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  1. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    first!!!!!!!!!!!!

  2. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I´ve been thinking about suicide for about 3 years now almost everyday , im really lonely and been single for 8 fucking years having sex only 2 more times after my ex broke up with me , i made so many mistakes i cant even count them , i dont wanna break my mum´s heart. Will i ever be cured guys?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      3 years? You don't actually want to kill yourself.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Maybe not and its just a brutal depression , suicidal people dont really talk about it

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        no one that commits suicide wants to die. They are terrified of death just like everyone else.

        It's just a better choice than living.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Age range?
      >i made so many mistakes i cant even count them
      Like?

  3. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Never talking to any of family ever again.
    I cut them all out until my sister stops cutting me out

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Why tho?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Something that wasn't my fault. They ghosted me to hurt me so now I gotta ghost everyone else so they can hurt with me. Hate hurting alone

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >Something that wasn't my fault.
          Hmmm... I don't believe you, otherwise you'd at least give a hint.
          >so they can hurt with me. Hate hurting alone
          kek

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Who cares if anyone believes me or not. Thats not the point. -_-

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              It's not about anyone believing you... You don't believe yourself, I'm just words on the internet.
              You're avoiding to confront the source of your "feelings" to enjoy said feelings. Semi-Maso

  4. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    nah nah nah nah
    You can't catch me.

  5. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I made some major fuck ups in my last project, my boss said he got disappointed with me and said I had one last chance to not fuck it up.
    At this point they all know I got some personal troubles (and hell's know I've been fighting them for a long time) but I can't shake that feeling that everyone is slowly losing on me after all.
    I'm trying to be optimistic on the fact that he gave me one more chance, but at the same I can't help feeling bad and guilty that only with this critical moment nearly fucking me up I'm starting to feeling motivated
    Also, I don't think he will want to work with me again in another project no matter how good I perform and recover. Thoughts in how to keep going? Deep down there, I'm afraid I will just fuck up all again.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Get a new job

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      option a, keep working like nothing happened and try to do your best. Eventually they will stop caring.
      option b, start looking for a new job

  6. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Also, I've dreamt with you today J.
    I feel good when that happens, even though we may never see each other again. We would play some co-op game, then I woke up.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Ooh, what did you play? Was it good? Did it have zombies?

  7. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    it's a lifestyle baby

  8. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Hidden threads: 139

  9. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    W,

    I know you won't forgive me or try to rekindle that friendship, but... If you're reading this, I want you to know that if you need a shoulder to cry on, arms to hug you and a chest to rest your head on, I'm here and I always will. Even if you don't want to uphold your part of your promise, I will.

    Remember: No matrer what, we'll always be friends.

    With care,
    A

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      ill think about it

  10. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I haven't spent thousands of dollars on erotica commissions over the years. The latest was a fic where Hailee Steinfeld takes me backstage after a concert and gives me a handjob while covering me in kisses and gushing about how cute she finds me.
    I think I have an addiction but it helps fill the void of my life. I'm most likely going to die a lonely virgin so it's the closet I'm going to get.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Meant 'have'. I should really proofread these things.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      damn thats hot dude. i should get aome stuff comissioned. ya i know how you feel. i disnt think id ever get a gf either but then bam before i knew it they were there. turns out gurls can be pretty mentally ill too

      i wouldnt tell you to not give up i think thats a good mentality to have yanno irgabic relationships are the best i think people try to force dynamics too much and it makes them miserable down the road. just sont dismiss the possibility. if somebody wants to be around you then let them ay. everybody deserves to be appreciated bro. keep it real.

  11. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I still love you. Even after all this time it feels weird that we’re separated. I dream of you all the time which is a new one for me. I hope you’re doing better these days.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Me too and I am.
      I really really love you.

  12. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    A girl I've was talking to came over to my place for the first time and I forgot to hide my sex doll so I killed her and then ate her.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      The doll or the girl?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        The girl retard, why would I eat the doll?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Understandable, i would have done the same.

  13. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Agh I think she's ignoring me. I think it's retaliatory ignoring because sometimes I take a while to get back to her (not intentionally). This shit is too stressful man. There's too many barriers. The wall is too high. I'm too miserable here though, and one more failed relationship might turn me off relationships in general. Women are difficult to manage.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You didn't happen to, you know, block her on any platforms, right?

      If so, she might be upset at the blocking, even more so than the lack of response.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Nope. I am likely overthinking things like usual, but I'm still bothered and stressed out about everything.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Well, better be retaliatingly ignored than dealing with a clingy and annoying person, right?

          (... That person would be me ;_;)

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Nah. I actually like clingy girls. I can be very clingy myself, it's why I sometimes have to pace myself. It's a balancing act.
            I wish this shit wasn't so difficult.

            Why were you blocked anon? An argument, or do you feel like you were being extra needy?

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              He thought I was being way too clingy just because he suddenly went radio silent and I wanted to talk to him.

              I will try to talk to him whenn we meet in person again. I gotta understand.

  14. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Surely I'll get a job before I run out of money right? Surely I can have an income before I am broke again right?

    I get tons of interest about jobs but literally no hires so far.. le sigh

  15. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    It's been a few days already and I'm already pretty heartbroken about my decision to leave. It was the logical conclusion to this mess, but you guys were all I had. I'll keep all of you close in my heart for the duration of this break.

    Though, the days will turn into weeks, the weeks will turn into months, and it'll have been a year before I know it. I worry that you'll all hate me and want me to leave by the time I come back anyway, but here's to hoping that I actually make at least a little personal progress by that time and it won't bother me so much.

  16. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    R,
    Don’t message me anymore.

  17. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Still thinking about that dream.
    Somehow, it made me feel adrift and at peace.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Peace is the key to happiness. Stress is the antithesis of peace. Find ways to reduce stress in your life. No matter how minor, it adds up and you will be happier.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous
  18. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Getting older and regret not getting the college experience when I was younger. I am 28 making about 120k base salary 200k Hiushold income in STL with a lovely fiancé. Just can’t move past some missed opportunities I guess.

    I’ve heard your late 20’s are a hump you have to get over so hoping I’ll get out of this funk.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i hope you get hit by a car you ingrate kys

  19. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I want to die.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Don't die you know the truth as some do.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I don’t know the truth except that life is hard and people I love always hurt me

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I won’t die though. I don’t drink but I’m going to drink tonight. I just had a shot. Tastes so bad.

  20. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i have a beautiful gf who is legitimately the love of my life.
    she's got a completely dead libido and we've had sex twice in the two years we've lived together.
    literally not sure I can put the ring on her finger b/c i'm only 25 and don't want to spend the rest of my life sexless

    >inb4 cheat

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I was in this situation before and eventually we split. I have been 100x happier with my soon to be wife as we have that intimacy. If you are serious about it. Ask your gf to go to counseling and tell her it’s detrimental.

  21. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I just wanted sex with you again but then we started talking every night and I feel the love again. I don’t want this, you don’t care about me. I want to hate you and block you… leave me alone.

