How did you feel about gender when you were 10?

I didn't understand it at all. I don't understand people who think tweens are mature enough to know their gender.

  1. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I was bitter and resentful over being a boy and not a girl from the time I was 4 years old, by the time I was 10 I had buried that part of myself under an undue amount of cynicism and doing my best to simply "not care" about gender roles or physical sex differences

  2. 2 months ago
    reese

    all I was thinking about at 10 years old was digimon and staying up late enough to catch an episode of cowboy bebop. that and drawing, I was always drawing myself as a girl being married to yamcha from dragon ball. Good times

  3. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    when i was ten i met my uncle who had long hair for the first time, i asked him, "boys can have long hair like girls?" and from then on had my hair past shoulder length and was gendered female until i was 16. so i feel like i understood it pretty well

  4. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I didn't think about it at all. I was too busy playing San Andreas.

  5. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    >learned about SRS from south park when I was 9
    >start going through puberty, hate the idea of becoming a woman
    >around age 10 I start telling everyone I'm going to transition to a man when I'm older
    >classmate tells their mom who calls my mom
    >parents are pissed when I start insisting on wearing boy clothes and ask to get a short haircut
    >best friend asks me why I "walk like a guy", have to teach myself how to walk like a girl
    >other girls get weirded out and think I'm a guy using the wrong bathroom at school even though I have long hair
    >start repressing all of this hardcore at age 12 and dress feminine for the next 10 years
    >almost troon out at age 22 but parents are completely unsupportive so I continue repressing
    >go back to presenting as a normal cis woman which I still do to this day
    >even normie straight people can tell something is kind of fucked up with my gender even though I dress hyper feminine, sometimes people think I'm secretly MTF
    >years later younger sister comes out as NB, parents completely supportive and always make an effort to use they/them pronouns
    >allow other younger sister to have short hair and wear boys clothes without any scrutiny
    >parents never apologize for or acknowledge any of this
    life is so fucking gay

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      just troon out and be happy for yourself not you parents

  6. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    When I was around 10 I first started growing body hair and I remember absolutely HATING IT.

    That's all.

  7. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I thought some girls had pretty faces. I wanted to kiss their faces. Other girls seemed not to have so much energy so they were not as fun playmates. But the pretty ones I wouldn't mind.

    That is all.

    I liked running around, playing in the dirt and learning things. And fighting with imaginary swords or guns. Also tree climbing and collecting sticks.

    Wait... What grade is 10 years old? This is kindergarten/grade one I'm talking about.

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      Grade 2/3 I had a best friend and other friends and we played bayblades and yugioh and I noticed that girls didn't like yuhioh and bayblades like boys did. Also I noticed they dressed different. And more cute ones I wanted to kiss their faces. Also I noticed some girls have nice handwriting.

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        Grade 4 I was bullied. I don't have much memories from that year. I also remember being sick.

        Grade 5 a new girl came to our school. She was aggressive and kinda cool. She grabbed me by the hand and pulled me to follow her. I was unfamiliar with this behavior.

        I was jealous of her confidence after being bullied for a year.

        I in turn bullied her for the entire 5th grade. Because of that she was depressed and made no friends she even tried cutting herself her family took her and they moved back to colorado. Caley I'm sorry. I still didn't notice woman's bodies being different from guys really. But I noticed guys seemed a bit more aggressive generally. Also one kid in our class had a computer in his room. When he came to the school computers he went on porn sites in class... The kid also brought a toothbrush to school and told everyone that he shoved it up his ass.

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          Grade 6 I fell in love for the first time. With a girl from my church.

          Girls bodies started to be interesting. The guy who shoved a toothbrush up his ass became popular for some reason and all the boys went over to his house for a sleepover and we watched BME pain Olympics and 2 girls one cup and the first porn I ever saw. I had a sick feeling in my stomach watching the porn as much as watching the other stuff.

          I noticed girls probably wouldn't watch these things or play call of duty. Also I noticed some little boobs and makeup but it wasn't enough to really call to me.

          Grade 7 my teacher had big boobs. An absolute babe came to our school but all the "popular" girls were jealous of her because she had big tits and was a gorgeous blonde so they ostracized her. I should have made my move. I kick myself for not.

          I also went to my first dance and got my first kiss... Not with who I wanted though. It was a girl who was my friend, who was also a known whore. She kissed me when we were dancing. I didn't kiss her. I wouldn't have.

          Also I was "cute" so a lot of girls liked hugging me. I didn't mind.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            Grade 8 highschool.i get a computer at home. I get over my disgust of porn and learn how to masterbate.

            Soon i have rape fantasies about every breedable woman I see walking down the street.
            If I see a hot one, I imagine myself running up to them and tearing off their shirt to play with their tits, pushing them down onto the street, pulling down their pants and fucking them right there.

            But, emotionally I do not develop. Now I realize that girls are different but I don't know how to interact with them.

