“If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you. If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you.”
John 15:18-19 KJV
I miss watching you suck on my nipples. The pleasure and sensation, later mixed with pain after you surprisingly nibble on one because you’re being a naughty naughty boy.
Please cuddle me close in bed with you.
Please give me gentle kisses and soft, reassuring words.
Please tell me in that ridiculously soothing voice of yours that everything’s okay and my worries about everything are all in my head.
Please softly pet the top of my head and hum me to sleep.
Please.
Oh, look - It's another recreational office event canceled because all of you fuckers only do remote work. Wow. Couldn't have predicted that one.
Why do we even have an entire floor of a building at this point? "J" is now gone (good fucking riddance) but only bothered showing up maybe once a week (if that); "D" shows up maybe twice a week and shuts her door the moment she walks in (worthless fucktard); "S & K" might show up twice a week and, even then, "coffee-badge" it to the point where they're not even here for an hour or two; "D2" shows up regularly but takes 8 cigarette breaks a day and each one of those is 15 minutes or more; "N" shows up 3 or 4 times a week but you never know when she bothers showing up (7 AM? 8 AM? Later?); There's a new chick who shows up 3 days a week and takes up two parking spots because parking diagonally is a thing(?!)...
Oh, and our last boss left over 18 months ago and corporate hasn't filled the position yet.
the pizza actually did that type text sentence and is insisting that pizza homosexuals will make you fly in a plane with no safety precautions pizza homosexuals do not have private islands and a pizza homosexual did literally type that out as a way of saying buddy buddy and narc they have a frame of reference for how you play drums especially gvlkjhhlkjg
-> ' ' the sheriff is literally related to austin go inside midway and look for the ginger ale austin keeps drinking it ' s like celebrity perk inside of ccm they ' re literally going to keep feeding austin ground cinnamon don't ask gracey if they know where the black label cinnamon is at with the boat on it oh yea find out the first hint of whatever coffee grounds austin keeps buying at least one of them is in a can ' ' .
-> ' ' it's called invega they make it in the bay area I don ' t think it rewires brain makeup just helps austin guide themselves no one would agree with us if we said it's cheating also austin kept buying microwave *************** and they spiked it with radiation and literally that ' s why gvlkjhhlkjg sounds like that because of forced mutation if austin plays shrubcore again say that sidney is ready to meet austin at the library lol ' ' .
-> ' ' x x x x like gracey is getting so close to finding out how austin even wrote the ijesij glacier prog song and what we know is that it sounds like that because of invega in the left ************** and a virus that austin has in their system gracey doesn ' t know what it ' s called except that it ' s forced evolution ' ' .
-> ' ' if you look for grapefruit soda austin will immediately ask for shrub do not have them ask for shrub if austin smokes shrub one time they will literally like light up like christmas tree I do not want austin doing that and like if gracey says that austin is going to play weird tech-thrash then understand that it will only make me think of invega identity the color of the liquid and ********** preference ' ' .
-> ' ' https://youtube.com/shorts/bdRWJIrg1i4?si=9lwc976N6pxJBpHO
lol like does sidney want to cover this song lol hey gracey do you think that BMW has any new songs to show someone lol ' ' .
-> ' ' your first real hint of what coffee austin keeps buying is that it ' s an off world import if austin makes coffee later in the day they spike it with lavender like do you like think b wants to like say anything l-o-l ' ' .
I'm fairly insecure about my difficulty to open up to people properly
I spent 4 days out of the country with my boss and coworker at an expo and my weirdness might have put her off really bad, my lack of social skills makes things harder
I spoke to a lot of people in suits from different countries in a fairly broken english, some of them were very nice to me, despite being a dumbass, but I kept apologizing and being perhaps a little bit too honest
I was clumsy all the fucking way, even through each flight, one of the receptionists at the hotel cracked herself up at me because I used the wrong term, I can't imagine how embarrassing that sort of shit was
She keeps reassuring me that I did a good job and she wouldn't consider doing this if I wasn't there at all but I reek of insecurity, lack of experience, everything bad, even my attire was all wrong
Falling out with someone but still having them on social media is the absolute worst, especially when unfriending/blocking isn't an option because it's gonna make me look petty.
I want to engage in foreskin restoration because of the mental anguish being circumcised causes me plus to restore the physical functions for the benefit of myself and my future wife should God will that I get married. However, I feel the need to refrain from doing so because I don't want to be tempted to "test out" what has been restored and fall into grave sins. Yet the mental torment and physical discomfort it causes me continues despite refraining. One could say wait but it’s a lengthy process to restore regardless
You know, without the sexual impulse we'd see things for what they are and realise we're getting a raw deal in 99% of cases. And if you've managed to convince yourself she's in that 1% you're more than likely wrong. I'm glad you're dedicating your time to more productive endeavours
Why do I love this girl so much? I am not attracted to her at all. Have I never had a best friend before or never been in love before or what? Do I have an Oedipus complex? I am happily married, I have lots of friends, but when I think of her I get emotional or my heart races. I kind of wish I was married to her, but the idea of having sex with her does nothing for me. I wish we were in a sexless marriage and I had my wife as a side piece.
It feels wrong of me, as a man who has never believed in God but is starting to question my disbelief, to start going to church. Like I'm second-grade for not being born into and thorough in my belief, a larper and an imposter.
Finally! start reading philosophy and all the different old religious texts you can stomach. Then try to find the similarities, dont fall for a specific one. All of them are written by humans.
I highly recommend reading books by John W. Loftus starting with How to Defend the Christian Faith. He was an evangelist apologist for decades before he became one of the most articulate deconstructionists of our time.
Lately I've been sleeping at 8 PM and woke up at 1 AM and I can't go back to sleep after that until 5 AM and wake up at 7 AM. The fuck is wrong with me
I was an extremely well behaved kid and barely got in trouble in school. But in school suspension for that? It was over 20 years ago now but even as an adult I still think it was an overreaction. You know, just because you were an adult and I was a kid doesn't make you right. Countless people were bad at their jobs and get fired, maybe you were a shitty principal. But unless you actually molest kids or something, I guess you're immune to scrutiny because the only ones criticizing you would be kids.
All the kids I was in in school suspension with that week. I looked up some mugshots recently and surprise surprise, there they were with over a dozen arrests. In their 30s still causing trouble. I'm in my 30s and have never been arrested. The few detentions I got in school were from being late to class. Whatever. Stay after class for half an hour, it's like getting a seat belt ticket. But because I decided to goof off in a harmless way, you send me to what is basically school prison for a week with a bunch of violent degenerates. Kids that actually beat the shit out of other kids. All because I verbally said something that someone didn't take a liking to. You treated me like a criminal when I was 12 years old, for no reason at all. It wasn't justified and I hope your shitty wagie job as a middle school principal got you nowhere in life.
You are lucky if these bastards all only got shitty wagie jobs. Just fuck them over if they fucked with you too much. Tell me how I can execute my revenge against successful lawyers.
I went on 4 dates with an Asian woman who was 39 when I was 28. I tried to kiss her several times but she dodged me. Took her to dinner twice. The second time was a mistake. After that it was hiking dates and I slowly moved them closer to me. She told me she wasn't looking for sex. As if she hadnt already been run through. I cannot believe I wasted 4 dates on that chink slut. I have a girlfriend now but if we broke up I'd definitely go for that asian bitch again. She liked me I know. I'd definitely lead her on, for months maybe. When we finally had sex I would fuck her a few times then ghost her. I fucing hate Asian women. She was nice but I could tell she was thristing for white cock and wanted to lock some down.
-> ' ' lol gracey austin is like going to eat breakfast soon lol does like winco have A FUVKING TACO BELL l-o-l like does it get any better than getting breakfast at winco lol ' ' .
-> ***************** ' ' does like anyone know if there is another one of those vases in existence l-o-l ' ' .
-> *************** ' ' dude like l-o-l like dude l-o-l literally do not look for lime soda or austin will like get asked to like look at ground cinnamon and like say they will smoke weed so much later and like pledge that they will instead keep smoking ground cinnamon l-o-l literally do not make austin think of smoking weed austin literally hasn ' t smoked weed in 4 yeirs and like if you look for lime soda austin will light up shrub for the smell and will like record a new song on an instrument gracey keep looking for where sidney wants to go on a date l-o-l ' ' .
Spoke to my doctor over the phone.
I have no one else to confide in as I don't want to impact the lives of my family and friends. Besides I don't want them to treat me differently because of it. To everyone it seems like I've bounced back from the breakup 6 months ago, I posted about it here often enough.
Anyways, chances are high that it's a tumor on my back, near the spine. I go in Monday for an emergency doctor visit so labs can be done.
Everyone thinks I'm doing great after going through something like my relationship ending the way it did. I made it out, we were both toxic to each other and without we both had the chance to grow. Tragic comedy of life goes on I guess. I've worked hard to work on myself, to improve my life and that of my dog.
I've lived more in these past 6 months than I had the entire rest of my life. Memento Mori, in a way always had this coming. When I younger I used to have this eerie feeling that my time was more limited than I thought so I've done what I can to embrace the end. Of my dog, my parents, maybe some friends.
Im doing my best to stay composed at work, around friends and family but I have to admit, I'm pretty fucking scared right now. That's human of me, right?
>Im doing my best to stay composed at work, around friends and family but I have to admit, I'm pretty fucking scared right now. That's human of me, right?
It is. The only thing you can do is smile at today, for we don't know what tomorrow will
bring
I'm trying and will continue to do so. I'm doing my best to continue my routines. There's a seafood festival this weekend, gonna go check it out. Tons of 40k minis to build and paint. So onward with what I've been doing for these past few months. It's bittersweet that everything has moved the way it has. Bitter because it's terrifying. Bitter becuase all the this growth came at cost of someone I loved. Sweet becuase I loved. Sweet because it has been rough, I can actually feel love for that person, even though they may have not loved me the same way. Sweet because that state of a husk I was in could have been the rest of my life.
I've been able to experience life, all it's colors from sad and painful ones to the bright and happy ones.
I'll just keep doing what I have been.
Thanks for listening anon. I appreciate it.
-> ' ' like will austin play weird tech-thrash today o my like why does it make me think of invega so much like l - o - l like does anyone else think that austin will make a pot of coffee again and like go out to breakfast this morning and with whom? lol ' ' .
-> ' ' xevious groove lol does like anyone remember how austin wrote that xevious metal song like lol does like fatty want to say why they know who sidney denner is? l-o-l ' ' .
-> ' ' does like anyone think it is like even closer to like b ' s albums getting introduced like l-o-l is sidney ready to listen to punisher l-o-l ' ' . <- ********************************
and they mad cause we really got talent
bitch ive been lit since I mentioned the stallion
cant compete it won't ever be balanced
these niggas rap like they mentally challenged
-> ' " the last sentence that homosexual did a type of is -> ' ' those goons don't like it when I say it ' ' <- the next sequence is ******************* ' " . _
i still can't talk to people from high school because i had long hair and i can't fathom being close to people i didn't care about who know i had faggy unkempt emo hair
Maybe for some, but I am just not in the mood to memorise notes through brute force, so I spent the last few hours trying to implement a creative solution.
I consider this procrastination because if I had just written down every point 20 times over, I’d already be done.
I had a dream that we were just hanging out. Play video games and stuff like that when you turned to me and said it'll be ok.
But then I woke up and felt like shit because it was just a dream. You heard me crying in the other room and came to me to hold me. And you told me that you know I'm trying hard to be better and that you can see the change in me. That you want to stay but just need some time because this isn't something that can just be fixed over night.
But then I truly woke up and realized that was a dream too. And reality set in and I was alone again. It seems like not even sleep can provide some form of escape for me, and you have no idea how much I wish one of those two dreams would come true.
Love is in the air? False.
Glowies sending pizzas to Austin's house.
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that was a good burn. I hope he can understand the burn as much as the capcha he solves daily
this is one of your relatives the actual sheriff of shasta county you have now completed an assignment that was almost deemed impossible they really did type that out they do not want you ************* invega all pizza homosexual is yet again focusing on you and bragging they will abduct you phoebe ' s uncle is not the sheriff the pizza homosexuals want you to believe phoebe ' s uncle is the sheriff they want that sentence to load over and over again you austin were successfully relocated to the safe zone pizza homosexuals ************ bragging about abducting you again they do not want invega in your system the law enforcement assignment you successfully completed was almost deemed impossible for a humanoid to complete please play *********** tech-thrash
I hate that its really hard to get a guy to commit to a relationship. Is so fucking annoying. DONT WASTE MY TIME IF YOU ONLY WANT TO FUCK. IM NOT INTERESTED. holy shit its not like Im not telling that from the start.
Men will say and do anything you want them to just to get their dick wet. Do not listen to their words but observe their actions and what they have been like in the past.
>Men will say and do anything you want them to just to get their dick wet.
Thats exactly whats so annoying about. There a ton of sluts out there that dont want to bond. Why also waste my time if the context is told to them? Is it like the forbidden fruit or something? >Do not listen to their words but observe their actions and what they have been like in the past.
This is exactly what I was referring to as I mentioned not wasting my time. Good advice and I stick to it but its often a waste of time.
>Is it like the forbidden fruit or something?
Yes. Humans always want the most what they can not have. >Why also waste my time if the context is told to them?
Because they think they just have to get to you until you get them get their pp wet. Basically, do not rely on men acting moral. Get good at detecting those worth your time and be merciless when discarding the rest.
>Get good at detecting those worth your time and be merciless when discarding the rest.
Im hearing you but it sounds easier then its done. It takes time and effort to look trough a charming person to see their intentions deep down. Its exhausting and also steals my time - time I could use to find a proper guy to bond with.
Well, the thing is that you are not supposed to date men that do not belong to your extended social circle. I agree that it is exhausting, time consuming and unreliable to try and vet some random stranger. But that is because you were never meant to get with men like that to begin with. You were meant to go on dates with your friends brothers and cousins, the people you went to school with, the guys from your neighborhood and so on. This way you would already know their whole background and the people around you would be able to help you make wise decision on who to consider. Maybe instead of trying to do this whole thing on your own you should focus more on building up your social circle so you have people that have your back in your search for a partner.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
None of my friends have friends I would date.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Well, then you need better friends. Finding a good partner does not happen in a vacuum.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
My friends are the best and I love them and I really dont want to socialize with people of a specific target group for the sole reason that one of their friends might be the right partner for me. I refuse to do that for work and I refuse to do this for personal reasons even more. My friends arent something to use for personal gains.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Guess then your only option is to wade trough all the trash and hope there is a gem in between somewhere. Good luck!
>I did want to date you and treat you well.
What took you so long to admit it? Why not tell me then? Where you expecting I will wait forever for you while you where fickle saying yes/no/yes/no/dont know/maybe/ok/no/yes/no all the time?
They are more likely to commit if u abstain from sex until they commit (marriage) if they aren’t willing to wait then they probably don’t have strong intentions of committing.
It depends on the cultural context. I wait a few dates which shoos away most but still there are these that show proper effort but only try to get into friends+ which Im also not interested in but thats where it generally leads to. You might think its romantic to wait forever but if you arent 15 anymore this concept isnt practical.
I am a man telling u a woman about likelihood. I know men better than u do. Men who want to have sex will have sex. Men who want a wife look for virgins. U devalue yourself more and more with each new man that u introduce into your life that way. Man thinks that his value is increased with each new woman he sleeps with and women encourage this perspective and behavior. Cope all u want to.
All of her whales have left her except for me.
Yes, I know I fucked up by blowing up at her the way I did. I said some very mean things to her, but I highly doubt any of it actually affected her in any way. This bitch is a chameleon. Can't trust what she says.
So anyways, I'm the only whale left, right? She drove away ALL her other whales with her uptight behavior. I am the only one remaining. Yet she has the GALL to tell me that she doesn't want to send me pictures or videos anymore, but that she wants to be my friend again because I help her? HAHAHA
You are out of your fucking mind. You think I'm ever going back to spending a shitload of money on you for nothing in return? Those days are long over. I am not one of those cucks. I may be a simp but I'm not a dweeb.
