Looking for advice on this. In short, I tried Hemi-Sync and fell asleep listening to the first series. I woke up feeling very strange, and I find it to be unpleasant. It's nearly identical to the sensation which developed after starting EEG guided neurofeedback some years ago. Essentially something in my mind detects it has been fucked with, and locks up. I go directly into autopilot mode and am left to watch myself say and do things with very little control. I lose large chunks of memory. I think and know what I'm feeling, but somatically I just feel a fuzzy sort of haze, hollow, empty vessel.
I've researched DID, internal entities, alters, trauma programming, SRA, etc, and the inner machinery and worlds they implant. There is a disturbing similarity. Other than that, I don't know. What the hell is wrong here?