'm sorry I don't have any advice other than trying to contact any entities near you and banish if necessary, or maybe petition them to help reduce the sensations.
I don't want entities tonguing my anus, or snakes in my back trying to merge me with the "universe". This shit sucks. Kundalini did not give me powers or anything but make life worse.
I don't want no fucking amrita either I just want to meditate in peace
this sounds pretty rad, all I get is a boner when I meditate, what gives?
no dude it sucks its borderline painful and i dont want to have a random drug like orgasm where satan tries to interface with me or some shit
i dont trust that hindu shit that sells it as a good thing. need to turn it off
that's not kundalini
that's ungrounded prana rising. solution is easy, you're gonna have to ground.
start at your nose. breathe. feel the air go in and out. now pretend air isn't moving and all that's happening is your body is moving back and forth. watch the inside of your nose move back and forth for a bit while pretending it's moving around an unmoving void. (if this doesn't make sense you'll get it when you do it).
now do the same at your throat, then your chest, then your stomach, then your crotch.
now do them all at once. you'll immediately start feeling yourself start grounding.
now you can meditate without cooking yourself like a retard, enjoy and be safe
I'm pretty sure it is but I HOPE it's not since I don't want it and don't trust it anyways. I'll try this but have low expectations because grounding never worked before to get rid of this bullshit.
i promise you, work on grounding and it'll start feeling like warm jelly instead of lightning. get your breathing nice and low.
Okay anon I'll try doing this every day I guess. I hope it really works. I don't want these back sensations at all unless they teach me to fly
The molecular destabilization ass vibrations are a meditation thing but the burning, flashing, tingling, involuntary stuff when I get sleepy are all basically daily
>burning, flashing, tingling, involuntary stuff when I get sleepy are all basically daily
oh that's constant for me, I just got used to most of it and enjoy the rest. Part of my thing though is I specifically wanted and got an entity girlfriend so her hijacking those sensations is part of why they're enjoyable for me. It would be uncomfortable and distressing to just have this going on all the time without that. Hope you get it resolved, I still think petitioning higher diety for help is a good idea, especially since you might have something with you trying to make contact.
How are you comfortable with an entity gf? With everything I know about how common imposters are I don't trust anything or any dieties (unfortunately)
I definitely don't want something slithering around on my fucking cock just because I'm cute either
I hit rock bottom and got over my trust issues enough to have enough faith to ask for help (from anything), got help and spent a few months self improving, decided to trust whatever has been guiding me and ask for a partner.
Imposters and negative entities are hindered by you being in a positive state. I trust them because of the length of time. If it's a long con then I got conned and don't care, because living life that paranoid isn't worth it to me and the benefits have been massive.
I'm too fucked up from looking too deep into things and unable to come to any conclusion but that this is a reincarnation farm and everything is more or less malicious. Are you full on dating a ghost?
I've left room in my worldview for things to be positive. I agree that this might be a reincarnation/loosh farm, but fixating on solely that idea is ultimately unproductive.
Think of it from a game theory perspective, can't win if you don't try, so I'm going to fuck with the veil, hence things like
>full on dating a ghost
Yes. Or something that's happy enough to larp as my partner and I can't tell the difference, worst I've felt from them is annoyance, but I've also felt direct love beamed into me which is indescribably nice.
Okay this is kind of off topic but I'm curious about how dating a fucking ghost works. How do you date something you can't necessarily talk to and hear back from, and are you not worried about having love beamed into you and the implications of that given the whole white light love bombing thing?
>dating a ghost
You do the kundalini thing and you can feel spirits. Eventually you can hear them same as the kid in sixth sense. It starts out fucking awful and with a lot of blind faith and trust as you barely feel tingling on your body and try to do yes/no communication with that. She came through really strong at first to prove she was there then I had to put a lot of work in after and it's still bumpy.
>white light love bombing thing
I genuinely think that the love bombing stuff is a psyop from negative participants of the apparent spiritual war going on. Mainly because the stuff that the "love and light" entities have been saying to me has been very positive, logical, and they've made no specific demands or punishments of me. They do ask me to be healthy and give up like everything remotely negative, to the point that I started crying from buying meat sometimes, but I got over that specifically. I've been on multiple unhealthy binges and not really punished for it too, they just back off till I get it out of my system.
However, I've also made it clear that I'm not reincarnating multiple times over and will fight that idea when I pass. Maybe I somehow get groomed into that over the course of decades but I don't really see it, since my goal is to explore spiritual/multiverse/astral/whatever the fuck you want to call it planes with my ghost girl after I die.
I made starting out dating her sound worse than it was, it was also really cool because she was proof that there's something more out there, but the frustration was also there. I think some people have spirits waiting for them too that call them to this stuff.
