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Get it off your Chest - GIOYC

You know who I am.

  1. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Just waiting for the balls to kill myself for what I did.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Which was?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I transitioned to a girl

        • 3 weeks ago
          Gary

          Damn I’ve been there

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Glad to have you back Gary it’s really not for everyone

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Dv.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Gary

      Based

      Been there, please cheer up instead of kysing yourself

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        No anon, I deserve to die for what I did.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          sticks and stones

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          You hurt her, there are men who have worse than what you did anon. Stop mentally torturing yourself

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I didn't just hurt her anon. There are few men worse than me. I should not be here avoiding the inevitable I should be trying a rope.

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              You killed her, didn't you?

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                No but I could have.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Why didn't you?

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Lucidity?

                Shut the fuck up, that ain't funny. That poor anon already tortures himself enough

                I deserve it tbqh.

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              Grovel and plead you freak, you are pathetic. *hank hill voice* YOU’RE A LOSER! YOU’RE A LOSER!

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Shut the fuck up, that ain't funny. That poor anon already tortures himself enough

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                ARE YOU FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF? WELL YOU SHOULD BE CAUSE YOU ARE DlRT! YOU MAKE ME SICK YOU BIG BABY! BABY WANT A BOTTLE? A BIG DIRT BOTTLE?

              • 3 weeks ago
                Gary

                >ARE YOU FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF? WELL YOU SHOULD BE CAUSE YOU ARE DlRT! YOU MAKE ME SICK YOU BIG BABY! BABY WANT A BOTTLE? A BIG DIRT BOTTLE?
                Lmfao

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Shut up I'm not that anon
                It's a funny episode, but hank of the hill has trouble showing his emotional side to his wife.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I know why you keep posting this and it's okay. We were both wrong.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        No you don't and I am not a regular... anymore.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Go look at boobs.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Women just remind me of the faeces i have become and the love I will never feel again.

  2. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    My stomach is all tied in knots.

  3. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What’s up with the anon who posts “Read the ultramind solution” on every post? What’s his endgame?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Maybe it worked for them. The board seems to trap souls in a weird way though like the guy who thinks life is over if you’re not in college or internal family systems therapy guy.

  4. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    He did nothing wrong. He's allowed to spend time with his girlfriend, it just broke the spell he cast.

  5. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Fuck off, snakes.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You da snake

  6. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous
  7. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    My roommate is so fucking stupid and I have to treat them like an autistic child
    I liken them to an autistic child because they have absolutely zero sense of awareness outside of what they are immediately looking at right in front of them. they’ve slammed the door so much that it broke and doesn’t shut anymore unless something is leaning against it. They’re too brain dead to figure out how to use a timer on their phone so they expect people to let them know that their laundry has been sitting in the dryer for 9+ hours. They leave dishes in the sink for 5+ days and open a clean dishwasher just to take out a single clean fork and then close it and leave it for someone else to empty, yet claim they’re a germ freak. And like an autistic child, you can’t get mad at them! Because they’re stupid enough to be petty and retaliate. I have to treat a 27 year old grown (?) adult like a child who impulsively drinks incense oil out of reed diffusers because they don’t know better 🙂

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >impulsively drinks incense oil out of reed diffusers
      Which flavour though?

  8. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Moles are cute. You haven’t lived until you see a cute mole dig and dig in the ground

  9. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >sick of myself
    >try to self improve
    >mind keeps going "you're so fucking pathetic, you honestly have to try this fucking hard to do stuff that's easy for others?"

  10. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I think I made her cringe
    I'm too far behind
    Rekindling an old flame
    I should of known I'd get burnt
    To think it had been so long
    Only for me to make a fool of myself again
    You slip away
    I might finally find peace
    I cant eat
    But maybe soon I'll sleep
    Forever
    I love you too much
    Is this life a prison
    If I die is that a lack of commitment
    If we're reincarnated will you be more distant
    I hold on to try and show my dedication
    You come around and I feel elated
    I'm broken and jaded
    Your memory never fades away
    Love is pain
    Far too much for me to take
    Without you I'd feel nothing
    So I guess that's something
    Fuck my life what were you missing
    Why did you have to get in touch
    You "didn't know"
    That's not good enough
    I'll ask you straight
    And if you don't know
    Then you can get fucked

  11. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i found her

    • 3 weeks ago
      Sean

      I'm friends with people like this and I keep trying to get them to help me solve crimes

  12. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm a 35 year old khv, mostly due to me avoiding women due to embarrassment about a severe stuttering problem that I have. I have totally failed as a man and see no significant reason to continue to work hard in life. It's too late for me to become a father, and while I don't think my sexual ability has dropped off, I don't see myself being able to adequately please a woman from this point forward.

    I'm scared that I may have another 50-60 years to live. What the fuck do I do with all of that time?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You didn't fail. But you need to try.

      I had a gf once. I failed.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Damn bro that’s crazy good luck

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      36 and I rejected by my crush, the only person I was interested in having a child with. Just coasting through life doing uber eats. Thought about starting a repairs company, but I'm just so tired of life myself, man. I ask God for help, getting no response in the love department. And I've lost attraction for women mostly, I just wanted the one girl and she hated me.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Don't waste your time on crushes. Use dating sites, find someone you don't have an unhealthy image of and build mutual attraction.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Dating apps and sites are trash. Just an extension of social media. Anybody who goes that low is already suspect.

          Better to be alone than in bad company.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Ok stay alone whatever

  13. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    white hot crystal clear

  14. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You tested my patience for way too long. I won't miss you.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Same

  15. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Why can't I just kill myself instead of backing out at the last second? I ruined her life, I ruined my own. It's over.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      anon stop

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Why? Bad people deserve to die. It's time to stop deluding myself with therapy

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Bad people don’t deserve to die unless they’re actively threatening people and it causes them to defend themselves. Imo although I can understand that not everyone will agree and personal matters make a lot of sense when someone was wronged but really what matters is healing when it’s outside that realm. There’s plenty out there for you if you’ll give yourself a chance.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Usually I agree with this sentiment but there are exceptions.

