Have you ever been raped, anon? Talk about it here.
Have you ever been raped?
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never. my fwb got groped at a chic fil a when he was a teen tho. he processed it as as severe a trauma as rape, looked like he was gonna cry when he told me about it
Yeah, two bears put something in my drink at a bar and then used me as a cocksleeve. I don't go out anymore.
Of course when a guy gets raped no one cares about it unlike the women in this thread
This is why I almost never leave my drink unattended
I'm sorry that happened to you. You should start strengthening your body and making your sense of perception for danger more acute
Look up Paul Vunak, get his training videos and start using them. Even if you don't have a partner, there's enough information there to help you gain some self confidence and gain the ability to hurt a person that deserves it so badly that they'll be afraid to leave their own house
my first orgasm came from being raped. it has horribly affected and twisted my way of thinking and sexual pleasure. it happened by someone I thought I was friends with and could trust.
I wish I could meet a girl that has had an experience like this and actually use my endless supply of love to help them recover.
I just want to find a person like you and be supportive of them while doing absolutely nothing to impede their own sense of independence or self-expression
I don't know if my life will afford that. The only woman I ever helped to heal was basically a manipulative person who only really ever cared about herself.
>can't spend my life beating people who do this to others into a bloody pulp
>also can't meet people who were victims of this kind of behavior and genuinely help them to triumph over the effects of such an experience
I hope one day I can live out my dream and find a woman like this and help her however she needs help, and then build a life together with her
Im not sure if there is a recovery for everyone. its on my mind every day and has made me become a very dark and secretive person. I only share what I want to share about myself and hide my true thoughts and feelings. You are very sweet but not everyone is worth saving. its not worth losing yourself over it.
>Im not sure if there is a recovery for everyone
There is
Trust me. Believe me.
Trust yourself, believe yourself
>You are very sweet but not everyone is worth saving. its not worth losing yourself over it.
No
If you have the fortitude to survive something like that and you have the strength of character to not spread misery, you are worth far more than 99% of people alive
If that's who you are, and she comes from you and spends time with you, she'll be a good person one day as long as you keep her safe from this terrifying egotism they're trying to breed into kids nowadays
That is basically how I got pulled into the relationship with my now-wife. Had really intended for it to just be a short-term fling given that we each had plans taking us away to different places. Then she had that panic attack the first time we almost had sex, and I had to spend the next 30 minutes trying to calm her down and keep her from hurting herself. In the morning she told me about what had happened to her 6 years prior, that she thought she was OK now and ready to try to have sex with someone, but turns out maybe she wasn't as ready as she thought.
I felt like I couldn't leave her after that. Stayed with her, patiently helped her through things as best as I could figure out how. It was about 6 months later before I took what I consider her proper virginity. Continued to live together for about 5 more months after that until we reached a point where things either had to end or go LDR.
And I at times wonder if I should have let it end there. That we could have had our beautiful little story, I could have come into her life at that key time to help her through things, and then we both go our separate ways with happy memories. Because I'm now stuck in a cold, mostly sexless marriage.
Maybe there are some out there who after they process their trauma go all out to try to enjoy what they'd been missing out on, I don't know. I imagine there are more who are like her who never really get into it. My needs are absolutely 100% ignored and not considered valid. Everything is focused on what she wants or doesn't want and is OK with - and she pretty much doesn't ever want anything.
I am very close to telling her that she can continue to be my wife for social, legal, and even romantic purposes. But someone else is going to be my lover if she's decided to abdicate that role, as I'm not going to let her use my commitment to her as a means to force me to live a sexless life.
Girl I didnt know groped my ass and pinched it. I was like 15 and felt really embarassed and turned off. Now I wish I pinched her nipples.
I was repeatedly raped from ages 15 to 17 by a classmate. He was a sociopath and a popular kid. A combination of fear, embarassment, social anxiety, and shame kept me from telling anyone for years. When I got pregnant in senior year I finally told my parents and my dad killed him.
It completely twisted my thoughts around Sexuality. I haven't been intimate with anyone since, and I haven't even touched myself more than a few times. I don't think I could ever truly trust a man enough to be able to work through my anxiety and trauma around sex.
Fucking based Dad, if true. But still, retarded to not tell when it first happened or to even be in the situation to get raped in the first place, if true.
you are a literal monkey retard for believing that, stop being so gullible you might actually get raped in the real world with this intelligence level
In real life the situation your mindset might be skewed by the abuse. I remember thinking that people would be just as disgusted in me as him if not more so, that since he was popular people would just accuse me of lying, hell I even started to think he liked me and what he was doing was kindness and love or something. It is only in retrospect that I can look back and say telling my father was the best thing to do, at the time, there was so much fear and uncertainty that I couldn't get the will to do anything.
my dad slapped me and called me a whore after I told him I was raped. then refused to acknowledge my presence for a couple of months, and would only refer to me as that whore or some other equivalent. you have an awesome dad anon.