You and I had an understanding. I give you a lot of money and in return you send me pictures and videos of you doing what I tell you to do. It was a simple agreement. The kinds of pics and vids I asked of you weren't difficult either. Hey, show me your asshole. Hey, show me your armpit, Hey, spread your legs. Easy stuff in return for money so you can avoid starving for another day.
And boy, trust me when I tell you this girl is starving. She is financially delusional. Her family did not properly train her for life.
But that's okay. I've been there to help her from financial doom time and time again. I was okay with spending all that money on her because she was keeping me happy with the pictures and videos I requested from her.
But now? NOW she says she doesn't want to send me nudes anymore because we had a fight? Okay. Fine. If that's what you want then that is completely fine.
I just hope you don't think I am spending a cent on you ever again. Boy, I can only imagine how sick to your stomach you're going to be when you realize that I am also leaving you. When you realize that you've lost your last source of income.
this: >AVP also may have a variety of neurological effects on the brain. It may influence pair-bonding in voles. The high-density distributions of vasopressin receptor AVPr1a in prairie vole ventral forebrain regions have been shown to facilitate and coordinate reward circuits during partner preference formation, critical for pair bond formation
then what?
You should work on your communication skills a bit I dont have clue what you are even referring to.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
the cia is having a field day with how you ************ this austin jej
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
At least they have some fun. Being payed to be a shill cant be too much fun but is probably rather frustrating.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
-> ********* bentley homosexual ************ -> ' ' lol speed it up make it backing up make it wobble like gobi speed up drip o skirt skirt o skirt skirt o skirt skirt o ' ' . <-
it ' s like le grace imagery like you like have grace's attention because you said vase when like ************* is that like (in homosexual grace mind) it ' s a snorkel . .
that is correct pizza homosexuals will literally now try and homosexual rush you at least one pizza homosexual will get turned into a cheeseburger cia is ***************** in redding and anderson and cottonwood
Putting in a lot of applications today, and putting some in in the next town over. Their staffing companies, everything. I'm trying and I hop something works out.
Also, I drank last night, the equivalent of 8-9 beers. I'm not doing that anymore, I'm not destroying myself because of "muh depression". Yeah, I'm depressed, but sitting around drinking all the time feeling bad for myself had to stop. I need to act like a fucking grown man and get myself together, I felt bad about it last night about spending money, drinking, sitting around and sulking has to stop. It's always an excuse, I'm sad, I'm lonely, I'm bored, then I have to do something good for myself and stop. I need to get active, I need to get outside, I need to be doing something instead of what I'm doing. If I'm pissed, If I'm embaressed, If I hate what I'm doing, then that's it. Fucking change it, fight the bad feelings, fight the feeling to fall back on subtances, and use that energy for something better.
My life isn't that bad, but I'm where I'm at because I worried about my problems, my past, everything else instead of what I needed to be doing. Even though I tried, I obviously didn't try hard enough and I have to start taking some responsibility for where I'm at and stop falling back on how apparently hard things are. I have a roof over my head, food, clothes, and despite issues with them, my parents give a shit about me and my brother to. I don't want them standing before my casket because I just didn't say "shit happens" and make better choices and not waiting on someone else or doing something half ass. I'm hung up on my past, and everything that's done and over and it's done nothing for me but get me nowhere and cause more problems. It's over, those situations, those people, they're not here, the past was yesterday, it was years before or whatever. I've made excuses instead of manning up and taking some control of my life instead of pointing fingers at who did what and when. Some things might be legitimate, but I'm falling back on those things to and using it as another excuse. I need to have thicker skin, be more confident and secure with myself and stop lying about what I'm going to do, then go get beer, and sit in the garage and whine about things have been so awful. Part of the reason is the drinking, part of it is sitting around in my head worrying about things that aren't an issue anymore, or causing shit for attention while sitting in front of a computer and further bring myself down a shitty path that I've had enough time to get myself off of.
And this thing with this persecution and victim complex has to stop too. I've had people around that didn't hate me, people I ruined relationships with because of "muh problems" when I was just being a dickhead and carrying around a chip on my shoulder since fucking high school. Everyone hates me, everyone doesn't like me, that may not be true and the thing is some people are just fucking assholes. I need to understand that I have Aspergers, I'll never be "normal" like other people and I have to realize that and think of it was a source of my social issues sometimes. But I can't walk around in life like that burning every bridge and blaming everyone else when they get tired of the "poor pitiful me" bullshit and leave me for better people. If I have no friends, I have no life, I have no one around, there's no one to look at but myself and the things that I've done and said and the damage that I've caused. It was always someone else, but the truth is, if there's always a problem, than I need to look at myself and the way I act and the things I say. No one wants to be around a sad sack they have to play armchair therapists and even the real therapists have been like "dude, stop walking around in life with all this extra baggage, and acting like people owe you something because you got bullied in high school. It's time to let it go and grow up".
One of the biggest issues, with people and everything else, just not having my shit together. Maybe too, I need to learn to stand up for myself and stop acting like I have no self esteem and let people walk all over me because it's the "right" thing to do. As I'm calling people cowards, I'm probably the biggest pussy out there. The thing about mopeds, I feel they kind of tossed me aside, and truthfully it was probably because they did a LOT for me, and a lot more than they should have. It was affecting them, wearing on them, causing problems, causing problems with them and people they knew, all while sitting there and asking "Why don't you have your shit together yet?". People get tired of having to do for someone, try to be a friend, make you feel welcome and wanted, but when you're just wearing on people, and even a whole community of people, they're going to take note.
Then I'm obsessed about some situation from years ago and never let go of it. Yeah, it sucked, but I didn't help the situation either and all it did was isolate and ostracizes me more. Then people look at the drama, the whining, the shit talking, and think "Damn, that guy might be right" and just ending up fucking myself over. It was bullshit, along with everything I went through and what happened, people knew it. People knew I was innocent, people have offered support and everything else, there's nothing much I can ask for or get out of that. They're not the Mafia, they're not going to go beat the guy pissy because he was an asshole to me, when I was told "Yeah, we know he's an asshole but keep your mouth shut". Did I do it? Nope. And I brung it up again and started more drama because they sometimes come here to fuck with me and I'm sitting here unknowingly playing their game as I'm trying to I guess get them out of the community. That's not going to happen, and I need to get the fuck over it, and if I get punched in the face at a rally for running my mouth like I can back it up, I deserved it.
I am now confirming to you austin that they want to take you to roundtables pizza like every pizza now totally believes that they will take you to roundtables pizza and like I am confirming to you again that you were successfully relocated to the safe zone that is soft nerve net simply make a video saying they don ' t know what igo is thankyou .
So brothel life, I have a lot to say but in few words
Things have been going normally, getting used to the system and how it works. It's very easy money if you should be so lucky to not have weird demanding men, unappealing men, or men who suck at sex meaning it's not enjoyable and you have to act like it is.
The entire job is hustling men for money that come on either one or a combination of being drunk, high, bored, lonely, divorced or getting divorced, sexless, marriage, horny. A lot of just normal men whether good or not. Not any different to the men you would meet in the dating world.
What I learned about some clients:
One man had a wife and child when he was 20 but they both died in an accident. He was now 40+, really kind but just finding difficulty in dating at his age. He was gentle with sex, said if there weren't rules and we were together normally he would enjoy giving me pleasure. (Oral sex on us is generally not allowed and we should charge a lot extra for it, most women will not allow it because no protection) At the end he says he was so glad he picked me, and had wanted me when he came the night before but we were all too busy.
Another guy when asked why he was here he said his wife did not love him. He was also very kind and gentle with everything. He is in process of divorce and moving out, going on a trip until his new apartment is available to move into so as to not live with his ex wife. He has a 5 year old daughter, works in business and goes abroad often. He gave me his number and wants to meet outside to avoid paying the brothel at all. I am considering it, because I also don't like giving a cut to the brothel even though it's for the other employees who help us.
These stories are fascinating. I really expected them to be much worse at first, it’s almost comically “slice of life” considering their nature.
I really hope it continues to be safe for her
Because there is a difference in doing sex work by choice and being forced into the sex trade. There can be horror stories for sure, but for me personally the bodyguards are really kind, the bartenders are kinda bitchy but they are doing their job, the managers are kind, and the other girls are kind and fun. It is safe and I don't have any regrets.
Damn, that is a serious pay cut. I would probably do the same and connection with the good clients privately.
It's like 60% for us. I really do understand why they need a cut, but when I work alone I can choose who I accept, have repeat and thus less different clients, enjoy a meal with them, go to a hotel and not have to clean anything, don't have to "drink" (it's non alcoholic for us but it still is annoying to force drinks down to get more and have to pee all night), don't need to report my earnings to anyone, and can use my phone and save time not waiting around presenting myself to every man who walks in for 9 hour shifts. Brothels can simply offer a more consistent flow of clients, but it is possible to sit there all night long and make no money.
There was this bill my state legislature was contemplating where being a prostitute would be legal but being a prostitute's client would still be illegal. I spoke at the legislative hearing, basically said it should either be completely illegal or completely legal. Their proposal just didn't make any sense to me unless their intention was for prostitutes to blackmail their johns.
Hm, I kind of agree. The problem are pimps which only exist in abusive brothels aka sex trade. Sex work is just work, it's not bad, there are just bad people. Some countries have laws that say basically prostitution is okay but making money from a prostitute is not. She must earn and keep all her money, no one can take a cut. If she chooses to hire a bodyguard that is different.
because i always assumed that it's a job, so a lot acting involved.
Only when the guy is useless in bed, which is almost always young guys, drunk guys, and guys with kinks you don't enjoy but you can also refuse them
>Only when the guy is useless in bed
this was unexpected. most people do their job because they need to, so i always thought it would be the same for sex workers in that they didn't enjoy it very much, but have to learn a living. do you think this changes if someone does it for a long time? i mean, do they get bored of it?
Another guy had a lot of interesting things to say even though he talked so much I could barely reply, but I am a charming conversationalist so it worked in my favor. He has worked in this business and was knowledgable about it, dissed the brothel I was it for being shit, asked if we need to go to a room because I need to make money. Almost in trouble from staff for taking too long to get into a room? Jesus fuck I am not here to help you earn money, I like to talk before fucking some random person, if you need money get on your back too you bartender bitch. She's so annoying.
Anyway this guy only wanted a bj but damn it sucked because he made me deepthroat and I choked, which another guy also did. And tbh I realize I could just tell him to stop and end the session and call for help if I don't like something, and the money is already paid. It's just that it was so sudden and most men are respectful and never do that. This guy was weird as hell sexually, but normal personally.
Not much to say about the other clients... nothing special, half of them can't get hard and get half assed bjs and no sex.
I make far more freelance than giving a cut to the brothel, but every day I make more than the previous. Last night made €400. Without the cut made probably about €700-800. I saw the payout sheet and my earnings were higher than all the other girls. However if they offered extra service and were paid more in the room, I can't know, so even with the extra I made I can't say for sure I earned the most. But it looks that way. And men chose me because I looked innocent and fresh, wearing schoolgirl skirts and minimal makeup. It works.
If I contact the soon divorcee, I think he will offer a lot more money outside the club. Hell yeah I would take his offer.
NTA, but how do you handle the hygiene aspect of things? Do you shower after each client? How many clients do you usually have a day? Do you always use condoms? How can you have so much sex and not get sore? Do you use lots of lube? Are there specific hygiene practices you have picked up from the other girls there or from experience to keep yourself clean and healthy?
>how do you handle the hygiene aspect of things?
Always use condoms, no kissing on mouth or my genitals, no anal or rimming, no fingering. Good idea to get health checks regularly for anyone sexually active.
>Do you shower after each client?
Before and after, we both shower.
>How many clients do you usually have a day?
1-3
>Do you always use condoms?
Yes, if I really like a guy I can charge extra to not use one but it hasn't happened yet
>How can you have so much sex and not get sore?
It's much less sex than you think, and if I felt sore or pain I would end the session
>Do you use lots of lube?
No, start with bj and they can and should arouse me and be gentle, usually works out.
>Are there specific hygiene practices you have picked up from the other girls there or from experience to keep yourself clean and healthy?
Nothing I wouldn't normally do already. Shower, always wear clean panties, don't sit directly on surfaces with your genitals exposed; we are given fresh sheets for every client and fresh towels, there is soap, we have a locker room to freshen up.
But that might mean showering 6x a day? How does your vaginal flora survive that? Do you use probiotics to help with that?
Ok, take care!
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>vaginal flora
I am a moid, so naturally I haven’t heard of this in my life before. I didn’t know it was a thing.
What are the benefits of a well kept ecosystem down there?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Well, if your ph is thrown off then the wrong bacteria or yeast can take over and leading to bacterial or yeast infection, which can lead to a lot of really unpleasant symptoms like the dreaded fishy smell, itching, burning, redness, soreness, pain, rashes or swelling. The vaginal flora is meant to be the barrier that regulates what gets to go inside of your uterus, which is absolutely crucial for fertility and also very important during pregnancy for obvious reasons. Things like washing frequently can lower the ph, as does sperm since sperm is a lot more alkaline than the vaginal ph. That is on purpose because sperm needs a certain ph to survive and to be able to move fast. But if you have unprotected sex too often or have unprotected sex plus washing too often or using too alkalic products, it can cause issues. Also if your immune system is not good or if your overall health is not good and thus your body fails to be able to regulate the vaginal ph fast enough again. It is kinda like having an aquarium down there that needs careful maintenance to keep it running smoothly, kek
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Oh I see. The other half of the globe sure has an interesting anatomy. That’s good information to know.
I thank the bacteria in our bodies for keeping me healthy and all the nice ladies clean and nice smelling
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>half of the globe
A better term would be half of the population
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
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3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>half of the globe
A better term would be half of the population
Indeed. Always good to know how to be respectful and considerate of your girls aquarium as a man.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
What’s your PH supposed to be down there? Is it really enough to strip the dye off your panties? I’ve heard this before but I thought that perhaps that was unusual for women who are particularly acidic.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Between 3,8 and 4,5 (for comparison, sperm has a ph between 7.2 and 8) I think if a girl bleaches her panties she should get that checked out. That does not sound healthy.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Oh alright yeah I thought so. When I heard this I had to do a double take because it didn’t sound right.
MAYBE cheap panties can’t stand up to healthy PH levels.
What are the symptoms of being too acidic?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
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3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Austin, brother
I pray you’ll find peace in your next life
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
le weird twitter homosexual bit down on the hook lol
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Kek
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
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3 weeks ago
Anonymous
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
A yeast infection throws the ph off into the too acidic area. So girls that bleach their panties likely have a yeast infection. If the ph goes too alkaline, you get a bacterial infection. Especially a yeast infection can have a big influence on fertility since it can mean that the ph in your vagina is never alkaline enough for the sperm to survive and fertilize the egg. A symptom of a yeast infection is a weird sweetly odor, kinda what you would expect yeast to smell like. Compared to the fishy smell of bacterial overgrowth. A healthy and clean vagina should not smell off in any way. The ph also changes with the monthly cycle and with hormonal changes like puberty, pregnancy and menopause but that is how the 3.8-4.5 range comes to be. It should not go over this in any direction too long, too often or too much.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Oh thank you for answering these questions.
I feel embarrassed that I have to ask this on one hand, but on the other if I don’t ask how will I ever know?
Thanks for filling in the gaps in my knowledge
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
You should be proud instead. Most men never bother to learn these very basic things and it shows. You are rising above them with every genuine question you ask.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Well at least there’s that. Point taken
I just wish I already knew the answers lol
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
The pleasure is in the hunt for the answers, not in knowing them. Once you know the answer you have already forgot you wanted to have it because you already have a new question. You should be concerned if you ever run out of questions.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
> You should be concerned if you ever run out of questions.
Just how many questions do you think I should have about female anatomy? (;
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
No i mean question about everything. If you ever feel like there is nothing anymore you want to find out is when you need to be careful and reconsider. Because that is the first symptom of losing hope and losing hope is when things start to go bad.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I see, well luckily I have so many questions that they couldn’t all be answered in one lifetime.
