Friends, parties, social experiences, sexual experiences with women my age, all the things a normal, developing brain needs. I wasted all 4 years of high school and college hiding from everyone, now my chances are gone. People my age are getting married, I have no opportunities to even meet women or make friends. My life is over, I wasted it. Every day is the same, I work, come home and rot. I wasted my life.
why waste your time trying to accept some personal responsibility for the way that you look. if you were attractive, you would have had enough female attention in highschool to have felt comfortable pursuing a relationship with one of them. you didn't waste anything, you just weren't fuckin given anything.
what if I had potential and I was just poorly socialized and not looksmaxxed
if you didnt have any friends or girls throughout the entirety of hs and college, things were bad from the get-go. chad doesnt need proper socialization to get pussys wet.
If you had the correct genes you wouldn't even be having this conversation
I tried talking to all the girls I could in highschool, got rejected and humiliated on top of that "anon we love youuuu soooo much kiss youuu" and when I tried talking to them they'd hit me in the head or slap me and laugh. I look normal, kinda ugly. Know it's over and there is no effort to be put when you're at this low a level. Normies are the ones who control who fits in, not you you entitled prick. And girls decide who deserves their pussy, not you with your socialmaxxing and looksmaxxing you entitled prick, look at you thinking it's in your hands wether you get laid or not LMAO. If you were someone who got laid, life naturally would have flowed smoothly for you but it sure doesn't look like it, so stop thinking so highly of yourself, you can't control how others view you just because you took 2 showers instead of one and kissed more ass when talking to them, these shits are out of our control, us men don't choose the sex or decide to have the sex, women choose the man, always. so if you are not chosen, it's not on you, it's nature. Remember this one important thing, women are looking for perfection. So if you're far behind, just forget it
The fact that you think normies are all one type of person tells me that you were only flirting with girls way above your league. I'm ugly as shit and I still got pussy in high school and college. I didn't uglymaxx, but I know guys who even uglymaxxed and were fine because they got into a crowd that thought uglymaxxing was chill.
Brutha you are speakin the truth!
I cherish you anon.
This is a quality post and wish anons internalized it
If you didn't hide things would have been worse.
As a stranger theres a tiny amount of doubt that you weren't the lowest human, but if you were around to be rejected they would know that about you, when you make yourself better in the future they'd know what you were and hold it against you. That hiding was your for your own survival.
That is assuming youre an incel and not some retard who was covered in women and just said no to all of them.
Very true, I avoid group gatherings for this reason
I'm not cool or fun I'm high strung and paranoid
man the dude back there has a better ass than any of these girls
nothing like a body that looks like it was squeezed out of a sausage casing. no hips, no ass, no thighs.
>I wasted all 4 years of high school and college hiding from everyone
Why didn't you join clubs in College?
Went to a community college, they had no clubs, people would go to class and then go home instantly.
What degree did you get from community college?
I would have gotten an engineering degree if I didn't drop out.
Thats a fucking lie. Literally they had nothing for students, people would go home with their friends. Everyone had a life outside of class.
>Literally they had nothing for students,
They had tons of clubs and partnerships
>people would go home with their friends.
They went many places with their friends. I liked going to the gym with mine after class before the parties.
>Everyone had a life outside of class.
Class is the gayest part of college.
community colleges have clubs and 18-22 are the best, most fun years of your life. nobody went home instantly except for the low IQ folks.
I went to anime club, aside from that I had crippling social anxiety
can you share any anecdotes?
Did you go to anime conventions with them?
not really, it sucked
lots of spergs and it definitely hindered my social skills socializing.
made my only close friend through the club but I haven't seen him in years.
Couldn't you just go back to college for that? Like go for a masters and join some clubs.
not every college/university has these.
poorfag colleges only have classes and that's it.
Then its not a real college lol. You got scammed
clubs don't exist in most colleges outside of the US
intra mural sports clubs are popular outside America
Clubs are a meme. Nothing ever happens and no one gets involved besides the leaders and a few others
What is your alternative brah
anyone have more like picrel?
Get in line OP. How old are you?