I'm sorry anon. I hope that some day you get that POS to realize how much of a failure he is.
I don't understand why I was made to be the way I am if I can't hurt people like your father
I wonder if in a previous life I was a bad person who did a lot of unforgivable things and so my penance is to, in this life, be somebody capable of stopping this kind of behavior but never being given an opportunity to do that
Just to know it exists and know that despite all of my power and ability I am still impotent to cease the endless suffering that seems to permeate through the world
Do you crave his fatherly affection nowadays?
Yeah I would be lying if I said otherwise
Hey girls with daddy issues are fun. Sucks what happened to you of course.
If I was your dad I would have raped you right then and there, I mean might as well if you had already been used.
I might be better off and less confused if he did that
Maybe it would have taught you some respect, and made you refrain from intruding into spaces you are not welcom in with the pretext of a sob story.
>It completely twisted my thoughts around Sexuality. I haven't been intimate with anyone since, and I haven't even touched myself more than a few times. I don't think I could ever truly trust a man enough to be able to work through my anxiety and trauma around sex.
This breaks my heart. I hope one day I can meet a woman like you and finally get to use this well-spring of caring and tenderness that seems to be so repressed for my entire life
>even be in the situation to get raped in the first place
You're a piece of shit man
Even if she got pissed drunk and passed out at a party nobody deserves to be raped or even touched in a way they don't want. Sure, that kind of behavior is irresponsible, but it's not something that a person deserves to have their body violated for
I hate that I can't meet people like you in person in a situation where you absolutely have to interact with me as much as I see fit
>I was repeatedly raped from ages 15 to 17 by a classmate. He was a sociopath and a popular kid. A combination of fear, embarassment, social anxiety, and shame kept me from telling anyone for years. When I got pregnant in senior year I finally told my parents and my dad killed him.
What happened to your dad after he killed the guy? Did he serve any jail time?
>I cucked out and took the kid, raising as a single dad now.
You sound a lot like the guy in my thread about shotgun weddings who said that he, as a white foreigner, got kidnapped and forced to marry in India and remains in the marriage to this day.
He is fine. We live in a small town and he's a pillar of the community, the official story is that the bastard killed himself by two bullets to the back of the head when dad confronted him in the woods behind our home.
I have some questions if you are comfortable answering them. Talking about trauma in an anonymous forum can do wonders, it helped me when I was shot.
What is your race? Age? Height?
>I was repeatedly raped from ages 15 to 17 by a classmate
How did this occur? Were you ambushed a lot? Where did he do it? How many times was this?
>He was a sociopath and a popular kid.
What did he look like?
>When I got pregnant
Did you keep it? Why did it take so long to happen?
> I haven't been intimate with anyone since
Were you a virgin when this happened? Oh my god, was he the ONLY guy you've ever been with? I am so sorry 🙁
What is your race? Age? Height?
White, 32, 5'1"
>How did this occur? Were you ambushed a lot? Where did he do it? How many times was this?
The first time he did it he jumped me on my way home from school and raped me in the woods, he beat me until I swore I would stop screaming. After that it varied, sometimes he would do it just to terrify me but often he would have me come to him in various places or even go to his home or have him in mine.
>what did he look like?
I don't want to think about that. He was white if that's what you are thinking of.
>Did you keep it? Why did it take so long to happen?
Yes, and my parents took him in. He is in middle school and he still think he is my brother. We are going to tell him eventually. I don't understand what you mean with the second part of the question.
>Were you a virgin when this happened? Oh my god, was he the ONLY guy you've ever been with? I am so sorry 🙁
Yes. It sucks.
>He was a sociopath and a popular kid. A combination of fear, embarassment, social anxiety, and shame kept me from telling anyone for years.
I'm sometimes afraid my ex might be going through the same thing with her new boyfriend.
>I'm sometimes afraid my ex might be going through the same thing with her new boyfriend
What the fuck does it matter to you
I don't even need to be told that she ended the relationship and broke up with you when you were probably a bit on a downslope
If I'm right then she deserves whatever the fuck she has coming to her
I hope it happens again to your son.
Yea, in Amsterdam a pair of migrant girls beat me up and raped me, after I turned down having a drink with them. One got pregnant from it and later showed up to dump the kid on me.