  22. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Every time I meet a girl and they don’t find me repulsive or at least seem like they’re interested, I always fuck up and let them become my friend instead. I’ve never dated or had sex, so whenever I feel like there might be sexual/romantic energy, I quickly shut down and tell myself trying anything out is creepy. I never ask them out directly, fearing rejection. At the same time, every waking moment that girl isn’t texting me or telling me they like me/want to go out, I feel unbearably shitty and depressed and unstable. In the grand scheme of things it’s nothing to kill myself over, but it’s been affecting every moment of my life. I get so attached and obsessed with girls I meet, but don’t go forward with asking them out because just talking to them and being around them is like a drug. I hate that I keep searching for bandaids and advil to treat a fucking stab wound. Every day is like a Smiths song, except I’m not morissey, I’m just a sad fuck that barely leave his home. Why do I feel horribly addicted to thinking about romance and sex when, given the opportunity to pursue it, every fiber of my being tells me to knock it off?

  23. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    She wasn't ignoring me my phone didn't update and she sent me a message two hours ago wtfffffffffffffffffffffff

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Aw, I’m happy for you <3

  24. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >they're actually the same person
    Brb hanging myself 😀

  25. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You're my crazy ex-husband.
    I love you

  26. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You're that goth girl that won't text me back :^S

  27. 3 weeks ago
    F

    Eating dark chocolate makes my feet smell like dark chocolate

    A good improvement at least

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Let's have sex now.

      • 3 weeks ago
        F

        I mean alright but this is a blue board

        Do it.

  28. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i want to see you

    wake up

  29. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You just use people…

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Whats the difference. You are the God of using ppl

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      yeah but i give them stuff to make them feel better about it like candy

  30. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous
  31. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Don't make me post here. ={ I hate gioyc.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Do it.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I am shaking please don't force me.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Pleeeeaaase? You can be brave. You don’t have to though, I’ll just hug you.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Okay, but I don't like.

  32. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I’m a solid 8/10 with money an good job only 25 but have never been emotionally intimate with a girl which I need(I’ve had a really hard and sad life). I took a 4.5/10 (realistically but idc she was nerdy and sweet and cute in her own way) out the other day and we had a great time, she even asked out of nowhere when we are gonna go on the next date next week. So I called her an hour ago and she wasn’t free this weekend, for reasons that seemed not super important. Then said she’s gonna be super busy with school and didn’t give me an alternative date. I’m a really good catch in ways that aren’t attractiveness even (I’m a lot taller than her too). We are both pretty religious aswell and she is definitely not a thot by any means. Why is my life so shit. Picrel is me and she is a chunky Asian for comparison. Did I just intimidate her maybe?

    • 3 weeks ago
      A girl that will break the rules

      >hip lines
      >W<
      *nibbles*

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        <3

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      girls have so many options now a days that even a 9/10 will be frecuently rejected by average looking girls. Just keep looking. the more girls you meet the higher the chances to meet a good one.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It's 100% your shitty personality

  33. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You don't love me, why do I even try.

  34. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Goodnight daddy. I love you. I always will. I can’t wait to come and visit again. I need the physical pain to match with the emotional pain you inflict.

  35. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Hope you aren't talking about me.

  36. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I feel like all I talk about are sex and women these days
    I even told my mother I put hentai stickers on my desk as a joke

  37. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Need to get off this site, need to stop imagining the life I could have, but will never take the risk on my own because I am a coward. Instead I waste my days subsuming myself in media and videogames. I haven't interacted with anyone but my parents in months. My parents coddle me, and so I've never developed the backbone to assert myself. I always know my Dad is always there to just step in and take care of everything for me. Which should be reassuring, but actually cripples my self-confidence, Since I end up feeling incapable of ever doing anything on my own. This, ironically, ends up reinforcing my Dad's belief that he needs to always step in. He doesn't mean to hurt my feelings, but he can't see how treating me like I am incapable makes me believe myself to be incapable. I know if I truly want to grow I need to get away from him. Which is why I'm leaving soon starting a job in the SW.
    At times even a basic life that other peers enjoy--friends and a relationship--seems forever out of reach.
    I've been isolated for as long as I can remember. Skipped all the developmental milestones that everyone else did. I sat back, passively disconnected all through high school.
    When I tried to connect with people in college, I naively believed it was an opportunity to start fresh, but found myself incapable of reaching beyond the surface level of interaction. I can never reciprocate for some reason. When someone takes any interest in me, I become scared and detach. Like once you get beyond my surface, there is nothing. After my freshman year I had already lost contact with everyone I knew in my dorm and from my job.
    My 2nd year my roommate (I had found on FB) was the closest thing I had to a friend. Now and then we'd drink together in our apartment or play games. But even there I felt crippled by self-consciousness, and we never became friends. Then the pandemic happened.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      2/2
      When the pandemic hit, I had to move back in with my parents, and lost contact with my roommates.
      The past two years have felt unreal. Classes went online, and there wasn't any real way to connect. When in-person returned, I felt so detached and inhuman, that I couldn't relate to a single soul. The past two years I worked a series of degrading, awful jobs. In a fish lab cleaning tanks, coming home smelling of brine shrimp. At a pizza place working side by side with 50 year old alcoholics.
      It was then I began to feel, a creeping fear that I was falling into a lower lot, among degraded, repulsive people.
      My fear of all fears is to end up like my oldest brother. He's in his late twenties, and lives completely dependent on my parents with no plan what so ever. He lives inside his room, just playing videogames 24/7. I wonder what will happen to him in the future.
      On the other end, my other brother, a year older (at 24), is fairly successful, and has started to build a life & career for himself.
      Life has been easy on him, and it is his achievement that hangs over my head. How effortlessly he can win approval and acclaim.
      So both of their examples hang over me, the fear of becoming a hopeless recluse NEET, and the inferiority of realizing how little I measure up to my other brother.
      What I have going for me is that I'm knowledgeable about many topics, and am very disciplined when I am interested or invested in a topic. Financially I've some savings.
      My real issue though is social. I'm not sure at this point how to fix myself, it feels hopeless. People can so quickly identify that you are off, that I've no chance to learn socially. I just want to experience someday what others get to experience: a circle of friends, sex, relationships, etc. But I'm like a child and all these things are only abstractions to me desirable only because I don't have them

  38. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    They actually invited me for an interview. Can't wait to waste their time and my day off before going back to the wage cage.

  39. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I've basically no sex drive. I'm lustful, but sex is... fun to think about, but it's a chore and it gets boring very quick.
    Pussy isn't all that, pleasure fades quickly, novelty wears off, then I'm just stuck with a girl I think is okay but in a relationship that's usually massively unbalanced.
    I wish I could exercise without getting the massive boost in my lust.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Isn’t lust a sex drive?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Yes but I don't care to have sex. My cock says it wants but my brain says "nah it's not that great". I jack off and then I'm done.

  40. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I really don't want to go to work tomorrow

    Its very upsetting

  41. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Just saw some flirty comments my crush left on a other girl’s selfies on ig.
    I’m not too upset; he is single. Just not sure what to do with this information. Or this feeling. It was kind of amusing to see.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Well show interest in him before he goes bye, bye.