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              It doesn’t mean that he himself (or you if it’s the same person) needs to join in the procession that would hate him for what he’s done, you know? If you actively try to atone and make progress in shaping up and someone comes and deals with you I still think there’s something important there that occurred. But they’re wanting to hurt themselves over the hard reality of actions, consequences, and the ever moving flow of time that we all experience. It’s unnecessary and that’s my thoughts

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                It was me. There is no way to redeem myself but to die.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Gary

                Your penance is meds. Now.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                This is the schizo police.

                Take your meds.

                No. Meds don't help.

                I don’t think that true. The whole concept of redeeming is quite a beautiful one. The reason we try it is because we’ve done things that can’t be undone and know nobody is better for it. Your death wouldn’t really redeem you in any way that honestly learning from this all and applying the lessons would. I’m unfamiliar with what has a hold on you though or perhaps a fundamental difference in our mindsets is at play. I just thought it would be a gigantic waste and I also have a distaste for when people hate themselves

                I don't believe in redemption.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Gary

                I wasn’t asking.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                I don't have meds.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Gary

                That’s evident

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                >yes hello this is anon
                >yes I would love to make a CBT session appointment what are your available dates?

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Too late

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                I don't have meds.

                I think I nearly killed myself last night.
                I took 4 ativan Sunday night and then last night I drank two bottles of wine. Beyond a certain point I have absolutely no recollection of what happened, but I know I threw up. I think if thing went a bit differently I could well have died. That would be awful for however found me and would absolutely devastate my mum in particular. I think it's a pretty bad way to go, too. I feel so much shame.
                I'm drinking a lot less these days, but if I don't stop completely then one of these days I'm either going to ruin my life or get myself killed

                Why? Bad people deserve to die. It's time to stop deluding myself with therapy

                Why can't I just kill myself instead of backing out at the last second? I ruined her life, I ruined my own. It's over.

                Mental illness

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                So?

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                So fix it with drugs instead of being a fag whining online

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Too late

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Too late

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                This is the schizo police.

                Take your meds.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                I don’t think that true. The whole concept of redeeming is quite a beautiful one. The reason we try it is because we’ve done things that can’t be undone and know nobody is better for it. Your death wouldn’t really redeem you in any way that honestly learning from this all and applying the lessons would. I’m unfamiliar with what has a hold on you though or perhaps a fundamental difference in our mindsets is at play. I just thought it would be a gigantic waste and I also have a distaste for when people hate themselves

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      This bro stopped taking the lexapro for sure

  16. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I think I nearly killed myself last night.
    I took 4 ativan Sunday night and then last night I drank two bottles of wine. Beyond a certain point I have absolutely no recollection of what happened, but I know I threw up. I think if thing went a bit differently I could well have died. That would be awful for however found me and would absolutely devastate my mum in particular. I think it's a pretty bad way to go, too. I feel so much shame.
    I'm drinking a lot less these days, but if I don't stop completely then one of these days I'm either going to ruin my life or get myself killed

    • 3 weeks ago
      Gary

      Cool it with the pills, anon. you’re alright.

  17. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    [deleted post]

    mirror, mirror, on the wall
    i want torture, cock and ball

    • 3 weeks ago
      Gary

      Lmfao

  18. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm really not fucking looking forward to moving back with my older brother. I fucking hate being around someone so conceited, so self centered, and so fucking obsessed with being right that he makes my blood absolutely boil. He makes me feel like a total piece of shit, just so that he can feel better about himself. I cannot develop as a person as long as someone like him is purposefully trying his best to constantly put me down. No one makes me mad like he does. Sometimes I stay up all night just going over the annoying fucking shit he says. I get overwhelmingly mad at the shit he's done. I wish I could get over it. I really wish I could. I hate the fact I have to live with him. I'm fucking stuck with him for one more year, then I graduate, so I guess it's not that bad.

  19. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm just bored and tired, it's been a shitty couple of weeks. Not having a job, depression, and all of the other things are hitting me hard right now. As I'm trying still nothing is working out, and I'm stuck here. I'm tired of everything going on, and I want out of this. Just anywhere away from this .

  20. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    [deleted post]

    Fee-fi-fo-fum,
    I smell the pre of a BDSM-man,
    Be he alive, or be he dead
    I’ll grind his boner to make my bread!

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I’m howling pls stop

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Jack be nimble, Jack be quick
      Jack jumped over a candle dick
      (Okay this one was bad)

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        He jumped all over it

  21. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Jesus I didn’t know you guys were funny

  22. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I feel so deeply lonely and I miss a friend of mine so badly

  23. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    If you loved yourself then you would have improved yourself. Why even bother with you when you won't bother yourself you lazy bitch.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      U a lazy bitch, go fix yo self

  24. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i am very much improved, kek lel lol lmfao lmao hehe teehee

  25. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I just want to feel alive.

  26. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I caught covid and my throat hurts so much it's unbearable.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      don't stress over it

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Of course not, it's just that my throat feels like it is fissured and eating or drinking anything makes my eyes water. Most people online say it lasts a whole 3-4 days but others complain it lasted over a week.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Boil water, get yourself a towel, do inhalations, if you have limes -cut 2 open, and drop em in a cup, then drop an aspirin in the cup, microwave it till it's super hot, then crush the limes inside and dump them out, and drink it warm, lay in bed, tuck yourself in. You should sweat it out in no time.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            some people may require 2 aspirins for this to work, in the lime water mix.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            you can add honey too, it's way too sour.

  27. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Human affairs bore me. I prefer writing and game dev'ing, playing games with my bro, reading, and overall staying home to going on dates, working difficult jobs, traveling, and pushing myself to adapt in order to appease others. All I need is enough money to sustain myself and my parents and I'm content. The loneliness that comes and goes is fleeting and nourishes my creative side too, so I welcome it.

