Help please

So last year when I was in psychosis my Spotify was behaving really weird. It kept adding songs to my liked list I've never heard of. One of these songs was about Ancient Egyptian God's, I left it in my playlist because it seemed so relevant to the spiritual side of my psychosis. I tried to find it the other day to show a friend how strange the song was, but it was gone. The song was about 7 Egyptian God's who rule over our lives, one of the artists was named either Bill, Will or William. In the song the lyrics are more spoken than sung. Does anyone know the song I'm talking about? I've spent days trying to find it but I'm having no luck. I thought /x/ would be the right place to ask, as it was a pretty /x/ tier song.

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  1. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    no idea bro but i can bump

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      Thanks anon

      >guys last year I was in a state of mind characterized by visual and auditory hallucinations
      >but this one unexplainable thing was real can you help me find it

      It was definitely a real song, it was crazy the way my Spotify was behaving, when I'd get visits from my family I'd search up songs, they wouldn't show in my Spotify but they'd show in my families. We made sure I wasn't just being an idiot, and searching my library instead of Spotify. I even played the ancient Egypt song to my dad as it played only ten minutes before his visit, so I've listened to it with other people already.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        In the interest of entertaining what is most likely an error of memory or perception, I found an album that google claims has songs about Egyptian gods by a William Cooper by the name of "God's Will"

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          Good shout, but unfortunately not it. Thank you for trying though, I really appreciate it

  2. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    >so last year, when I was mentally insane,
    >my Spotify did this really weird thing I swear
    >what does it mean bros??

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      thats not what he said homosexual
      he heard a song during his psychotic episode and wants help finding it
      reading comprehension Black person

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        My bad;

        >OP loses his shit
        >claims to hear a song, needs help finding it
        >definitely wasn’t just because OP was insane at the time
        >muh psychosis

        Is that more accurate for you, you nitpicking homosexual?

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          >so last year, when I was mentally insane,
          >my Spotify did this really weird thing I swear
          >what does it mean bros??

          >angry npc sounds the posts
          Who asked you?

  3. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Someone had to survive and tell the story

  4. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    >guys last year I was in a state of mind characterized by visual and auditory hallucinations
    >but this one unexplainable thing was real can you help me find it

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      Guys keep green texting shitty mocks of his question

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        They sure are, friendo.

  5. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    To give more info I remember that the song came out in 2015, but it sounded like it was from the 80's, the first God mentioned was "the director of our lives". 7 God's were listed in total, each playing a different role over the order our lives play out. It was a fascinating song. I wrote the lyrics down and the names of the God's into a notebook so I'd never forget it. But unfortunately I've just moved house and all my possessions are in boxes so I can't find the notebook. There are other songs that just randomly appeared in my liked list that are still there, this is the only one that's disappeared, so I can display the phenomenon to some extent, I just can't show the most significant song.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      almost like it never happened

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        It happened, it's just so frustrating, I've listened to it multiple times since out of psychosis, but this time it's just gone.

  6. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    it looks like a cervix
    what would it be like to be the size of this spider
    and be forcefully shoved by a girl into her cervix?

  7. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    have you considered that...
    your psychosis made you hallucinate the song?

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      It was far too complex, I'm not a creative person, and when it comes to music I'm shockingly bad. There is no way my brain could have hallucinated a song to that level. I played it to my dad and he heard it too and thought it was super weird, so this isn't something that only me has heard, I played it to my dad ten minutes later to prove I wasn't totally crazy. All the 7 God's were real and I don't know that much about ancient Egyptian God's, it is totally impossible for that song to have been hallucinatory. I wouldn't have asked if anyone knew it if I wasn't totally sure of myself. I know one day I'll find the notebook, then I'll definitely find the song, bur for now I thought it was worth asking. It was pretty niche song and the artists weren't very well known, but somebody else has to have heard the song I'm talking about.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        It does happen
        I knew someone who hallucinated entire TV shows when there wasn't even a television in the room. Or people and entire buildings that didn't exist. Don't underestimate your mind.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          I'd agree with the possibility if it only happened to me, but I played it to my dad and he heard it, if it was hallucinatory that wouldn't be possible would it?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            People who take datura report having conversations with their friends/family only to find themselves talking to a streetlight or something to that extent. Normally I would be careful but since you've admitted to psychosis there is also the possibility that your dad wasn't even there. Not like there would be any use asking him now since he'd be unlikely to remember even if it was real.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            I had daily visits from my family, I wasn't hallucinating my dad being there, we went out together and he got me a McDonald's. I can't forget that day. I had no money at that point so it wasn't possible for me to buy myself a burger.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        im bumping your post because now i need to hear this damn song. some body better find this dammit

  8. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Soul Killer from the same album is also great
    i was listening to it bunch myself last year

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      Oh my god! That's it! Thank you so much! I knew it was real! Top work anon, you've honestly made my day! I'll add that back to my liked list now, thank you a million times over!

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Hey OP, same thing happened with a bunch of the songs on my Spotify playlists. Apparently it's often due to licensing issues, shuffling around labels (ex: if "Name and Name" gets split to artists: "Name", "Name"), artists deleting their own work. One song in particular I like I had to find 3 times over the years LMAO. Other times folks just hack accounts to listen to whatever, had some Mexican dude crack my password and start adding samba to liked before I changed it.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          What's really weird is I found the song on Spotify again, it said it was already in my liked list, so I checked again, still couldn't find it, I tried to search it in my library but it wouldn't come up, even though it should have. In the end I had to unlike it and like it again to get it to show up tonight. I don't think anyone hacked my account because only a small handful of songs got added to my playlist without me adding them, if someone was actually in my account I'd expect a lot more songs to be added.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      >Mystery solved.
      Impressive!

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      holy shit its real. and it sucks. at least i can always rely on disappointment thru and thru its always there for me

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        it almost sounds like something that would be on a children's educational program with the goal to educate about Egyptian gods. i first heard it on the soprano's.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      Lyrics

      The ancient Egyptians postulated Seven Souls.
      Top soul, and the first to leave at the
      moment of death, is Ren, the Secret Name.
      This corresponds to my Director.
      He directs the film of your life from conception to death.
      The Secret Name is the title of your film.
      When you die, that's where Ren came in.
      Second soul,
      and second one off the sinking ship, is Sekem: Energy, Power, Light.
      The Director gives the orders, Sekem presses the right buttons.
      Number three is Khu, the Guardian Angel.
      He, she, or it is third man out...
      depicted as flying away across a full moon,
      a bird with luminous wings and head of light.
      Sort of thing you might see on a
      screen in an Indian restaurant in Panama.
      The Khu is responsible for the subject and can be injured in his
      defense -- but not permanently,
      since the first three souls are eternal.
      They go back to Heaven for another vessel.
      The four remaining souls must take their
      chances with the subject in the Land of the Dead.
      Number four is Ba, the heart -- often treacherous.
      This is a hawk's body with your face
      on it, shrunk down to the size of a fist.
      Many a hero has been brought down, like Samson, by a perfidious Ba.
      Number five is Ka, the Double,
      most closely associated with the subject.
      The Ka, which usually reaches adolescence at the time of bodily
      death, is the only reliable guide through
      the Land of the Dead to the Western Lands.
      Number six is Khaibit, the Shadow, Memory,
      your whole past conditioning from this and other lives.
      Number seven is Sekhu, the Remains.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Thanks for posting these. I'm honestly so happy people have been able to help me, so many people before have told me I must have hallucinationed the song, and I was worrying about my sanity. It's a real relief to know this was real, but it does make me wonder what else was as well that I've written off as unreal or hallucinatiory.

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