  42. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Can you fucking PLEASE focus on the shit I'm trying to talk to you about instead of redirecting the conversation to yourself? Christ.

    I messaged you 3 days ago, and you only responded because you wanted to tell me about your relationship. Great. Cool. I'm so happy for you. If I didn't know any better, I'd assume that you're doing this intentionally to make me feel like shit.

  43. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I didn't see the group lasting forever, but I'm sad that it's finally over. I wish I would've appreciated it more before we fragmented and interpersonal drama became too much. This is truly the end of an era.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      who tf cares about your group full of mind numbing young men who waste their life on vidya. sounds like its time to grow up and move on.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I thought this way with my high school group, and while it took me quite a while to get over them, I eventually ran in to some guys on the internet that I became good friends with and met up with in real life. I get nostalgic sometimes, but I also remember the group was pretty toxic to each other and our friendship was more based on similar interests at the time rather than anything deep.

      The guys I have now are genuinely good people to hang around and as of this year, I've been hanging around them longer than my high school group (12 years vs the 6 or so years I spent with my high school friends). And although we don't always agree on things, we still get along and don't have shitty drama like my old group.

  44. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Hello anons , please help me out .

    I had a girlfriend, who loved me , and I loved her too , but she was attracted to this one guy too , I read some of their chats , and then I broke up with her . We came in touch again , because I can't stop thinking about her for the past 2 years. She has a BF now , but she talks very intimately with me too . She calls me midnight crying , and I help her and console her . She has shared some semi nude pics of her with me . We talk literally for 7,8 hours . But when there's vacation Time when she can come back home and meet her BF , she starts ignoring me and starts treating me like shit . And when she goes away to college, the calls those intimate talks , start again .

    What should I do ? Am I being used by her ?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You are being used. Drop the bitch.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >What should I do ? Am I being used by her ?
      Why are people like this? You're just an emotional tampon and you know it so why even ask?

      Block and proceed with your life.

  45. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Also, stop torturing dead cancer. Everytime you inflict pain towards 'em, I feel it too physically and especially mentally.

    You really shouldn't mess with ghosts.

  46. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I want to get you pregnant, there I said it.

  47. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    No way in hell.

  48. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Shut! Up you are going to be a mom! A cute mommy!

  49. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I was just kidding.

  50. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I am not your anon just letting you know.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      This is good

      I hate myself now. I think about another woman now.

      This is also good

      Back to the graveyard shift...

  51. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I hate myself now. I think about another woman now.

  52. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I like talking to you, you are too cute. I think I have crush on you sorry about that.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Anon, that was cute! You’re cute.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        No you are! That guy is lucky to have you.

  53. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    sorry to offend you ol grand wise ol boomer of GIOYC and ruin the caliber of this fine garbage heap, it will never happen again

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      well... ok I forgive you I'm a nice person

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Golly gee thanks mister, everyone here us so nice!

  54. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I feel loved.

  55. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    But do you think loved?

  56. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Yes I think. How about you?

  57. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Omaigat, why tf do i have to have such high chaos tolerance?

  58. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Because you like it that way?

  59. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I do but everyone else is making my life living hell because of it. Which would be entertaining and funny if it only affected me.

  60. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I lied, I am really him.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I hope you really aren't because I would not want his autismo narc, or Irish genes.Also he is dumb and ugly AF lol

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Hey. You love me.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I'd love if you stop intruding on my area. I don't like seeing your droopy, voidless, crazy eyes at my fence. You look like a mental patient that just escaped the forensics floor at our local mental hospital, kek.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Based

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          thanks!

  61. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Yeah you always lie.

  62. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >into your house
    >into your bed

  63. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    How are they making you suffer? Is it affecting others?

  64. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Chaos rules everything around me
    SCREAM, get the funny
    choler choler thrill y'all

  65. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Do you love it or just like it when I do that?

  66. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    By giving me consequences for my own actions. Yes.

  67. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I love it.

  68. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Sounds good to me I like it.

  69. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Very sexy, I feel like pushing you.

  70. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Push me please

  71. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I hate auto correct so much. Yeah I can do that too.

  72. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Where? Pushing you sounds exciting too.

  73. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Battery is dead! See you in my dreams.

  74. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Push me over the edge. But only in your dreams.

  75. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Look at this lil fella i just found

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      MERMAID

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        He is too cute OMAIGAT

  76. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >Weird images
    >fella
    >Same time
    >Phone posting
    >Gary
    >Oh god
    >It's over

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >weird images
      Pls mine images are elite

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        50/50 I like the one that look like that.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Shayna, my DDLG queen, is that you? Hows the belcony rape and diaper business going?

        [...]
        voca.ro/18mxdNnohxgE

        I'm not clicking that

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          It's ai.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            *whooooosh over head*
            I'll show myself out...

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              You told me that yourself a couple weaks ago.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous
              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Both

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                I see.... *awkward silence*

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                So - uuuh - *tchirp tchorp*

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Yes

                Yeah... HEY IT'S SOMEONES EXTREMELY HOT COUSIN! *runs away*

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Yes

  77. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    its a slow night what you got damn mean im yawnin ova heah

  78. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I like it when you say
    Elite
    So silly & sexy.

  79. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    One of you is not a real person.

  80. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    voca.ro/18mxdNnohxgE

  81. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Goof

  82. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Nice trick, but I builded resistance.

  83. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    *eated your resistance*

  84. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous
  85. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You need to stop making me like you so much!

  86. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I wish you were real though, You don't know how much I want you.

  87. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    I don't know but I am starting to like this, is this what you want of me?

  88. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    No! you didn't made me say that, I'll come back tomorrow with more resistance!

  89. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Yes

  90. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I really wanted even just one night with them for real. The internet hurts

  91. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Thank you, you took my screencap virginity.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      De nada bb. Everything for you<3

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Te amo.

  92. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I am going to have warmth feelings about that tonight. Don't tell anyone, is a secret.

  93. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    U sicrit is safe with me.

  94. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Lonely when I shouldn’t be

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Why?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Because I’m unable to forget some great people and how much they got me even as I know other great people who do now too

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Must you forget them?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Depends who. I don’t really want to forget but there’s no pain in the time where I’m able to not focus on it. I have to go now anon

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              Understandable. Take care

  95. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I love that, You are the only person I trust online or offline.

  96. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Wholesome my amor<3

  97. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I love you :3

  98. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Love sometimes when I don't say anything I wonder how someone like you is even able to exist. My mind doesn't understand that, can't you stop making others girls non existant.

  99. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I love you more.

  100. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Have a good day, I am going to dream. 😉

  101. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I am GOING to dream about you we WILL cuddle in the dream you WILL like it

  102. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I WILL love it. Sweet dreams<3

  103. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Honestly, it feels like this board and LULZ has deteriorated by a lot over the years.

  104. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I would love that, make it happen. I'll be waiting for you.

  105. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i will make it happen.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Love you, do whatever you want to me in my dreams please.

  106. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I’m not gonna DM you first. You wanna be avoidant, fine. Avoid me, your boyfriend, the guy you’ve said you love. I’m not chasing after you.

  107. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    <3 Bye!

