how do i deal with the fact that i'm almost 20 and my life is already fucked up really bad? feels not great
how do i deal with the fact that i'm almost 20 and my life is already fucked up really bad? feels not great
how do i deal with the fact that i'm almost 20 and my life is already fucked up really bad? feels not great
Goto olledge
i went there for a year and it doesn't do shit when you're like me
Try your best surviving, with your hands and teeth
>like me
You're not explaining why or what you are
by knowing that you're not 26, at your age there is a chance to fix it and people will still give you the benefit of the doubt
i haven't spoken to a person irl in 2 years
2 years is nothing, once you break 5+ years you can start getting worried
>almost 20
idk, maybe fix it? at 19 you still have plenty of time to get on the right track but you gotta start now. the longer you wait, the harder it'll get. you havent even missed out much yet, people will just assume you're a slightly late bloomer. hell, getting your shit together at 20 is probably ahead of the curve nowadays. dont waste away your youth like me.
okay, you anons don't understand, it's doomed. much worse than you could imagine. i'm just asking how to maybe not feel as shit about it.
unless you're like terminally ill, I doubt you're "doomed". I know that as a kid everything seems very dramatic to you, but trust me, it only gets worse if you dont do anything about it. in 5 or 10 years you'll look back on this year and think "I should have tried back then".
i've secretly been a tranny for like a year and i probably have undiagnosed mental illness(es) if that's close enough. idk man i think it's pretty bad.
>tranny
You need a psychiatrist asap
what's that gonna do, anon? those are the people that tell you to troon out in the first place. they'll probably put me on even more shit i don't need.
I take back all my supportive advice. yes, you are doomed and should continue to rot away in misery. definitely waste your youth.
yeah see you changed your mind real fast lmfao
uh alright
consider not being a tranny, fixes everything
you see, i have considered that actually but there's not much good advice out there that i can find on how to get rid of tranny thoughts. also i'm kind of fucked either way at this point because i'm like 5'3 and look like a weird homosexual teenager with boobs already.
idk, start a YouTube channel about detransitioning and how it's all a psyop, there's a market for this, more and more people are detransing because they realized they were just being influenced into it, you stop being a tranny and start getting attention and possibly money
yeah but then i'll still just be a developmentally stunted fag except this with money from being some kind of eceleb grifter. regardless i'd rather distance myself from tranny stuff entirely if i can.
>i'm a tranny
Don't say shit like that here. What's wrong with you?
Anyway, since people here stopped giving you advice:
>try finding a job, even if at mcdonalds
>try going to really woke spaces in your area, where you will find a bunch of gays and trannies that can be your friends.
>if you havent given up on college, try going for programming or some IT realted field. If you're really desperate for friends you can try double majoring in gender studies or something
The fact you're a tranny makes this harder but it just means you already know your niche, now try finding other people like you
Why are you fueling his mental illness? Do you want him to actually kill himself?
He asked me for advice and i gave it to him.
If he kills himself is of no concern to me. I simply answered his question
i learned how to program when i was 15. it doesn't matter cause i'm severely mentally ill and can barely talk to people. i hate trannies and i don't wanna be one thus i have nobody.
yupppp
Just kys man, it's alright
>op is a tranny
>hates trannies
Well, that's not going get you far. Normies don't really like trannies unless you look like a woman and can lie to them.
Your options for friends are trannies and woke people.
Here are your options if you want to make friends:
>look like a woman and tell nobody you're a tranny
>get over yourself and make friends with trannies and woke people like i told you (since you already know how to program you'll have an even easier time in college)
>detransition and follow all the other anons' advices.
You're 5'3 man so i doubt you'll find anything in the way of a relationship. You're a sub 5.
>>look like a woman and tell nobody you're a tranny
I'm sure that will end well.
you know i came into the thread feeling the same way as a 19 year old fuckup (albeit not one thats totally given up yet). But get fucked lmao
You accept it and move on while doing the best with your remaining lifetime so you dont regret it when youre older
Many zoomers are in the same situation as you. Thank porn and social media for that.
yeah i have a friend i play cs all day with and he's cool. he doesn't go outside either. i'm more fucked up though.
i haven't had any irl friends in 5 years if that counts?
Everyone is fucked up and suffers and then we die and were born again and get fucked up again and suffer some more.
>born again
fuck I hope not
Is this a joke? Lmao you just began your life... you're brain doesn't even stop developing until your 25+ and you think everyones livess is perfect? Are you in debt? You in a gang you can't get out of? Are you struggling financially? Do you think you could make choices to alleviate less suffering?