Im in pain right Now so much fucking pain that suicide is sounding/ Feeling like a Amazing option
Dont really know how not to stop the pain & noone around really gives a fuck that im in pain so i Share my pain with others by Hurting them feel as much pain as i do
I know im A-Z 1-Infinity WHY SHOULDNT I evil will NEVER not exist so why not i didnt come here to stop evil from the world so why shouldnt i share my pain in this way
when it does make me feel better
Comfort = Happiness right?
This is the truth, just as much as "If you die, you deserved to die." that can be inferred from Charles Darwin.
We can however, now bring in Carl Sagan talking about Flatland, look to the past, and see ourselves now as well.
I should hit you really hard.
Of course it will, anon. For without evil, you could not have good. Can you have light without a darkness to illuminate?
fuck off with that stupid trope
good can exist without evil
Stop taking yourself so seriously
Its all weather anon
smoke some weed and stop whining
weed helped but now im out
Do some deep breathing,
Get high for free
dont even know what im waiting on at this point but im waiting on something or im trying to push things to the point of no return
just trying to help anon, break the wheel of suffering and all that.
What's wrong fren?
Dont give in. The pain is not worth spreading. Endure. Passion means to suffer.
>Endure. Passion means to suffer.
BULLSHIT thought a life of pain & suffering was leading to something & i was enduring it holding on to that belief that ALL OF THIS is leading to something amazing
sitting & going over my life with my eyes open & realize THIS IS ALL IT HAS BEEN
The only thing that creates passion is privilege
This reminds me of Tolkien. Evil will always exist as long as the world exists. The One ring of Sauron may be powerful but the ring of Morgoth is Arda itself.
>Evil Will always Exist
You're falling for a trick here.
For example, if you were standing in a fire then you'd shout "Burning Will always Exist", because everything you build inside the fire succumbs to burning. And everything you can think of using your fire-based-logic can be shown to eventually burn.
The trick here is that the real problem isn't the burning. It's the context from which burning arises. I.e. Fire.
Evil isn't really your problem. The real problem is the context from which evil arises. I.e. The idea that you live in a reality which allows you to be harmed, a reality that is able to control you against your will.
So will evil always exist? In THIS reality: Yes.
In EVERY reality: No.
FUCK i need to really go see a therpist FUCK
think i have maina & i does put myself in Holes only to ctry & SEE IF I CAN CRAWL OUT
bak againts the wall thinking im going to kill myself by the end of the week Got an azaing idea to that pulled me back into sanity
WHAT IS CHAOS i called chaos "THE GODDESS ERIS" into my life while hopeless & desprate then i was punished/Blessed with bipolar/mania for doing that
FUCK I NEED TO GO SEE SOMEONE CAUSE I WILL KILL MYSELF IF THIS SHIT CONTINUES
maybe stop giving yourself over to demons?
read the bible ffs
the god of the bible have enough souls the reason God choose to experience itself is through me is THIS MADNESS
then get a fucking grip
the madness is part of the process or so i want to believe
OHH LORD save me from myself
worthless, godless tome
need a stedy supply of weed to no lose hope & end back up here FUCK THIS CHAOS MADNESS i need stiblity
Crazy that each time i end up here i end opening up more & more of myself i was hiding to the world
is this madness the steps i HAVE to take to reach where im going do i HAVE to show the world my ALL my shame & the PAIN/SUFFERING the true color my my soul to get out of here
GOD I JUST WANT A NORMAL LIFE i want to PEACE
nigga go outside and lay in the grass for awhile, chill
As if that just magically fucking fixed everything. God i hate people like you, you'll never know what it fucking feels like
This is just one form of existence in a sea of potential incomprehensible existences. Calm down
As if you have proof for that. Go fuck yourself
telling someone who is talking about being close to the edge about your stupid cope could make them kill themselves idiot
>This is just one form of existence in a sea of potential incomprehensible existences.
hmm this one is to much pain maybe i should try another
the question NOWIS WHY DID I CHOOSE TO believe in evil & bring this onto myself when individual lives are all on different paths & those who sell you ONLY HAPPINESS is selling you into a path that is not for you
Now i have to make myself believe this
And evil will always be vanquished.
what is this really what is this Do you all just live in the Fantasy world where if you say it it becomes reality
tell that to the 5 year old boy is is currently getting raped by his father & uncle & will be for the next 10 years until he start to rape his little sister
You are in so much pain
A little bit of pain never hurt anyone
Ok ok ok but for real, gérés what you do fren. I'll bestow the key upon your poor unfortunately soul. Look at the suffering. Feel it. Cry about it. Really get a sense for what it is and the things that cause it. Now, attach all of that to à feeling of intense sexual pleasure. Give yourself a pain kink. There are many ways to do it. Look into hypnosis. I can answer any questions you may have regarding all of this. If I don't get to them tonight I'll get to them tommorow morning. Hang in and hang on. Don't hang yourself tonight. I wish you a good night and a good morrow.