            • 2 months ago
              Anonymous

              Grade 9-10 porn addiction sets in. I withdraw socially from school still doing some athletics. I meet stoners and become addicted to weed. When not at school I sit in front of my computer watching ever increasing degenerate porn and smoking weed and playing video games.

            • 2 months ago
              Anonymous

              you read as a fucking pervert

              • 2 months ago
                Anonymous

                Ok. And? What about it? I don't think I'm a pervert. It's just the way I am. Or the way the work made me.

                Should I accept myself? Repress? Or change myself? What should I change myself too? An asexual nullo? Does It make you uncomfortable knowing that perverts exist?

                If you want there to be no more perverts. Lobby for the banning of pornography. And to make it illigal for people under the age of 21 to use the internet.

              • 2 months ago
                Anonymous

                I don't know man what you should do its your problem, good luck with that ig

            • 2 months ago
              Anonymous

              Grade 9-10 porn addiction sets in. I withdraw socially from school still doing some athletics. I meet stoners and become addicted to weed. When not at school I sit in front of my computer watching ever increasing degenerate porn and smoking weed and playing video games.

              Grade 11 depressed. Isolated. Drug addicted. Emotionally crippled.

              Discover tranny porn.

              Hottest thing ever. Self insert as the tranny. Start experimenting with putting household objects in my asshole.

              • 2 months ago
                Anonymous

                Grade 12. Dropped out of highschool. Grow my hair out long. Shave my body.
                Start listening to Bambi sleep with a cock cage and dildo up my ass.

                Start wanting to be an actual woman.

                Go on Grindr, let old Asian men abuse my bussy. Cum all over me. Want more.

                Talk to doctor about transition... The rest I guess is history.

  8. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I am pretty sure I was not aware of my existence. Only gender-related memories are from family members asking if I had gotten a girlfriend yet, until I was 16 and liked a guy

  9. 2 months ago
    Boi-period

    My parents thought it was funny to start all stories about their childhood with "when I was a little girl/boy..." for my dad and mom respectively. When I found out they were joking and that girls didn't have dicks, I was a tad confused and distressed

  10. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I never really gave it much thought since my AGAB never once made me feel uncomfortable and still hasn't to this day.

  11. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    when i was 10 it was mostly just me getting kinda annoyed i got mistaken for a girl so often but also understanding why it happened. at 6 i told my parents i wanted a sex change though lol. now i’m 20 and cis so who knows

  12. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Confused I guess. I knew that if I acted femme people would shame me but I also knew that it made me happy so I did it in secret, but would still insist on being the mom when playing house. I didn’t know it was allowed for me to be a girl so I just kinda resigned myself to having secretes I guess

  13. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    When I was 10 I hung out with guys and weird autistic girls kept hitting on me and it made me uncomfortable.

    My husband says that's why I'm gay.

  14. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Any trannies completely deleted their memory prior to transition and instead just repeat some bullshit narrative about being true trans?

  15. 2 months ago
    BallOfYarn

    When I was 10 there was a boys school and a girls school and I remember being disappointed I couldn't go to the girls but never told anyone. Then the rest of my life is just getting more and more uncomfortable in my skin until I eventually break and troon out

  16. 2 months ago
    Madchan

    I didn’t know what gender was, I knew I was sad that I wasn’t a girl, I knew that I was sad because I felt like a freak, I knew I was sad because I got bullied and nobody listened or cared. I entered the year 2000 had a melt down in school and wouldn’t stop crying, I just sat at my desk and cried, hoping things would get better but it didn’t I was sent to “corrective therapy” and hated every year that followed.

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      that's so cringey :/

      • 2 months ago
        Madchan

        Yeah my life is pretty cringe ngl and it gets worse as I got older, it’s not a good one :/

  17. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    i knew i was trans by the time i was 12, at 10 i was writing weird fanfics with a self-insert girl version of me and all my friends were girls and i got called a fag constantly. so yeah for sure there were no signs and no way for me or anyone around me to suspect. baka.

  18. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I obsessively hated being a boy and wished every day I could be a girl. I thought about it at all times. I didn’t tell anyone though cause I was scared

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      But... What even is a boy? What even is a girl?

      • 2 months ago
        15chan

        their phenotypes are so different that when you're in middle school and you see everyone starting to go through puberty and the way they interact with each other is forever changed by it, you start freaking out realizing you won't be a sexless child forever and you need to get on HRT pronto.

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          Phenotype and fashion?
          And personality?

  19. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    i think i still thought i was a normal guy
    and then my voice never dropped and i didn't really develop male

  20. 2 months ago
    Radiochan

    I didn't understand why I had to be a boy but I hoped I could grow up and transition to become a woman.

  21. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I didn't even recognize that I had a vagina(the actual hole), and a clit until I was 14/15. I knew the difference between penises and vaginas, I knew how sex worked, etc; but it didn't even register that I actually had one of those.

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