  28. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    If you're going to leave her, don't drag it out, don't extend the pain, do the right thing.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      True

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      he won't, he's dragging it out

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Disgusting, what makes people do this

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          because they're indecisive of who they want to be with

  29. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Lindsay,
    I love you. I haven't felt as deep and permanent a connection since you. And I know you feel the same.
    All of these hedonistic hookups and indulgences don't fill the void that love does.
    Stop pushing me away. Stop being afraid of loving and being loved. You deserve it and you are a good person. You've had bad things happen to you that you let influence you to do bad things as well, same with me, but we both see the good in each other. It's going to be okay. We're going to be okay.
    I love you,
    Jake

  30. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What the fuck has happened to this board over the last 3 weeks.
    So many low quality threads
    So many people larping as women
    Nobody seeking actual advice

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      People are growing more happy because of summer.
      Good init?

  31. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I started to realize that me and my family moving away to a new town has left a big scar or two on me. I wanted to make more friends in my old town since I started hs at the time but I never really let myself grow socially and maybe it was the fact that we were moving away that got to me. And now I feel like it's made me afraid of reaching out to people

  32. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    If you’re the anon who posted about coming to see someone whether they liked it or not, know that I saw your post T and we need to talk about it. The last time you did this it didn’t end well and you know it.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      No that was me and I’ve already discussed it with said person.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i'm a T and that wasn't me. i am not coming for you. i hoped the post was from you, but obviously, you're still a scared on simply talking to me. you let way too much time go to waste. i am so over it, even if i wish things panned out differently. you didn't even wanna get to know me when i WAS in your life, and that says enough. no second chance unless you directly say you wanna try again.

      you've worn me out way too damn much. its not fair to me when everything seems so one sided effort wise.
      thanks.

  33. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Should a wife beater be killed or kill their self?

  34. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    a girl I work with is into me and if I asked her out it would be a definite yes I'm just too stupid and hung up on the wording of asking her out I haven't done it yet and I feel like an idiot.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Ask if she wants to get a drink after work.

  35. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I didn't ask you for anything, I only offered to show you this reality I'd seen but it's not for everyone. You have it good, the red pill is definitely not for you and I really don't blame you. I don't hold any resentment towards you. Bye.

  36. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i guess i miss you but you never loved me anyway

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Let's assume that is for me.
      I did, liar.
      Is that gaslighting? It's something which I try not to do to other people, but I have no problems with doing it to my memories.
      I used to love you by the way. Keyword is used to - that's in the past, not in the present. I wanted to end it myself, by the way.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Do you want to know how why I have no problems with doing it to my memories? Because my memory is usually great, and I write what I really feel, before I gaslight myself.
        It's not a nice thing to do, I know that.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          your memory is so bad because you kept abusing yourself with drugs and alcohol
          until you stop you wont have a clear view of reality and will always think you are being deceived
          you know what is deceiving you? the demon called addiction attached to your spirit

          i never cheated and i would have given everything to you had you valued me as much as your drugs

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            My memory is great, and I don't want you back. Don't let the door hit you.

  37. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I only feel your loss now, not my own. I've really not lost anything, only you have. I don't want you to even have to fully know or feel the full weight of that.

  38. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I wish I could tell you how much I changed how much I regret being physically violent to you and how much I still love you. I wish there was some magic to take away the pain I caused. I wish I was dead. I wish we could be together again. I wish I had some reason to live. I wish I wasn't selfishly hoping you won't out me while knowing you already did partially

    I wish I could kill myself. I wish I had something to live for.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Do it for her (or him since you’re a homo)

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Do what?

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I don’t really know. Anything and everything. Post your heart out I guess.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I already did that. You think I should kms?

  39. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I don't need you. You annoy the shit out of me. I'm not joking.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      No one needs anyone, really. Want is another story.

  40. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Love of my life says I tried to kill her and she isn't even wrong. I am shit.

  41. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Me and this world were not meant for eachother

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Do one week without social media.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        can confirm
        didnt use my phone at all yesterday and felt more peaceful and less adhd

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I don't use social media at all, unless you count LULZ

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          off your phone for a week

          can confirm
          didnt use my phone at all yesterday and felt more peaceful and less adhd

          it doesn't take long to feel good.

  42. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You fucking wait sons of bitches, you'll be beneath me.

  43. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    All you had to do was follow the damn train cj 🙁

  44. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I was supposed to be a duper cavalier cowboy from hell immune from ever, but I keek sympathizing with the Judge Holden. I guess I'm too violent and evil to be good

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      No you are not. I am, but you are not.

  45. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    It's never going to be enough for me, and I think I'm starting to understand that there's just fundamentally no reason to keep acting like anything ever could be. Tried military, marriage, therapy, meds, hobbies, etc and the every time I get "better" I go into a psychosis and try to end myself then relapse into some kind of violent situation or heavy drug use just to kill the feeling of ennui. It's a cycle that feels like it'll just repeat until I finally get it right and just stay down.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Hey, you tried more than most. Perhaps moderate drug use and harm reduction?

      If it really comes down to a fuck-it-I'm-done moment, a massive dose of psychedelics.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Can relate
      What kind of violent situation?

  46. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Why can’t love ever be mutual for me. The women I don’t care to have in my life become infatuated with me. Vice versa. My heart hurts.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Indifference just makes you seem more valuable (relationship wise) than you are. If you started liking the girls you ignore they'd probably ditch you too after a while

  47. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm glad it's over.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Me too. It's a relief. One day, when you realize exactly what was lost, please don't blame yourself. It is going to be so exquisitely painful but you really can't make something work that isn't meant to be. You weren't meant to take the journey and be the hero, it's not you. I hope you can find some happiness, I know it will be difficult for you, especially later.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I'm glad to lose people like you, rather than having them in my life.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          [...]
          And you know why I'm glad to lose you? Look at the shit you're doing now, trying to guilt trip me as I'm leaving.

          Like I said many times already even today, I do not appreciate being manipulated. Cunt.

          I can certainly see why you have relationship problems though! I'm glad they escaped you!

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Also to you:

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              You're going to miserable for the rest of your life because you're an abusive, controlling person. I feel sorry for your ex, I genuinely do.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I'm glad to lose people like you, rather than having them in my life.

        And you know why I'm glad to lose you? Look at the shit you're doing now, trying to guilt trip me as I'm leaving.

        Like I said many times already even today, I do not appreciate being manipulated. Cunt.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I'm glad to lose people like you, rather than having them in my life.

