Does anybody else felt like killing themselves because the average person is so clinically retarded that you literally do not see a way out for society and things will never get better?
I literally feel so empty that killing myself looks like a cold logical conclusion. And I am in a relationship and not even that makes me happy anymore because I literally need to babysit a retard going trough life.
Don't be sad gypsy bro. I too also feel the psychic existential pain of being abandoned by my loved ones. For me life is like a siege mode where how many days I live Is my high score. I have a broken finger and I have to nurse myself because no one else will. But at least I can talk to my frens on here.
but what is the point of living your entire life like this? what should I just suck it up and take it everyday? what's the point? these retards will never admit they are wrong, they would make all of us including me suffer than admit they were wrong and change the way they behave.
I can't relate to humans anymore, when I look at other people it is like I am looking at cats or dogs.
I don't know anon but I do know how you feel. I feel the same way about the human race lately. For me I see them more like cows. At least cats or dogs can be cute. All I know Is that I have to keep going. Especially if there is people like me out there. People like us need each other more than ever. One day it might only be us here. Take it one day at a time and try to do things you want to do.
The only thing that kept me going all these years was the prospect of having children.
But what is the cost of that? So I can be a punching bag for a short sighted cunt who has no self discipline?
And the kids will grow up to be brutalised by society the same way I was? Am I making children just so other people can use them or shit on them?
Somedays I only wish I could escape and live in some ancient ruins somewhere in Egypt or Asia where nobody would know anything about me anymore but I would probably be killed by some shitskin bandits.
I feel no anger, I am numb. I do not see any light at the end of the tunnel.
Idk man, I feel the same way a lot of the times. Go for a walk at night. I can’t really tell you what to do, though I like to think higher powers will open an avenue for folks like us to either escape or make change. We’re not alone
Self discipline is attained in time. I have it. But I can be a bit bratty from time to time. Lol I never quite grew out of that.
P.s. "I do what I want" dad said, "That's my girl" we laughed. It's a joke. I follow the rules. Never been to jail. But maybe it's cause I have the face of a sweet innocent young girl. I had a photo once. Lighter reddish blonde hair. With a white tank top that I had sewn onto it the word "angel" I had a red hat on. There was a door behind me. Kinda like stained glass.
Old photo
So you don’t like dags. Just remind yourself you’re not gonna give the pricks the satisfaction of offing yourself. I’m an iceberg surround by a sea of yellow and shit brown, waiting for the titanic to run into me.
Well, it depends to a large extent on your spiritual beliefs. I know how you feel; I once felt the same. I thought of killing myself not many times per day, but many times per hour. Sometimes it was virtually a constant thought. Now I see life as something akin to a tough job that I must complete despite the obstacles, and then I get to go home. And I can’t wait, but I have too many things to do here that I and only I have to do that I can never really understand the purposes or results from - maybe this post is one little item on my list. But this is not nor has ever been home.
>demoralization thread
>Fear, uncertainty, and doubt (often shortened to FUD) is a disinformation strategy used in sales, marketing, public relations, politics, cults, and propaganda. FUD is generally a strategy to influence perception by disseminating negative and dubious or false information and a manifestation of the appeal to fear. These threads and articles are demoralizing propaganda. Don’t believe the kike lie.
If you don’t have friends or family, go join a church. The people in the church believe that IT’S THEIR JOB AS CHRISTIANS TO MAKE YOU PART OF THE COMMUNITY. They will go out of their way to fit you in. It doesn’t matter if you don’t have the social skills. Just be honest and they WILL take you in and teach you. At least a good church will, so if you don’t find it at one, then keep trying until you find one. It’s God’s plan that you have a good mate and family.
I take great solace in the fact that there’s a fat tranny shill like you being paid 10 cents per post that barely makes enough money to pay for your dilating supplies. But your time here will be over soon when you kill yourself for not being a real woman.
Come to church? Today at 4.
https://twitter.com/SeveriansScar/status/1632261499912609792?t=sdJyXXL3qHBR2bbs5vYP6A&s=19
I was never good at playing along and found myself more and more isolated as I got older.
Ultimately, I thought about it a lot, and maybe the evil ones are right.
If I could go back - and I've seen some indications that maybe that's a thing - I would try to use my knowledge to live a comfortable life and enjoy it as a game and just play along with everything.
I can't remember a single time where I went against the grain that was rewarding or where I was vindicated within a couple of decades.
Even with the death shots, there's a lot of stuff I could show people, but they won't take 5 seconds to look at it.
Some people around me had sudden unexpected deaths as well as they are even less likely to care.
So...why bother?
Just focus on making money and taking it easy.
There's no point in wasting any more time or energy on doing the right thing.
You are wrong. There is always hope. ALWAYS.
>what should I just suck it up and take it everyday? what's the point? these retards will never admit they are wrong,
You live to spite them.
You live to get more resources than them and then they'll have to admit you're better because you're living better than them.
All they care about is money and sex and if a human has more of those things than other humans-- the herd bows and submits.