  108. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I finally realised that I have been building myself up to be so highly strung that I've developed Misophonia and getting anxiety and increased heart rates and anything that remotely resembles bass music (to the point I start worrying when a tv show has repeating bass noises) . It has also manifested itself in minor insomnia.

    I think it was triggered by getting broken into last year and the thieves only making away with minor shit because I woke up while they were still there and that causing me to become hyper sensitive to noises due to some underlying worry that I need the increased awareness to stop it from happening again.

    I've taken up meditation and mindfulness in order to become aware of what my body is doing and come to terms with what has happened.

    I don't think that spending so much time reading shit online and watching garbage helps either.

    I think I need to get out of my head and stop worrying about possibilities that in the end have little overall impact on my QoL and enjoy my life for what it is.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >I think I need to get out of my head and stop worrying about possibilities that in the end have little overall impact on my QoL and enjoy my life for what it is
      How will you do that?

  109. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    BYE now. =}

  110. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    BYE you have to SLEEEP

  111. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I can't believe I've been blinded by love for this long. She's a bitch and I've been used for emotions. Cost me some friendships too. God damn it

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It can happen to the best of us. We can't take it back, we can learn from it.

  112. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I was originally gonna make a really long post about all the shit that's been bothering me lately, but I hit the character limit so I'm gonna describe as much as I can in very brief terms.

    First, I'm essentially a NEET right now, and honestly I like it, but I'm afraid that living like this will get me nowhere and I want to do anything even remotely productive, but I'm so depressed I prefer to not do it.

    Second, I recently discovered I was trans, and as you would expect I am afraid of coming out to my family and friends. More specifically, I'm afraid of how my mom will react. She's the sweetest person I know, though she's not very smart she has always been supportive of me and my brother. But she also has some really fucked up ideas about gender and sex instilled on her by my uncle and she has said some really questionable shit about my brother being bi, and the one time I told her that I might not be a boy as I and everyone else thought, she got a bit mad at me, though fortunately she didn't make a big deal out of it and everything has been going on as normal, I just haven't brought it up again.

    Finally, I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with my friends or myself, but they never text me or ask me if I want to hang out, they only do so like once every 5 months. I don't know if they don't like me or if all of us are just autistic retards, but I swear nobody ever even texts me to ask if I'm alright, even when they all know I feel like shit most of the time. And when they do talk I sometimes end up ghosting them accidentally and I feel really sorry about that.

    On that note, I'm in love with one of my best friends, but she doesn't love me back and I don't want a relationship with her anyways, and ever since I told her we both agreed to not see each other for a while. But now I feel like shit because I want to see her, not even because I love her, but because she's my friend, and, well, I can't, because I love her and it hurts to see her because of that.

  113. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Sigh
    Not only do i have to mother myself, now i also am supposed to father myself?

  114. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    it has been more than a year since i broke up with my ex
    i think every single day of her. the mere idea of never being with someone quite like her makes me feel like utter shit.
    i don't wanna give up on her, we had a lot of things in common and she seems like is in a troubled place right now
    i wish i could go back with her and we could be together again, but the mere idea of talking to her makes me shiver like crazy.
    she was the first and only person who I could say I loved and that she also loved me back. in all of my 25 years in this mudball.

  115. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm in two minds about my sexual tastes as I get older. The overwhelmingly good news is that my consumption of pornography and compulsive masturbation habits have declined by an extraordinary degree - even during time off with absolutely nothing to occupy myself I've managed to last nearly a week without any desire to look at lewds or crack one off. The thing is, during my coombrain years I developed a little bit of a masochistic streak. It wasn't the gimp mask wearing cock crushing S&M sort, however it was deeply seated in anime fantasy mechanics - succubi, life drain, femdom, and ultimately snuff or mindbreak for myself in the roleplay scenario. The idea of me just being cattle to a greater person and submitting to their will, you know? I think this all comes from being constantly told by my mother growing up that there's no such thing as romantic love and that the world is out to get you. This is all clearly just an outlet for my own feelings of powerlessness and a messed up form of escapism from responsibility, but I feel that taking the route of outright repression is bound to end badly. I'd say 90% of the time my sexaul appetite is decently vanilla nowadays, but when that 10% hits on some mornings the urge is powerful and quite shameful. If you repress and shame something enough the taboo of it makes it all the more dangerous, but surely there's no way to integrate such nonsense with reality? I'm at least aware of the sheer absurdity of the fantasy, it's just a shame that my horny mind still enjoys it so much even whilst my conscious mind tells me how outlandish it is. Maybe I should take some sort of middle ground with 2D succubi characters but cut out the sadistic dialogue of VNs, give it a more consensual and romantic air or something? Gentle energy drain where there's no death, she just wants a light snack, and it's got a soothing element based around mutual trust? That's quite sweet and erotic actually, old me wouldn't have considered that...

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Idk anon, i feel like our desire is wise. It seems like patt of you yearns for this macabre level of feeling wanted and needed. I understand it is not healthy. But is it any use to pretend to be healthy when you really are not?
      What if you can only heal if you let yourself experience what you want and need to experience to be able to move on?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I think in some ways you're right. A few years back I tried to force myself to outright cold turkey, /misc/ Puritan mode, because I felt pressured by the internet, and that ended awfully. In contrast my declining habits at the moment have come absolutely naturally with age. Logically speaking if I don't force myself to resist, wouldn't these tastes also naturally decline as I get busier and move on? Hell, I've already had that exact experience with many old hobbies that I once valued deeply and have since put behind me with the realisation that I've had my fill.

        Thanks anon, a simple (You) can really help someone think. I should be happy that I'm showing signs of change and let it happen naturally, not rush forward when my body and mind haven't quite caught up with eachother yet. We don't get to choose when the time comes, but it'll happen on its own one day and I've made plenty of positive progress to prove that.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Yeah, i think you will grow out of it at your own pace an n your own way. Maybe you will need to actually experience it, maybe you will be able to heal otherwise. But i agree, forcing it never actually fixed anything. Godspeed anon.

  116. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    why are people so closed off
    I am too, I just don't know why

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I wish i knew. I feel like we need each other but we are all so disconnected.

  117. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Motherfuckers invite me on a trip so that one guy can have somewhere to crash in case his "friend" doesn't want to smash and then have the gall to insult me for not having a gf. Yeah go fuck yourselves you cockroaches. Go jerk each other off on your own fucking trip cause I'm not going.

  118. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Blocking the guy who ghosted me when he came back is the one of the best feeling.
    Drops mic.
    We gotta feel happy sometime, guys!

  119. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Fast food breakfast in bed.

  120. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    If life is only once, then why do so many people choose to be unhappy?
    I included the picture of a blue ocean wave because I know most of us crave first-class in airplane, vacations with high budget and relaxing on a hotel nearby a beach at a safe, exotic country.
    If life is only once, why not try to get these things you want but not in expense of other people?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Because being happy and losing said happiness hurts more than staying unhappy.