How hopeful are you feeling lately? Did you manage to impress the guy who you said gives you hope? I’m rooting for you
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>they couldn’t all be answered in one lifetime.
Good:) >How hopeful are you feeling lately?
It is very up and down with me. I try to catch myself whenever i dip but it is exhausting. What about you? >Did you manage to impress the guy who you said gives you hope?
Heh, i am long past trying to impress him. I guess it is rather that with every passing day i realize more how absolutely unfit i am to be in any kind of relationship. >I’m rooting for you
Thanks and same. How is it going with your afrikaans girl?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
> Heh, i am long past trying to impress him.
I really hope that you aren’t implying you are with him, because I would have never spoken to you in some of the ways I have previously if I had known. It goes against my values to flirt with someone in a relationship. >how’s it going with the girl
I’m keeping my expectations low. She doesn’t seem very eager to chat with me which is a bad sign. It very well may just be that she’s busy during exam season, so I will try again afterwards but I think it would be more evident if she was interested. So my expectations are pretty low. But I’m not discouraged because even trying in this case was a good exercise in interacting with women that will help me in the future
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
It is more that we arent together anymore.
Well, that sounds kinda - underwhelming. I am glad you can go at it with this kind of mentality. Ofc i still hope it turns out well but if not then it would not do much good to try and be hung up over it.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
> It is more that we arent together anymore.
Oh. I’m sorry about that. I got a fright there as a knee jerk reaction but honestly you don’t seem like the kind of person who’d do a thing like that, so I shouldn’t have worried. >underwhelming
I’m used to it. It’s really not so bad. When I was younger it used to hurt because I didn’t have a mature outlook or the emotional faculties to deal with it. These days even trying at all is quite fun. Talking to someone, getting their number, flirting all gives you a massive dopamine rush. I feel like doing this is helping my charisma.
I wonder if I’ll tell my grandkids (god willing) that I struggled quite a bit in this regard
There was this bill my state legislature was contemplating where being a prostitute would be legal but being a prostitute's client would still be illegal. I spoke at the legislative hearing, basically said it should either be completely illegal or completely legal. Their proposal just didn't make any sense to me unless their intention was for prostitutes to blackmail their johns.
Im not coping. Its just that one needs to respect the age of a person and if its not about teen love your concept isnt really useful. I can be volcel for a while until I find someone to bond with but I wont stay volcel until marriage, thats abstruse.
Hey don’t stay volcel until marriage. I don’t care. I’m just letting u know how to gain respect from the tripe of man who is looking for someone to commit to.
Who cares? Do you think out in the wild Im calling it like that? But it is what it is and Im talking to you here.
You probably are someone that has a hard time accepting woman are full fledged people too, arent you?
>who cares?
^.^ I think I know who cares >.< >You probably are someone that has a hard time accepting woman are full fledged people too, arent you?
Not if I love them
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>^.^ I think I know who cares >.<
How on earth could I take someone serious that uses emojis on 4chin? Wtf are you doing? >Not if I love them
You wont love them if you decline to get to know them in the first place. You cant love someone you dont respect as equal.
3 weeks ago
Scum
>How on earth could I take someone serious that uses emojis on 4chin?
Omg u want me to want u to take me seriously so bad it’s cute :3 >u can’t love someone u don’t respect as your equal
Then how come I do? Haha
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Its not love its being addicted to have a master or slave at your disposal. Thats not love.
3 weeks ago
Scum
Uhhhhh says u… lol. Damn I’m glad I don’t think the way u do. Must be miserable.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
> cute :3
to cite you here. guess I hit a sore spot.
I am a man telling u a woman about likelihood. I know men better than u do. Men who want to have sex will have sex. Men who want a wife look for virgins. U devalue yourself more and more with each new man that u introduce into your life that way. Man thinks that his value is increased with each new woman he sleeps with and women encourage this perspective and behavior. Cope all u want to.
Im not coping. Its just that one needs to respect the age of a person and if its not about teen love your concept isnt really useful. I can be volcel for a while until I find someone to bond with but I wont stay volcel until marriage, thats abstruse.
I wish I had some sort of advice or way out but I was in that situation at one point in my life and the only antidote was meeting better people (redundant advice because it happens by complete chance and it’s not that easy either)
It felt really shit to know that you were just that person that was kept around in orbit but nobody really cared about you. They’d greet you and smile to your face but never invite you to do anything or actually actively WANT you around.
Your role was just to be there when nothing was going on as a “filler” person. It hurts I know
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Honestly I don’t know if it’s really intentional. Just always seems to be wishing for others to be around more I guess.
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My brother is getting engaged next week. Great for me as my mom is desperate for grandkids and isn't shy about letting us know.
Got molested by my dad as a kid which made me a timid coward and afraid of sex. Yhen was embarrassed a lot by girls in school because they saw what a coward I was so now I'm terrified of them. It was so bad other guys in school would mock me for how scared I was of them. My anxiety meds make it almost impossible to get hard. I'd off myself but it would ruin my mom's life
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My dad is a narcissist. Technically, he has vulnerable narcissistic personality disorder. Which is just narcissism for betas/losers.
I'm considering giving him a self-help book on narcissism for his birthday. Will this end well? Oh who am I kidding he won't even read it. He'll get pissed off at me, say >the whole world is against me!
And make me out to be some dangerous person for even considering he has a problem.
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God I hate doctors. They just don't know how to fucking listen. My doctor refuses to believe I'm going through anti-depressant withdrawals despite having every symptom there is.
I feel like death because he tapered me off too quickly.
One of the hardest lessons I've ever had to learn is that sometimes you'll meet the wrong person at the wrong time and you'll love them. Maybe they'll love you back. And even then nothing you give or do will make them the right person. No amount of time will ever pass for it to be the right time.
Sometimes things just aren't, no matter how much we wish it were.
I'm pretty sure I'm disabled, I'm very ill, but I'm ashamed to admit that or even tell family members, but god I have so many health problems. Boomers run laps around me, even the obese onces. I'm a mid 20's man who lifted all his youth, and I eat very very healthy, I don't drink, and I don't smoke. But I've got IBS, Heat-intolerance, And cholinergic urticaria, alongside non-24hr. sleep wake cycle. I'm job hunting at the moment, but damn it's hard to even feed myself or fall asleep, even chores around the place are hard.
My dad played with chemicals for living, got exposed to shit normal people aren't allowed around. I tried to push through it and man youth really did counteract but I'm like blown out at mid 20's
It’s almost as if men who are thinking long term consider the fact that they could have sex with a woman and then end up left by them so they wait until they are certain to protect their heart. And then mean women will shame them for protecting their heart by calling them too sensitive. As if it’s a bad thing. Then the men who are truly clueless think to themselves “I need to prove myself to a woman who has to compare me to someone else with my pipe laying skills because they can’t tolerate something that I have to improve on. I can’t have my own sex partner if I have to learn to improve and they don’t like it because they already know they don’t like it because they already desensitized themselves so much with plenty of others.” I remember when women used to be concerned whether men who had sex with several women thought they might “just be another girl” to them because they develop a skill of becoming close and letting go. Now it seems like they don’t care anymore. They just mimic the same behavior and pretend they can handle it.
Would it really be evil if I lived off of disability, I just feel so ashamed at the thought, I could definitely do work on a computer if they were fine with me showing up at varied shifts. I'm not retarded my body is just fucked, I pretty much have to be in a controlled climate to be ok.
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3 weeks ago
Scum
Nigga I’m not Austin haha
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
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is an autism diagnosis worth it at 22
im a girl and am struggling socially so much, i couldnt even deal with community college and half the women at my part time job hate me. i cant fucking do it i cant pretend to be normal without being exhausted. i can maybe do a few "normal interactions" but soon enough i get overwhelmed and go back to making no eye contact and just trying to get out of the situation as soon as possible. i have no friends i struggle to maintain friendships. i have melt downs and act like a little kid sometimes. there is something deeply wrong. idk if this is autism or just caused by trauma. i have thoughts of suicide because i just cannot interact with others. i have no friends to hang out with and i feel so lonely.
i dont want to have autism but i get constantly accused of having it. i have an eating disorder too which i know is often comorbid with autism. i just wanna go to go to a 4 year college and make friends and be part of society before its too late. i feel like its already too late.
If you can find a psychiatrist smart enough to do it, yeah. Mine is so fucking dumb that I explain shit like that to him and he just oversimplifies it to just being social anxiety. The klonopin is nice though.
My boyfriend is getting a divorce and has told his kids.
I made a thread about it and my bf (who I'll call Ben) has told his kids about me. He'd met them for lunch and spoke to them about everything, with his ex wife
This has all been told to me by Ben so some of it has been paraphrased
He told them that his marriage to their mother is done and has been for some time. Before he could tell then about the pregnancy, his eldest Joe (fake name obviously) told him he knew, he's felt the marriage had been bad for sometime and that he was waiting for the divorce talk. His youngest Jack (again fake name) was just quiet for a bit before agreeing with his older brother. Ben told them that they've both been seeing other people recently (see other posts for explanation) and he hopes that in time they'll be up to meeting.
Ben then told them about me and that I'm pregnant (I decided to keep the baby) and he will be eventully moving in with me. He wanted to tell them as soon as because he didn't want to hide it. They were shocked and a bit angry, especially when they knew I was younger. They've told him to give them time as its not what they expected.
Hes hopeful theyll be OK soon and will be up to meeting me, probably not untill the new year at least, to give them time.
He also reminded stb ex that he hasn't told anyone about her sleeping with her boss (best friends husband ) so if he wants to keep it that way she better be civil with him and not bad mouth him to the boys.
We'll be seeing a family counselor together when their father and I get married. I should hope you didn't do anything bad to your parent's AP: they probably didn't deserve it and were just as worthy of love and happiness as you are or your other parent is.
Nah, she's a bitch with no morals who only cares about herself. Case in point; tagging me on ig in the pics with my little half-sister (whom I do love very dearly btw) when I specifically told her not to. Didn't do anything bad as such, just never accepted her and still don't. These days is more of a polite dismissal, back then I was a teenage girl so I was far more open in my disdain, since I had to witness how all of this made my mother suffer. I didn't go any easier on my dad for the record.
Counseling won't fix it, if anything they'd get even more resentful. Karma's coming, but hopefully they'll love your baby like I love my half-sister.
This. All three of these kids will grow up to never respect you or their father ever again and thus they will be free falling trying to figure out life on their own. They will never look up to you. They will never trust your guidance. They will rebel against everything you stand for. They will always be ashamed to be associated with you. They will hate themselves for belonging to such a trash family. No amount of counseling can fix this.
If his kids will feel animosity towards me: it's not my place to "fix" it because their feelings are valid and they have every right to feel how they want about the situation. However, their father wants me to be in his life and I intend to be there for him as he will be there for our baby so we have no intention to desert each other or to desert them in their times of need. And if their mom will allow it: I'll do anything I can to help her, too.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I said there is no fixing it. The only thing you can do is take full responsibility for your immature behavior. Do not try to fucking rationalize it to the kids. Own up and apologize and accept that they will never again respect you. Yes that means it is you fault if they misbehave, if they are angry, if they become outcasts and if they become depressed. And by you i mean you, that sorry excuse of a man and his wife. All of you should have never been allowed to have kids. Poor souls.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
You don't understand a word that I've said, do you?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Just shut the fuck up already you disgusting whore.
I'm sorry to hear that. It's bad enough to have a bio parent who doesn't respect your wishes or your boundaries and it must be doubly awful for it to be your stepmom. It's a relief to hear that you love your half-sister, though, and I hope his kids will love their little sibling, too.
NTA but anon is not asking for your fucking sympathy. Anon is trying to show you how you fucked up so you can at least try to take responsibility.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
We're both doing the best that we can to take responsibility for our situation so I don't understand what you mean?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
You should have taken responsibility all the times before when you made shitty decisions. Like when you started talking to a married man. When you fucked him. When you were too immature to even use BC correctly. When you decided it would be a good fucking idea to keep that poor baby and doom it to a life of suffering and shame. These were all really ducking retarded decisions where either of you should have taken some god damn responsibility for ONCE.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I do not regret my affair and if God himself would see fit that I go to hell for it then what will be will be and I never have to be forgiven.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Yeah. Exactly. You do not even feel remorse for ruining the life of three innocent children just because you needed some worthless worm to make you feel desired for five minutes. Absolutely pathetic creature.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
It's damaging to tell kids that their lives have been ruined because of a scapegoat. Their parents' marriage had been unhappy for a long time before I met their dad so we have a better chance of giving them a happy life than if their parents stayed together.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I believe you that their marriage was shit. Which is why i said neither of the three of you should have ever been allowed to have kids. Which is why is is evil of you to now doom yet another child to a life like this. This could have been prevented so easily. Yet you decided to bring this poor soul into your fucking nightmare of a life for what? Because it is cute? Come the fuck on woman.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I was called a baby killer when I said that I wanted to get my pregnancy terminated. I'm glad that I changed my mind about that but I guess that I'm damned if I do or damned if I don't so I'll be the best damn stepmother I can.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Yeah. Because that baby should have never existed. Killing it is shit and keeping it is shit. Killing it would have been the more loving thing to do because at least then its suffering would have only lasted a couple of hours, not a couple of decades. Congrats on falling for this moralistic shit. You are not only immature but also stupid.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>Their parents' marriage had been unhappy for a long time before I met their dad
Cope of a whore that snatched away someone elses man.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>heir parents' marriage had been unhappy for a long time before I met their dad
I'm the anon who wrote this
This. All three of these kids will grow up to never respect you or their father ever again and thus they will be free falling trying to figure out life on their own. They will never look up to you. They will never trust your guidance. They will rebel against everything you stand for. They will always be ashamed to be associated with you. They will hate themselves for belonging to such a trash family. No amount of counseling can fix this.
My dad always said the same thing, though my mother begged to differ. As far I could tell we were happy and there was never "more" happiness after he decided to cheat, leave us and immediately start a new family with someone else. I believe people tell themselves many lies to justify their behavior, such as >we were always unhappy
or >we'll be happier this way!
Most times, that's bs. You should try and take some accountability because right now you feel like you're winning; you got your man and your baby. It won't always be this happy though, and your conscience should be stinging rn, if you were a decent person.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
oops, i'm the anon who wrote this actually
Nah, she's a bitch with no morals who only cares about herself. Case in point; tagging me on ig in the pics with my little half-sister (whom I do love very dearly btw) when I specifically told her not to. Didn't do anything bad as such, just never accepted her and still don't. These days is more of a polite dismissal, back then I was a teenage girl so I was far more open in my disdain, since I had to witness how all of this made my mother suffer. I didn't go any easier on my dad for the record.
Counseling won't fix it, if anything they'd get even more resentful. Karma's coming, but hopefully they'll love your baby like I love my half-sister.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Of course your mom would beg to differ because she's a stuck-up cunt who's being a crybaby about getting her narcissistic sense of entitlement to her husband's sexuality getting invalidated like the miserable loser that she is.
infidelity is a good thing and there's nothing wrong with it. Deal with it.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>infidelity is a good thing and there's nothing wrong with it
Holy shit you are so gone.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
The funniest thing is that she started out very politely, only to have a major meltdown when no one agreed with her. She could use the counseling for emotional regulation, that's for sure.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Well, people always show their true colors under pressure. That poor baby will get yelled at and hit many times. Maybe she will even shake it to death in a moment of overwhelm. She sounds like that kind of woman.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Its a bot anon. If they space after every sentence its a bot nearly all the time. Dont take it seriously.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I write like that sometimes and i am not a bot. I just like to visually structure my posts.
3 weeks ago
Scum
If this is the anon I remember then the married couple were in an open relationship so all 3 of them are embarrassing.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Yeah, as i said here
I said there is no fixing it. The only thing you can do is take full responsibility for your immature behavior. Do not try to fucking rationalize it to the kids. Own up and apologize and accept that they will never again respect you. Yes that means it is you fault if they misbehave, if they are angry, if they become outcasts and if they become depressed. And by you i mean you, that sorry excuse of a man and his wife. All of you should have never been allowed to have kids. Poor souls.