Let me introduce myself a bit. I am 27, not only I failed to make friends, go to college parties, bla bla bla, I also somehow managed to finish my compsci degree right in the middle of the first IT recession. So not only I am a failed virgin normie at 27, my degree is useless and I still have to live by my mom's paycheck.
I left some barista job applications today in virtually all restaurants and cafes here (it's a small town), as well as a janitor appliance in a high school.
Even though I can almost lift 100kg in bench press and I can run 10k in under 40min, no amount of lifting will ever bring back the years of my youth. I will never be loved by anyone, and the world has made it abundantly clear of that.
So, I have no hope for the future. I got interned into a psych ward for months and somehow I feel even lower right now than locked in a place where people have no soul behind their eyes.
What keeps my hopes up is not to ever be loved, that ship has long sailed. I want a job to fist my brain with as many drugs as I can get. When I am not working 12hrs in a shit barista job, I will be high as humanly possible and playing guitar.
Life is shit, life is pain, we were chosen by god to be the bad examples for kids to learn and motivate themselves into not ending like us. But, as long as we are locked into hell, we have to please ourselves in one way or another. I choose drugs. What will you choose?
>I can almost lift 100kg in bench press
Damn that's impressive, I'm nowhere close to being able to lift that much but I'm trying
You must have huge arms
eternally based post
I am 28 and drugmaxx as well but am much too lazy and apathetic to workout. Only reason I am not fat is that stimulants destroy my appetite lol.
bro i feel u. but guess what. drugs arent gonna help. im 32, dropped out after 1 yr college from comp sci. u got a degree at least, and u have ur mom to provide u housing. i dont even have those two things. ya u wont be young anymore but ur only 27, thats nothing. i know guys irl that turned their lives around in their late thirties of forties. so u got time. i personally just cant stand socializing past 5 minutes most of the time and wud rather be alone. gl anon
Have you ever considered just living your life without pissing and moaning about every experience you will miss out on? Have you ever considered just not comparing your life to others?
You don't waste your life anymore than anyone else you just go through different experiences. You know what you will also never do? You will never cure cancer, you will never be the first to climb Everest, you will never be the world champion hot dog eater, you will never make a peanut butter sandwich while skydiving naked.
Just get over it. Not everyone is going to be able to do everything. Literally just move on and do something else.
All of those are extraordinary experiences which are exceptionally rare/improbable. Having friends and a girlfriend is a common experience that its not fair I missed out on.
It's extrodinary to you, but its passe to someone who did them. All experiences are like that. The commonality of them doesn't change anything. There are tribesmen in New Guinea that will never ride an elevator. Do you think that keeps them up at night?
If something to you is going to forever be out of your reach then to you it is an exceptional experience.
I reiterate. Just deal with it. Set another goal for yourself. Your lust, anger, and greed only chains you to your unhappiness. You are your own jailer and you are merciless to yourself when you don't need to be.
>There are tribesmen in New Guinea that will never ride an elevator. Do you think that keeps them up at night?
I don't think that riding an elevator is an innate desire shared by virtually all people in the same way as socialization, community, friendship, love, intimate touch, and sex.
Already addressed that
>The commonality of them doesn't change anything.
One day you will be old. Your youthful biological drive for Lust will have left you. You will feel a sense of relief, as if being released from the control of a cruel master.
Again you miss the point. If you think that intimacy with another person is well and truly outside the realm of possibility for you.
Then why trouble yourself over it?
All people have an "innate desire shared by virtually all people" to walk. Are you the equivalent to the war veteran who lost his legs and spends all day lamenting the fact he will never walk, when you still draw breath and have so many other things you can still do?
You focus on it because you think it is important. But you can focus on other things. You can make other things important.
>Having friends and a girlfriend is a common experience that its not fair I missed out on.
It was common before. Not uncommon now. You just happened to ve born qt the absolute worst possible time to be a average below-average man.
Or keep torturing yourself like a retard and fantasize about what could have been
This is a retarded nihilistic stance. The OP is describing fundamental aspects of human socialization and experience. There is nothing you can le move le on le to that can substitute/compare/replace them.
You have a childlike mind.
I get constant offers to join black student union events, they even set calendar events on my school email.
The thing is, I'm not black.
