I think demons might have latched onto me when I smoked weed and masturbated to IR porn a few years back a lot. Those demons mostly give me anxiety about death and fearing the judgment of God and some derealizations sometimes. I stopped the weed years ago but I still masturbate to porn more often than I like. It's definitely an addiction that I have to battle out. Will those demons go away on their own once I completely stop masturbating and watching any form of porn or do I have to do something else? Preferably not doing more dangerous things with spirits, but some sort of christian prayer / cleansing ritual maybe? I just want those demons to leave me alone for good and to stop sinning. Thank you.
>Will those demons go away on their own once I completely stop masturbating and watching any form of porn
Yes
Christian prayers and cleansing rituals will make the removal process faster
What comes to mind? Any specific prayers? I have no idea about christian rituals. I am not too deep into Christianity, just generally affiliated and believe in Jesus and his sacrifice.
LBRP
If that doesn't work, consult a priest.
I'd rather not try that. Seems risky to me, although I am not an expert on this either way
Thanks very much. I noticed that this is exactly what is happening. I hate and love watching IR porn. It gives me a massive dopamine rush, but I also feel horrible afterwards. Depressed, anxious. Like I am unloved by God because I sinned and I am terrified of being sent to hell because of it. And then I continue watching it, because I feel horrible and the moments of pleasures give me a brief respite. Yet I seemingly can't stop for good because the addiction kicks in after a few days latest and it's like my mind switches into different gears. I have to really break through it this time. Currently on day 11 of semen retention (but watched some porn with edging). I will stay clean from any kind of material now. It has a horrible effect on my spirit. I can really feel it. I have to become pure again, like a child. Will follow your advice. More advice is welcome too.
Edging without ejaculation is incredibly bad for your prostate. Please refrain from doing that. I know it's difficult because I too am a fucking idiot when it comes to this addiction. But you should not jack off like that.
The prayer they use is exorcism. A prayer to saint Michael. “Saint Michael the arch angel—defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray; and do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host, by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan, and all the evil spirits, who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen”
Generally, entities that feed on your negative energies, such as thoughts, actions, or habits, are from the lower astral realm. All they will do is keep pushing you to continue those behaviors and thoughts, trapping you in a cycle. To get rid of them, you simply need to stop engaging in those things that are not good for your spirit. To identify them, you can use the seven deadly sins as a starting point. When you're dealing with a demon, it means you have a connection with that entity, either from this life or a past one. It might be a bit harder to break free from it, but do try. Start by living a healthy life, clean your house and room, get rid of things from many years ago that you no longer use because they become stagnant energy. Maintain good hygiene, change your entertainment, and the music you listen to if necessary. Prayer can also be very helpful.
I usually ask them directly to leave, and if necessary I burn them out with positive energy. In extreme cases I ask for assistance from spirit guides.
The devils won't leave you be until the very end.
Their only weapon against you is to attempt to persuade you do doubt the LORD JESUS CHRIST.
Hold fast to your faith no matter what lying wonders show themselves.
Ignore protex, go to a ordained priest of the Catholic Church and get help.
Here, it's a good podcast and has great information.
https://open.spotify.com/show/4Rs76ZgP5iIwZCs51oHdvk
Maybe if you took the time to realize that there are no demons involved and that it's your own anxiety, you might solve your inner problems with your chosen cult?!
Get baptized in Catholic Church, take the sacraments. These just look at the movies. Whatever mumbo jumbo procedures other christian denominations do to fight the enemy, they always end up calling the heavy artillery: black robed catholic priests.
U can go to a catholic church. Near the end everyone gets blessed. They walk in a line to receive the wafer. As a non catholic u can receive a blessing. U walk in line with the others and when u r now in the front with the priest u cross your arms like a dead man m, kinda like your in a coffin, and u will be blessed. Each hand on your opposite shoulders. U r allowed to do this as an atheist. the church welcomes non believers
What's IR porn
Hey bro, same shit happened to me whislt edging for an hour on some powerful edible gummies. The pleasure from that release was easily a top 10 fap comparable to when I was a kid(I was like 21-22 at the time). But almost immediately after the pleasure, the horrora started. It was so bad I went tp /x/ for help but all I got was grief. It was a long time, and a lot of reading until I understood the hows and whys.
After the fap, I would see "it". Nonstop. In the most bizarre and abstract forms. If I could draw or animate what I was constantly seeing I could be the next Junji Ito, lmao. It was like one long daydream. I tried to sleep it off but the next day it was still happening. If I was making eggs or putting on my socks, I would still be seeing them. Like when you're talking to a friend and you imagine something or something "flashes" in your mind whilst you still simultaneously perceive and see your friend.
Now if you go to the doctor they will tell you that if you have latent mental illnesses you can release them through drug use and yada yada. I always was a bit autistic and after that I got to deal with schizophrenia. I even would later have the usual schizo episodes which pushed people away.
First you need to know it wasn't because of the type of porn you watched per say. It has more to do with your guilt of it. But it's too late for that now. Anytime you fap you will be feeding them and more will slowly come and grow.
In rituals, SRA, celebration or anything generally seen as "magic" build up is important. And through release you can trigger the desired effect of whatever it is you had wanted. For me, I ran into something that scared me to my very core as a child. Something primodial. I will cont in the next post. I'm glad to have finally met someone else. Only other person is a dude in the archive who did the same thing but on shrooms.
