Hey guys, I wanna preface this by saying this is not a gag or a larp, this is something that I've experienced over the past year. I am willing to answer any questions you may have.
I have become aware of a separate entity that lives inside my body/mind. It influences my actions and thoughts, though I can only hear what it has to say when I'm high. Through experimenting with it I have deduced that it is something other than "human". It has manifested before in my head wanting to "escape", either my body or this plane of existence entirely.
One night, when the presence was especially strong, I gave up control of my body to it, and it tried really fucking hard to escape. I was still there, watching, as my eyes shuttered rapidly and my body contorted and my mouth seemed to be moving like it was speaking in tongues with no sound coming out. Through the knowledge of this presence, and when I am aware of it, I have also received messages from other "higher" beings like it; the messages were small and questionable at first but when I gave up control of my body, or when it took over control I should say, these other beings formed an almost direct line of communication. Some were encouraging me to break free and escape, while others berated me and threatened me saying that I wouldn't want to escape if I could.
Does anyone here have any idea of what this being is or had any similar experiences? I realize the retardation of posting something that is serious to me like this on LULZ, but at the same time I'd rather just be called a retarded larper than to make loved ones think I'm a schizo.