18 - 21 is probably the peak years of your life, the golden age. You have all the freedom of an adult but none of the responsibilties. Its also when your body's at its best. You have all the youthful health, you can drink and drink and rarely get a hangover, still bounce out of bed in the morning, still be active, but none of the awkwardness of puberty and none of the nagging injuries of later life. Its also when your body's hormones are at its best, so you can go multiple rounds in bed sometimes, and its when you gain weight the slowest and lose weight the fastest. It is your body at its peak, and since you're still so early in life and don't have a lot of responsibility, you can waste it having the time of your life and learning and growing as a person.
16 - 18 would be the silver age, same as 18 - 21 but with less responsibility but also less freedom so its not as good as 18 - 21.
22 - 25 would be the bronze age. You still have a good body and brain, but you have more responsibilities. This is when the responsibilities start piling on, and you start having to make way with your career and do something before you lose it.
26 - 30 is when your parents start looking visibly older and start beign less active and need more help, its when people in your life get more busy and you see them less, people start seeming to achieve more than you and get ahead further than you, you start getting even more responsibilities and less time, when you should be making headway in a career.
30+ is when your body gets fucked, you start looking older, cant' keep up with the young ones, get tired more, need to sleep more
40+ its all over if you've not experienced life yet or gotten anywhere career wise. Too late. Nobody would hire a 40+ for an entry level.
You just gotta realize how young you are, the best time to start doing shit today. Rather than moping about shit you never did just end up doing it. Because then you look back when you're older and realize "Damn, I was 25 but I was STILL young." You have time. Nobody's gonna think you're an old creepy weirdo if you're 27 at a nightclub or whatever.
yeah I look young for my age too, people say I look 20. I just can't get over paranoia and social anxiety that developed from when I was younger.
Its just, if you're sad about wasting the 18 - 22 years, when you're 26 you'll be sad about wasting the 22 - 25 years, and then when you're 30 sad about 26 - 29 years, all realizing how young you are.
In your 20s, nobody can really tell what age you are except you're in your 20s. 21 year olds party with 29 year olds all the time. Its only around 30 that it starts to feel odd and repetitive.
There's always post graduate. They still party.
Cry me a river homosexual. The normie life's not all it's cracked up to be. You exchange introspection and self-sufficiency for a few fun nights here and there. 99.99% of them are mouth breathing retards, literally extra humans that contribute nothing and drain on resources. At least the average robot is smart enough to get a real job and contribute somewhat. And besides, living a solitary life isn't so bad. Hell, at least you're not from some third world shithole.
people on this board never fully internalized that the grass is always greener and the ones who do "ascend" and come back to tell the reality of the tale are then always met with scorn and contempt. life is what you make it out to be, that's literally all there is to it
Grass is always greener on the other pastures anon.. you are still young, you can still have fun.
If you truly want to experience degeneracy, join a swinger party and fuck 20 different holes while high on crack, you can still do that you little fucking homosexual.
Be smart, open up a business, be a fucking man and sex will follow. Also
THE WORST THING
YOU CAN DO
IS NOTHING
Also there are 40+ year olds regulary at festivals and parties, nobody cares about your age, only you. People will like you if you're a cool and fun guy.
hell ya. i saw a guy in his fifties at a festival, guy was like the shaman leader of the whole party. he told me "sleep is the enemy" , which i disagree with, but still he was a badass dude. turns out, u can still have fun in ur fifties
> 40+ its all over if you've not experienced life yet or gotten anywhere career wise. Too late. Nobody would hire a 40+ for an entry level.
Sooooo... Just rot and die?
Pretty much? What, do you think there is an out from a situation like that? If I don't achieve everything I want in life by 30 I'm killing myself.
...or become a party machine the likes of which has never before been witnessed. become a legend.
yeah i remember being 25 thinking i'm to old for xyz. Now i'm 37, my face is melting and my shoulder doesn't heel from injury for 2months. Can even exercise if i wanted to. It's just gets better everyday.
would you look back at your life and say that you spent it the way that you wanted to if you took drugs, went to parties and fucked like.. idk 5 chicks? would that make you a chad? would that fulfill your life's purpose? would you be happy working your current job knowing that you fucked some 6.5/10 however many years ago?
you've made this thread before. must be cope trying to find someone to relate to
>go to college with my usual pessimistic nihilistic me
>shit suck but I need it to get a job and bc my parents want me to
>pandemic hits, drop out
>years later check the same college reviews on social media
>everyone saying it's the best thing ever
Is life as an incel chud and a normal that much different?
t.ugly beaner
Depends I suppose. For people who get a free ride on their parents' dime to pursue whatever useless degree they want and not have to worry about anything the entire time, it's basically an extension of HS and very likely would be the best years of someone's life.