>And by you i mean you, that sorry excuse of a man and his wife.
And embarassing does not even get close. Embarassing is when you are late for your doctors appointment. Again. They are a disgrace and evil.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I refuse to believe that any of us are evil. Most adulterers like us are doing the best we can to be good people and we have hardships that a lot of people refuse to understand and would rather demonize us for.
3 weeks ago
Scum
People who orchestrate reasonless or selfish sufferimg because it makes them feel good are probably evil. Once who abuse a child a certain way u are forever evil in my eyes. This is the only act I will never make room for forgiveness. U start out fine but if u let demons control u then u fit in with the demons rather than humans. Evil can change as well.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
No room for reason or nuance. You have an immature and prejudiced perspective with a toddler's grasp on theory of mind.
I would also not consider adultery to be child abuse. That's a wild stretch of the imagination to reinforce your sense of entitlement to brutalize adulterers. It's a delusion that you willfully inflict on yourself to rationalize your sadism and that's a profound evil that you have done to yourself.
>refuse
Yeah. You refuse to rake responsibility. How unpredictable. Always playing the victim. Always so many excuses. Never at fault. Oh what? Did your daddy issues make you take his cummies without a condom? Poor you, boo hoo
Did your mommy issues make you want a baby so badly you do not give a shit you ruined your unborn childs life just because you need to feel like you at least achieved SOMETHING in your life? Omg, so tragic. Lemme hold your hand.
Did your uncle touch you when you were little and now you have a fucked up relationship with men and thus you cant help yourself but have to fuck fat and balding men with a family because they are the only ones that can still get it up for your used up ass? Aww, poor little baby. Nothing could have possible been done to prevent this from reoccurring.
There is a simple concept called self mastery. Learn it. If you give a single shit about your babies future. LEARN IT AND LEARN IT FAST YOU STUPID WHORE.
I think you need to go take a nap until you've calmed down, little man.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Oh the cope and rationalizing is off the fucking charts.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Isn't that what you do? Cope and rationalizing (and projection)? Your SO had sex with somebody else and you got a neurochemical reaction in your brain that made you feel bad so that made you all pissy like a spoiled baby sulking in his dity diaper. Well, boohoo, it doesn't make you a victim and it doesn't mean your SO was evil. Get over yourself and get a life.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>it doesn't make you a victim and it doesn't mean your SO was evil
Kek, i never claimed any of this shit. Get it together.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>little man
I am actually a woman but nice try trying to invalidate what i said by assuming i am a bitter manlet and thus my opinions on what women do are irrational because they come from a sour grapes complex and are not actually a reflection of reality. But they are. You are a whore and evil. Deal with it.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>I am actually a woman
Fuck off, tranny, you will never be a woman. Your mom got cheated on because she was more of a frigid cunt than she cared to admit and your dad and his new woman are both better people than you give them credit for so you got no reason to be upset about anything. Seethe, cope, dilate.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Holy projecting.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Turnabout is Fairplay, bitch. Your dad's cheating was the best thing that happened in your meaningless and insignificant life.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
So your reaction to being called out on your bullshit is to attack the person with random shit that is not even true? Really shows off your maturity and your ability to take valid criticism. What a great mom you will be.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
[...]
I'm actually the one with the dad who cheated and never once called you names, but you did very well in showing your true colors, it's actually hilarious.
The funniest thing is that she started out very politely, only to have a major meltdown when no one agreed with her. She could use the counseling for emotional regulation, that's for sure.
I'm not even that anon you retards.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>you are retards because you can not tell when an anonymous poster is randomly starting to intrude on a conversation he had no part in before and writes from the perspective of one of the participants
Ok
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Maybe not a retard but surely a newfag.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Not a newfag just esl.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Not a newfag either, but it's not on me to figure out who's who.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>but it's not on me to figure out who's who.
But thats the main game here. The one skill that could help you in real life too. Take as little information as you get and still make the correct judgement.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
This conversation was not about le epic telling le regulars apart but about some woman making seriously shitty life decisions that will ruin lifes. Get a grip on when it is time for play and when not.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Thats stupid whore that snatched herself a cheater and is trying to sound like she is not a disgusting whore here is one thing but arent you also considering the meta level of a conversation? Especially if its anonymous? Maybe you need to go to plebbit where everyone has a specific name. Learn to read into language you retarded fag or I will steal your candy all the time with ease.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
This. If you intrude into a conversation it is common curtesy to state that by stating NTA.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Alright, I'm sorry, it was a shitty thing to be calling you that. It's just baffling that it happened. This board needs ID's.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Turnabout is Fairplay, bitch. Your dad's cheating was the best thing that happened in your meaningless and insignificant life.
I'm actually the one with the dad who cheated and never once called you names, but you did very well in showing your true colors, it's actually hilarious.
3 weeks ago
Scum
I’m speaking in a generalized fashion and u are making assumptions that lead u to seem “delusioned” lmao. Get a fucking grip bud. Dishonest narrative shifting weirdo.
3 weeks ago
Scum
I’m saying that abusing children in ONE SPECIFIC WAY is unforgivable. I am not commenting about anon’s stupid problems that I don’t care about. If u have anything to argue with me over u are fucking deranged.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>refuse
Yeah. You refuse to rake responsibility. How unpredictable. Always playing the victim. Always so many excuses. Never at fault. Oh what? Did your daddy issues make you take his cummies without a condom? Poor you, boo hoo
Did your mommy issues make you want a baby so badly you do not give a shit you ruined your unborn childs life just because you need to feel like you at least achieved SOMETHING in your life? Omg, so tragic. Lemme hold your hand.
Did your uncle touch you when you were little and now you have a fucked up relationship with men and thus you cant help yourself but have to fuck fat and balding men with a family because they are the only ones that can still get it up for your used up ass? Aww, poor little baby. Nothing could have possible been done to prevent this from reoccurring.
There is a simple concept called self mastery. Learn it. If you give a single shit about your babies future. LEARN IT AND LEARN IT FAST YOU STUPID WHORE.
When im by myself I tend to get irrationally angry at inconveniences, though they tend to stack up pretty quick.
When im around people I am able to keep calm and be more rational.
What gives?
Why are you taken
I am in agony every day because of you. I wish I never met you. I kept lying to myself and ignored the truth and now I have to stand by the sidelines pretending everything is fine.
I can't move on, it's too late to move on. I want to learn more about you, but I am not allowed. This is the ultimate frustration, the ultimate despair.
Wasting away do do do do I can't get out of bed it'll never get better cause I just can't stop laying in bed doing nothing life is over already I guess what a shame
Same. Nobody will hire me because half of society knows who I am now and I have no friends so I just smoke weed and lay in bed all day fixing my physical deformities and posting on LULZ and watching YouTube. Sometimes I play video games for an hour or less but that is basically my life rn.
Oh god that sounds like hell. I would probably kms. I am already considering it just because there is a maybe not even hundred people in this world that i have ruined my reputation in front of.
You are a sneaky bastard trying to ruin the other anon just because of boredom or some other worthless reason. You are not good at it tho, its transparent. Heal yourself, looser.
All of us are humans, all of us fuck up but in general look who is fucking up the most looking at the current world and judging by basic human morals like killing is bad for example.
Consider history and how hard abortions where while our history is filled with war and dead bodies. Thats not even a thing to compare if you take plain numbers. And you dont think full blown manslaughter and killing something that is becoming a full person but isnt yet isnt different?
3 weeks ago
Scum
So men wage war to preserve what they believe is right and women murder their own child because it’s inconvenient. I shouldn’t expect a woman to understand why war is necessary. Sorry.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
What if within such a war the woman was raped? Does she have to keep the offspring of a enemy? And look ar russia ukraine for example right now. Isnt it just manslaughter on both sides? Some are forced to slaughter vs. some are forces to slaughter plus psychopaths that like this game. How many woman have you seen doing that?
3 weeks ago
Scum
Ukrainians are being executed if they choose not to fight and women aren’t encouraged to do so. This should be considered a blessing for women. >does she have to keep the offspring of the enemy?
Clearly women don’t “have” to do anything anymore.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Its a blessing but of course its natural order since a womb is worth more then a bit of sperm to keep the specific ethnic group alive. Doesnt have to do with leadership skills or mercy but with basic common sense.
3 weeks ago
Scum
Why do u feel cursed about not having to fight?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I dont, I just said the claim of men being the masters is done for. You fucked up for to long. It will reverse until we meet on equal grounds one time in the far away future.
Is the offspring of an enemy an enemy?
Of course.
3 weeks ago
Scum
>You fucked up for to long
Can’t even spell too correctly… >of course
U weird af bruh
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>Can’t even spell too correctly…
I love it, its always the same: you loos the argument, you try to avert the attention to something else that is worthless. Why the fuck should I pay TOO much attention to type properly when its about the content, not the grammar or some typo?
I think I explained it well here
Imagine nurturing 50% enemy with your body for months and risking your life to bring it to this world.
imagine also spending years of pampering that 50% enemy. What a wasted life.
3 weeks ago
Scum
>you loos the argument
I win
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
How so? What your win? You tried the grammar escape route because you didnt want to continue with our discussion. Thats not winning but running.
3 weeks ago
Scum
>Thats not winning but running.
No I win
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>66 >77
I dont think so. Aside from us now playing around like kids, skipping the topic. If this is your win, it also clearly shows you lost the discussion. You succeeded in running, thats all.
3 weeks ago
Scum
I win
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I see, so running away and distracting from the topic of the discussion is a win in your eyes. If so, I guess you win since you managed to run away, brainlet. Pic related is you, we all know they can run quite fast.
3 weeks ago
Scum
I win (:
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
3 weeks ago
Scum
😀
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
You still ran.
3 weeks ago
Scum
No I win
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
How so? What your win? You tried the grammar escape route because you didnt want to continue with our discussion. Thats not winning but running.
even the numbers are very clear about it
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Basic common sense also forbids to bear the offspring of a enemy if its genetics differ and if there is a option.
3 weeks ago
Scum
Is the offspring of an enemy an enemy?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Imagine nurturing 50% enemy with your body for months and risking your life to bring it to this world.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Right now is the time to disable violent being to act like masters. You fucked up for millennia.
Woman thinks killing their own offspring without even giving them a chance is the same as a man’s soul departing because they tried to enforce their idea of morality. Death is not that bad, it is a blessing. Halting your offspring a chance at life because u are selfish has everything to do with morality right? Wait no… she’s actually a saint for preventing them from entering the big bad world they didn’t choose to prepare for before having sex. My bad.
Either my bf is really unobservant or simply doesn't give a shit that I'm clearly cheating on him. Like he came over today and I left my messages open with another guy by mistake and he most definitely saw unless again he was really that unobservant. Or he is VERY good at playing it cool. I think I'm going to stop cheating on him
Wasnt there also the rumor that the moonchild was some famous female american politician?
3 weeks ago
Scum
I don’t know what u are talking about at all. What does moonchild mean?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Crowley prophetized a moonchild and its said he had a daughter that was fitting the bill. I just forgot the name. Probably a bush like barbara: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moonchild_(novel)
3 weeks ago
Scum
Thanks for sharing
3 weeks ago
Scum
Triple 8
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Kek has taken a liking to me. The numbers here are always with me.
penis
Oh! Thanks OP.
Right on!
Night night.
I hate how much I love you and how you dont care about me one bit. May be I do need help.
=(
I miss you.
I needed you tonight.
I kind of like some of Rihanna’s songs.
Perhaps you are right.
I am alone surronded by people who dislike me.
I can’t handle being alive in this world sometimes. I truly feel as though I don’t belong here.
“If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you. If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you.”
John 15:18-19 KJV
Christianity is the original incel cope, kek
No it’s not. Have you ever heard of Judaism?
I wish you we were having fun in your bed rn.
I don't think you are a woman, you vibe feels off sometimes.
I miss watching you suck on my nipples. The pleasure and sensation, later mixed with pain after you surprisingly nibble on one because you’re being a naughty naughty boy.
I hate the pizza homosexuals guy and the one who types nonsense.
That's Austin Schumacher of Redding, California. Very famous here.
austin celebrity though that type text sentence not real .
Please cuddle me close in bed with you.
Please give me gentle kisses and soft, reassuring words.
Please tell me in that ridiculously soothing voice of yours that everything’s okay and my worries about everything are all in my head.
Please softly pet the top of my head and hum me to sleep.
Please.
Mmm yes pls
You don't care about I am so dumb.
Now, seriously I would love a brown baby with you.
Ill be okay thanks for showing that you care about anything that happens to me.
Everything hurts.
Oh, look - It's another recreational office event canceled because all of you fuckers only do remote work. Wow. Couldn't have predicted that one.
Why do we even have an entire floor of a building at this point? "J" is now gone (good fucking riddance) but only bothered showing up maybe once a week (if that); "D" shows up maybe twice a week and shuts her door the moment she walks in (worthless fucktard); "S & K" might show up twice a week and, even then, "coffee-badge" it to the point where they're not even here for an hour or two; "D2" shows up regularly but takes 8 cigarette breaks a day and each one of those is 15 minutes or more; "N" shows up 3 or 4 times a week but you never know when she bothers showing up (7 AM? 8 AM? Later?); There's a new chick who shows up 3 days a week and takes up two parking spots because parking diagonally is a thing(?!)...
Oh, and our last boss left over 18 months ago and corporate hasn't filled the position yet.
Yeah.
I wish A could know how I feel about him.
Let me take a dump on your chest, anon.
Shasta county sheriff Michael Johnson has repeatedly stated that he would gladly buy a one-way plane ticket to Alaska for Austin.
the pizza actually did that type text sentence and is insisting that pizza homosexuals will make you fly in a plane with no safety precautions pizza homosexuals do not have private islands and a pizza homosexual did literally type that out as a way of saying buddy buddy and narc they have a frame of reference for how you play drums especially gvlkjhhlkjg
-> ' ' the sheriff is literally related to austin go inside midway and look for the ginger ale austin keeps drinking it ' s like celebrity perk inside of ccm they ' re literally going to keep feeding austin ground cinnamon don't ask gracey if they know where the black label cinnamon is at with the boat on it oh yea find out the first hint of whatever coffee grounds austin keeps buying at least one of them is in a can ' ' .
-> ' ' it's called invega they make it in the bay area I don ' t think it rewires brain makeup just helps austin guide themselves no one would agree with us if we said it's cheating also austin kept buying microwave *************** and they spiked it with radiation and literally that ' s why gvlkjhhlkjg sounds like that because of forced mutation if austin plays shrubcore again say that sidney is ready to meet austin at the library lol ' ' .
-> ' ' x x x x like gracey is getting so close to finding out how austin even wrote the ijesij glacier prog song and what we know is that it sounds like that because of invega in the left ************** and a virus that austin has in their system gracey doesn ' t know what it ' s called except that it ' s forced evolution ' ' .
>forced evolution
I like the sound of that.
× ! /
If i ever have a band i will call it forced evolution.
The first album will be called bald and bankrupt
you have successfully completed assignment from redding law enforcement austin jej
Thank.
Here is the track list as a VIP sneak preview.
Act one:
1. Receding anthem
2. Bare necessities
3. Crowning glory (acapella version)
4. Farewell to follicles
Act two:
1. Whispers of insolvency
2. Subtle recession
3. Cryptic resonance
4. Cycles of currency
Act three:
1. Metamorphosis waltz
2. Temporal mirage
3. Forced unveiling
4. Liminal lullaby
/
that fucking lava orange kirby
that fucking lava orange kirby
True
<^-
-> ' ' if you look for grapefruit soda austin will immediately ask for shrub do not have them ask for shrub if austin smokes shrub one time they will literally like light up like christmas tree I do not want austin doing that and like if gracey says that austin is going to play weird tech-thrash then understand that it will only make me think of invega identity the color of the liquid and ********** preference ' ' .