  121. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I need energy to get my shit together but i am so drained that i get dizzy even just trying to get up from the couch. Wtf am i supposed to do? Power trough it? Where do i get the self discipline for to do that when i do not even have the self discipline to get water when i am thirsty? Am i supposed to just take drugs or what? What kind of drugs? How do i get them? Oh god

  122. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Well, you can tell by the way I do your mom
    I'm a mother's man, I keep her calm
    Moaning loud, your mom is warm
    I've been doin your mom before you were born

    And now it's all right, it's okay
    And you may look the other way
    But you will never understand
    The way that booty fills my hand

    I’m not like the others im just here to do your mother
    Yeah I’m doin your mom, doin your mom
    Feel the bedroom quakin and your momma starts a shakin'
    Yeah im doin your mom, doin your mom
    Ah, ha, ha, ha, doin your mom, doin your mom
    Ah, ha, ha, ha, doin your mom

  123. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I wish that one dude who clearly isn't interested in something serious would have left me alone instead of flirting and hinting towards romantic intentions in an attempt to get laid. It didn't even work but now whenever he is around it ruins the vibe of the group for me. I can't stop myself from daydreaming about him and I still wish he'd actually like me. Jerk dick asshole ;_;

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I would goddamn marry you in a heartbeat and I think marriage is a mistake. You could hurt me, stick stuff up my butt, I don't even care. You are the most beautiful person I have ever met inside and out. I would 100% be gay for you.

  124. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I feel sad because I genuinely enjoyed being friends with her and she was only interested in me romantically for a while. Our friendship was a total farce

  125. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I hate the idea that in order to find a girlfriend I have to make 5 social media accounts and take photographs of everything I do.

    I made an OLD account and realized I have zero photos of myself because I'm not a 12 year old girl.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You should hate that idea because it's a lie. You don't need social media to get women

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        What can I do instead? Apps are achieving nothing and I am either going to have to read about how to get good at dating apps or start forcing myself to go to bars. I hate the idea of doing either.

  126. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    uhhh ok you asked for it, i never liked anyone i met my entire life, not even my family. i mean don't get me wrong they're ok but there's something inside me hate every single person in this world, i know i sound like an edgy 14 years old but holy fuck this is exactly what i feel. no matter how much i pretend to or even force myself to i just hate it more. is this a mental illness or am I just retarded? doesn't really matter.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      are you reading too much into peoples subconcious reactions and judging them for it so that you can reduce their value in your mind so that they dont hurt you as much when they inevitably do?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        why would i do that? i hate them because one of them is fat and unfunny and i have to force myself to laugh when I'm around him, thr other is an incel who would do anything to talk to girls and the last one is a girl and she's basically a kpop freak and social media slave.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          oh
          what would you consider the ideal person? what are worthwhile pursuits?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            believe it or not I just want a normal fucking person, someone who doesn't force themselves to be the clown of the room. feel comfortable with doing or saying anything with them. they don't have to be some sort of a smart or perfect. just someone normal.
            an I asking too much?

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              normal would be the average and it seems most people play some kind of characterization unfortunately. i dont think its unreasonable. i had a friend with some kind of forced personality quirks and it made me feel like they didnt feel comfortable enough around me to just bare their soul you know. feels like all you can so with some people is just play along with their game.

  127. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Looks like another case of starting well and then everything going bad. I really need to learn to quit while I'm ahead, because it just keeps happening.

    I guess I'll blame the weather. When it's shit things just don't work out so well.

  128. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    life seems to be all this work, if you wanna get anywhere important and it's not that I don't know the steps, it's that I can't bear to follow them. Maybe it's because I'm isolated. I could kill myself after uni, y'know graduating to prove that I'm not retarded, that something is simply wrong with me. It feels as if being succesful is all that labour, all that work, yet I don't even know what I want. I'm not motivated by money as long as I have hot water, a kitchen and a bed. I keep fantasizing about bodily mutilation on myself and I started slicing my foot up. Now I can't go barefoot in front of my parents, the only people who would ever see me barefoot. I wish I wasn't born so that I wouldn't have to make terrible decisions like this. I have ordered a helium tank, so that I can have it in my closet for one of my moments of clarity where I truly feel like ending it all.

  129. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The workload from my uni is killing me but dropping out or repeating a year is not an option because I'm an international student so I might get deported back.
    I also don't have to disappoint my family as they have spent a lot of money on me. I can't say this to my parents as it would break them inside.
    If I was a citizen of the country where I'm now studying, I would have dropped out ages ago.

  130. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I need anorexic pussy so bad, it’s so hard to find very underweight girls irl

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Reminds me of an ex who used a dating service during one of our off periods. He specifically said no overweight women and they kept setting him up with chubbies. Made me chuckle

  131. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I’ve posted here so many times I don’t even remember a 1/3rd of what I’ve wrote.

  132. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    AAHH the girl I like at work did a 180 on me when I asked if she wanted to hang out on the weekend last month, we were chatting and having a good time for months before that and even got lunch together a couple of times, and now she won't hardly look at me. It's like I crossed some invisible line and don't know what it is and now I don't even have a friend to talk to.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You said some dumb shit and didn't even realize it because you actually believe it. Probably some shit you'd say in here without a second thought so it went unregistered when you said it irl.

      At least that's my best guess.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Honestly with how I've been racking my mind over it to find the answer I wouldn't be surprised if it was just bad vibes or something. I just wish there was some way to figure it out where I could be like, "Oh, this sends up a giant red flag to other people when you do/say it, avoid this." Instead, all I can do is move on and hope next time goes better.

  133. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    gyrating imagery in the context of rail shooters doesn't have to mean that you are onset to undermining indented heliocentric levels . a idea we have ran with is to have a player frequented inzone that leaves out the other parts of the screen . what we have done with our rail shooter is take away the risk of having a time limit and terminate the other parts of the screen so the game plays in a downoned real depth polar easy merge view yellow lens frequency camera . how we did this is we lessened the overview of the integer pulse and let the odd numbers release in set patterns so the physical mime gets tuned down so the length of the screen isn't effected by the player killing off all the enemies in a unknown pattern . we realized that the aon offset lens was being let too loose so we let the pot cool down so the game plays better . the game is named grace hail and how the game looks is like a patch of shrub . the next step in development is to have a heavy frequency onutilizer so the colors blend in more and so the story that I have written has color shaded words in the text boxes . im getting very close to finishing it and I am letting everybody know that it would first be released as a console game that would get arcade iterations when the market allows for that to happen .

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      having a surplus of ideas is never a negative thing . our team is able to group out so multiple projects can be tended to and given incipient undercare . I have a few things im helping with and im very pleased to say that we have a n64 title that would benefit from the updated n64's build engine and wireless bluetooth modem that would be backloaded into the consoles so they have online capabilities . it is a tactical , rts maze , diablo like , squad based deep anchor integer aerial learning base builder . the game is titled gycer and is my idea that I am being helped with . the game would encourage competitive and tournament play in a heightened awareness prize play scenarios . the game itself is coming along fine and we are still adding on to the basic player campaigns and multiplayer functions . the idea would be to feature a list of game rules like time splitters and have the players have on board experiences with others . we are still experimenting with game modes like capture the flag and deathmatch and are trying to have a unique list of game modes that differ from preexisting untied selects . we have had success with a few and are still testing out them to make sure they compliment all the other known game tests that still exist . overhauling the engines for maximum fps and fluid movement on a set scale is moving along very well . we are still with the original ideas and haven't deviated from them . it will become more apparent as time goes on that downchipped layering is still of use . the game plays like a very weird version of starcraft and army men and doesn't have any real problems yet . it is getting easier to develop all the player models for the game and sound . I would be doing the sound design and some of the music for the game . the idea is that I would play charge and halt blasts on a kit . I think that would go very well due to how military marches can sound .