          You're not them, I would never be in love with someone like you.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous
  48. 3 weeks ago
    macy

    hi

  49. 3 weeks ago
    macy

    someone talk to me now am bored

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Should I kms?

  50. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You go down this path, you will be destroyed. Leave.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I am destroyed

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      The path of saying what I think? The path of being justified about feeling resentment? I told you I would try to fondly think of you, silly girl, but considering the circumstances, from now on I will try not to think of you at all.
      Don't you think it's fair?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        What happened to you, anon?

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Brutal fucking trauma, shit sucks yo. I feel a lot more mentally stable, at the price of feeling a lot of resentment. The mental stability is great, but the price is very dear.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Gonna just go ahead and say you had the unfortunate experience of dating a BPD. Been there my man, mental healing took three years.

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              NTA but you have no idea how bad it can be

              >t.borderline

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              Both BPD and NPD. She has a very unique mind, that is another fact I can't deny.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                That's a nasty combo, certainly you had no idea what you were getting yourself into

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                I'll just leave it at that. Simple as. I don't really feel like talking, either.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                That's fair, sorry if I dredged any bad memories

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                On behalf of the borderlines, I am sorry.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Okay. Thanks.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Go heal now. At least you didn't date a BPD male

                I'm so used to dating damaged lukewarm people I had forgotten how fun a new relationship can be in the beginning

                >new relationship
                The only time my life ever felt good was during the start of my former relationship

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                >Go heal now.
                I'm going to sleep. I find it funny because with her I also acted like I am one of them. I do admit my guilt, and I think, why do I act like that only with her? If I think about it it's just her I've been that much of a dickhead with.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                >funny
                No, that's not the right word. I'm sad if anything. I remember saying "I am the problem" more than once in the past. I've been bad to other girls in the past, but never have I am been as bad as I were to her. That's another undeniable fact.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                What did you do?

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                I'd rather go to bed than talk about that.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Whatever it was I did worse.

  51. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    hurts worse thanks

  52. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm so used to dating damaged lukewarm people I had forgotten how fun a new relationship can be in the beginning

  53. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    There's no reason for me to be alive but here I am suicide posting instead of actually doing it. I wish she would just send me to jail already.

  54. 3 weeks ago
    macy

    i want a mean ugly bf but they dont exist or they hide and am so mad rn

  55. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You are chucky

  56. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I get it now. I really am an awful guy. I have always been a bully, a control freak and an edgy loser. I deceived myself into thinking I couldn't possibly be a bad guy because I was a "victim". Nobody wants to spend time with me because I am literally an energy vampire and a cunt who is so full of shit it's amazing he can take himself seriously.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      S a m e

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      miss , mostly you i expect
      btw
      log yourself off
      better for your mental illness

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Me too anon

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        tell me why you think that you be an awful human?

        have you kill someone
        are you a cannibal
        have you kill your parents for any reason

        and most important did you something interesting with your 10 fingers

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >I am literally an energy vampire
      That's what you felt like to me, larper. Just so you know.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I've fucking destroyed so many relationships because of my own low self-esteem. I made my brothers life a living hell, bullied my friends, shat on total strangers and told outrageous lies about myself, real narcissist shit, anything for that sick self-esteem boost. All the while I turned around and acted all "uwu" whenever I had to interact with someone I knew I couldn't bully, I manipulated them by rolling on my back and acting like a harmless nerd who you'd feel bad for hurting. Literally I am the definition of the cowardly bully who is only sad and lonely because he deserves it. Nobody on earth did anything to make me like this but myself.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        even if you live with 20 guests in a room you are still alone in your mind even if you have children and married

        like loneliness is a problem just your own pre-made rules turn your brain into a shitty milkshake of shame and hate it's like you live in a jungle like every stranger is an enemy open your eyes and relax

        find better friends psycho

  57. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The fact she's extremely manipulative is one of the most relevant reasons I chose to nuke that bridge. She stopped being the person I loved a long time ago. I probably didn't even lover but the idealized concept of her. What's done is done.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      true

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >I probably didn't even love her but the idealized concept of her
      But even then, that is not exactly right. I knew the real her, not the mask she shows to everyone, but the real her, for a long time too. I should probably go to bed for real and stop thinking about her, it's making me feel bad.

      • 3 weeks ago
        macy

        no one cares

  58. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >GIOYC
    GIOYC
    change your name to giovani than GIOYC
    look like a total retarded fagg

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You must be new. I'm a woman, so no.

  59. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous
  60. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm 27 and I've been with my bf for 8 years, since I was 19. Recently I've been craving someone other than him. My bf is morbidly obese and I don't think he is ever going to change. He's so gross to me that I couldn't even finish him off after he ate me out, last time, and we only have sex once every few months if that. He's so fucking fat, the side of his head looks like Peter Griffin. Someone give me permission to break up and tell me that I'm not a bad person. We were walking at the park the other day and this hot guy with no shirt on skateboarding waved at us and I was so turned on. I want a hot guy so bad or even just a guy without a gut. It would turn me on so much. Sometimes I have hot dreams and I go back to sleep just because I don't want to wake up

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Ok

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Does his neck look like an ass?

      and does he look like a puppet when he's breathless?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        The fucked up thing is that he has a super handsome face also in highschool he was an athlete and 10/10. When I saw his hs pic at his mom's house I seethed in rage. If he lost weight he would be hot. He chooses to be this way. He has a lot of hair so I can't see his neck or I'd tell you. Also he doesn't get breathless but he gets sweaty so easily. The other day I went to pat his back and my hand came back wet with sweat. All we had done was drive to the store

    • 3 weeks ago
      macy

      you sound like a fucking bitch instead of chatting ass tell ur poor boyfriend you cant be with him anymore u make the female species worse

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        You sound fat try not being fat God bless

        • 3 weeks ago
          macy

          u sound like a insecure man try not being a insecure man god bless

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            no one cares

            You could be jogging right now

            • 3 weeks ago
              macy

              how do you know am not jogging right now

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      there is always an advantage living with a fat fagg

      just when you look at him you can easily find a recipe like when he smells hard = pork for dinner

      if he drinks water maybe fish for dinner?

      and if he farts too many buritos or tacos

      a fat man is like a timed cookbook

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        respect fat people please

  61. 3 weeks ago
    macy

    ok but can someone tell me how you reply to people on this

  62. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    it's over

  63. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Please ignore this post.

