Basically that, i always want to have a more masculine body, more square-ish to say, be more muscular, have more masculine features in my face and such, i also sometimes relate to guys in some aspects, and always dreamt of having a wife and such (i'm a woman) so i like women, so idk if this just makes me a tomboy girl of i'm truly ftm, help a gal here, i could say i have more "social dysphoria" for how sometimes people see me, i want to look stronger (i made this post before but got lost and can't find it)
if you want to be MALE, than you're ftm.
if you want this feature and that feature and a bit of a squarer this or that. you're just a dysmorphic woman.
these things need to be separated because we are in tranny hell because of people who can't tell the difference.
i thought being sysmorphic in women was just 2i want to be skinny" -op
Youre not, you sound like a regular masculine lesbian to me.
I want to kill myself and everyone around me in the most violent way possible and i gag when i look at the mirror. You wouldve noticed it by now if you were like me.
Retard, not every single person in the world is going to have the same goals. Just hit the gym.
There like 50 things you can be in the whole tranny rainbow you can be.
Just use the basic question, if you could press a button to be a man would you do it? If not ask yourself, wtf you want to be. Because tbh you sound can be FTM can be lesbian who knows.
FTM lesbians exist? not trying to be offensive, is a sincere question of mine
No they're saying it could go either way not that it's both
Some people claim to be he/him lesbians but this is retarded
> There like 50 things you can be in the whole tranny rainbow you can be.
No there isnt
>Just use the basic question, if you could press a button to be a man would you do it?
I think that's too easy.
You're not going to filter out the trenders, the curious, and the misguided/misinformed (I want to be a man solely for the mythical male privilege).
There should be a heavy consequence of sorts, like
>Press a button to become the opposite gender, but you lose an arm
99% of trans would still press it without hesitation, save for special circumstances.
And with this you're going to filter the people who are "fake" trans like mentioned above.
No you're just a regular woman.
Even cis women want masculine features, I mean most models look androgyny for a reason. Having a strong jaw and being tall is the beauty standard even for women.
And "social dysphoria" isn't a thing, you probably just like the privileges that men have and want it for yourself.
Please don't try to transition.
that's odd, i've heard a lot of trans people telling me that social dysphoria is valid and such, why you say it's not a thing?
> Having a strong jaw and being tall is the beauty standard even for women
Only for models, straight men find these features mannish and unattractive on women
I'm glad you're asking this question beforehand. Although we can point you towards the right direction, only you can know truly.
Try this; do you enjoy being a woman? Don't think about the different privileges or anything but just reflect on if you like how you are now. Could you take it or leave it? To achieve the masculine build, you could always just work out. Would working out not be enough for you?
Do you want to live as a man and be seen as a man by others, strangers or otherwise? Really reflect on this, would you be comfortable or happy to be seen as regular guy? Despite women being oppressed, men face a different set of challenges so the grass is not greener like some women tend to think. Do you want a penis? Although you relate to men how do you feel around other women? Do you stick out like a sore thumb? Try to envision your future, how to do you view an older version of yourself.
Why would you want to be a man? How do you feel during sex/masturbation? Do you feel like you are forcing yourself to connect to other women? Do you carry shame?
These are just some things and not the end all be all. Everyone's road to acceptance/understanding is completely different. If you end up not being trans it's okay.
Do some self-exploration alone, then following that try maybe using male pronouns either online then in person if you're able. If you want i could discuss what made me realize but for now this is about you. Good luck.
the thing is, during the pandemic i went as a "ftm" guy online, (this after a very traumatic experience for me) and with close friends irl, the void inside me never went away truly, i actually felt worse because of the transphobia and the "never truly looking like a man". Seein it today in the present, no I don't a penis, at most just a more flat chest, but that's it, i love women in the way a woman loves another woman, i dunno if i explained myself well tbh
this makes sense, don't worry. I'm glad you have figured this out for yourself though. While I think most trans people know when they're trans, it's important to make sure there are no underlying symptoms or some sort of comorbidity that's being confused with dysphoria or gender incongruence . I think many people get dysphoria, dysmorphia, and just not liking feminine stuff as being trans. It took me a really long time to accept that I was trans, I really didn't want it to be true
Youre a woman who fell for groomer memes
explain groomer memes
get on testosterone NOW. if your bones are not ossified they WILL BE the longer you wait
dafu are you on about, will testosterone help my bdy look more masculine? but i don't want the other side effects, just maybe look more androgynous at most
Don't get on testosterone. If you do then micro dose. Even if you microdose you will experience side effects, there is no way around this. Also look at the men in your family, if they are not androgynous you will probably develop their fat patterns 8/10 times. You can achieve a masculine/andro figure with gym, diet, and fashion sense. How old are you?
dont take it if you dont want some side efects, even if you micro dose you will just get them slower
testosterone cannot change your bone structure (mostly, it can cause some facial masculinization, but it's minimal).
so no you won't have a male body if you take testosterone.
you can get a muscular body though, if you take it and work out, but muscular is not the same as a male body.
also for muscularity you can always take anavar and work out, that doesn't have the other effects of testosterone (facial hair, voice drop, etc).
> you can get a muscular body though, if you take it and work out, but muscular is not the same as a male body.
It’s so fucking over
do you want to be a man though. if you could snap your fingers and change into a male, xy chromosomes, penis, and all, would you do it?
You don't sound trans, just lose weight and lift.
You need to want a man's body to be FTM.
T. Les tomboy
If you could press a button and turn into a xy chromosome normal man who is pretty attractive but not supermodel or gigachad, who is clearly more masculine than feminine, has a dick and facial hair and body hair, would you? Like say the body of a normal average man but one that you have taken care of and realized their full potential as a man. Does that sound appealing to you?
Does that sound like the dream you? If it does, you're pretty clearly ftm. If that isn't on the spectrum of your ideal person that you badly wish you could be, then you're probably not FTM.
You need a stable hormone profile, so ultimately your options are
>look kinda like your mum
>look kinda like your dad
Muscle and fat are up to you and maybe hair if you get on min/fin/laser it off, but the base template is basically just that. You're going to have to be 25, then 30, then 40, then 50 eventually. The question you need to ask is "what do i want to be when im there from those two options?"