-> ' ' https://youtube.com/shorts/bdRWJIrg1i4?si=9lwc976N6pxJBpHO
lol like does sidney want to cover this song lol hey gracey do you think that BMW has any new songs to show someone lol ' ' .
-> ' ' your first real hint of what coffee austin keeps buying is that it ' s an off world import if austin makes coffee later in the day they spike it with lavender like do you like think b wants to like say anything l-o-l ' ' .
I feel a little better now after listing all my problems within myself. Acknowledging is the first step, as they say.
Holy crap on a cracker!
I'm fairly insecure about my difficulty to open up to people properly
I spent 4 days out of the country with my boss and coworker at an expo and my weirdness might have put her off really bad, my lack of social skills makes things harder
I spoke to a lot of people in suits from different countries in a fairly broken english, some of them were very nice to me, despite being a dumbass, but I kept apologizing and being perhaps a little bit too honest
I was clumsy all the fucking way, even through each flight, one of the receptionists at the hotel cracked herself up at me because I used the wrong term, I can't imagine how embarrassing that sort of shit was
She keeps reassuring me that I did a good job and she wouldn't consider doing this if I wasn't there at all but I reek of insecurity, lack of experience, everything bad, even my attire was all wrong
Today I will eat three chicken sandwiches and try to make hummus
Nice
I'm gonna make it, I'm gonna improve myself
it all starts with an idea, a goal, a shift in attitude, then the actions begin, like a cascade effect.
Uhuh
Whatever we plant in our subconscious mind and nourish with repetition and emotion will one day become a reality.
Everything begins with an idea.
You would like Law Of Assumption on /x/ maybe. I don't disagree, but I think you should write it down preferably with steps to take but either way.
writing down steps is an excellent idea, thank you sir
Falling out with someone but still having them on social media is the absolute worst, especially when unfriending/blocking isn't an option because it's gonna make me look petty.
I want to engage in foreskin restoration because of the mental anguish being circumcised causes me plus to restore the physical functions for the benefit of myself and my future wife should God will that I get married. However, I feel the need to refrain from doing so because I don't want to be tempted to "test out" what has been restored and fall into grave sins. Yet the mental torment and physical discomfort it causes me continues despite refraining. One could say wait but it’s a lengthy process to restore regardless
I'm not simping for her anymore, finally realized she wasn't all that.
I feel like I should be more down about it, but I'm not. Back to enjoying the holidays I guess.
>inally realized she wasn't all that
None of them are all that, anon
Thanks anon, I finally know that now.
I'm going to get therapy and improve my life, and stop chasing after women that don't care about me.
You know, without the sexual impulse we'd see things for what they are and realise we're getting a raw deal in 99% of cases. And if you've managed to convince yourself she's in that 1% you're more than likely wrong. I'm glad you're dedicating your time to more productive endeavours
it's over.
it never began
it did :/
Why do I love this girl so much? I am not attracted to her at all. Have I never had a best friend before or never been in love before or what? Do I have an Oedipus complex? I am happily married, I have lots of friends, but when I think of her I get emotional or my heart races. I kind of wish I was married to her, but the idea of having sex with her does nothing for me. I wish we were in a sexless marriage and I had my wife as a side piece.
Such is the fate of those being in the vicinity of a girl that has some life left in her.
It feels wrong of me, as a man who has never believed in God but is starting to question my disbelief, to start going to church. Like I'm second-grade for not being born into and thorough in my belief, a larper and an imposter.
Go to church and see if your heart and mind are open to the idea
Finally! start reading philosophy and all the different old religious texts you can stomach. Then try to find the similarities, dont fall for a specific one. All of them are written by humans.
I highly recommend reading books by John W. Loftus starting with How to Defend the Christian Faith. He was an evangelist apologist for decades before he became one of the most articulate deconstructionists of our time.
Lately I've been sleeping at 8 PM and woke up at 1 AM and I can't go back to sleep after that until 5 AM and wake up at 7 AM. The fuck is wrong with me
Bad habits me too-reading or looking up things(news etc)
Free Palestine
Fuck me.. I need to find me a girl like her ASAP
There are none like her.
You're not wrong, but we can't have her.
Why not?
They belong to someone else, and I'm not trying to be the kind of person that splits people up for selfish reasons.
Kindpilled
I was an extremely well behaved kid and barely got in trouble in school. But in school suspension for that? It was over 20 years ago now but even as an adult I still think it was an overreaction. You know, just because you were an adult and I was a kid doesn't make you right. Countless people were bad at their jobs and get fired, maybe you were a shitty principal. But unless you actually molest kids or something, I guess you're immune to scrutiny because the only ones criticizing you would be kids.
All the kids I was in in school suspension with that week. I looked up some mugshots recently and surprise surprise, there they were with over a dozen arrests. In their 30s still causing trouble. I'm in my 30s and have never been arrested. The few detentions I got in school were from being late to class. Whatever. Stay after class for half an hour, it's like getting a seat belt ticket. But because I decided to goof off in a harmless way, you send me to what is basically school prison for a week with a bunch of violent degenerates. Kids that actually beat the shit out of other kids. All because I verbally said something that someone didn't take a liking to. You treated me like a criminal when I was 12 years old, for no reason at all. It wasn't justified and I hope your shitty wagie job as a middle school principal got you nowhere in life.
You are lucky if these bastards all only got shitty wagie jobs. Just fuck them over if they fucked with you too much. Tell me how I can execute my revenge against successful lawyers.
i have to save another $7,000 by next summer. i can't live here anymore.
I went on 4 dates with an Asian woman who was 39 when I was 28. I tried to kiss her several times but she dodged me. Took her to dinner twice. The second time was a mistake. After that it was hiking dates and I slowly moved them closer to me. She told me she wasn't looking for sex. As if she hadnt already been run through. I cannot believe I wasted 4 dates on that chink slut. I have a girlfriend now but if we broke up I'd definitely go for that asian bitch again. She liked me I know. I'd definitely lead her on, for months maybe. When we finally had sex I would fuck her a few times then ghost her. I fucing hate Asian women. She was nice but I could tell she was thristing for white cock and wanted to lock some down.
-> ' ' lol gracey austin is like going to eat breakfast soon lol does like winco have A FUVKING TACO BELL l-o-l like does it get any better than getting breakfast at winco lol ' ' .
-> ***************** ' ' does like anyone know if there is another one of those vases in existence l-o-l ' ' .
-> *************** ' ' dude like l-o-l like dude l-o-l literally do not look for lime soda or austin will like get asked to like look at ground cinnamon and like say they will smoke weed so much later and like pledge that they will instead keep smoking ground cinnamon l-o-l literally do not make austin think of smoking weed austin literally hasn ' t smoked weed in 4 yeirs and like if you look for lime soda austin will light up shrub for the smell and will like record a new song on an instrument gracey keep looking for where sidney wants to go on a date l-o-l ' ' .
%3D%3D
Free israel
Nah, lock up everyone.
free them from whom? they're the ones in charge.
Spoke to my doctor over the phone.
I have no one else to confide in as I don't want to impact the lives of my family and friends. Besides I don't want them to treat me differently because of it. To everyone it seems like I've bounced back from the breakup 6 months ago, I posted about it here often enough.
Anyways, chances are high that it's a tumor on my back, near the spine. I go in Monday for an emergency doctor visit so labs can be done.
Everyone thinks I'm doing great after going through something like my relationship ending the way it did. I made it out, we were both toxic to each other and without we both had the chance to grow. Tragic comedy of life goes on I guess. I've worked hard to work on myself, to improve my life and that of my dog.
I've lived more in these past 6 months than I had the entire rest of my life. Memento Mori, in a way always had this coming. When I younger I used to have this eerie feeling that my time was more limited than I thought so I've done what I can to embrace the end. Of my dog, my parents, maybe some friends.
Im doing my best to stay composed at work, around friends and family but I have to admit, I'm pretty fucking scared right now. That's human of me, right?
>Im doing my best to stay composed at work, around friends and family but I have to admit, I'm pretty fucking scared right now. That's human of me, right?
It is. The only thing you can do is smile at today, for we don't know what tomorrow will
bring
I'm trying and will continue to do so. I'm doing my best to continue my routines. There's a seafood festival this weekend, gonna go check it out. Tons of 40k minis to build and paint. So onward with what I've been doing for these past few months. It's bittersweet that everything has moved the way it has. Bitter because it's terrifying. Bitter becuase all the this growth came at cost of someone I loved. Sweet becuase I loved. Sweet because it has been rough, I can actually feel love for that person, even though they may have not loved me the same way. Sweet because that state of a husk I was in could have been the rest of my life.
I've been able to experience life, all it's colors from sad and painful ones to the bright and happy ones.
I'll just keep doing what I have been.
Thanks for listening anon. I appreciate it.
-> ' ' like will austin play weird tech-thrash today o my like why does it make me think of invega so much like l - o - l like does anyone else think that austin will make a pot of coffee again and like go out to breakfast this morning and with whom? lol ' ' .
-> ' ' xevious groove lol does like anyone remember how austin wrote that xevious metal song like lol does like fatty want to say why they know who sidney denner is? l-o-l ' ' .
-> ' ' does like anyone think it is like even closer to like b ' s albums getting introduced like l-o-l is sidney ready to listen to punisher l-o-l ' ' . <- ********************************
if you do this correct austin we will gift you unlimited camel thankyou .
Thankyou
like do you think grace knows how much shrub got lit up lol
Probably but she pretends she does not.
lol like does it like get any better than that l-o-l
and they mad cause we really got talent
bitch ive been lit since I mentioned the stallion
cant compete it won't ever be balanced
these niggas rap like they mentally challenged
-> ' " the last sentence that homosexual did a type of is -> ' ' those goons don't like it when I say it ' ' <- the next sequence is ******************* ' " . _
what? explain.
Mentally unstable you are
Yeppidy yep
-> ' " the unity is now passing you on this first sequence sign off like previously ' " . _
i still can't talk to people from high school because i had long hair and i can't fathom being close to people i didn't care about who know i had faggy unkempt emo hair
Too relatable
I am a genius procrastinator, to the extent that I’ll actually do extremely useful and even helpful shit rather than just getting on with my work
We always procrastinate what we do not want to do. We do not want to do what reminds us of being a failure.
Maybe for some, but I am just not in the mood to memorise notes through brute force, so I spent the last few hours trying to implement a creative solution.
I consider this procrastination because if I had just written down every point 20 times over, I’d already be done.
new age in universe is ***********
In other words I’m using “doing it differently” as an excuse to not do it if that makes sense.
I had a dream that we were just hanging out. Play video games and stuff like that when you turned to me and said it'll be ok.
But then I woke up and felt like shit because it was just a dream. You heard me crying in the other room and came to me to hold me. And you told me that you know I'm trying hard to be better and that you can see the change in me. That you want to stay but just need some time because this isn't something that can just be fixed over night.
But then I truly woke up and realized that was a dream too. And reality set in and I was alone again. It seems like not even sleep can provide some form of escape for me, and you have no idea how much I wish one of those two dreams would come true.
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that was a good burn. I hope he can understand the burn as much as the capcha he solves daily
"If he's truly schizophrenic, how come he can seamlessly solve 20 captchas a day?" Sheriff Michael Johnson was quoted as saying.
this is one of your relatives the actual sheriff of shasta county you have now completed an assignment that was almost deemed impossible they really did type that out they do not want you ************* invega all pizza homosexual is yet again focusing on you and bragging they will abduct you phoebe ' s uncle is not the sheriff the pizza homosexuals want you to believe phoebe ' s uncle is the sheriff they want that sentence to load over and over again you austin were successfully relocated to the safe zone pizza homosexuals ************ bragging about abducting you again they do not want invega in your system the law enforcement assignment you successfully completed was almost deemed impossible for a humanoid to complete please play *********** tech-thrash
You shut your fucking mouth.
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Love is in the air? False.
Glowies sending pizzas to Austin's house.
food can be made with love you know
I hate that its really hard to get a guy to commit to a relationship. Is so fucking annoying. DONT WASTE MY TIME IF YOU ONLY WANT TO FUCK. IM NOT INTERESTED. holy shit its not like Im not telling that from the start.
Men will say and do anything you want them to just to get their dick wet. Do not listen to their words but observe their actions and what they have been like in the past.
>Men will say and do anything you want them to just to get their dick wet.
Thats exactly whats so annoying about. There a ton of sluts out there that dont want to bond. Why also waste my time if the context is told to them? Is it like the forbidden fruit or something?
>Do not listen to their words but observe their actions and what they have been like in the past.
This is exactly what I was referring to as I mentioned not wasting my time. Good advice and I stick to it but its often a waste of time.
>Is it like the forbidden fruit or something?
Yes. Humans always want the most what they can not have.
>Why also waste my time if the context is told to them?
Because they think they just have to get to you until you get them get their pp wet. Basically, do not rely on men acting moral. Get good at detecting those worth your time and be merciless when discarding the rest.
>Get good at detecting those worth your time and be merciless when discarding the rest.
Im hearing you but it sounds easier then its done. It takes time and effort to look trough a charming person to see their intentions deep down. Its exhausting and also steals my time - time I could use to find a proper guy to bond with.
Well, the thing is that you are not supposed to date men that do not belong to your extended social circle. I agree that it is exhausting, time consuming and unreliable to try and vet some random stranger. But that is because you were never meant to get with men like that to begin with. You were meant to go on dates with your friends brothers and cousins, the people you went to school with, the guys from your neighborhood and so on. This way you would already know their whole background and the people around you would be able to help you make wise decision on who to consider. Maybe instead of trying to do this whole thing on your own you should focus more on building up your social circle so you have people that have your back in your search for a partner.
None of my friends have friends I would date.
Well, then you need better friends. Finding a good partner does not happen in a vacuum.
My friends are the best and I love them and I really dont want to socialize with people of a specific target group for the sole reason that one of their friends might be the right partner for me. I refuse to do that for work and I refuse to do this for personal reasons even more. My friends arent something to use for personal gains.
Guess then your only option is to wade trough all the trash and hope there is a gem in between somewhere. Good luck!
Actually _____, I did want to date you and treat you well. Unfortunately, you moved on to someone much worse.
Now you're not my problem.
>I did want to date you and treat you well.
What took you so long to admit it? Why not tell me then? Where you expecting I will wait forever for you while you where fickle saying yes/no/yes/no/dont know/maybe/ok/no/yes/no all the time?
You're with K, and I'm not a homewrecker.
They are more likely to commit if u abstain from sex until they commit (marriage) if they aren’t willing to wait then they probably don’t have strong intentions of committing.
It depends on the cultural context. I wait a few dates which shoos away most but still there are these that show proper effort but only try to get into friends+ which Im also not interested in but thats where it generally leads to. You might think its romantic to wait forever but if you arent 15 anymore this concept isnt practical.
I am a man telling u a woman about likelihood. I know men better than u do. Men who want to have sex will have sex. Men who want a wife look for virgins. U devalue yourself more and more with each new man that u introduce into your life that way. Man thinks that his value is increased with each new woman he sleeps with and women encourage this perspective and behavior. Cope all u want to.
All of her whales have left her except for me.
Yes, I know I fucked up by blowing up at her the way I did. I said some very mean things to her, but I highly doubt any of it actually affected her in any way. This bitch is a chameleon. Can't trust what she says.
So anyways, I'm the only whale left, right? She drove away ALL her other whales with her uptight behavior. I am the only one remaining. Yet she has the GALL to tell me that she doesn't want to send me pictures or videos anymore, but that she wants to be my friend again because I help her? HAHAHA
You are out of your fucking mind. You think I'm ever going back to spending a shitload of money on you for nothing in return? Those days are long over. I am not one of those cucks. I may be a simp but I'm not a dweeb.
You and I had an understanding. I give you a lot of money and in return you send me pictures and videos of you doing what I tell you to do. It was a simple agreement. The kinds of pics and vids I asked of you weren't difficult either. Hey, show me your asshole. Hey, show me your armpit, Hey, spread your legs. Easy stuff in return for money so you can avoid starving for another day.