    I guess it really is over and it's better for the both of us. I wanted to end things because if a lot of reasons, I really should write them all down. It just wasn't working and I didn't see a way of making so in the foreseeable future. I'll try to fondly remember everything but no promises.

    Please ignore this post.

  64. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Just let me die please. I'm tired of the guilt sorrow shame and pain.

    • 3 weeks ago
      macy

      just smoke a joint and calm down

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I am calm.

        • 3 weeks ago
          macy

          i wasent talking to u babe shutup thanks x

  65. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Jesus the LARPing, gas lighting and projecting is unreal. Please seek help.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Sometimes I post things that really do come off as a larp, and the problem is I don't even intended to.

  66. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm a 33 yo wizard.
    I got some chances over the years with girls that showed interest on me, and for different reasons, mostly not knowing how to properly show my feelings and being afraid of things going wrong, and going right and not knowing what the fuck to do.
    I'm not obsessed with having a gf now but I don't want to end up alone.
    So right now I'm just trying to find a logic approach to work this out.

    • 3 weeks ago
      macy

      r u a 33yo virgin

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Is this your first day on LULZ?

        • 3 weeks ago
          macy

          no it is not my first time on LULZ nobed

  67. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    having children in this kind of libtard world is a sin

  68. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Miserable fucking cunt. Another day when you have to sulk over nothing and drag me down with you.

    The day is ruined before it ever got going and I am so fucking glad I have good reason to leave early.

    I'm done with this shit.

    • 3 weeks ago
      macy

      who are you even talkng to weirdo

  69. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You disgust me. Your shitposts about women. Your gay LARPs. Your gaslighting. Its actually fucking sickening.

    • 3 weeks ago
      macy

      i am a woman u fucking bellend

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        British is its own gender, creature

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I'm glad you see it too, he sickens me too. He is some sort of thing - a monster.

  70. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You should be very happy, today I hatebombed the person you see as your love rival too, not only you.
    Now that I think abkuyt it, if you had the same political ideals you would get along just great. Fucking women.

  71. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I always tell you not to go overboard and then you do anyway. If you want to be irresponsible and blow all your money that's your fucking problem. I don't see why I should have to do the same. I've done it too many times on your account and I'm done with it.

    And I'm done with you making every fucking day miserable.

    Normal people aren't like this.

  72. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I have been waiting for weeks from a reply from the job i have applied too. I even made it past the second interview. If i get it i can actually move out while having a respectable job. The uncertainty is really stressing me out, especially now i am idolising what my life will be like.

  73. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Spread your wings and fly into the wind. You're free. Don't think about the past too much. Look forward to a better future.

  74. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I want to go but you'll probably try killing yourself.

    I want to cut ties with you but you owe me a lot of money that I need.

    Shit like this is why I'm sick of you.

  75. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I owe you absolute nothing, you owe me absolutely nothing and I don't plan of dying of anything other than natural causes. Do you even have a vague idea what's going on in my head?

  76. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I WILL GET THESE FUCKING PEDALS ON MY MOPED TODAY, THERE IS NO EXEPTIONS

  77. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    this ftm trans guy was cute and I was on board until their voice was getting close to a guy’s and the whole “I’m a guy” thing hit me like a truck. I’m even a little bi but I guess this isn’t it

  78. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The entire management at my work and upper management in HQ has been playing me for 2 weeks. Playing me good. That shit ends today. First theyre going to give me thousands of dollars in backpay for the 2 weeks theyve been fucking me over, then when I get back from this 3 day fuck you vacation theyre going to put me in that cush job they've been delaying. Yeah I know I'm 26 and the rest of you are in your 50s but that job is mine and I will get what is mine

  79. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I got blasted for making a mistake and now I feel like shit even though I know there was no lasting effect and the mistake was fixed quickly.

  80. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm in a dysfunctional self-destructive relationship that's doomed to fail and I'm afraid I'll off myself when its over

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It’ll be okay

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I'm a forever alone turbovirgin that got into this relationship out of pure dumb luck so this is a once in a lifetime experience for me

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          It wasn’t lucky. You sell yourself short.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            It was. I was going to be a chickenshit and just go home without saying anything to her and then she made a move on me. It was dumb luck.

  81. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I love you

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      no u

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I know you do and it’s killing me

  82. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm tired of thinking about her, she didn't even wanna get to know me. My heart aches. Yet somehow, I have this sense of hope.. I dunno why honestly, I doubt she'll change over night. God is a God of miracles, just wonder how big a miracle that would be..

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      If you want someone to change, it's not the right person for you. Let it go.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        What if it is? And what if her behavior was just a self defense mechanism? It's not all bad. I don't think she's stupid, just inconsidedate. Anyway, she's the only one I want to have kids with. I no longer feel an attraction for anyone else.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          The only person that you can change is yourself.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            That negates influence and positive advice.

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              It's something you don't want to hear and definitely don't want to do. Got it.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                "People don't change, they only show you who they truly are with time."

                My mom had cancer. Believe me, she changed a lot. The problem with a lot of people today sometimes boils down to who they choose to do life with.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                People don’t change.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Get rid of your friends and see how fast you change.

              • 3 weeks ago
                boobs

                shut up chatting shit its all u do

              • 3 weeks ago
                Sean

                It's true

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      This

  83. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    He is used to getting what he wants, he was trying to reel me in, make me interested but there was something protecting me this time. Something that exposed him to me and I'm very grateful.

  84. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'd like for you to leave actually, yes, that'd fix everything, go anywhere, i really don't care where you go but don't stay here, I don't understand how anyone could even bare your presence for more than a second, P.

  85. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Lel, the caffeine ruined my happy buzz and gave me anxiety
    Imma try to kick it for a week to see if it fixes me mood

  86. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm so happy I didn't let myself fall for him completely. I'm finally learning.