On the other hand if you actually have to put in work to stay there, work while you're there or go into massive debt to pay for it, it would probably suck the most monstrous of cocks and not in the fun way. Also yes normies and people with crippling social phobias and mental illnesses are so different they may as well be different species.
idk. i've made it a million times. i'm not sure about girls. maybe. i'm 31 and a success. But in a weird way. On my way to the top I made sure everybody got their's and i was left with none. And then bad people came for me. And that's not over. So instead of being Dan Bilzerian billionaire I am neet struggling to start his first own project. But I've budgeted according to last month's expenditures and i should have an extra 200$ this month (I've been buying stuff for work & it knocks out my money). I will never have to be in the rat race & one day I will not have to worry about girls (I'm not sure I even care, I could try right now but I'm too apathetic).
as i said, I already made it. But at the very top every single person is trying to wrestle you down. I was even hacked. People wanted to prove you can't make it & keep your shit straight. I did, the hack was unsuccessful. Left scarred thinking about things that went right but COULD have gone wrong
even after all the success people still scream "pay your dues". Dude, that's not possible-it's legally not possible to pursue my career until you undo what you did
Any tips for a poor fag in making it?
work creates work. So anything you make: a song, a motor can be used for the next step.
Personally, I have other people do specific things for projects.
So either get really good at one thing or get generally good @ everything.
I'm a ghostcreator So I've worked in physics, chem, architecture, music, fiction, film.
Make sure you budget enough $ for things you need for work. So that means spend very little on stuff for yourself.
So, let's say you can work harder with caffeine. Make sure you always have coffee. Or cigarettes.
While my success was peaking (I wasn't given credit) I was living in a shared house in a college town taking classes.
I moved back in with my parents. There's a big (my 1st) paycheck coming.
It takes a really long time & you have to be able to look for gems wherever you are
the people i worked with are working at ivy league universities and living in Beverly hills
The "tips" anyone could give you would be meaningless. Making it is completely dependent on circumstances and opportunity available to you. People like
Will give you a bunch of vague generalities but it's pretty obvious that even in their case "their" success mostly amounted to having a support network of family and friends who cared. For most poorfags the idea of making money doing creative things is just absurd. If you told your friends and family you wanted to be a "ghostcreator" how would they react? Somehow I doubt they'd be supportive as poor people are generally stuck in a mindset where their idea of making it is working some shitty 9-5 and possibly becoming a manager.
You want some real advice? Save up what money you can until you can move out of whatever impoverished area you are stuck in. The amount of opportunities you suddenly find will make your head spin.
It's not hard to create a support network of family and friends who care. It might take a few years, but people are biologically designed for it. Quitting all this computer and isolated stuff will be the best decision you can make.
Degeneracy, blacks and beaners.
>Low IQ monkeys... KILL THEM.
Degeneracy, crackkkers.
>Friends, parties, social experiences, sexual experiences with women my age, all the things a normal, developing brain needs. I wasted all 4 years of high school and college hiding from everyone, now my chances are gone. People my age are getting married, I have no opportunities to even meet women or make friends. My life is over, I wasted it. Every day is the same, I work, come home and rot. I wasted my life.
Are you stupid or something? Being a whore in parties won't get a ring to your finger.
trust me more than the 80% of those people getting married and doing shit are indebt, unhappy, cheating on their wives/husbands, its not worth it, if you're fragile enough to post this shit then imagine getting cheated on by one of those frat girls or finding out your wife used to rim naggers in anything you would off yourself
That's only because 80% of guys are absolute garbage.
nice b8 bro, you can stop posting now
Unironically moneymax and join a Catholic Church in a rural adjacent suburban area.