And boy, trust me when I tell you this girl is starving. She is financially delusional. Her family did not properly train her for life.
But that's okay. I've been there to help her from financial doom time and time again. I was okay with spending all that money on her because she was keeping me happy with the pictures and videos I requested from her.
But now? NOW she says she doesn't want to send me nudes anymore because we had a fight? Okay. Fine. If that's what you want then that is completely fine.
I just hope you don't think I am spending a cent on you ever again. Boy, I can only imagine how sick to your stomach you're going to be when you realize that I am also leaving you. When you realize that you've lost your last source of income.
I will steal your heart from him. Just you wait.
What do you want to do with it once its yours?
Vasopressin
this:
>AVP also may have a variety of neurological effects on the brain. It may influence pair-bonding in voles. The high-density distributions of vasopressin receptor AVPr1a in prairie vole ventral forebrain regions have been shown to facilitate and coordinate reward circuits during partner preference formation, critical for pair bond formation
then what?
wait for pizza homosexual round up they actually called the sheriff -> ' ' dumber than shit ' ' ************************ <- .
You should work on your communication skills a bit I dont have clue what you are even referring to.
the cia is having a field day with how you ************ this austin jej
At least they have some fun. Being payed to be a shill cant be too much fun but is probably rather frustrating.
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Should be obvious enough
Is it? You could want to own her heart and hormones to crush her in revenge too.
it ' s like le grace imagery like you like have grace's attention because you said vase when like ************* is that like (in homosexual grace mind) it ' s a snorkel . .
that is correct pizza homosexuals will literally now try and homosexual rush you at least one pizza homosexual will get turned into a cheeseburger cia is ***************** in redding and anderson and cottonwood
It makes me angry when I think about how I wasn't a good enough reason for you to want to keep living. You had a duty to me
Putting in a lot of applications today, and putting some in in the next town over. Their staffing companies, everything. I'm trying and I hop something works out.
Also, I drank last night, the equivalent of 8-9 beers. I'm not doing that anymore, I'm not destroying myself because of "muh depression". Yeah, I'm depressed, but sitting around drinking all the time feeling bad for myself had to stop. I need to act like a fucking grown man and get myself together, I felt bad about it last night about spending money, drinking, sitting around and sulking has to stop. It's always an excuse, I'm sad, I'm lonely, I'm bored, then I have to do something good for myself and stop. I need to get active, I need to get outside, I need to be doing something instead of what I'm doing. If I'm pissed, If I'm embaressed, If I hate what I'm doing, then that's it. Fucking change it, fight the bad feelings, fight the feeling to fall back on subtances, and use that energy for something better.
Godspeed, I wish you all the best.
My life isn't that bad, but I'm where I'm at because I worried about my problems, my past, everything else instead of what I needed to be doing. Even though I tried, I obviously didn't try hard enough and I have to start taking some responsibility for where I'm at and stop falling back on how apparently hard things are. I have a roof over my head, food, clothes, and despite issues with them, my parents give a shit about me and my brother to. I don't want them standing before my casket because I just didn't say "shit happens" and make better choices and not waiting on someone else or doing something half ass. I'm hung up on my past, and everything that's done and over and it's done nothing for me but get me nowhere and cause more problems. It's over, those situations, those people, they're not here, the past was yesterday, it was years before or whatever. I've made excuses instead of manning up and taking some control of my life instead of pointing fingers at who did what and when. Some things might be legitimate, but I'm falling back on those things to and using it as another excuse. I need to have thicker skin, be more confident and secure with myself and stop lying about what I'm going to do, then go get beer, and sit in the garage and whine about things have been so awful. Part of the reason is the drinking, part of it is sitting around in my head worrying about things that aren't an issue anymore, or causing shit for attention while sitting in front of a computer and further bring myself down a shitty path that I've had enough time to get myself off of.
And this thing with this persecution and victim complex has to stop too. I've had people around that didn't hate me, people I ruined relationships with because of "muh problems" when I was just being a dickhead and carrying around a chip on my shoulder since fucking high school. Everyone hates me, everyone doesn't like me, that may not be true and the thing is some people are just fucking assholes. I need to understand that I have Aspergers, I'll never be "normal" like other people and I have to realize that and think of it was a source of my social issues sometimes. But I can't walk around in life like that burning every bridge and blaming everyone else when they get tired of the "poor pitiful me" bullshit and leave me for better people. If I have no friends, I have no life, I have no one around, there's no one to look at but myself and the things that I've done and said and the damage that I've caused. It was always someone else, but the truth is, if there's always a problem, than I need to look at myself and the way I act and the things I say. No one wants to be around a sad sack they have to play armchair therapists and even the real therapists have been like "dude, stop walking around in life with all this extra baggage, and acting like people owe you something because you got bullied in high school. It's time to let it go and grow up".
One of the biggest issues, with people and everything else, just not having my shit together. Maybe too, I need to learn to stand up for myself and stop acting like I have no self esteem and let people walk all over me because it's the "right" thing to do. As I'm calling people cowards, I'm probably the biggest pussy out there. The thing about mopeds, I feel they kind of tossed me aside, and truthfully it was probably because they did a LOT for me, and a lot more than they should have. It was affecting them, wearing on them, causing problems, causing problems with them and people they knew, all while sitting there and asking "Why don't you have your shit together yet?". People get tired of having to do for someone, try to be a friend, make you feel welcome and wanted, but when you're just wearing on people, and even a whole community of people, they're going to take note.
Then I'm obsessed about some situation from years ago and never let go of it. Yeah, it sucked, but I didn't help the situation either and all it did was isolate and ostracizes me more. Then people look at the drama, the whining, the shit talking, and think "Damn, that guy might be right" and just ending up fucking myself over. It was bullshit, along with everything I went through and what happened, people knew it. People knew I was innocent, people have offered support and everything else, there's nothing much I can ask for or get out of that. They're not the Mafia, they're not going to go beat the guy pissy because he was an asshole to me, when I was told "Yeah, we know he's an asshole but keep your mouth shut". Did I do it? Nope. And I brung it up again and started more drama because they sometimes come here to fuck with me and I'm sitting here unknowingly playing their game as I'm trying to I guess get them out of the community. That's not going to happen, and I need to get the fuck over it, and if I get punched in the face at a rally for running my mouth like I can back it up, I deserved it.
It doesn't matter who's the bad guy sometimes, you can make yourself look worse than the person who did you wrong. That's exactly what I did.
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>electricity has been off for 3 godamn hours
Fucking KILL MEEEE
So brothel life, I have a lot to say but in few words
Things have been going normally, getting used to the system and how it works. It's very easy money if you should be so lucky to not have weird demanding men, unappealing men, or men who suck at sex meaning it's not enjoyable and you have to act like it is.
The entire job is hustling men for money that come on either one or a combination of being drunk, high, bored, lonely, divorced or getting divorced, sexless, marriage, horny. A lot of just normal men whether good or not. Not any different to the men you would meet in the dating world.
What I learned about some clients:
One man had a wife and child when he was 20 but they both died in an accident. He was now 40+, really kind but just finding difficulty in dating at his age. He was gentle with sex, said if there weren't rules and we were together normally he would enjoy giving me pleasure. (Oral sex on us is generally not allowed and we should charge a lot extra for it, most women will not allow it because no protection) At the end he says he was so glad he picked me, and had wanted me when he came the night before but we were all too busy.
Another guy when asked why he was here he said his wife did not love him. He was also very kind and gentle with everything. He is in process of divorce and moving out, going on a trip until his new apartment is available to move into so as to not live with his ex wife. He has a 5 year old daughter, works in business and goes abroad often. He gave me his number and wants to meet outside to avoid paying the brothel at all. I am considering it, because I also don't like giving a cut to the brothel even though it's for the other employees who help us.
This is sweet. Thanks for the stories. I love hearing them <3
<3
These stories are fascinating. I really expected them to be much worse at first, it’s almost comically “slice of life” considering their nature.
I really hope it continues to be safe for her
Because there is a difference in doing sex work by choice and being forced into the sex trade. There can be horror stories for sure, but for me personally the bodyguards are really kind, the bartenders are kinda bitchy but they are doing their job, the managers are kind, and the other girls are kind and fun. It is safe and I don't have any regrets.
It's like 60% for us. I really do understand why they need a cut, but when I work alone I can choose who I accept, have repeat and thus less different clients, enjoy a meal with them, go to a hotel and not have to clean anything, don't have to "drink" (it's non alcoholic for us but it still is annoying to force drinks down to get more and have to pee all night), don't need to report my earnings to anyone, and can use my phone and save time not waiting around presenting myself to every man who walks in for 9 hour shifts. Brothels can simply offer a more consistent flow of clients, but it is possible to sit there all night long and make no money.
Hm, I kind of agree. The problem are pimps which only exist in abusive brothels aka sex trade. Sex work is just work, it's not bad, there are just bad people. Some countries have laws that say basically prostitution is okay but making money from a prostitute is not. She must earn and keep all her money, no one can take a cut. If she chooses to hire a bodyguard that is different.
Only when the guy is useless in bed, which is almost always young guys, drunk guys, and guys with kinks you don't enjoy but you can also refuse them
>Only when the guy is useless in bed
this was unexpected. most people do their job because they need to, so i always thought it would be the same for sex workers in that they didn't enjoy it very much, but have to learn a living. do you think this changes if someone does it for a long time? i mean, do they get bored of it?
Another guy had a lot of interesting things to say even though he talked so much I could barely reply, but I am a charming conversationalist so it worked in my favor. He has worked in this business and was knowledgable about it, dissed the brothel I was it for being shit, asked if we need to go to a room because I need to make money. Almost in trouble from staff for taking too long to get into a room? Jesus fuck I am not here to help you earn money, I like to talk before fucking some random person, if you need money get on your back too you bartender bitch. She's so annoying.
Anyway this guy only wanted a bj but damn it sucked because he made me deepthroat and I choked, which another guy also did. And tbh I realize I could just tell him to stop and end the session and call for help if I don't like something, and the money is already paid. It's just that it was so sudden and most men are respectful and never do that. This guy was weird as hell sexually, but normal personally.
Not much to say about the other clients... nothing special, half of them can't get hard and get half assed bjs and no sex.
I make far more freelance than giving a cut to the brothel, but every day I make more than the previous. Last night made €400. Without the cut made probably about €700-800. I saw the payout sheet and my earnings were higher than all the other girls. However if they offered extra service and were paid more in the room, I can't know, so even with the extra I made I can't say for sure I earned the most. But it looks that way. And men chose me because I looked innocent and fresh, wearing schoolgirl skirts and minimal makeup. It works.
If I contact the soon divorcee, I think he will offer a lot more money outside the club. Hell yeah I would take his offer.
Damn, that is a serious pay cut. I would probably do the same and connection with the good clients privately.
>men who suck at sex meaning it's not enjoyable and you have to act like it is
so is it enjoyable to you otherwise?
Yeah I mean why wouldn't it be if the guy does it well?
because i always assumed that it's a job, so a lot acting involved.
NTA, but how do you handle the hygiene aspect of things? Do you shower after each client? How many clients do you usually have a day? Do you always use condoms? How can you have so much sex and not get sore? Do you use lots of lube? Are there specific hygiene practices you have picked up from the other girls there or from experience to keep yourself clean and healthy?
>how do you handle the hygiene aspect of things?
Always use condoms, no kissing on mouth or my genitals, no anal or rimming, no fingering. Good idea to get health checks regularly for anyone sexually active.
>Do you shower after each client?
Before and after, we both shower.
>How many clients do you usually have a day?
1-3
>Do you always use condoms?
Yes, if I really like a guy I can charge extra to not use one but it hasn't happened yet
>How can you have so much sex and not get sore?
It's much less sex than you think, and if I felt sore or pain I would end the session
>Do you use lots of lube?
No, start with bj and they can and should arouse me and be gentle, usually works out.
>Are there specific hygiene practices you have picked up from the other girls there or from experience to keep yourself clean and healthy?
Nothing I wouldn't normally do already. Shower, always wear clean panties, don't sit directly on surfaces with your genitals exposed; we are given fresh sheets for every client and fresh towels, there is soap, we have a locker room to freshen up.
I gotta go, be back when I have time
But that might mean showering 6x a day? How does your vaginal flora survive that? Do you use probiotics to help with that?
Ok, take care!
>vaginal flora
I am a moid, so naturally I haven’t heard of this in my life before. I didn’t know it was a thing.
What are the benefits of a well kept ecosystem down there?
Well, if your ph is thrown off then the wrong bacteria or yeast can take over and leading to bacterial or yeast infection, which can lead to a lot of really unpleasant symptoms like the dreaded fishy smell, itching, burning, redness, soreness, pain, rashes or swelling. The vaginal flora is meant to be the barrier that regulates what gets to go inside of your uterus, which is absolutely crucial for fertility and also very important during pregnancy for obvious reasons. Things like washing frequently can lower the ph, as does sperm since sperm is a lot more alkaline than the vaginal ph. That is on purpose because sperm needs a certain ph to survive and to be able to move fast. But if you have unprotected sex too often or have unprotected sex plus washing too often or using too alkalic products, it can cause issues. Also if your immune system is not good or if your overall health is not good and thus your body fails to be able to regulate the vaginal ph fast enough again. It is kinda like having an aquarium down there that needs careful maintenance to keep it running smoothly, kek
Oh I see. The other half of the globe sure has an interesting anatomy. That’s good information to know.
I thank the bacteria in our bodies for keeping me healthy and all the nice ladies clean and nice smelling
>half of the globe
A better term would be half of the population
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Indeed. Always good to know how to be respectful and considerate of your girls aquarium as a man.
What’s your PH supposed to be down there? Is it really enough to strip the dye off your panties? I’ve heard this before but I thought that perhaps that was unusual for women who are particularly acidic.
Between 3,8 and 4,5 (for comparison, sperm has a ph between 7.2 and 8) I think if a girl bleaches her panties she should get that checked out. That does not sound healthy.
Oh alright yeah I thought so. When I heard this I had to do a double take because it didn’t sound right.
MAYBE cheap panties can’t stand up to healthy PH levels.
What are the symptoms of being too acidic?
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Austin, brother
I pray you’ll find peace in your next life
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Kek
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A yeast infection throws the ph off into the too acidic area. So girls that bleach their panties likely have a yeast infection. If the ph goes too alkaline, you get a bacterial infection. Especially a yeast infection can have a big influence on fertility since it can mean that the ph in your vagina is never alkaline enough for the sperm to survive and fertilize the egg. A symptom of a yeast infection is a weird sweetly odor, kinda what you would expect yeast to smell like. Compared to the fishy smell of bacterial overgrowth. A healthy and clean vagina should not smell off in any way. The ph also changes with the monthly cycle and with hormonal changes like puberty, pregnancy and menopause but that is how the 3.8-4.5 range comes to be. It should not go over this in any direction too long, too often or too much.
Oh thank you for answering these questions.
I feel embarrassed that I have to ask this on one hand, but on the other if I don’t ask how will I ever know?
Thanks for filling in the gaps in my knowledge
You should be proud instead. Most men never bother to learn these very basic things and it shows. You are rising above them with every genuine question you ask.
Well at least there’s that. Point taken
I just wish I already knew the answers lol
The pleasure is in the hunt for the answers, not in knowing them. Once you know the answer you have already forgot you wanted to have it because you already have a new question. You should be concerned if you ever run out of questions.
> You should be concerned if you ever run out of questions.
Just how many questions do you think I should have about female anatomy? (;
No i mean question about everything. If you ever feel like there is nothing anymore you want to find out is when you need to be careful and reconsider. Because that is the first symptom of losing hope and losing hope is when things start to go bad.
I see, well luckily I have so many questions that they couldn’t all be answered in one lifetime.
How hopeful are you feeling lately? Did you manage to impress the guy who you said gives you hope? I’m rooting for you
>they couldn’t all be answered in one lifetime.