I cant think without my mistakes my fuck up my miss oppuntinty screaming at me about how EVERYTHING i planed backfired on me humbles myself sinent my ego explored my last life line today & it came up empty if i could i would brashwash myself into changing the things i desire out of life & try to start again BUT my mistakes & fuck ups wont allow that
already have a sado masochism kink wont even jack off cause on the other side of that is worst pain dont even think i can kill myself dont know what im even waiting on but im waiting
whats on the other side of madness casue im feeling it I AM LOSING MY FUCKING MIND & i rather death that to live as a crazy fuck talking around the world
Madness and enlightenment appear to mean the same thing. One dumb nagger ape of a human lives a life. In that life, they're programmed to interpret the world a certain way. A complex structure of connotations which overlaps with physical reality. Some people are programmed to see [thing] as "madness" (with a negative connotation) others are programmed to see [thing] as "enlightenment" (with a positive connotation) the [thing] remains the same regardless of the connotation but no one cares about [thing] the proof of the pudding is in the eating. The substance is in the connotation. The programing gives birth to the connotation. Drink from the great mother's breast
I don't believe in such things because my life is awesome. Being happy is something intrinsic and spiritual , material pleasure seeking only provide joy that enhances happiness if there is any. But life isn't all fun and games except in the worldview of a child which is unacceptable as an adult for children are creating their reality from a mental point of view. Practical results are required. You can't eat copium.
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy but play comes after work
Don't be emotionally and spiritually immature
Happiness is Not the exclusion of suffering and only good times. That is childish delusion. Even in the slums of poverty and battlefront people find and create their own happiness and joy. This is reality. You are not special by default.And neither is your life even if born into wealth and nobility. Reality is as it is - You must first control yourself if you wish to bend the world to your will.
You could speak in real life, or develop your character over time by reading books. You will become better at reading like this, and learn as well. Read what you please, I started with The Bible, as just a book in my eyes. You're literally sitting/standing there being objectively nobody on a website that calls the things that are on B random.
The disagreeing powers are not metaphysical.
I'm sorry you're in so much pain anon. I don't believe you should take it out on others, but I certainly can see why someone might do that. Please know there's happiness and joy out there, people you can connect with, help to receive, adventures to be had and dreams to follow. Reconsider suicide if it is on your mind. I believe there is hope. I hope for the best for you and other anons. This applies to others too.
>Please know there's happiness and joy out there, people you can connect with, help to receive, adventures to be had and dreams to follow.
been searching for this & cant seem to find anything close some people are just fuck
think i have ASPD im manic now get crippled by anaxisty anytime i dont distract myself cause i all hope is gone after using up my last life lines
I DONE EVEN KNOW ANY MORE
The cum guzzler guzzles the cum
The Hater hates the hate
The poetry writes the poet
I am milk
I am lost
So I am cruel
I'm waiting I'm waiting for you
Ain't it funny how so often, the nagger is in fact the nigged?
Forgive and you shall be forgiven
Nigg and you shall be the niggen?
What a world
>verification not required
shuld not have second guess myself & traveled the EVIL path alot more sooner before my backed reach againts a wall i cant turn around from
would have found more meaning down that path
/b/ro fuck all these fucking emotions lmao just stop eating and be a numb skinwalker until you die it's not that fucking bad
>i wish i committed is it to late maybe its not & its time to commit
Revenge & hate & EVIL This thing will always exist There is no escaping it & living in this world its to hard right now to change my thinking from good VS evil
So ill try to Channel my Hate Revenge & Spite into less self distroctive things Evil will alywas exist but i will not poison myself with it i will TRY Turn it into fuel
think im finding a methord to do this through my Creavity /3/gd/
SO why the fuck does it take me to reaching in these LOW fucking pits to come to these reealizations
THIS THING CALL CHAOS
evil only exists to humans on our planet
and 'can always exist' as simply as knowing the truth and with-holding a lie : the lie within would be evil and never need be projected
evil stems from disrespect; not acknowledging others are 'divine within' : or that they are 'you' in other form...
it can infinitely exist 'within' and still 'exist' never projected.
the more evil you produce the more evil you will reap
stop complaining and change the way you think