>get prescribed melatonin a month ago
>have extremely graphic semi lucid dreams of myself going on mass shootings
>these scary humanoid things are chasing me they hunt me
>I'm running from them but everyone around me is trying to stop me
>have infinite bullets and can jump around/jump forward and upside down like I'm in a video game
>as I lose lucidly I run out of bullets
>switch to swords
>literally cutting my way through thousands of people
>this takes place in a series of like endless buildings malls, office buildings, restaurants that are all connected
>the dream is so real I have to wipe blood off my eyes as it slowly makes it hard to see
>randomly wake myself up by sitting up as the hunters get too close
This can't be fucking normal. Is this all just a creation of my mind what do you guys think dreams are?
Get a gf and have sex, this sounds like testosterone: the dream.
I have a gf.
>Is this all just a creation of my mind
Yes
Why my mind be evil and shit
You play too many video games
If not, something with guns subconsciously influences your dreams.
Or third option, you are dealing with something that you're not confronting
This world is a reflection of your mind also anon
>prescribed melatonin
Fake, Stopped reading there
some countries have it as prescription only
oftentimes I dream like OP does, also when taking melatonin 5mgs
only a couple times has it been someone else being the mass shooters at the mall
Ahh see, im taking 2-4mgs depending on how many I take, thats probably why my dreams arent so bad.
I had a dream like this that was incredibly disturbing for me.
Happened probably more than half a year back and I never told anyone.
>in the sky looking down on someone like a kind of movie
>this person works at a grocery store and is stocking the shelves when the bosses son walks up and starts to try to talk to him
>dont remember what he said
>the person I’m spectating just takes out a gun and shoots the managers son in the head
>he starts to walk over to the managers office
>for some reason the managers soul is linked to some kind of object
>think of something like joy from blade runner 2049 except this is a real living person
>the person walks into the office and without saying anything the manager knew his son was killed by this man
>the manager gets incredibly angry and sad and starts yelling at this man while sobbing
>the man, without saying anything, goes up to this object that is attached to the managers soul and crushes it, killing the manager
>as hes walking out of the office and back into the store it feels like my soul starts to move and inhabit his body
>its like I suddenly gained consciousness that what I was watching from the sky this whole time was my doing as I realize that I am this man and I am now in control of the body that just killed two people
>my co-workers somehow know what’s going on and are screaming at me that Im a monster and that the police have been called all while I lay on the floor curled up crying uncontrollably thinking to myself what have I done
>I realize if I don’t leave now Im going to spend the rest of my life in jail so I run out of the store and start running down the sidewalk
>I start to think about my real life family and how I may never even get to see my grandma again because shes unwell and she might pass before I ever get to see her again
>hear sirens coming from behind me and I hide and the police cars drive by and I continue to run after they pass
Part 1/2
>after running for another minute a bus pulls up beside me
>looks like a smaller school bus but red and white like a medical vehicle
>the woman driving it tells me that shes here to pick me up to take me to the mental hospital because I am insane
>for some reason I feel comfort and get on the bus
>woke up
First time writing about anything in this format sorry if its poorly done.
Im not sure why I had this dream and it makes me a bit worried sometimes.
>running down the sidewalk
The sidewalk's for walking, not running.
Hope they give you the chair for this.
in what dyspotian shithole is melatonin not OTC
Australia. Welcome to hell.
>things you shouldn’t say on an anonymous basket weaving forum
You could have at least phrased it better lol. My nightmares are where some fucker is mass shouting everyone and I’m in the same building as them and have to escape. Maybe you’re the asshole in my dream
Any kind of sleep aid, no matter how weak, gets me fucked up. Benadryl, melatonin, whatever. One time I drank a cup of fucking extra strength SLEEPYTIME BEAR TEA and, when I tried to fall asleep, every time I closed my eyes I had these disturbing visions of boiling flesh and gore. Eventually I had to sit up, turn on the lights, and just stare at the wall for a while because the situation was just so fucking dumb.
My theory is that compounds that make you drowsy (like melatonin or the valerian extract in sleepytime bear's satanic brew) have sort of an opposite effect on people who are hyperaware of their mind/body because it subconsciously makes them think that they're being drugged or poisoned, which puts them on edge, which triggers disturbing mental imagery to keep the brain in a state ready to deal with threats
I am on Melatonin, my dreams are interesting but not shooty shooty.
Aussie as well.
>This can't be fucking normal. Is this all just a creation of my mind what do you guys think dreams are?
You should guard your conduct in your dreams. That is good conduct too.
do you play shooters? I have had dreams where I played counterstrike and there was a spinbotter on the other team. worst dream ever.