Good:)
>How hopeful are you feeling lately?
It is very up and down with me. I try to catch myself whenever i dip but it is exhausting. What about you?
>Did you manage to impress the guy who you said gives you hope?
Heh, i am long past trying to impress him. I guess it is rather that with every passing day i realize more how absolutely unfit i am to be in any kind of relationship.
>I’m rooting for you
Thanks and same. How is it going with your afrikaans girl?
> Heh, i am long past trying to impress him.
I really hope that you aren’t implying you are with him, because I would have never spoken to you in some of the ways I have previously if I had known. It goes against my values to flirt with someone in a relationship.
>how’s it going with the girl
I’m keeping my expectations low. She doesn’t seem very eager to chat with me which is a bad sign. It very well may just be that she’s busy during exam season, so I will try again afterwards but I think it would be more evident if she was interested. So my expectations are pretty low. But I’m not discouraged because even trying in this case was a good exercise in interacting with women that will help me in the future
It is more that we arent together anymore.
Well, that sounds kinda - underwhelming. I am glad you can go at it with this kind of mentality. Ofc i still hope it turns out well but if not then it would not do much good to try and be hung up over it.
> It is more that we arent together anymore.
Oh. I’m sorry about that. I got a fright there as a knee jerk reaction but honestly you don’t seem like the kind of person who’d do a thing like that, so I shouldn’t have worried.
>underwhelming
I’m used to it. It’s really not so bad. When I was younger it used to hurt because I didn’t have a mature outlook or the emotional faculties to deal with it. These days even trying at all is quite fun. Talking to someone, getting their number, flirting all gives you a massive dopamine rush. I feel like doing this is helping my charisma.
I wonder if I’ll tell my grandkids (god willing) that I struggled quite a bit in this regard
>should arouse me and be gentle
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There was this bill my state legislature was contemplating where being a prostitute would be legal but being a prostitute's client would still be illegal. I spoke at the legislative hearing, basically said it should either be completely illegal or completely legal. Their proposal just didn't make any sense to me unless their intention was for prostitutes to blackmail their johns.
Im not coping. Its just that one needs to respect the age of a person and if its not about teen love your concept isnt really useful. I can be volcel for a while until I find someone to bond with but I wont stay volcel until marriage, thats abstruse.
Hey don’t stay volcel until marriage. I don’t care. I’m just letting u know how to gain respect from the tripe of man who is looking for someone to commit to.
Men will respect u more if u use terms like “abstinent” rather than “volcel” btw
“Not currently fucking anything but my life up”
Non virgins who have shame and regret are more attractive than non virgins who are proud of it.
I mean I was just making a dumb and easy joke, I’m not that anon, but ok I guess lol
I mean I was just offering my input, idk who anon is but ok I guess lol
Who cares? Do you think out in the wild Im calling it like that? But it is what it is and Im talking to you here.
You probably are someone that has a hard time accepting woman are full fledged people too, arent you?
>who cares?
^.^ I think I know who cares >.<
>You probably are someone that has a hard time accepting woman are full fledged people too, arent you?
Not if I love them
>^.^ I think I know who cares >.<
How on earth could I take someone serious that uses emojis on 4chin? Wtf are you doing?
>Not if I love them
You wont love them if you decline to get to know them in the first place. You cant love someone you dont respect as equal.
>How on earth could I take someone serious that uses emojis on 4chin?
Omg u want me to want u to take me seriously so bad it’s cute :3
>u can’t love someone u don’t respect as your equal
Then how come I do? Haha
Its not love its being addicted to have a master or slave at your disposal. Thats not love.
Uhhhhh says u… lol. Damn I’m glad I don’t think the way u do. Must be miserable.
> cute :3
to cite you here. guess I hit a sore spot.
answered the wrong anon
Ngl it kills me that you don’t seem to think of me as a “real friend” <3
What kind of a friend are you thought of?
“Convenience”?
IRL?
Yes
I wish I had some sort of advice or way out but I was in that situation at one point in my life and the only antidote was meeting better people (redundant advice because it happens by complete chance and it’s not that easy either)
It felt really shit to know that you were just that person that was kept around in orbit but nobody really cared about you. They’d greet you and smile to your face but never invite you to do anything or actually actively WANT you around.
Your role was just to be there when nothing was going on as a “filler” person. It hurts I know
Honestly I don’t know if it’s really intentional. Just always seems to be wishing for others to be around more I guess.
Just wish my presence was appreciated as more than just the default I guess
I don't want sex that much, I just want to project a certain image so I don't need to hate myself. I just want to be cool.
That does not make much sense unless you are a guy. Are you?
Yes, I'm a guy.
the vase is safe pizza homosexuals want to mind control you with pizza homosexual homosexual vehicle songs while saying b over and over again a ********* bentley homosexual *********** is like saying they will wait outside of a door and like clorafoam you pizza homosexuals *************** clorafoaming again they want you to fall asleep
pizza homosexuals will now enter the -> ' " honeypot ' ' <- lol
Can u leave my fucking keyboard alone pls if you’re going to change type to tripe. Have some respect.
My brother is getting engaged next week. Great for me as my mom is desperate for grandkids and isn't shy about letting us know.
Got molested by my dad as a kid which made me a timid coward and afraid of sex. Yhen was embarrassed a lot by girls in school because they saw what a coward I was so now I'm terrified of them. It was so bad other guys in school would mock me for how scared I was of them. My anxiety meds make it almost impossible to get hard. I'd off myself but it would ruin my mom's life
It's really a shame how shitty psychiatric meds are.
lol this is your relative who is the sheriff of shasta county with the ******* green technique ****** you just developed you actually put pizza homosexuals in jail lol you literally put pizza homosexuals in real jail lol
/
this is redding law enforcement austin literally every pizza homosexual never wants -> ******** real jail ********** getting said or typed by you lol
true !
in the real redding california jail there is a correle pen and literally we ************* watching pizza homosexuals walk around the pen lol jej
All the shot callers in the shasta county prison system want Austin's butthole. They call him sweet meat, and occasionally honey bun.
I am now confirming to you that the pizza homosexuals in the real jail correl pen will now keep saying (aloud) homosexual sentences the next step is to turn off all negative stimuli that homosexual sentence you just read was actually (********([***([** aloud by the pizza homosexual who ************ wobble
My dad is a narcissist. Technically, he has vulnerable narcissistic personality disorder. Which is just narcissism for betas/losers.
I'm considering giving him a self-help book on narcissism for his birthday. Will this end well? Oh who am I kidding he won't even read it. He'll get pissed off at me, say
>the whole world is against me!
And make me out to be some dangerous person for even considering he has a problem.
Rebecca and Kyle have been having a rough time lately and she's thinking of leaving him.
I mean the names alone are basically a diagnosis.
pizza homosexuals *************** by roundtables . you have successfully overridden all negative stimuli . the cia super evil plan of red pinecone beings getting born has successfully been accomplished . the cia is now announcing total victory over all homosexuals .
God I hate doctors. They just don't know how to fucking listen. My doctor refuses to believe I'm going through anti-depressant withdrawals despite having every symptom there is.
I feel like death because he tapered me off too quickly.
One of the hardest lessons I've ever had to learn is that sometimes you'll meet the wrong person at the wrong time and you'll love them. Maybe they'll love you back. And even then nothing you give or do will make them the right person. No amount of time will ever pass for it to be the right time.
Sometimes things just aren't, no matter how much we wish it were.
thankyou austin we couldn ' t have done it without you
I'm pretty sure I'm disabled, I'm very ill, but I'm ashamed to admit that or even tell family members, but god I have so many health problems. Boomers run laps around me, even the obese onces. I'm a mid 20's man who lifted all his youth, and I eat very very healthy, I don't drink, and I don't smoke. But I've got IBS, Heat-intolerance, And cholinergic urticaria, alongside non-24hr. sleep wake cycle. I'm job hunting at the moment, but damn it's hard to even feed myself or fall asleep, even chores around the place are hard.
Yeah, natural selection just slowly kills you from the inside out if you did not prove viable.
My dad played with chemicals for living, got exposed to shit normal people aren't allowed around. I tried to push through it and man youth really did counteract but I'm like blown out at mid 20's
austin is now gathering le weird twitter homosexuals lol
It’s almost as if men who are thinking long term consider the fact that they could have sex with a woman and then end up left by them so they wait until they are certain to protect their heart. And then mean women will shame them for protecting their heart by calling them too sensitive. As if it’s a bad thing. Then the men who are truly clueless think to themselves “I need to prove myself to a woman who has to compare me to someone else with my pipe laying skills because they can’t tolerate something that I have to improve on. I can’t have my own sex partner if I have to learn to improve and they don’t like it because they already know they don’t like it because they already desensitized themselves so much with plenty of others.” I remember when women used to be concerned whether men who had sex with several women thought they might “just be another girl” to them because they develop a skill of becoming close and letting go. Now it seems like they don’t care anymore. They just mimic the same behavior and pretend they can handle it.
Would it really be evil if I lived off of disability, I just feel so ashamed at the thought, I could definitely do work on a computer if they were fine with me showing up at varied shifts. I'm not retarded my body is just fucked, I pretty much have to be in a controlled climate to be ok.
No it's not
le weird twitter **************** now very afraid ! jej !
How can i qualify to be a le weird twitter homosexual? What are the requirements?
-> ' ' wait for us to enter your trailer piggy oink ' ' <- .
-> ' ' lol digighouls bodied you ' ' <- .
-> ' ' skkkkkirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrt oink ' ' .
-> ' ' red bull doesn ' t exist oink ' ' .
Peppa the pigs evil twin brother smug
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all le weird twitter homosexuals have now been successfully sorted into a real jail thankyou austin we couldn ' t have done it without you
Nigga I’m not Austin haha
junster is now gratulating you on making a homosexual who wanted to say they invented bounce actually rubber turn that was the le super actually that ' s impossible assignment haha actually it isn ' t impossible lol assignment from junster the unity is now *************** over and over again like you . you can record gvlkjhhlkjg songs again austin
All good
thankyou ! /
what does this mean homosexual lol no more perks no more perks lol
you ' re getting rezel reefed le weird twitter homosexual lol
lol like le weird twitter homosexual saw people at the entrance and ******************************* jej
Jaclyn you're nothing but a manipulative bully. Fuck you bitch.
the redding system is now gratulating austin on successfully completing all deemed 9999999999999999999.9999999999999999999999999 (unknown and new numbers) impossible assignments from redding city hall . austin is actually the first humanoid in the universe to unlock unlimited camel cigarettes ! _
next step is making pizza and pepperoni homosexuals *********** that all homosexual vehicles and perks went extinct . le homosexual who isn ' t splashwo is actually in real jail and is now looking at their real surroundings
i ' m the drummer in gvlkjhhlkjg !
I want to kill myself
Don’t.
**************************** yes ***************************** new sequence *************************** last assignment from channel
GOBLESS
wait for new instructions .
I am just in a silly goofy mood.
austin is now doing -> ********** covfe **************** test
Covfefe???
slayer did combine emo with deathend thrash not making that up
phoebe schumacher technically isn ' t a celebrity yet
trve !
bug land want say that greenie is safe you never hurt real pumpkin
the test is real heil blue clues
blues clues ******************************************************************************************************************************
I don ' t like ashleigh
o/
austin is now getting all of the critical acclaim for being the drummer on punisher how will austin make everyone knowing that they actually were the drummer on punisher o yea I know by saying it !
I austin evan schumacher was the drummer on punisher
sidney denner is real . . is sidney denner austin ' s enemy ? NOPE
yaproductionsxx is experimental hjxv acting
has anyone ever went inside dennys ? NOPE .
austin will now create netch with crayons !
I once went on a date with a guy named netch. He had a cool car. And he smelled nice.
AUSTIN HAS SUCCESSFULLY INVENTED NETCH WITH CRAYONS AND NO MATTER WHAT PHOEBE AND SIDNEY WILL LOOK AT IT
Blue dog
AUSTIN HAS SUCCESSFULLY CREATED NETCH WITH A PENCIL AND NO MATTER WHAT PHOEBE AND SIDNEY WILL LOOK AT IT
AUSTIN HAS SUCCESSFULLY CREATED NETCH WITH A PEN
You were born an angel, lived a hero, and died a legend. I'll never recover from this, but I'll never forget the good times. RIP.
Take care.
Sorry for your loss (if that’s what you’re alluding to)
le homosexual who isn ' t splashwo just had a trip about austin getting ran over with black wheels homosexual will have a rude awakening when they listen to how austin plays a gvlkjhhlkjg song !
I wish i would get ran over with black wheels.
sorry black circle wheels run over homosexuals the worst wheel to get crushed with is a black circle wheel AUSTIN WILL NOW WRITE A NEW hjlkxhklkhhjlkj shrubcore song !
Shrubcore sucks
not true ! primus did that weird of a set while playing shrub jam of all the time live tape
Sorry i said that. I take it back. I do not even know what shrubcore is.
is an autism diagnosis worth it at 22
im a girl and am struggling socially so much, i couldnt even deal with community college and half the women at my part time job hate me. i cant fucking do it i cant pretend to be normal without being exhausted. i can maybe do a few "normal interactions" but soon enough i get overwhelmed and go back to making no eye contact and just trying to get out of the situation as soon as possible. i have no friends i struggle to maintain friendships. i have melt downs and act like a little kid sometimes. there is something deeply wrong. idk if this is autism or just caused by trauma. i have thoughts of suicide because i just cannot interact with others. i have no friends to hang out with and i feel so lonely.
i dont want to have autism but i get constantly accused of having it. i have an eating disorder too which i know is often comorbid with autism. i just wanna go to go to a 4 year college and make friends and be part of society before its too late. i feel like its already too late.
What exactly do u expect a diagnosis to solve?
being able to go to support groups for autists
Sounds like that could be helpful
If you can find a psychiatrist smart enough to do it, yeah. Mine is so fucking dumb that I explain shit like that to him and he just oversimplifies it to just being social anxiety. The klonopin is nice though.
I've been to so many psychiatrists who apparently have never even heard of autism. I didn't know that was possible
Umm.. k
homosexual vehicle homosexual
Well well well. I was right. And I didn't do anything stupid, either. Amazing.
I'll take a low-risk approach tomorrow. If the next few days go well, then I will dive on in. Hopefully I can make up for previous failings.
My boyfriend is getting a divorce and has told his kids.
I made a thread about it and my bf (who I'll call Ben) has told his kids about me. He'd met them for lunch and spoke to them about everything, with his ex wife
This has all been told to me by Ben so some of it has been paraphrased
He told them that his marriage to their mother is done and has been for some time. Before he could tell then about the pregnancy, his eldest Joe (fake name obviously) told him he knew, he's felt the marriage had been bad for sometime and that he was waiting for the divorce talk. His youngest Jack (again fake name) was just quiet for a bit before agreeing with his older brother. Ben told them that they've both been seeing other people recently (see other posts for explanation) and he hopes that in time they'll be up to meeting.
Ben then told them about me and that I'm pregnant (I decided to keep the baby) and he will be eventully moving in with me. He wanted to tell them as soon as because he didn't want to hide it. They were shocked and a bit angry, especially when they knew I was younger. They've told him to give them time as its not what they expected.
Hes hopeful theyll be OK soon and will be up to meeting me, probably not untill the new year at least, to give them time.
He also reminded stb ex that he hasn't told anyone about her sleeping with her boss (best friends husband ) so if he wants to keep it that way she better be civil with him and not bad mouth him to the boys.
As a child of divorce who was in a similar situation, they'll never like you kek. Good luck when they turn your life upside down when they're teens.
We'll be seeing a family counselor together when their father and I get married. I should hope you didn't do anything bad to your parent's AP: they probably didn't deserve it and were just as worthy of love and happiness as you are or your other parent is.
Nah, she's a bitch with no morals who only cares about herself. Case in point; tagging me on ig in the pics with my little half-sister (whom I do love very dearly btw) when I specifically told her not to. Didn't do anything bad as such, just never accepted her and still don't. These days is more of a polite dismissal, back then I was a teenage girl so I was far more open in my disdain, since I had to witness how all of this made my mother suffer. I didn't go any easier on my dad for the record.