>One got pregnant from it and later showed up to dump the kid on me.
lmao what did you do about it?
I cucked out and took the kid, raising as a single dad now.
Best of luck anon, I hope that you are doing right by your child and I hope that people do right by both you and your child
Thanks I guess. Never wanted any of it, but she's my kid regardless of the circumstances so I try the best I can with her.
I just want anybody who was raped in this thread to know that good people still exist, even if there has been a horrible thing done to you by one person, I promise that there are still people who would NEVER do anything like that.
There are people who would risk their own well-being if it meant they could prevent something like that from happening to you.
Strangers who would do that even, as rare as they may be, they still exist.
You aren't dead. You aren't broken. You've suffered a tremendous loss, but you're still alive.
You haven't killed yourself
You haven't turned to doing that same behavior to others.
If you've simply retreated into yourself, and still continue to press on day by day, you're FAR STRONGER than almost all of the people around you.
Keep fighting, keep using that strength. Don't dwell on the fact that such a horrible thing happened to you but don't forget about it either.
Remember how much strength you have, I know it may not feel that way, but being strong, having strength, being powerful, it very rarely feels that way.
There is still hope for you to be happy and be healed to a point that you far surpass what you could have EVER been before you were treated so terribly terribly unfairly.
I give my love out to anybody that has been wronged in such a way, I hope you can use it to help yourself become stronger, become more powerful, become more able to whether negative experience.
Never forget, life has already given you one of it's worse possible experiences, and you're still here.
YOU ARE FAR MORE DURABLE THAN YOU REALIZE
Shut the fuck stupid homosexual. Can't think of anything more insufferable than your worthless reddit words
>Shut the fuck stupid homosexual. Can't think of anything more insufferable than your worthless reddit words
Really? You can't?
Try looking at your own paltry attempt to be hurtful
If you were somebody that's been raped and you find my words angering I hope you can use them as a fuel to help fortify your spirit
If not, consider yourself lucky we aren't in a setting where you've revealed your desire to be wicked and I can't do some of my psychotically violent experiments on you
Things like seeing how much pressure it takes to rip off a person's ear, or seeing the exact angle at which a finger snaps back and the exact changes in octave that person makes before a bone snaps vs after a bone snaps
Not reading any of that either. Kill yourself.
>can only post one line of text at most
Do you really think anybody thought you would read anything ever?
Those responses are for the other people in this thread who aren't rotten pieces of scum like you
It was never about you anon
It will also likely never BE about you anon
Also reddit is an absolute shithole, the times I've visited it. I'm glad I was able to find this place first and get a taste of what actual self-expression feels like
>Also reddit is an absolute shithole, the times I've visited it. I'm glad I was able to find this place first and get a taste of what actual self-expression feels like
he thinks you're from reddit because you put spaces between paragraphs. I used to do this because it makes the text more readable but after getting called out for 'reddit spacing' too many times I just resigned myself to shitty hard-to-read formatting.
Yeah I know but if he was actually capable of parsing text he would see that I'm also using the LULZ style of line break
Most anons here refuse to fully read through a post because it increases the chance of them finding an argument or point that unravels their position
>Why is every sentence you write the exact diction of a NowThis wholesome post? Nice mic drop moment fag. You will NEVER be a motivational speaker, you will never bring inspiration to someone. You are the equivalent of shallow thoughts and prayers, nothing you have to say is of any value.
No, but at least I'm capable of inspiring people to make some kind of low caliber attempt to make a well written post
>you are the equivalent of shallow thoughts and prayers
This sentence fragment makes it seem like you are just trying to attempt to sound like you know how to write
>reddit invented capitalizing words for effect
have you ever read a comic, or a novel?
It's sad that eventually anons started to equivocate everything with reddit. There used to be a time when you would just call somebody a homosexual and not bring up reddit. The reason you're censoring part of the word is because at a certain point m00t filtered that word from being posted
Why is every sentence you write the exact diction of a NowThis wholesome post? Nice mic drop moment fag. You will NEVER be a motivational speaker, you will never bring inspiration to someone. You are the equivalent of shallow thoughts and prayers, nothing you have to say is of any value.
NTA but the way this guy types screams r*ddit. The "BE" thing is something I've only seen redditors do unironically. I found it hard to read his post without cringing.
Ever get the feeling that a LOT of people on /LULZ/ make up stories about their bizarre sexual encounters? Or perhaps one person makes up a whole lot of them?
Yes by a Chinese businessman at a pride march when I was 24. Lots of rape happens at gay pride you just never hear about it because it's just assumed to be consensual. It still feels surreal to me but to be honest I still feel like the same person I was before it happened.