  87. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What you said last night puts a lot of things in perspective and now things make much more sense and I feel really guilty. That doesn’t change how I feel though, and that doesn’t change what I’m doing, and it certainly doesn’t make me want to run away. However it does change how I understand this situation. I’m still trying to do the right thing, I hope you will just be patient with me while I figure out what that is, but I also understand why you are trying so desperately to push away from me.

    I’m not going to be mad or hurt or upset no matter what happens, I want you to know that.

  88. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I used to get mildly sexually abused for the past 6 years. I was an adult, and I should have known better than to put myself in such a situation.
    Eventually I grew a backbone and got out of the situation. I dealt with this as if it was nothing.
    Now all of a sudden I feel out of it, and I can’t stop thinking about it. I’m struggling doing the bare minimum, and I wanna self harm really bad for fuck knows why.
    How do I get out of the negative head space and push on like a normal person. Like the dude was nice, and he never hit me, and I think I’m just over dramatic. I don’t wanna self sabotage. I don’t know what to do.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Pray.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      bros wanna self harm but they won’t eat their own shit

  89. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    My libido died 🙁

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      great

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      that's a good thing

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        great

        Not when you're in a relationship

  90. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >drinking from kefir bottle
    >look down
    >black around opening
    >black around cap
    >look closer
    >it's mold
    >been drinking from it for 10 minutes already

    i swear expiration dates are getting worse in stores. you used to be able to buy things like this and it would last easily 3 months in the fridge. i just bought it 3 weeks ago. how is there fucking mold already. i buy garlic now, in 2 weeks, bam, mold. it's insane

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      There might be a hygiene problem in your store or in your fridge.
      I had the same problem with a certain store. I just stopped buying fridge stuff there. Mold spreads easily.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        my fridge is amazing, and i buy from 2 different stores so that can't be right. just idk i'm fed up with it. not sure if i'll get sick from that or not. i feel queasy but that's just psychological.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Kefir and mold usually seem like pretty bad combo, anon.

  91. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I wish I could have 2 wives in the same bed with me. One cis to have kids with and one that's either an eternally youthful femboy or a qt trans. Twins would be even better.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      that's gross, marry twin females, one will eventually kill you

      • 3 weeks ago
        boobs

        your gross

    • 3 weeks ago
      boobs

      no one cares about ur fantasy that will never come true

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        your gross

        Shut up namefag aka macy

        • 3 weeks ago
          boobs

          shut up my name is boobz

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            you're a namefag

            • 3 weeks ago
              boobs

              what

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Loser

  92. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I can't get over the fact that my genitals were mutilated. I know I can't do anything about it. I know I can't fix it. I know I can't turn the clock back. Yet it never fails to make me have a panic attack.

    I keep waking up at night in a cold sweat thinking about it. When I see porn and see an normal, unharmed body it makes me start freaking out. I don't know what to do.

    Everyone, even my god damn therapist who specializes in trauma, says "oh just don't worry about it", "oh it's not a big deal." It fucking is. I have one life and that experience was robbed from me forever. For fucking ever. My body has a grotesque scar for fucking ever.

    I fucking hate it. Feels like I'm in a god damn mad house and it's costing me my sanity.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      it's easier for someone to tell you, 'its not a big deal, dont worry about it' than it is to fix society's fascination with mutilating infants.

  93. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You're just like her. Always want more and it's never enough. I did what you asked of me but when I ask you of something, you sing songs of the topic and asking for more.
    No appreciation given for what was asked. Only demand for more and more. I am glad to know this now. I can finally be free.

  94. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Reliving trauma from being falsely accused of sexual assault now I have fears whenever I see a police car that it's happening all over again

  95. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Magic conch shell will I ever get married

  96. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I feel so alone and desperate and I want to message him again but I know I shouldn’t
    I just want to know I won’t be alone for the rest of my life

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You won’t be alone anonette. If I’m not the one you’ll find someone.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        You are not him
        I dont see how someone would love me again who isnt unstable and/or abusive
        But at this point I think I would take those things just to not be alone

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          You’d be surprised at what people would love. Don’t sell yourself short.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Kat

          There are good guys out there but you won't find them here. Meet guys doing what you love to do. Also, men who have some higher purpose or spirituality are almost always better people. LULZ is the worst place to meet a guy, absolute worst.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Kat, honestly, in my experience, even church wasn't a good place to meet a decent woman. It has little do with the place, though for exp /soc/ is pretty bad. It's the fact that the quality of people in general is on the decline. I brought social media up on the last GIOYC as a -if not THE culprit. I think I have more beef with meeting a woman who uses facebook than some random girl who uses /adv/ to vent. Needless to say, there is bad influence even here, which we can see if we wise up a bit, mostly degenerate shills.

            This is of course NOT the real world. And I always advise people to speak to someone face to face somewhere you feel safe. Online has become a bad meme.

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              >even church wasn't a good place to meet a decent woman

              That's because church people don't work on anything. They think because they go to church, that they are morally superior. Someone that thinks that way, isn't going to try to improve. For the anon looking for a guy... a better bet is someone that reads a lot, someone into improvement, committed to good cause,etc

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Oh no, you don't understand. The church employs all those qualities and still comes up short. This goes back to my post about 'getting rid of friends to see how fast you change'. When you're part of a nuclear group for so long, it's hard to see them as others do, not without feeling devalued yourself by extension. Sad but true. And so I encourage people to truly see people as absolute individuals, and not just part of 'your team', because we die alone, and the team ain't coming.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                this is not to say I hate the church, but I do disagree with a lot of behaviors going on in church. Mostly worldly of hypocritical, inconsiderate things.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                or*

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Ironically, I'm pro segregation lol. But I guess the setting and the mindset is the bigger issue for me.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Kat

          Also, I want to add, I would imagine that women that have been abused in their life would come to a place like here. It's like being traumatized all over, being abused all over again...sometimes it's difficult to overcome those patterns and you don't even know you're doing it.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      My situation right now except it’s about to become even more complicated

  97. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    my love just gets taken advantage of when i "talk" to you

    it's either you make a move soon or i'm out...
    such a tiresome and miserable game you've made me play for quite too long.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Likewise

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        muh "likewise"
        fuck off, we didn't go through the same trauma. lmfao

