>classes start up again
>back in uni
>all my profs have been gendering me female so far(one has only seen in my zoom but the rest are irl)
>a woman I know also referred to me as “girl”
>hate all of this
What the fuck do I do now? I just realized I actually like just being an extremely, extremely feminine boy, I don’t even like getting gendered female. Plus it feels more like pity for a twinkhon from them rather than actually thinking I’m a cis woman(not possible.) Basically, I’d rather be an extremely feminine cis boy who passes as female and is cute or a cis woman, but now I’m a troon who people gender female out of pity and I hate that existence for myself.
Die
I guess don't wear makeup and wear a baseball cap or something and dress like a guy and let your estrogenized body do the feminine part while using your natural male speaking voice and a male name.
But I don’t wanna do that it’ll give me too much dysphoria
Btw Mel you made it, like it doesn't get better you need to learn to cope with wut you've got. Tbtbh I hope you already have and just LULZ post because of the notoriety you've gained
I have not made it by becoming a visible troonie who people gender female out of pity
Idc that everybody here hates me lol <3
No I like having long hair it makes me feel good
Congratulations you are now that anime charachter who has to go but I'm a boy.
Passing as female equals getting gendered female by normies until you correct them by using a male name or something.
…the name they’re using already(my profs) is a male name which is slightly androgynous(my dead name) and they still referred to me as she
Then you'll have to literally say I'm a guy.
: ( that’s so awkward tho, what if they think I’m ftm
you surely cant expect the world to understand your gender expression the way you do, as a hyper online transsexual who has spent years thinking about gender, and know what its like for your gender to be perceived differently. additionally your college professors/classmates are normies, and honestly whether they call you are girl, or call you a guy, they are basically thinking of you the exact same way in their head
iwn have this
have you tried wearing women's shoes?
Tranny hype is over, every one wants to be femboy now
fuck off >:c
This is a fair reaction lol I’m actually really happy idk why I made this as a complaint thread I thought it’d be funny xD
You should have sex with lots and lots of indian men
Gross you're a bad person
melanie's not a bad person, she's so nice and kind. she's just autistic and prone to breakdowns, but other than that she's so nice
>see effeminate fairy
>call them a girl to assert dominance
>they like it
Being a bully isnt as easy as it used to be.
>turns self into a woman
>gets called a woman
>waahhhh im not a woman
shut the fuck up woman i would literally kill to be where you are
LMAO you are so fucking retarded i love you
slash thread
Thank you basedie
Thank u too
You should have sex with lots and lots of indian men
I know troons won't believe it. But there are a contigent of us out there who aren't gendering you female out of pity. I don't think we're the majority or anything. But ya, I do actually unironically view you as a woman.
i want to kiss ur dumb face sm
It's okay to just be a feminine boy. Scientifically, studies do show that you are better off being a feminine boy than trans, FWIW.
What is your question? It seems like you know what you want.
What studies lol. I've never heard this except from femboys who think their better than tranners
You shit up every board and community you disgraced with your mierdas touch for like the past 3+ years and now you're unhappy you pass?
Go to therapy you stupid bitch
>mierdas touch
>it feels more like pity for a twinkhon from them rather than actually thinking I’m a cis woman(not possible.)
Isn't this your main issue right here? That you're scared that you don't truly pass and are still seen as a man and just being made fun of or pitied?
It's difficult to check whether this is actually happening or whether you're just very insecure.
Especially since I've seen trans women on here who absolutely pass and still think they don't, because they're not an ultra high soprano or don't have a surgically modelled barbie face.
You can still pass, for all you know, they could be seeing you as just a regular woman.
Maybe you have some boyish features, but some cis women have those too. They're still seen as women, because that's what they are. Aren't you a woman as well? Own it. Or be non-binary first, some people ease into it that way. Unless you're actually non-binary, in which case, good luck with that.
Jesus christ you're cute
I know she is retarded but I can't help but to want to impregnate and marry her
ill admit the conundrum this time feels a litle wachky this time Mel
i wish you could accept and embrace this clear evidence that you are cute to the average people you will encounter
love always <3 please take care )*
this is a mood, i feel like i'd rather stop aging than be a woman now honestly, it'd be easier if i were just a cis woman. i simply wish to remain young & effeminate. in a world where that's just impossible. its a cursed existence, but i'm thankful for my hrt so i feel like i'm at least doing something about it 🙂
god, it's a shame that the prettiest girl i've ever seen doesn't even wanna be a girl while i'm stuck ugly, masculine and miserable
I’m sorry for presenting this thread like that, the truth is I’m really happy with where I’m at I just thought this would be a funny joke to make idk. Thank you for the compliments and I hope things work out for you.
thanks, mel. i'm really proud of you. you've come a long way in the last couple years
Melanie you look dashing I will be masturbating to this picture in about 10 minutes
>you decide to transition
>you spend years trying to pass
>you finally start passing
>you hate it and want to be a boy again
jesus christ lmao
g'day ava i hope your day is going well my queen
thank you anon <3 I'm just having some lunch and taking a break from an assignment I'm working on
overall day is going well 🙂
excellent now i can sleep soundly
sleep well!