How can you not?
Your issues and worries are all entirely your own fault, as is the misery you feel. Just stop caring about the bad stuff and everything suddenly becomes beautiful.
How can you not?
Your issues and worries are all entirely your own fault, as is the misery you feel. Just stop caring about the bad stuff and everything suddenly becomes beautiful.
Everything about life is bad. It's one massive chore and i'm sick of it.
Does anything hurt you? Are you injured? Why are you sad or what makes you angry? Please tell me, I also have a few personality disorders and I'm a sperg but if I had a healthier uninjured body I would be much more happy
>It's cold
For me it's still the end of summer, but I have sherpa lined pants and double sweaters to stay comfy outside when it's freezing.
>it has people there.
You don't have to hang out at malls, concerts and theme parks. My favorite activity is walking around uncrowded nature areas and low density suburban areas with few other people around.
I hate nature, but i guess i should get used to it since im gonna become homeless soon
You'd only think it isn't worthwhile if you're depressed or are suffering a lot.
Maybe you're the one who's living a lie. Distracting yourself from the never ending chores only works so much before the effect runs out.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>im gonna become homeless soon
This won't work. You can find another way, even if it involves leeching off your family or the gubbermint
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I don't live in a welfare state unfortunately
>never ending chores >im gonna become homeless soon
Who are you trying to fool you lazy fucking nagger, if you worked so much you wouldnt be homeless soon. I bet all you do is sit around and complain and woe me, you worthless retard.
Living itself is a chore
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>I don't live in a welfare state unfortunately
Well then do the opposite, become a criminal outlaw grifter hustler squatter. I mean do something, resist, put up a fight, don't just wander off in the woods and die.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Why not try therapy, youre obviously mentally ill and from the sound of it things can only get better.
Also apply for neetbux
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Won't they lock me up if i tell them i'm suicidal? >get neetbux
No neetbux in my country
>I don't live in a welfare state unfortunately
Well then do the opposite, become a criminal outlaw grifter hustler squatter. I mean do something, resist, put up a fight, don't just wander off in the woods and die.
I don't have the cunning to be a criminal
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
You don't have to be cunning to israelite the system for shekels
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
and how do i do that?
orj
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>No neetbux in my country
Where do you live?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
north east europe
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
So what are you going to do? Have you considered medical treatment?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
what good will that do? I don't think i can be saved.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
You have nothing to lose, so why not?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
and what if it goes nowhere?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
You can say that at least you've tried.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
and what does trying actually give me? More regrets?
Your body's telling you that something is very wrong in your life. Try listening to your inner child and change things until you no longer feel miserable. Quit your job, move, etc. just do what you know after some reflection needs to be done.
i've been doing some "self reflection" this whole summer. I'm nowhere closer to the answer. I am half convinced i will never be happy. And i don't see the point in just surviving.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
How long have you been depressed and suicidal? >I am half convinced i will never be happy
How did you arrive to that conclusion?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
i've been depressed all my life and there have been periods where i've been suicidal >How did you arrive to that conclusion?
nothing really gives me pleasure. It's just chores to keep me alive and now i'm questioning whu i'm even alive in the first place
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>all my life
You definitely need treatment.
Do you feel sadness or are you apathetic? Anhedonia?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
more apathetic but i do feel sad sometimes for letting down my relatives
Join the anti-government resistance militia
i don't live in belarus
Just buy fentanyl. It makes you inherently happy.
how do i get fentanyl?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
DO NOT take medications without a proper diagnosis and treatment first. It could cause you more harm than good. Seriously, just get help.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Join the anti-government resistance militia
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>im gonna become homeless soon
That's a severe problem, anon. No wonder you're like this.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>never ending chores >im gonna become homeless soon
Who are you trying to fool you lazy fucking nagger, if you worked so much you wouldnt be homeless soon. I bet all you do is sit around and complain and woe me, you worthless retard.
They're psychopaths that's really all it is, you'll be defending these values you don't really even agree with in reality. There's just a deep dark side to it all, and it's in an insanity and deception.
Hobbies. I have a few hobbies that i love doing in free time. For me its cooking, cosplay making, gaming and gardening. For you, it can be anything. Just try a bunch of stuff and eventually something will click with your brain.
Your body's telling you that something is very wrong in your life. Try listening to your inner child and change things until you no longer feel miserable. Quit your job, move, etc. just do what you know after some reflection needs to be done.
havent you ever been comfy?