Yeah this whole narrative of rape being the worst thing ever screams of female hysteria.
By my father, starting at age 8. Eventually I just started doing whatever he told me. Better to do it and just stare at the wall pretending I'm somewhere else than fight back and get slapped around before having to do it anyway.
These posts are pointless if we don't know if you are male or female. What did your dad do to you?
I'm female. I'll list a few of the things I remember.
>made me sit with him in his big recliner and "take care of him" as he put it (handjobs for a while, then blowjobs mostly once I had gotten the hang of giving them. sometimes he wanted to rub his penis on my crotch instead)
>came into my room at night drunk and woke me up to give him a blowjob. if i tried not to then he would violate my mouth
>vaginally raped me
>made my brother have sex with me too so he could film us
>
He went pretty far damn. Is he still in your life? How did you and your brother cope with it? And how long did it last?
>Is he still in your life?
Not for a very long time.
>How did you and your brother cope with it?
I don't know about his mentality but he was always taking care of us. Making sure I had school lunches and clean clothes and stuff. I just shut out the world for a long time. Spent all my free time daydreaming. I still do a ton of it. Reality doesn't feel real. Those fantasy worlds in my head feel realer to me than the real world.
>And how long did it last?
A few years. We ended up with relatives who did their best to fix the damage after that.
No but I was molested when I was 11
>tfw no damaged goods gf that jerks me off while she tells me her rape stories
Best if she is sobbing and close to a panic attack. And then you fuck her in the same position she got raped in after.
Jesus has raped me with a ghost many times. It is humiliating and painful, and there is nowhere to run, nobody can stop him. There is nobody to ask for help, who will stop jesus? Plus hes literally jesus, hes the good guy right? Im being raped and tortured for a good reason.
got molested by my female cousin for years, also got molested by my mums exboyfriends daughter
cousin is now openly a pedophile but is still loved by heaps of guys and friends, the other bitch claims to be straight. so maybe her molesting me was her way of experimenting with women. fucked if i know
i cant look at other women the same and have somewhat adopted a misogynistic mindset. i despise being a woman or related to women, although i still want to be one and like being feminine
all my traumas built into a fear of any form of sex, and im scared of dating too. those cunts ruined my life
anon im so sorry you had to go through this. you don't know it but im gonna pray that you are able to live a happy life sometime from now. maybe you will be able to move on or figure out how to live with it. i don't know where you would even start, but if you can find peace, i pray that you do.
thank you anon, i really appreciate it 🙂 i dont know where to start either really, therapy made things even worse for me. i had one tell me that getting molested by a cousin was a normal healthy thing, and another just didnt try to help me at all. its going to be a very hard healing process
>i had one tell me that getting molested by a cousin was a normal healthy thing
Where the fuck do you live? That's not normal at all. Garbage therapists
i live in a really shithole area, most therapists in this place have been outed for not caring, rejecting, or even outright making fun of sexual abuse victims
my therapist said that sexually experimenting with family members is a normal thing children do, and pulled out this really outdated "traffic light resource" that says 5yos touching eachothers genitals and young kids mutually masturbating was normal, but thats also "consensual"
mine wasnt consensual in the slightest, id often cry and tell her to stop, and when i got older and they started mentioning sex at school, id run out of the classroom and cry. she did a lot more than just touching my genitals or "mutually masturbating", but she writ it all off as normal child experimentation that i had twisted in my mind to believe it was molestation
its honestly pretty disgusting. i cant trust therapists or anyone with this stuff
Love that there's a thread like this and there's actually people in here wishing the victims the best. To the men and women here that have had to go through that shit, I honestly wish you the best and hope you're doing well now.
Kind of. My ex gf once playfully inserted my penis into her even when I said I did not want sex without a condom
Wow I also had my ass groped by some girl I didn't know (at a concert), kind of unexpected and funny coming here and seeing it has happened to so many anons
idk why the thought of being raped turns me on sm
Mostly because you haven't been raped.
Cause your daddy didn't love you enough.
not really, i had an elder cousin (around 15 and i was 8/9). everytime he came over he insisted we play 'doctor' in my room and he would stick his dick inside of me.
You see i don't actually know. I have this incredibly vivid memory from when I was a child of being in a tent with one of my older sisters friend and when my sister went into the house her friend made me touch her pussy. But the thing is I don't know if it was a dream or not. I couldn't for the life of me say who that friend was and the age I would have been at that time I wouldn't have even known what a vagina was, let alone how it felt.
So, I don't know?