>hi doctor I don't like being a boy
>Oh okay so you're a boy who doesn't like being a boy?
>no not at all and I don't have any positive male role models in my life
>okay let me send you to a therapist who will help you accept being a male, she is extremely feminine and will be the best person to counsel a confused boy to accept his masculinity and totally won't automatically gender you as female the first visit and prescribe feminizing hormones an hour into your first session leading you to being a life long medical sissy girl while all your peers are building families and being men
shit roleplay.
>shit roleplay
And yet I'm laying in bed with a giggly booty wearing a dress with no masculinity in sight because children's hospital Los Angeles groomed me
Are you complaining Kayla
You transitioned as an adult tho.
I went to the adolescent center at children's hospital Los Angeles in 2012. A lot of people don't remember but I did a mini detrans from 2013 to 2014
more like mimi detrans
Yeah, therapy is useless and a waste of time and money. You're a little late anon!
>Doctor, why did you tell me to take all my clothes off and put on this gown?
Also is this THE Kayla? Holy shit if so.
cope
Kayla you've spent ten years bragging about how easy it is for you to get your back blown out and how much you love it, stfu and go to sleep.
if masculinity wants to be accepted it should be good and not bad
its kinda amazing how every detranser goes through like the 5 stages of grief but its the 5 stages of feelings about being trans
and then you end up complaining that transition worked but it didnt make you cis so you detrans while still taking hrt
I'm not detrans I'm just opening my eyes to the fact we fell for a cult
woman moment
shave your head
What's your point?
What woman needs to transition to feel like a woman? If you were really a woman in a man's body you wouldn't need to go through this whole process, gender dysphoria is not real
Most trannies will get bored and one day wake up to find they just trapped themselves into a mental pattern due to stress, trauma, or autogenyphilia.
nothing can cure gender dysphoria, apart from being loved and accepting yourself.
my transition has nothing to do with sexuality, it's literally just wanting to save my hair. It's the only thing that matters to me.
That's really beautifully put. Now I'm just a dickless sterile man. I did bank sperm and recently have been thinking about dating a woman for the first time but I doubt a woman would want a tranny, im sure they are completely repulsed by us.
I took hormones and had extensive surgeries to feminine my body as much as medically possible and got fucked by hundreds of dudes in my neovagina now I'm ready to settle down with a nice woman and start a family
being male is not a medical disorder, castration does not cure it
take your misandrist garbage ideology to hell
Yes it is. Males would not be so predisposed to violence if everything was mentally okay.
>be the sex most physically capable of applying violence
>be socialized to accept this role
Hmmmmmmm must be something innate to the male brain
Same exact thing I'm going through too
Probably will only happen with a cis lesbian or bi girl but it definitely could happen, if you detrans I don't really know if any women would want a dickless ex-tranny man. Think fate is pretty sealed with SRS and detrans just completely fucks up any dating prospects forever. Not that I want to detrans anyways
I dont want to detrans. In a perfect world I would have a husband but men are absolutely fucking trash these days, they wanna hang with their friends more than be with me. They just want me for sex, like calling me babe to the couch and here I think we're gonna talk or cuddle and in less than a min of laying on his lap he pulls his dick out and bounces it on my lips and whispers "suck it ho" yeah real fucking nice now I got to make you cum, it's a chore, and I'll ruin my makeup and smell like sex so probably would have to shower. All that is contingent if a man gets to the point he would even consistently come over or god forbid not be dating three other women at the same time. Men are fucking pigs. That being said I've never been with a woman, one time I got fingered at a lesbian bar and the woman was the one who approached me, I was just having a cig and a blue margarita.
trutrans
I know it's a struggle. I wish I was just an oblivious agp.
Though I really do want to try to date a woman at least once. My biological clock is going off because I'm 33
Why do you need to type all this out Kayla? Also you have been with women before...
>Also you have been with women before...
I lied, did u really believe in dirt bike groupies, lol. Just the one time after srs at that dyke bar where I kissed and got fingered was the only time I was ever intimate with a female.
Alright well, you shouldn't even want that, just because you because you got srs now you think you have access to women's bodies, you might as well get back on your dirtbike and race against women.
I'm sorry your love life is dry and no one should have to feel so alone but you chose this life.
I'm almost only sexually attracted to men even though I tried to make myself be a straight boy before I transitioned and I was with women. It's better like emotionally and romantically and it feels like there's more friendship and connection usually but the sex is just not nearly as good. A lot of men are just fucking terrible too but there are a few good ones out there it's just frustrating to deal with a lot of their bullshit it drives you insane and then they say that you're the problem for caring so much like holy shit
I didn't write this to hurt you, I'm a repper, maybe I'm just coping.
Even writing this I envy you deep down, it's absurd.
I mean, I'm trans and married to a cis woman
i agree i am bored and need to find something to do with my life now
>be me, 24
>go through a partial puberty of both sexes
>small boobs, low body hair, big hips and butt
>120hz voice, shit facial hair
>ifeellikeshit.jpg why can't I just be a woman, I'm already uncanny
>Oh shit, I can take hormones
>Balance my hormones in a feminine direction, doesn't affect my fertility because I'm already infertile
>ffw 2 years, now 26
>my body shape mogs cis women
>big butt, big boobs
>
>go on LULZ
>get called an autogynephile
Kms. You won, I'll never be a woman, I'm just a creepy fetishist with a birth defect.
Plenty of cis women are AGP as fuck though it's just normalized and acceptable for them, it's just bad and called out when trans girls do it
Oh yeah I know, AGP is just part of female sexuality for a lot of women. I'm guessing having high T along with AGP would break some people's brains. MEFs are a different group of people though.
t. half cis
Yeah MEFs are completely different. AGPs see femininity as like divine and good and powerful and beautiful and something to aspire to whereas MEFs see it as degrading and get off on the degradation. They're basically opposite yeah. And T + AGP can fuck with you I was kinda sexually bizarre before HRT but I think my sexuality is closer to a normal woman's now
>men pretending they know how ciswomen feel
We don't have AGP. We don't get horny seeing our naked bodies and start masturbating to our pussy and tits. Being naturally a woman is not "AGP" or whatever nonsense.
The only exception I have seen to this are lesbians, but they're male-brained anyway and into pussy.
That's not what AGP is, I don't get horny seeing my body or masturbate in a mirror either
I don't masturbate to myself. I find comfort in the fact I look like a woman though.
providers just don't understand gender. even most trans people don't understand it so i don't expect any better of them. so they either go with their gut reaction of being overly conservative or embrace the TRA agenda of muh born this way if you have doubts congrats you're a tranny.
Therapists don't prescribe hrt retard
wasted literal years of my life on a male therapist who said I shouldn't transition and find better male role models. I am a hon bc of that. Fuck therapy, if you are even curious aboutt taking estrogen you should probs just try and see how it goes.
there ARE no feminine male role models who are not consigned to being minstrel-tier entertainers, usually in drag
the idea of behaving femininely while looking male AND having significant social power is still really rare and controversial
i think part of the problem is that kids are looking to media more for their role models since 1. kids are more siloed off from their communities (and adults) than ever before and 2. the adults they do know are too lazy or oblivious to try and set a good example. there are men out there who are feminine without being over the top drag performers, but they will generally only show that side with those they trust and would never show it to the masses so it's harder to find them.
i found a guy like that once but just ended up being super attracted to him since i'm already a terminal case
detransition you army joining old fuck