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      it is apparent that onsize halfed workloads are going to become easier to manage . the general purpose of having the arcade games front and ready so fat in advance is so they don't weathertread in the wrong direction . when you design an arcade game , you have to do it in a few years advance so it doesn't become a nuisance when the game is integrated into the arcade and doesn't let the player play it like a high-score game . we have a train arcade game being ironed out currently . another one is influenced by satellite imagery and negative ions . the arcade game needing the most attention is the one about algae . when these games are released , they will sit in the buildings for well over 10 years . we have a few locations in mind for when the cabinets move . a good idea for when you send out new ones is to keep the regions net surplus locations in a grid to lock exemptions place . it is getting easier for other teams to exist in the arcade games playing field and we are very happy that others will exist with us in already specified regions .

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      yelling at the screen because the game sucks shit isn't the worst thing a person can do . at arcades , people can limit access to games if they don't like them . that is a thing that would happen primarily in the west when people were frustrated . they'd stand in front of the cabinet and say they're playing it so people would go somewhere else . you can't do that with pinball machines . when you design an arcade game , it recommend that the screens don't reveal to much about the game so people don't say that the game is being leveled out with player generalized moves . having too many screens when the game is in standby will have least responsive iterations of player engagement because they will be given too much of an idea of how to play the game . it is a good idea to have screens that go along with the title , but you have to be very careful about what is shown so people try out new ideas in a way that generates a net surplus in learning and profited demonstrative ways of playing .

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      under our new ideas are a tread with care pike schematics system that enables us to read through bogus reports and eclipse other teams who are similar to foster's home for imaginary friends . inspections of lended ideas are going to become a necessary thing for all of us who want to make commercial use arcade games . it will never go away for some fags who infiltrate others who have minimal security . people like audrey live in a bubble and still think they can seize lab projects and assets for terminal use in public places . if audrey tries this with any of you , simply retaliate because she did it first . audrey always leaves a trace because she doesn't know what real security checks are . audrey doesn't understand because she is so egotistical and been fed miniature lab results from people who wanted her to become a negative offset for people like us . audrey doesn't think she can lose because she is so well fed . audrey doesn't understand that people spy on her and don't give her any credit for her projects . everything she has hidden is already known about . tell audrey that she doesn't have a project worth a shit . audrey has never been questioned because of how much people like her appearance . audrey gives women a bad name . when you see audrey , tell her that you know how she thought of those things . originality is a good thing and audrey thinks she is original . when her computer bricks , she will want you to be taken to court because you did that . audrey won't win because of the net she cast . audrey is a funny thing because she doesnt understand that labs and people like us can simply throttle everything to ourselves for duplication and interior purposes .

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      trading outside the country with check credits has its benefits . interior firms who specialize in video games are still around and are not going to die anytime soon . nintendo and sega don't like lenders who under sell placement holdings for on-site fees . it has its points but giving a longshore penalty office an out is not the best way to negotiate new deals either foreign countries who have an interest in video games and new consoles . basic know how of what is and isn't in a trade contract is still a prerequisite for over lateralized success . playing the economy game won't get you far . you have to know about what has and doesn't sell in a region with a neutralized hashfirm in respects to a on-demand basis . interior usurpment in regards to asymmetrical bandwidth is getting easier to maneuver in east asia and northeast europe thanks to new advancements in carbon fibers that are used in heavy communications lines and other general multipurpose utility services . freighters carry things to harbors in china and japan when enroute from the west coast of the united states . we can all benefit from highways and diesel transport when moving our games to the harbors and airports . other countries will reduce the cost of shipment when they are given the correct routes that the seller is expected to provide them . underwater trade practices still move everything the most efficiently and with the highest profit margin . it is going to become easier to let others in on private letter deals about arcade games that are selling to east asia . europe won't want arcade games for a long time because of how they would be shipped out in regards to the owners of the buildings . because there is so little space in european buildings , they will elect for underpowered consoles which would be very easy to send over there . countries will very much like how they look in their online catalogs and newspaper advertisements .

  134. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Well, it's turning into another disaster. I can blame weather, cancellations, the time of year...the fact is, I am shit, useless and don't know what the fuck I'm doing.

    Suppose things turn out alright in the next month. So what? There's no way I can come close to the figures I want. Even if I bust my arse off.

    And because I am such an idiot, I will continue to fuck up this evening as well. Why not?

  135. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Why do people hate hipsters? I love being a hipster

  136. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I miss my ex so fucking much, I immensely regret breaking it off. I'm a dumb bitch paying for my actions. I hope you know how much I think about you.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Damn bro, i felt that. How long ago did you break up? Stay strong, it passes.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Probably like a year and half now. I don't know why it's hitting harder lately but it sucks.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >Probably like a year and half now
          Ah, i get it. It's the nostalgia hitting hard. Remind yourself of all the reasons you broke up. Chin up, keep moving forward my dude.

  137. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN DOESNT MEAN YOU SHOULD.
    JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN DOESNT MAKE YOU GOOD.
    JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN DOESN'T MAKE YOU RIGHT.
    JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN DOESNT MAKE YOU BETTER THEN ME.
    JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN DOESNT MEAN ITS JUST.
    JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN DOESNT MEAN THERE ISNT A CONSEQUENCE TO IT.
    JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN DOESNT MEAN I WONT STOMP A MUD HOLE IN YOU

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Who are you talking about

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        He knows who

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN DOESNT mean you should type in all caps.

  138. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I think I have to come to terms with the fact that my ex girlfriend was the best I could do and I won't find someone better than her.

    That makes me sad.

  139. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Theoretically, next week will be a good one and things will actually work. But with the way conditions are at the moment, I'm really not sure.

    Don't even know what to do for the net few days. I can try to play things really safe, but it will be a total shitshow if I don't get things right and have at least a tiny bit of luck on my side.

  140. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    guys are really fucking retarded, i swear to god. just get drafted already and do something somewhat productive

  141. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    when humanity reflected their own animal nature at the highest degree god chose to drown them all and start again
    talk about an evil control freak...

  142. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Recently I've been fascinated by unhygienic street food videos.

    Also, Balut!

  143. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I think it's definitely time to give up on this for now. Because as usual, I am magically missing all the good opportunities and being left with the shite. I should have stuck to what worked, even if it was piss poor.

    This next month is going to be a serious struggle. It's time to admit that I totally fucked up and left too early. I've completely screwed myself.

  144. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Honestly fuck her. Yeah you fucked things up a bit but it wasn't perfect.