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          likewise

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            the funny thing is you have nothing of emotion to say, just "likewise" as if you even understand the situation. gtfo

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              likewise

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I don't love you. Go away and leave me alone, love isn't a game. I don't even like you.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        lol then idk why you keep playing me as if it's a damn game. you're probably a woman tho when im talking about a male

        likewise

        immature as hell. definitely one of the reasons I left (-:

  98. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I haven't even begun writing my assignment for a class and I only got about two weeks until the deadline

  99. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Ok anons, i dont know if its fear of talking to a woman or is merely uninterest, but i cannot feel an urge to have a gf since 6 years even more i think, i mean i can talk pretty easy to anyone maybe having a small talk with anyone, now taht i think pf i dont even have an urge to make friends or talk to anyone at my job

  100. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i really struggle with going to work and i might lose my job because of it
    i have to go to work 3 days a week and the act of waking up early and going there is so draining that i call in sick at least once a week because i can't handle taking public transit

    if i lose this job my career is actually completely fucked and i'm going to live off my parents, though

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Just look for another job, while employed, don't mooch off your parents.

      lol then idk why you keep playing me as if it's a damn game. you're probably a woman tho when im talking about a male
      [...]
      immature as hell. definitely one of the reasons I left (-:

      Move on.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        can't move on when this person still wants in my vicinity.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >Just look for another job, while employed,
        this isn't a minimum wage job this is an office job that i started a few months ago and leaving it would fuck my career up pretty hard
        i already left my old job for this one and a 50k pay raise, can't explain two short employments on my resume

  101. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I wish I was able to forget about the embarrassing shit I said in the past.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      why, that's what makes you 'you'. everyone says embarrassing things.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Mostly because it seems that I'm instinctively a contrarian edgelord. A few weeks ago, I absentmindedly asked a military veteran about his experiences in war and then picked with him slightly in an attempt to cheer him up when he started tearing up at his dying cat.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          you didn't know that was going to happen, it was an innocent mistake. it might've been the release he needed even.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I'd like to hope that's the case because it's been on repeat in my mind since. Thanks anon

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      everyone finds different things embarrassing so don't worry about it.

  102. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You pin all this down to making me seem like I'm being a dick. But what I'm doing is trying to stop you from winding deeper in fucking debt, and stopping you from putting me under unfair pressure.

    Because if you do gestures like this to show your love, but get pissy if I don't do the same back, the gesture is meaningless.

    I literally can't remember the last time I had a relaxing day off and this has been no exception. It was horrible. And then just when I thought I was finally away from you and your bullshit, you have to drag me back into it.

  103. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Arrivederci.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Ariverderchi

  104. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    In need of getting away from AVOIDANT people. Self-centered sufficient superior people. Or double-faced bitchy people. Or you know what? Any kind of people. But most importabtly, in need to get away from possible crushes on already taken people.
    And finally, assume I am alone, walk alone, have always been alone, and will always be. And that's ok.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Thanks for the insight, bot poster. Did I ever mention to you that book by Chohei Kambayashi?

  105. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Just lost my shit, punched the wall and bruised my hand. Just dont get people, every time I get close I fuck up.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      you did what I wanted to do, I'm just sad rn

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Why are you sad?

  106. 3 weeks ago
    Kat

    I think back to all the things I predicted correctly and I know that's why they follow me. Unfortunately, I don't feel they are good people so I don't want to help them. The problem then remains, how do I conceal what I know. Rich was one the few guys that was smart enough to see it, to believe me, but he was also completely, utterly unhinged. Perhaps it's because they also targeted him but in a negative way. At the time I spoke with him, I couldn't reveal it all and he became increasing angry with me even if it wasn't my fault. One thing that sticks with me is he cautioned against saying too much as it would be used against the world and me. It makes me sad when guys get angry at me, especially ones that could've helped everything but I can't talk to him ever again, he threatened to kill me.

  107. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Funny how everytime you run out of meds you turn into a total fucking cunt.

    Anyone who needs meds to not be a total fucking cunt is obviously a total fucking cunt. But muh mental health, wah wah wah sob sob. I don't care. Mental health is no excuse.

    I've had enough of everything anyway. The fact that you keep being a fucking cunt lately is just the cherry on the icing on the cake, really. There's never a peaceful moment. You have these little glimpses of self-awareness and then it's back to the shit again.

    You moan about constant arguments, and who causes them? Oh yeah. YOU.

    Fuck off already. I'm out.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Bye Kris, or Makima, whichever you prefer. I already wrote why I burned the bridge in more than a letter.

  108. 3 weeks ago
    Kat

    I need to stop posting here. Too many angry people. who needs that in their life? It's already hard enough to exist without dealing with other people's emotional outbursts.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I love you Kat

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Based anonymous Kat appreciator

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Based anonymous Kat appreciator

        <3

  109. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You are a rebound. Hell awaits once the mask falls.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I know..

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Not you, anon....

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Why stay?

  110. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I want a black girlfriend

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Dump your poor gf and date a jiggaboo then lel

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Getting a girlfriend literally feels like a job, I unironically hate women as a gender. True love is dead and women killed it muh patriarchy

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Save it for the judge

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Dude same. White boy summer 2 is here, we gotta get them black queens.

  111. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I can’t stop thinking about you
    I keep going back and forth and I feel like my mind is going to explode

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >I keep going back and forth
      That doesn't sound promising for you or the person you're thinking of.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        It’s not very healthy, I know. I’m bad at coping.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        For me it’s more straight forward. I think about her for a millionth time

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Same. All I do is think about her.

  112. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    instead of just thinking about me you could choose to communicate but you don't

    doesn't make any sense

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Thank you for the reminder to stop being sad

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      No
      I have my reasons

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        they aren't very good reasons.

        quit wasting time before i have to just delete you off my shit because i can't handle the emotional distress you put me through by just being there. do better if you truly give a fuck.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Have you considered the thought they don't want to communicate with you?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        have you ever considered that not everything here requires your interpretation?

        i know what they want and i'm not willing to do it again due to their past treatment of me. but thanks

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Hwve you considered your view of reality might not not match with reality, and they don't want to talk to you at all? Just consider it for a moment.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            If reading that hurt, then it's probably the truth.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            have you ever considered that once again, you can't fully interpret every shithead on here?

            lay off man. you're annoying as fuck, 2bh.