At 21, I spent my days as a neet by myself in misery in my apartment eating ramen and bread all day. I had no friends or connections and was just depressed and lonely and would walk around in circles whilst fantasizing and listening to music while high off my ass and then occasionally masturbating. Rinse and repeat. All the conditions were more or less met and after the horror show I went on SR and read my bible. But here's the issue. You might break down again, fap, and make them stronger. THEY are already there with you now. Everytime you fap, or really give a nasty emotion, they'll feed off of it. The energy really. Like this year my sister died so naturally they tormented me. Or whenever I am in that state of being really exhausted and tired there they are. You already let them come to your world. They are here.
Now there are some pros and cons here and everyone else here won't really be able to relate at this point. You're gonna be in a different world. You may acheive a special type of gnosis that allows to perceive and understand in a way that only you can understand. Not understanding by using logic (2+2=4) or understanding using book knowledge (i.e the textbook said xyz). Understanding and perceiving based on personal experience and just "knowing".
One final post after this one
The cons are that you will be tormented. You're still at the beginning but you're probably gonna relapse dude and feel like shit and start a cycle. They know this. I went to Target to get some groceries at night and spent hours staring at that red target sign and broke down in fear because I felt like it was staring back. I avoided it from then on and then passed an Ihop one day and spent hours stari g at the the logo and then broke down again. Your schizo episodes will be different than mine but they're gonna happen. Try to make sure your alone. Uncontrollable crying, isolation, bizarre desires to dance in odd ways and things you found disgusting and horrifying you might like not only sexually but philosophically too. And homosexuality. That's what I had to go through(I thank god that I never acted on the homo desires because if you do it's GAME OVER)
Now you can prevent all of this and kill them by simply going on a parasite/candida cleanse. Have you seen these demons? They might not look like what your expecting as you might only perceive the form you project onto them. If yes, tell me what they look like and I'll know more or less what group you're dealing with. Parasites, like us, can exist in different planes at the same time. We can go to higher states but they can't reach there without passing the earthly realm first. So to explain it simply they hijack you because you're closer to the creator than they are. Or they might just prefer to be on our plane of existence than their own because earth is naturally better than their world of darkness. Parasites are a earthly manifestation of these beings. Like how cats are a manifestation of sacred felidae species. LULZ finally got up to date on the whole parasite thing but I knew years ago from an elite ama thread back in the day.
Okay one more post lol
Sungaze at sunrise and sunset everyday with your shoes off and feet grounded.
Keep doing SR. Don't stop. It won't be enough because like I said they're here now. But It'll help.
Cleanse yourself of parasites using the vast info on parasite cleansing mainly found on /misc/ and /x/.
It would take 5-6 more posts to go into detail.
Pray and read the bible, specifically the four gospels.
Journal every day.
Get a houseplant and speak to it everyday.
Change your diet and do not eat garbage.
The demons will invite more of their friends which will be a variety of different beings everytime you reopen the portal. You don't want that. These things may very well end up making you attracted to your worst fears. I'm talking IR porn where you imagine yourself as the girl and I don't mean a black girl.
Godspeed.
Yes, I already developed an autogynephilia fetish, imagining myself as the girl. Thanks for the lengthy posts! Will keep re-reading them.
I might try it, but I prefer to keep it Christian for now. Thanks tho
He did, but sinning is still like tainting the window from the light of God is supposed to shine in and make you unable to feel his presence. I know I feel better and automatically become more spiritual and childlike once I start abstaining from porn and masturbation for a few days. I might or might not be judged. The bible has contradicting standpoints on this it seems, but I think I should err on the safe side and abstain from sin as best I can.
I have researched NDEs and those are quite comforting, but some people also had hellish NDEs and I think it probably has to do with those people doing things they know are wrong and getting a wakeup call. Some NDEs had angels guiding them through a wasteland and showing them lost souls who wander around and suffer. I would just prefer to never end up in such a place and join God once I die.
what helped me the most with serious masturbation obsession was to stop caring about wether its a sin or not. the problem was obsessing over it as a bad thing. the more I resisted the harder it had me in its grips.
once I stopped caring I did it less automatically.
same with money, the more you worry about it the more power you give to it. once I stopped worrying about my money it poured in by itself.
seek God, he already knows all your shortcomings and can rectify/heal all things. he knows you better than you know yourself.
Also these things mainly target individuals who have pretty good ESP abilities or those who were/are afflicted with trauma. I was the latter. You should do EMDR. You'll see em again but it'll help you.
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/18225554/#18227112
Maybe this will sound like a LARP but I started chanting daily mantras to Vajrakilaya (in sanskrit) and it made me much more resilient to porn and masturbation, and I have also observed other positive changes in my life.
stop letting them shame and guilt trip you.
Jesus took our shame and guilt on him on the cross so you dont have to.
no matter how much you beat your meat or smoke weed, you are not judged according to it. the devil is called the accuser, dont give him power over you. repent and seek the Holy Spirit in Truth.
their way in is by planting false information about God. God isn't like that (judgemental and shit). Just learn more about God and the demons will just not be able to hang on any more. It will be like if they are attached to a pot on the stove, just turn the stove on. they will jump out. The light of God (truth) burns them
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everything christians believe is wrong and stupid
as opposed to stunning and brave