    Not once did she tell you she loved you. Don't forget that. Also not once did she actually try to communicate.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Yeah, fuck that bitch. No one's perfect so there's no point in blaming yourself if you really tried. Fuck her and her stupid dog.

  145. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Adult life has given me acid reflux at last.

  146. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    why would i tell someone i barely know that i love them?

    lol keep pushing me away, it's honestly working great

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      People do tho, either because they think it’s what the other person wants to hear or because they want to hear it back. Maybe they do feel it. Honestly I don’t know it scares me

  147. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I try my best lol
    I’ve missed you but you’re not supposed to know that lol

  148. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    If you think about it, mathematics is just like playing Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice
    If you think about it, talking to girls or just existing as a person day to day is just like Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice

  149. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    In five minutes I have to go to work

    it's not a big deal
    I'm gonna be ok

    • 3 weeks ago
      F

      Relateable

  150. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Why should missing somebody be a secret?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      fr though only immature dudes hide their feelings ¯_(ツ)_/¯

      if you really missed someone and loved them, you'd make every effort possible to communicate these feelings with them

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Nobody cares
        That's the message that men are bombarded with from the very beginning unless they're the golden ones

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          if nobody cares why are you replying

          must've touched a nerve/heartstring

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            You misunderstood, I'm saying that in United States culture bottling up your emotions is considered mature by everyone and even the wokest people will belittle you for expressing your feelings unless something really bad has happened to you
            This carries over into how we conduct ourselves romantically, we internalize and downplay our emotional needs because they're considered a nuisance.

            Emotions are for teenagers and gays according to the social approval matrix

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              You’re here and can say anything. Anything.
              What do you really feel?

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                I really want to leave this place behind but I'm still making preparations. It will take me a few more years but once I have money and the means to travel, then I'll be happier

                i think you're compiling the worst of the worst people in our society and curating your opinion based off their shitty actions and thought processes

                most people worthy of love are completely okay with showing emotions. if my bf were to break out in a cry, all i'd want to do is help and comfort him.

                more men need to understand that hiding your emotions isn't necessary if you're surrounded with the right humans.

                I don't know what to say to this, my path leads me away from companionship. Things are never what they seem. Bonds of reassurance and unconditional love always contain presuppositions that must be fulfilled in order to sustain them and these presuppositions can have negative side effects ranging from chaotic, to restraining, to deflating, to draining; just as much as they can confer the positive inverse of these

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              i think you're compiling the worst of the worst people in our society and curating your opinion based off their shitty actions and thought processes

              most people worthy of love are completely okay with showing emotions. if my bf were to break out in a cry, all i'd want to do is help and comfort him.

              more men need to understand that hiding your emotions isn't necessary if you're surrounded with the right humans.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        If women weren't psychotic and emotionally abusive more men would be open

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          stfu with your obvious hatred for women..
          men can be equally has fucked up, let's set that straight.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It shouldn’t. But maybe, hypothetically, that person doesn’t want to hurt a different person.because they really care for them too.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Sounds like a pain in the ass. It must suck to be you.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Well, this hypothetical individual of indiscript nature, I mean. Whom may or may not be you / related to you.

  151. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Doing trigonometry feels satisfying just like putting my fingers inside a pussy

  152. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    toy-like people make me boy-like

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      what

  153. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I've never felt unconditional love for being the way I am. I feel like when I ever dropped my guard and became something they didn't ever see me as, then all the appeal went out the window and I was left alone again. Hearing people loving each other and going to the lengths they go to to prove their commitment to each other seems like a puzzle to me, one that I can't figure out how to solve. Why is it so hard to find someone that loves me for what I am? seems like theres something wrong with me, something that I can't see but others can and they choose to avoid or only see when they feel like it. Such a waste of life.

  154. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Enough fucking about and failing. Tomorrow I will go back to the basics, back to the things I know. It will do for now. It will have to do, since I have nothing else.

  155. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    He’s been my savior and my rock fuc* he pisses me off.

  156. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    My whole life is falling apart.
    It may not look like it. I'm pretty much doing what I wanted to do 5 years ago, exactly where I wanted to be 5 years ago, but it is absolutely unbearable. Even if I can talk with people, even act fun and make them laugh, I don't enjoy it. Deep down, I'm painfully afraid of others. I've never had a "deep" relationship with anyone. I've never had a real friend. I've never had a romantic partner.
    I can't write, I can't make good music, and these are the only things I care about. Things that I love and obsess me never work out for me. I've tried for years, yet everything that comes out of me is utterly soulless.
    I was so convinced that all I needed was art, that I ended up isolating myself from everyone. I was never close with neither friends nor family.
    I'm not a deep soul nor a tortured artist as I had always thought. I'm just a miserable, perverse and lonely man.
    In the last few months it has just got worse. I can barely sleep at night, and have started getting increasingly paranoid for no reason at all. I have no idea what to do now.

  157. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What I'm saying is; you don't know what a man has to go through in order to be lovable by you

  158. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i dont think my life aspirations are that great. i dont need to be wealthy just stable and able to spend time with friends. i dont need a big house just a bed to fall in at night. i dont need fancy tropical or historic locations just some nice weather to bike and skate. i dont need to be mr.olympia i just want to feel comfortable in my body and not be slowed down by it. i dont need a harem of lovers just somebody that cares.

    and that makes me boring.

  159. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    tfw he's probably already lovable, he just stresses himself out with meaningless shit and self inflicted insecurities

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Wow so now my feels are meaningless shit,
      guess I'll just bottle it up so I can start being a man and being some girls boyfriend who's a good boy who doesn't drink or smoke weed; who doesn't play too many video games so as to have time to help around the house when he's not working, who doesn't make her insecure or creeped out by his porn habits, who always reassures her and keeps the conversation and never goes quiet or dissociates or gets depressed or bored. You can get dumped over the smallest shit after years of being together, I'm not going to let someone take an ice pick to my brain like that again

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        no your problems aren't meaningless, but how about live your life freely instead of obsessing over these small things

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          To stop myself from obsessing, I have to restrain my feelings, when my feelings are restrained I lose the power to act or to make decisions. I revert to a mute wallflower, a "good listener" that I was trained to be. I can't want anything in this state, humility consumes me and I float down to the bottom of society like a rock.
          If I obsess over my feelings at least a feel like I have a heart. I'm still afraid of wanting or being anything. To be known by anyone disgusts me

  160. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    90% of the time I have had my time straight up disrespected is by woman. Whether that's been canceling last minute, the refusal to communicate, etc.

    I hate generalizations especially ones this large, but it's been my personal experience and I just wish that things wouldn't happen like this.

  161. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Why are men expected to initiate all the difficult conversations, ask the tough questions and do all the work, meanwhile the female response to it is either ghosting and avoiding confrontation or manipulating you into thinking you are at fault for saying or doing anything while they make themselves seem to be blameless and avoid any responsibility? then they act like men need to man up and just deal with it like women are these complete, perfect beings that feel entitled to teach you how this "game" is played while at the same time bragging about their red flags like its something thats excused by being self aware about it. It just makes you look slutty and entitled, literal cumdumpster. But they think that the "hot, broken, daddy issues" type is something to aspire to, so it doesn't need to be addressed, while men need to get their shit together to even be acknowledged as a human. Fuck all that shit, a cunt is a cunt and they need to be able to take it too. Being a woman is becoming a disability more and more as time goes on.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      a guy did the same bullshit to me, do i get to call him a cunt now?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Sure, call him a cunt, because only someone that has one can act this way.