            If reading that hurt, then it's probably the truth.

            didn't hurt lmao. all i see it as is someone being ultra annoying with their projections

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              You’re larping to everything that is most likely not related to you

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                what? i only reply to replies of my posts. fuck off lol

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Reality? Most people forget about you once you're gone unless you played a huge role in their life (mom, dad, grandparents, etc), or if they found you attractive. I can almost guarantee I'm like a passing thought to my crush, as she fixates on some guy she met on facebook or some shit.

      It's like that "we missed you so muuuch". Stfu, you had my number the wawhkghole time.

  113. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    When I read skinwalking complaints it's always shit like "she got a similar piercing to me" "she started listening to the same bands" "she bought a similar necklace to me" Like is it just me or are these not even? You didn't invent that shit you saw it from somebody else yourself. People are so possessive about the weirdest shit

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      People do really dark things to one up each other when trying to get a mate. Or just in general. Those examples are tame but it can escalate.

  114. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >help mom with massive sentimental hoarding issue
    >cleared huge basement of literal towers of boxes/bins stacked from floor to ceiling, hugely cut down on crap and almost everything is now tidy on shelving
    >there's a few bins upstairs in living room my mom needs to go through
    >they've been there for months
    >finally recently start pushing her to do her part
    >today
    >I can't get to an area bc the bins, tell her "we gotta get these bins out of here soon"
    >get a "yeah yeah" response
    >a few mins later come back
    >"maybe try to get these outta here by the end of the weekend?"
    >another "yeah yeah i know"

    I wish she had incentive to do this stuff without me asking. I work, I have a side business too, I exercise, I do chores, I grocery shop, and I have hobbies I want to grind at. And like I said, I'm solely responsible for the basement being an actual living space now instead of a massive storage area. She doesn't work.

  115. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Frens how do I get down to 20% body fat. Currently at 25/26.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Lift

  116. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I feel like a have a jinxed social life. Most of my friends end up losing contact with me for various reasons and new people I meet dont feel like real friends, just acquaintances beacuse there isnt much opportunity to create a deeper bond. To give a few examples:
    >one of my two best friends, both from middle school, starts to act wierd and alienate his friends. We invite him to do stuff with us but he stopped coming months ago
    >best friends from high school move to other cities because of college
    >the friend I made during the time a practiced archery moved to another country
    >most of the people I started talking to in college moved/dropped out/are from other courses so we barely see each other
    >make a new friend
    >he starts to appear rarely at uni beacuse of his internship
    >girl who seemd to be into me disappears from uni
    >another girl I asked out stopped talking to me out of the blue after we saw each other like 3 times and things seemed to be going nice
    Honestly, how do I cope with that? I've always had few but good friends, and being lonely sometimes never bothered me, but in late 2021 I started to feel somewhat lonely and isolated, and I am not being able to stablish meaningful and fullfilling bonds with new people.

  117. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    the next two weeks is going to be very intense for me since it's last two weeks as senior high school, and my older sister today and mother were very angry about it because they want me to get into university, and i said okay i will join the university even with me not liking it but whatever i had no choice, now they are angry because they are trying to force me to like university and love it, i don't know what their problem exactly, any help????

  118. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I am not dead but I am not okay. Some good has come out of this though. I'm finally giving up candy and have made an effort to throw myself back into therapy. I hate being a fat fuck, this is what happens when I'm depressed though.

  119. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Being only very slightly autistic makes my entire like just foggy. I am only so slightly different, imagine who I could've been if I was normal like. I am so close to being like the crowd but I still cannot keep up.

  120. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I wish I knew how to create a deeper bond with her rather than our friendship of politeness. Wish I could see her opening up and share more of her life, talk outside of Discord and exchange numbers.

    I don't know if there's anything I can do even or if it's simply a matter of waiting and staying in touch. Not good enough in social matters to answer that.

  121. 3 weeks ago
    Kat

    I know you tried to lure me with who she calls "the blob" and it almost worked.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      BEWARE OF THR BLOB

      • 3 weeks ago
        Kat

        lol yeah, I know. I'm on his giant radar. Idk why he is toying with me.

  122. 3 weeks ago
    Kat

    I need to stick to what I know

  123. 3 weeks ago
    Kat

    I know what he did for me <3

    Makes me bawl my eyes out because he didn't even like those people.

  124. 3 weeks ago
    Kat

    I'll probably end inadvertently wind up helping the CIA. I tried help others and it was probably the KGB playing me. Fuck it, I am just going to stop writing anything online, stop having serious talks with people in person.

    <3

  125. 3 weeks ago
    Kat

    Someone from here wanted to know who I was talking about that knew Trudeau, now you know.

  126. 3 weeks ago
    Kat

    Back to my liberal roots (that I left for the longest time). Bye all.

  127. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Kat is schizophrenic lmfao half of the damn threads are just them having a schizophrenic meltdown.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Kat

      Whatever makes you feel good about yourself, right? If you actually knew me, which you never will, you'd know that I don't lie and I know people in high places. I'm not having a meltdown, quite the contrary, I'm leaving people like you behind. Losers like yourself.

      I've had therapy for years, never been diagnosed with schizophrenia. PTSD yes, due to events with the US government/DOE/Freemasons. So yeah, go fuck yourself.

      [...]
      HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

      The local schizo (that projects) is at it again. Moron.

  128. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    [deleted post]

    HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

  129. 3 weeks ago
    Kat

    He published it in his academic journal but they'll never know the full story.

  130. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    All I want is to hold her

  131. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    At last some fucking thunderstorms. The one thing I miss about Florida were the sudden storms and the relaxing sound of heavy rain for that one random hour of the day.

  132. 3 weeks ago
    Kat

    I know you thought you were my savior, that you were helping me but you didn't help me at all. You simply re-traumatized me. That's something you have to live with, not me. I am who I am because of me, my history, my training, my education. It has fuck all to do with you, all you did is bring pain into my life. Remember that.

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