I am only comfy when i'm sleeping
dead people dont sleep
theyre too busy being dead
It's like sleeping forever
i work with dead people at my job
they are not comfy at all
How do you know? Did you ask?
"If there were reason for this misery then into limits could I bind my woes." Titus Andronicus by William Shakespeare 1590
How can you not?
Your issues and worries are all entirely your own fault, as is the misery you feel. Just stop caring about the bad stuff and everything suddenly becomes beautiful.
Life is fun, don't take it too seriously.
Nothing about life is fun
Everything about life is bad. It's one massive chore and i'm sick of it.
Just being outside and looking at leaves is fun
>Nothing about life is fun
That's called depression
If you enjoy living you must be a masochist
I only enjoy the pleasurable side of life. Unfortunately you can't live a life free of pain.
All this pleasure is not worthwhile. Majority of your life is spent suffering.
You'd only think it isn't worthwhile if you're depressed or are suffering a lot.
That is the koan being asked of us.
By being a child.
Does anything hurt you? Are you injured? Why are you sad or what makes you angry? Please tell me, I also have a few personality disorders and I'm a sperg but if I had a healthier uninjured body I would be much more happy
I am just tired from living
How is it fun?
In a very real, non-abstract way just being outside and walking around alone is a profoundly enjoyable activity.
I hate being outside. It's cold and it has people there.
>It's cold
For me it's still the end of summer, but I have sherpa lined pants and double sweaters to stay comfy outside when it's freezing.
>it has people there.
You don't have to hang out at malls, concerts and theme parks. My favorite activity is walking around uncrowded nature areas and low density suburban areas with few other people around.
I hate nature, but i guess i should get used to it since im gonna become homeless soon
Maybe you're the one who's living a lie. Distracting yourself from the never ending chores only works so much before the effect runs out.
>im gonna become homeless soon
This won't work. You can find another way, even if it involves leeching off your family or the gubbermint
I don't live in a welfare state unfortunately
Living itself is a chore
>I don't live in a welfare state unfortunately
Well then do the opposite, become a criminal outlaw grifter hustler squatter. I mean do something, resist, put up a fight, don't just wander off in the woods and die.
Why not try therapy, youre obviously mentally ill and from the sound of it things can only get better.
Also apply for neetbux
Won't they lock me up if i tell them i'm suicidal?
>get neetbux
No neetbux in my country
I don't have the cunning to be a criminal
You don't have to be cunning to israelite the system for shekels
and how do i do that?
orj
>No neetbux in my country
Where do you live?
north east europe
So what are you going to do? Have you considered medical treatment?
what good will that do? I don't think i can be saved.
You have nothing to lose, so why not?
and what if it goes nowhere?
You can say that at least you've tried.
and what does trying actually give me? More regrets?
i've been doing some "self reflection" this whole summer. I'm nowhere closer to the answer. I am half convinced i will never be happy. And i don't see the point in just surviving.
How long have you been depressed and suicidal?
>I am half convinced i will never be happy
How did you arrive to that conclusion?
i've been depressed all my life and there have been periods where i've been suicidal
>How did you arrive to that conclusion?
nothing really gives me pleasure. It's just chores to keep me alive and now i'm questioning whu i'm even alive in the first place
>all my life
You definitely need treatment.
Do you feel sadness or are you apathetic? Anhedonia?
more apathetic but i do feel sad sometimes for letting down my relatives
i don't live in belarus
how do i get fentanyl?
DO NOT take medications without a proper diagnosis and treatment first. It could cause you more harm than good. Seriously, just get help.
Join the anti-government resistance militia
>im gonna become homeless soon
That's a severe problem, anon. No wonder you're like this.
>never ending chores
>im gonna become homeless soon
Who are you trying to fool you lazy fucking nagger, if you worked so much you wouldnt be homeless soon. I bet all you do is sit around and complain and woe me, you worthless retard.
They're psychopaths that's really all it is, you'll be defending these values you don't really even agree with in reality. There's just a deep dark side to it all, and it's in an insanity and deception.
Hobbies. I have a few hobbies that i love doing in free time. For me its cooking, cosplay making, gaming and gardening. For you, it can be anything. Just try a bunch of stuff and eventually something will click with your brain.
i can't commit to hobbies. No hobby i tried really makes me obsessed enough to do it over and over for the rest of my life
Your body's telling you that something is very wrong in your life. Try listening to your inner child and change things until you no longer feel miserable. Quit your job, move, etc. just do what you know after some reflection needs to be done.
Just buy fentanyl. It makes you inherently happy.