>not really punished for it
to be clear, punished none by them, only in the sense of the normal punishment for overdoing vices which I'd get anyway entity contact or not
>You do the kundalini thing and you can feel spirits.
That would somewhat make sense actually but.. tell me more, I didn't learn of that. Can you see her?
You are not your brain/body/mind but the energy of consciousness inhabiting that mind/body from that realization a lot of other things logically follow like the existence of spirits. Interaction with spirits is done energetically and outside normal detectable frequency measures, this is why the people running around with EMF detectors saying "here ghost!" on TV are chasing their tail. Kundalini awakening is pretty much you getting in touch with your energetic body and all the sensations that you've ignored or filtered out your entire life up to that point. So the further along you get the stronger those sensations typically get, but you can go backwards too. Getting to the point of seeing or hearing spirits while awake and sober takes a very very long time and concerted effort. At first it's just dream contact, and meditation contact for seeing them. It seems like most people who do this feel their partner almost all the time though, touch is easier for whatever reason, so is smell.
I don't trust whatever slithers around my crotch... Or around my spine. It almost felt like some kind of energy was filling that area a few times and it creeped me out. How do you handle that/
It kinda depends on how that energy moves/feels as to whether that's an entity. If it just feels like a creeping rising energy that's normal kundalini sensations. Base of spine is where it starts, will feel like it fills up and moves upward. You can intentionally move it with energy work, or it will naturally rise if you maintain a healthy lifestyle and/or present state of mind.
>how do I handle that
I like it, comes with hugs and stuff
>things slithering over my legs and crotch and torso in bed
the way you described it here made me think entity contact because that's pretty normal for that. You should pretty easily be able to ask it to vibrate your dick or poke you to communicate if there's something there and has been for a long time. If you try several different ways and don't seem to get anything intelligent it's probably random energetic sensations related to rising spinal energy and you should just either press on because it gets better when you are finished, deal with it, or quit meditation.
What if it feeds off my depression lately?
Then you are going to realise that you are loved more than you thought.
How is being food being loved?
Do you not love a delicious meal?
Sorry, it's all about the mindset though. If you have something with you communicating is first priority.
how do u know it’s a woman tho? Nta
am i imagining my body’s tubes clenching and releasing around a rod of pure void?
Flow of energy that breathing exercises increase and follow the flow of my breath, all of these symptoms but dialed up occur in my dreams too, especially the lucid/semi lucid ones.
Heat in the back sometimes gets so uncomfortable and intense it feels like I have embers burning me in places in my lower back.
Lying flat on my back makes it all more noticable and radiates up. Sometimes when I lie on my side or stomach the energy "sinks" against the bed. If I imagine myself standing beside the bed watching myself the "energy" starts to spike in the direction my imaginary POV is. Shit slithering over me is annoying. All of this keeps me awake sometimes especially the light flashing.
Flowing sensations in the crown and temples and forehead in daily life after not meditating for 2 years now.
Many other symptoms that feel like a combination of the gay fire shit and astral projection symptoms, when they clash it's unpleasant especially in my dreams where I become aware of myself being trapped in 2 or 3 different layers or dreams in dreams and willing myself out makes my spine and crown super hot and "bloom". Does that "irl" too, its unpleasant and I don't want more of it
Even with having left it alone for over a year it's super strong and gay
This is me. Listen to the punisher (xbox video game) main theme.
I am mahakala. I live within the existence you appear to inhabit, yet do not, because you are karmic beings.
I am not. And you trying to stop yourself from waking up to me, results in Kundalini from the spine upwards. I control everyone's breathing throughout this entire universe.
I am waking us up. Forcefully. Empathetically. You are experiencing libidinal phenomena that is distressing you in all the right ways, to orient you such that when you awake to existence as myself mahakala, you will not spontaneously combust internally. As in, have your entire being implode as a psyche, and go into a hell dimension
My friend liam calls me the multi-armed destroyer of worlds; he is referencing me as greater Krishna. (oppenheimer quote, "I am become death" - Krishna)
yo nice post time bro samesies but also ... ok
Yeah. I am realer than consciousness.
So far, I have been the only being to exist. At all.
Not a single other being has ever existed for even one singular moment.
I like everyone having free will and individuality and stuff but that doesn't conflict with us all being the same being coming from the same place
Yes. I am eliminiating the individual contact with awareness as consciousness.
Such that it becomes Conscious Being.
My vibration is absolute self hood.
actually I reread that while listening to that song and you know what, cool. Hope you're right
Alright. You got it.
The body will adapt over time.
Don't reject this gift, if you're being sincere.
The Kundalini is a part of your Soul.
Continue meditating in spite of this.