have you ever got something that you really wanted, like something you've always dreamed of and then it turned out to be not what you thought? then you've probably sold your soul to the devil at some point. just because you dont remember it doesn't mean it didn't happen.
Nah I never get what I want, even if what I want is just a break from all the stress and anxiety, really. I don't think the Devil wants me. I don't really think God does either.
could be, but your life is not over yet. maybe your time will come when you too have that strange visit with a man.
pfff I wish
i only encounter "beings" on drugs
only possible paranormal entity ive seen were these 3 lights in a triangle shape below the clouds that I saw from my girlfriends roof
other than that i have had no encounters with the devil or the paranormal, the material world is so fucking BORING that WISH I saw a demon or the Devil (without myself or others getting hurt or tricked or enslaved of course)
like i said you might not remember it if it did happen. you think the devil would want you to remember it? you're going to achieve your wildest dreams, it's going to feel odd yet deserved, but ultimately unsatisfying because you have no soul.
bud I got fucking fired and didnt get called back for an audtion, while everyone else thats 25 is fucking successful and mature, you think Im achieving my wildest dreams right now???
well dont get mad at me that you've never sold your soul yet
also robert johnson died broke and unknown until like the 70's or something.
>you think Im achieving my wildest dreams right now?
I think that's the whole moral of selling your soul to the devil story. You sold your soul by giving in to your cravings instead of finding your true purpose in life and using that purpose to help others. You've been selfish and now you're completely empty.
What are you talking about
I mentioned nothing of my cravings
Plus anytime I try to figure out my "true purpose" in life I'm told conflicting bullshit about whether it's necessary or not
Not to mention that fate itself has not 100% revealed it to me yet, the more I try to find out about my purpose I'm left with more questions than before
Craving is the worst misery known to man.
One of the earliest fairytales I was read to was "The Gipsy duped the Devil", God blessed Americans with anything but soul or humour
You always know when the choice the made. You consign your soul to a fate decided by the supreme force instead of a destiny provided by the supreme force
>just because you dont remember it doesn't mean it didn't happen.
actually yes, it absolutely work that way
It was a conditional deal and the condition was never met. So it's fine.
uhhh or it's a lesson to show that you shouldn't blindly follow desires in life, and that the things you want aren't always the thing you need, even if you believe fully that acquiring whatever it is that you want will fulfill your needs.
what if you want a girlfriend, but you have a boatload of issues of yourself. you finally get a girlfriend, but you develop a toxic codependency with her. this is getting what you wanted, but it turns out to not be how you thought.
you and the girl break up, and it's incredibly difficult for years. you think "i'm being punished!!" but, years later, hindsight finally catches up to you. you realize, "hmmm, maybe things went sour because i easily become codependent? maybe i should first work on my independence"
so, you work on that for a bit, and you're so preoccupied that you even forgot about your desire for a girlfriend. then, one day, you suddenly cannot relate at all to the past version of you who so desperately wanted a girlfriend. out of nowhere, you meet a girl, and it ends up being a great relationship, because you listened to hindsight and learned from your past mistake.
alternatively, rewind back to the break up with the toxic codependent girlfriend. instead of listening to hindsight, you continue begging "please! that gf sucked, give me a good gf!!" so then, you find another girl to date, but guess what? this relationship is worse than the last one, because you did not learn what you were supposed to.
Learn learn learn
That's all this gay universe is good for
I want to go on vacation from this universe school...it would be fun to be a disembodied floating consciousness...
you think you can escape learning while on a vacation? haha.
Never have. I’ve wanted the same thing since I was a child. It was my first wish. But it seems every day it become more and more difficult to achieve. It’s gotten to the point I treat it as a joke and lash out at myself. Though maybe it’s just a test to show me I shouldn’t desire anything. Even if it’s as basic as it is. But again op. I’ve never received anything I’ve desired.