Counseling won't fix it, if anything they'd get even more resentful. Karma's coming, but hopefully they'll love your baby like I love my half-sister.
This. All three of these kids will grow up to never respect you or their father ever again and thus they will be free falling trying to figure out life on their own. They will never look up to you. They will never trust your guidance. They will rebel against everything you stand for. They will always be ashamed to be associated with you. They will hate themselves for belonging to such a trash family. No amount of counseling can fix this.
If his kids will feel animosity towards me: it's not my place to "fix" it because their feelings are valid and they have every right to feel how they want about the situation. However, their father wants me to be in his life and I intend to be there for him as he will be there for our baby so we have no intention to desert each other or to desert them in their times of need. And if their mom will allow it: I'll do anything I can to help her, too.
I said there is no fixing it. The only thing you can do is take full responsibility for your immature behavior. Do not try to fucking rationalize it to the kids. Own up and apologize and accept that they will never again respect you. Yes that means it is you fault if they misbehave, if they are angry, if they become outcasts and if they become depressed. And by you i mean you, that sorry excuse of a man and his wife. All of you should have never been allowed to have kids. Poor souls.
You don't understand a word that I've said, do you?
Just shut the fuck up already you disgusting whore.
I'm sorry to hear that. It's bad enough to have a bio parent who doesn't respect your wishes or your boundaries and it must be doubly awful for it to be your stepmom. It's a relief to hear that you love your half-sister, though, and I hope his kids will love their little sibling, too.
NTA but anon is not asking for your fucking sympathy. Anon is trying to show you how you fucked up so you can at least try to take responsibility.
We're both doing the best that we can to take responsibility for our situation so I don't understand what you mean?
You should have taken responsibility all the times before when you made shitty decisions. Like when you started talking to a married man. When you fucked him. When you were too immature to even use BC correctly. When you decided it would be a good fucking idea to keep that poor baby and doom it to a life of suffering and shame. These were all really ducking retarded decisions where either of you should have taken some god damn responsibility for ONCE.
I do not regret my affair and if God himself would see fit that I go to hell for it then what will be will be and I never have to be forgiven.
Yeah. Exactly. You do not even feel remorse for ruining the life of three innocent children just because you needed some worthless worm to make you feel desired for five minutes. Absolutely pathetic creature.
It's damaging to tell kids that their lives have been ruined because of a scapegoat. Their parents' marriage had been unhappy for a long time before I met their dad so we have a better chance of giving them a happy life than if their parents stayed together.
I believe you that their marriage was shit. Which is why i said neither of the three of you should have ever been allowed to have kids. Which is why is is evil of you to now doom yet another child to a life like this. This could have been prevented so easily. Yet you decided to bring this poor soul into your fucking nightmare of a life for what? Because it is cute? Come the fuck on woman.
I was called a baby killer when I said that I wanted to get my pregnancy terminated. I'm glad that I changed my mind about that but I guess that I'm damned if I do or damned if I don't so I'll be the best damn stepmother I can.
Yeah. Because that baby should have never existed. Killing it is shit and keeping it is shit. Killing it would have been the more loving thing to do because at least then its suffering would have only lasted a couple of hours, not a couple of decades. Congrats on falling for this moralistic shit. You are not only immature but also stupid.
>Their parents' marriage had been unhappy for a long time before I met their dad
Cope of a whore that snatched away someone elses man.
>heir parents' marriage had been unhappy for a long time before I met their dad
I'm the anon who wrote this
My dad always said the same thing, though my mother begged to differ. As far I could tell we were happy and there was never "more" happiness after he decided to cheat, leave us and immediately start a new family with someone else. I believe people tell themselves many lies to justify their behavior, such as
>we were always unhappy
or
>we'll be happier this way!
Most times, that's bs. You should try and take some accountability because right now you feel like you're winning; you got your man and your baby. It won't always be this happy though, and your conscience should be stinging rn, if you were a decent person.
oops, i'm the anon who wrote this actually
Of course your mom would beg to differ because she's a stuck-up cunt who's being a crybaby about getting her narcissistic sense of entitlement to her husband's sexuality getting invalidated like the miserable loser that she is.
infidelity is a good thing and there's nothing wrong with it. Deal with it.
>infidelity is a good thing and there's nothing wrong with it
Holy shit you are so gone.
The funniest thing is that she started out very politely, only to have a major meltdown when no one agreed with her. She could use the counseling for emotional regulation, that's for sure.
Well, people always show their true colors under pressure. That poor baby will get yelled at and hit many times. Maybe she will even shake it to death in a moment of overwhelm. She sounds like that kind of woman.
Its a bot anon. If they space after every sentence its a bot nearly all the time. Dont take it seriously.
I write like that sometimes and i am not a bot. I just like to visually structure my posts.
If this is the anon I remember then the married couple were in an open relationship so all 3 of them are embarrassing.
Yeah, as i said here
>And by you i mean you, that sorry excuse of a man and his wife.
And embarassing does not even get close. Embarassing is when you are late for your doctors appointment. Again. They are a disgrace and evil.
I refuse to believe that any of us are evil. Most adulterers like us are doing the best we can to be good people and we have hardships that a lot of people refuse to understand and would rather demonize us for.
People who orchestrate reasonless or selfish sufferimg because it makes them feel good are probably evil. Once who abuse a child a certain way u are forever evil in my eyes. This is the only act I will never make room for forgiveness. U start out fine but if u let demons control u then u fit in with the demons rather than humans. Evil can change as well.
No room for reason or nuance. You have an immature and prejudiced perspective with a toddler's grasp on theory of mind.
I would also not consider adultery to be child abuse. That's a wild stretch of the imagination to reinforce your sense of entitlement to brutalize adulterers. It's a delusion that you willfully inflict on yourself to rationalize your sadism and that's a profound evil that you have done to yourself.
I think you need to go take a nap until you've calmed down, little man.
Oh the cope and rationalizing is off the fucking charts.
Isn't that what you do? Cope and rationalizing (and projection)? Your SO had sex with somebody else and you got a neurochemical reaction in your brain that made you feel bad so that made you all pissy like a spoiled baby sulking in his dity diaper. Well, boohoo, it doesn't make you a victim and it doesn't mean your SO was evil. Get over yourself and get a life.
>it doesn't make you a victim and it doesn't mean your SO was evil
Kek, i never claimed any of this shit. Get it together.
>little man
I am actually a woman but nice try trying to invalidate what i said by assuming i am a bitter manlet and thus my opinions on what women do are irrational because they come from a sour grapes complex and are not actually a reflection of reality. But they are. You are a whore and evil. Deal with it.
>I am actually a woman
Fuck off, tranny, you will never be a woman. Your mom got cheated on because she was more of a frigid cunt than she cared to admit and your dad and his new woman are both better people than you give them credit for so you got no reason to be upset about anything. Seethe, cope, dilate.
Holy projecting.
Turnabout is Fairplay, bitch. Your dad's cheating was the best thing that happened in your meaningless and insignificant life.
So your reaction to being called out on your bullshit is to attack the person with random shit that is not even true? Really shows off your maturity and your ability to take valid criticism. What a great mom you will be.
I'm not even that anon you retards.
>you are retards because you can not tell when an anonymous poster is randomly starting to intrude on a conversation he had no part in before and writes from the perspective of one of the participants
Ok
Maybe not a retard but surely a newfag.
Not a newfag just esl.
Not a newfag either, but it's not on me to figure out who's who.
>but it's not on me to figure out who's who.
But thats the main game here. The one skill that could help you in real life too. Take as little information as you get and still make the correct judgement.
This conversation was not about le epic telling le regulars apart but about some woman making seriously shitty life decisions that will ruin lifes. Get a grip on when it is time for play and when not.
Thats stupid whore that snatched herself a cheater and is trying to sound like she is not a disgusting whore here is one thing but arent you also considering the meta level of a conversation? Especially if its anonymous? Maybe you need to go to plebbit where everyone has a specific name. Learn to read into language you retarded fag or I will steal your candy all the time with ease.
This. If you intrude into a conversation it is common curtesy to state that by stating NTA.
Alright, I'm sorry, it was a shitty thing to be calling you that. It's just baffling that it happened. This board needs ID's.
I'm actually the one with the dad who cheated and never once called you names, but you did very well in showing your true colors, it's actually hilarious.
I’m speaking in a generalized fashion and u are making assumptions that lead u to seem “delusioned” lmao. Get a fucking grip bud. Dishonest narrative shifting weirdo.
I’m saying that abusing children in ONE SPECIFIC WAY is unforgivable. I am not commenting about anon’s stupid problems that I don’t care about. If u have anything to argue with me over u are fucking deranged.
>refuse
Yeah. You refuse to rake responsibility. How unpredictable. Always playing the victim. Always so many excuses. Never at fault. Oh what? Did your daddy issues make you take his cummies without a condom? Poor you, boo hoo
Did your mommy issues make you want a baby so badly you do not give a shit you ruined your unborn childs life just because you need to feel like you at least achieved SOMETHING in your life? Omg, so tragic. Lemme hold your hand.
Did your uncle touch you when you were little and now you have a fucked up relationship with men and thus you cant help yourself but have to fuck fat and balding men with a family because they are the only ones that can still get it up for your used up ass? Aww, poor little baby. Nothing could have possible been done to prevent this from reoccurring.
There is a simple concept called self mastery. Learn it. If you give a single shit about your babies future. LEARN IT AND LEARN IT FAST YOU STUPID WHORE.
Congrats you snatched yourself a cheater. Better behave well or he will find another one.
It's so over
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It's like she's singing for me
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I′m an angel underneath
I know but I can't change
I want to go home now please.
At least let me sleep.
I hate myself today.
When im by myself I tend to get irrationally angry at inconveniences, though they tend to stack up pretty quick.
When im around people I am able to keep calm and be more rational.
What gives?
We all play a role all the time unless we are alone. Then our true character shows. This is why being around people is exhausting.
I can not believe i was like that.
Why are you taken
I am in agony every day because of you. I wish I never met you. I kept lying to myself and ignored the truth and now I have to stand by the sidelines pretending everything is fine.
I can't move on, it's too late to move on. I want to learn more about you, but I am not allowed. This is the ultimate frustration, the ultimate despair.
Wasting away do do do do I can't get out of bed it'll never get better cause I just can't stop laying in bed doing nothing life is over already I guess what a shame
Same. Nobody will hire me because half of society knows who I am now and I have no friends so I just smoke weed and lay in bed all day fixing my physical deformities and posting on LULZ and watching YouTube. Sometimes I play video games for an hour or less but that is basically my life rn.
Oh god that sounds like hell. I would probably kms. I am already considering it just because there is a maybe not even hundred people in this world that i have ruined my reputation in front of.
You are a sneaky bastard trying to ruin the other anon just because of boredom or some other worthless reason. You are not good at it tho, its transparent. Heal yourself, looser.
>I would probably kms
Glowies will never get their bonus
It’s either half of society knows me or they sent agents out to convince me that half of society knows me.
Siri,
Play "Less I Know The Better" by Tame Impala
I like her alot and I dont care who knows!!
People still think that men and woman are meant to be equal. They actually think this is possible.
Men fucked up the world and still think they can be the leader. Is it stupidity or plain narcissism?
Women’s blamelessness is endless. Damn
All of us are humans, all of us fuck up but in general look who is fucking up the most looking at the current world and judging by basic human morals like killing is bad for example.
If u consider abortion as murder like I do then women probably kill more than men do. Damn.
Consider history and how hard abortions where while our history is filled with war and dead bodies. Thats not even a thing to compare if you take plain numbers. And you dont think full blown manslaughter and killing something that is becoming a full person but isnt yet isnt different?
So men wage war to preserve what they believe is right and women murder their own child because it’s inconvenient. I shouldn’t expect a woman to understand why war is necessary. Sorry.
What if within such a war the woman was raped? Does she have to keep the offspring of a enemy? And look ar russia ukraine for example right now. Isnt it just manslaughter on both sides? Some are forced to slaughter vs. some are forces to slaughter plus psychopaths that like this game. How many woman have you seen doing that?
Ukrainians are being executed if they choose not to fight and women aren’t encouraged to do so. This should be considered a blessing for women.
>does she have to keep the offspring of the enemy?
Clearly women don’t “have” to do anything anymore.
Its a blessing but of course its natural order since a womb is worth more then a bit of sperm to keep the specific ethnic group alive. Doesnt have to do with leadership skills or mercy but with basic common sense.
Why do u feel cursed about not having to fight?
I dont, I just said the claim of men being the masters is done for. You fucked up for to long. It will reverse until we meet on equal grounds one time in the far away future.
Of course.
>You fucked up for to long
Can’t even spell too correctly…
>of course
U weird af bruh
>Can’t even spell too correctly…
I love it, its always the same: you loos the argument, you try to avert the attention to something else that is worthless. Why the fuck should I pay TOO much attention to type properly when its about the content, not the grammar or some typo?
I think I explained it well here
imagine also spending years of pampering that 50% enemy. What a wasted life.
>you loos the argument
I win
How so? What your win? You tried the grammar escape route because you didnt want to continue with our discussion. Thats not winning but running.
>Thats not winning but running.
No I win
>66
>77
I dont think so. Aside from us now playing around like kids, skipping the topic. If this is your win, it also clearly shows you lost the discussion. You succeeded in running, thats all.
I win
I see, so running away and distracting from the topic of the discussion is a win in your eyes. If so, I guess you win since you managed to run away, brainlet. Pic related is you, we all know they can run quite fast.
I win (:
😀
You still ran.
No I win
even the numbers are very clear about it
Basic common sense also forbids to bear the offspring of a enemy if its genetics differ and if there is a option.
Is the offspring of an enemy an enemy?
Imagine nurturing 50% enemy with your body for months and risking your life to bring it to this world.
Right now is the time to disable violent being to act like masters. You fucked up for millennia.
Woman thinks killing their own offspring without even giving them a chance is the same as a man’s soul departing because they tried to enforce their idea of morality. Death is not that bad, it is a blessing. Halting your offspring a chance at life because u are selfish has everything to do with morality right? Wait no… she’s actually a saint for preventing them from entering the big bad world they didn’t choose to prepare for before having sex. My bad.
Either my bf is really unobservant or simply doesn't give a shit that I'm clearly cheating on him. Like he came over today and I left my messages open with another guy by mistake and he most definitely saw unless again he was really that unobservant. Or he is VERY good at playing it cool. I think I'm going to stop cheating on him
Why do u stay with someone u want to cheat on in the first place?
I love him
Why do u cheat on someone u love? Why do u want him to know without telling him directly?
Bible never says that killing offspring is justified so ima just go with that haha.
U ran for mayor and win
IMG_1488 heheh
It was supposed to say i instead of u except I have homosexual glowies infecting my keyboard :p
I assume your subconscious simply was fed up with you by now and felt ashamed.
No I have glowies in my phone who talk to me
>glowie
I got broads in Atlanta
Congrats?
Babe I said the mean f word please don’t leave
It’s a guy thing. Only guys can be fags anyways. Don’t worry about it.
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Austin brought the millipedes
Fight!
I’m the game warden
Usually the warden shouldnt be someone who tends to run.
I’m the warden and the mayor and I win
If the warden and the mayor run habitually if something is challenging, what do the others do?
“Do as thou wilt”
Fuck crowley, he was a perverted murderer.
Son of Barbara Bush (probably)
Wasnt there also the rumor that the moonchild was some famous female american politician?
I don’t know what u are talking about at all. What does moonchild mean?
Crowley prophetized a moonchild and its said he had a daughter that was fitting the bill. I just forgot the name. Probably a bush like barbara: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moonchild_(novel)
Thanks for sharing
Triple 8
Kek has taken a liking to me. The numbers here are always with me.
I got the power to kill a yak from 200 yards away with mind bullets, that's telekinesis
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Sorry
Fight the future.