  162. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Spring is coming, and I have been enjoying getting back into the swing of things. I am blessed to be on a path in an endeavor that utilizes my talents and is a necessity for society. I labor in the Light.

    Still, I feel unappreciated and lonely. Society favors emptiness and debauchery to that which sustains life. It is both terrifying and disgusting the evil that people have been tricked into.

    And I fear that I lost a loved one to that evil. The path forward is to detach and let things happen. I can't control it, tho it pains me to watch her love fade away as darkness takes her.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      "as darkness takes her"

      can i ask why you're so dramatic? LOL

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Not my words, my guy.

        >trying this hard
        it's only cool when I do it because I've read the right books

        You may be a bit sheltered, so you don't understand how there are a few professions that unironically hold society up from collapse. If people like me weren't trying hard, you wouldn't be eating food, have relative day to day safety, or have nice climate controls on your living spaces.

        Don't be foolish, now. Your life runs on blood, sweat, and tears. I try hard because I don't want to see the people I love perish.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Are you a sanitation worker?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            No, farmer.

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              Another honorable job. Farmers and sanitation workers are as important as medics and teachers, but few realize this.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Thanks, anon.

                It is sad that society does not appreciate and reward those who are necessary for its existence. It just shows you how much power evil has.
                Most people take much more than they give, and it is very sad.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                No wonder socialism/communism is so tempting to many people. For the common worker to fairly reap their own goods (and to be able to work for said goods in first place) instead of being exploited by overly rich fops who only ever inherited everything they own is a lifelong dream which may never come true.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >trying this hard
      it's only cool when I do it because I've read the right books

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I’m not coming out until summer.

  163. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Under Prime Minister Narendra Modi, India is more likely than in the past to respond with military force to any provocation by Pakistan.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Is this true? I don't really keep up on world events or attitudes

  164. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    my mother was mean when she used to smoke. when i was younger she was always trying to get me to talk because some trauma or other was kind of controlling me there for a time. i remember one time when i was 10 she had asked me to go get cigarettes for her again and i guess i was feeling brave that day. i told her no and that i cared about her and that it scared me that she was damaging her health. she flipped out and started calling me a useless mistake and grounded me before going out to get them herself. i stopped caring to confront people after that.

    i have a bunch if memories like that but you kind of just have to go along with it. shes the only immediate family ive got. i try to understand and accept that but it just feels so empty everytime she tells me that she loves me. i know i never had it as bad as some anons here but it just eats at me a bit. shes always asking me why i never call her. always telling me that she loves and cares for me but I just cant trust it.

    if everybody has been telling you the same thing your entire life its hard to not believe it. some people say they see me as a strong capable person but i just never feel like i have anything in this world. im not in somebody elses body im controlling somebody from an alternate dimension entirely and i cant for the life of me conprehend the laws here.

  165. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    25 KV, should I go to a hooker? I sometimes notice girls are interested in me but I'm terrified of making a romantic connection and I just freeze. I'm thinking maybe going to a hooker is gonna help but there is no way back from that, I will forever be the guy that had to pay to lose his virginity, although it's not really that much worse than being a 25 yo virgin. Wat do?

  166. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    He's amazing the way he is, and I really wanted to help him and be by his side, but he suddenly shoved me away for "not understanding his circumstances" and "being clingy and annoying" being that he never really told me which circumstances he was dealing with and, in addition, made it look like he just wanted to get away from me to play LoL. All because I wanted to not feel like I was speaking to a wall all of a sudden. All because I also wanted to be part of his life during the holidays, not only during the semester, like a true friend.

    He promised we would be friends no matter what, but, in the end, there was a "what". It was me.

    I'm clearly the problem here, there's no way around it. Why do I still try to make friends...

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I've been mourning the end of this friendship for over a month, just like I mourned the end of my other friendship a year ago.

      The solution: not have any more friendships. I'm not meant for it.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >I'm not meant for it.

        Eh it's all a numbers game. Just get into a hobby or two and find someone else who will partake in it with you. Be easy on yourself.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I cannot trust people to not mistreat me anymore. It's not the first time, but the last out of dozens upon dozens of being either rejected, used, bossed around to the point of mental exhaustion or abandoned.

          I can't do this anymore.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I'm sorry, anon. I am in a similar boat.

            This is why many religions (Taoism, Buddhism, and even Christianity) suggest that you don't expect much from others. Loss is consistent, and you have to find a point inside yourself that you can establish that is a source of Good.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            The most annoying thing about it all is that I really thought it'd be different this time. We got along, he was kind and caring, we were like peas in a pod...

            But for him to do a 180 all of a sudden...

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              I'm going through a similar thing right now. A person close to me flipped a switch and turned on me, and my abandonment issues are messing with my head.

              You inevitably just can't cling to people.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Unfortunately I already knew he had the tendency to get away from people when he's not doing well, but O didn't know he actively shoved then away as well.

                I will have to speak to him in person about it, for good or for bad. I may need therapy, but so does he.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Why did they flip a switch like that?

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                I am ultimately unsure because she has distanced herself and won't allow us the opportunity to talk about it.

                Both of us are going through a series of unfortunate life circumstances. I had hoped we could be there for each other, and I offered to do so, but she has pulled away, and it's been months since I've see her.

                Previous to this we were working on a dream business together, but it fell through, and that has been hard to deal with. There's still hope in us making our dream come true, but I don't think her heart is there anymore.

                She's going through a lot, but I can't help but feel she just doesn't want to deal with me and has better options. Of course, this is my trauma and my abandonment issues at play, but I also don't think it's too far off from the truth.

  167. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i'm glad i finally realized you're just mentally ill and it's not me, it's you

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I did warn you people ..play with fire and you get burned. *shrugs*

  168. 3 weeks ago
    F

    Reads like its spring in here

    Hope yall stayed toasty

  169. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    People should really get married under the sacred oath of a blood pact to Satan anyways. God isn't going to do shit if you split, but Satan? You can rest easy knowing that one or both of your souls will be claimed and raped eternally in hell. I think people might be a little more motivated to make things work out under those circumstances, you know? Also: Blood pacts are dope. Just imagine how bomb that wedding would be with everybody getting down with some blood letting and ritualistic sacrifice. That's one to show the grandchildren.

  170. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    at times i do miss you, then i remember how much of a chore it was trying to just get words out of you

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      thats fair and i dont blame you. what happened more recently though? i tried to engage you a few times and you just blew me off. i get that it was just chitchat but hey man i tried a bit. i just dont know you well enough to play off your humor yet as sad at that is.

      im not too bothered either way. if youre happier not talking then thats fine. thats the most important thing.

  171. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous
  172. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Love I over slept please forgive me.

  173. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You should sleep if you are still around, hope you are sleeping now. Love you.

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