The pendulum always swings my friend. Remember Weimar & accelerate
You are the problem. Don't try to put your excuses on others. Why your happiness depends on the good fortune of society and things? Focus on individual growth and the anger that comes from living with retards will turn into compassion.
nagger
I agree with all your premises, but not your conclusion. Youre right that so many people are so willfully ignorant that its hard to see how things can get better. But, things are way better in the real world than they seem on this board. I still spend time here because occassionally there will be some based fact dumpers on here who share informatiom that is hard to find elsewhere. Unfortunately, you have to sift through metric tonnes of demoralizing bullshit to find that stuff. I find that, out in the real world, although the majority are still clueless NPCs, there is still a sizeable minority who are quite based and redpilled. Comparing the number of people IRL to the number of posters here, I think the based are underrepresented here by an order of magnitude.
Maybe if you live in a big city in America.
But here where I live every young person left this city to go somewhere else. They either went to live in other countries or went to live in Buchares/Cluj/ other cities in western Romania.
It feels like a dying city. The youth drain here is massive. Sometimes I feel like leaving to...but to where? I have a job here, and with this economy......
Where is your city?
Awe. Weezer song. Across the sea. I love that song. But she was from Japan. I love Japan! I must go one day. *muah*
They have a bunny island and a fox sanctuary! I adore foxes! If I could have one I would.
>But here where I live every young person left this city to go somewhere else. They either went to live in other countries or went to live in Buchares/Cluj/ other cities in western Romania.
Out of curiosity are you from Moldova?
Yes
>I am like sooooooooooooooooo smart I can’t even like live with myself
You need a tissue sweetheart? Here let me grab one from my pants for you. I have extra.
elevate the discourse yourself if you have to or just unplug from the NPC morons. but kys is the absolute worst choice for everyone, not just you.
But you have us, gypsy bro
I don't even know your name, how can I count you as my friends and not just some strangers on the internet that don't care about me at the end of the day?
Fair enough. There is no way out, you are doomed
Kys!? Does someone need a kiss?
Hi I'm Lucy. I have a kissing booth. Charge? Hehe nah they're free. :*
Kill your old self and be reborn into who you want to be.
Maybe if I manage to save 40k or 50k dollars I can dissapear in South America somewhere......
Because I am tired of waiting for people to finally grow up and change the way they live so we can finally have a working society and not this bullshit. I am going to be 60 and these people are still going to do this general bullshit. We are the Peter Pan generation. We are not wanted. We must not have children because of ''overpopulation''.
Oh I like Brazilians. Waxes. Haha
Oh. You're old. 😛 I hope the world finds the changes it needs. God bless
It’s not about waiting for society to get better. it’s about taking steps to bettering yourself, including having long term goals. You learn this as you get older.
There was a racetrack in. Bahrain. I saw and image somewhere. It looked like a Kek face. Hehe thought it funny. Though Kek. He's a archetype of chaos. I am not chaos. But Aphrodites partner was Ares. And He was the God of War.
But the war is within. Not of the world. And thr knife is a metaphor. There was no knife. But I did really try to sacrifice myself by attempting to slit my own throat. Years ago now. Because I thought the world was ending. I read the Bible. New the stories but never read it myself. Good thing I was raised in a grey church who spoke 90% all truth and lives as such. As best as possible. But I read revelations. Odd enough. The 1st book I read. It started in reverse.
I believed I had to do this to save the world. My ex had gave me something. An u known drug. And I flipped out. He drugged me. And all this happened.
Please stop taking whatever they gave you
He made me smoke something. I smoked at the time and had plenty cigs. He said. This will help you relax. I have no idea what it was. But I trusted him. He was my fiance. He asked me to marry him earlier that night at a bar. He out this ring on my hand under a table. And I said yes. It was later that night and into the morning this happened.
After I had smoked whatever it was. The room started shifting. His face morphed. I asked him. Why did you bring me to this place. When I looked around it felt like I was in literal hell. I asked him again. Why did you bring me here.
We ending up falling asleep after a little bit of conversation on other things. When I woke up. That is when I started to read the Bible. I couldn't successfully do it. So I woke him up and begged him to. He refused and called the cops. They came. In my head (I was still coming off whatever it was, the drug) but when the cops came I knew I was safe. Because in my head. I said. 7. When there are 7 here. I will be safe. There was me my fiance and his driver. And 4 cops came.
You consumed too many red pills?
No? You? Had enough red pill for the day?
This is my every day reality. This isn't a movie. This is MY life.
its ok anon, the end is nigh. society cannot fix itself, and so it will be fixed by other means. whether you think that its nature or god doing it, its coming soon.
>Because I am tired of waiting for people to finally grow up and change the way they live
And I'm tired of hot 18-year-old women not grabbing my head and thrusting their vaginas in my face. What do you propose we do about these things?
you could try wearing a dog mask
And be all you can be in the Army. For GOD.
Why would you kill yourself just because there are lots of retarded people in the world?
Hi, my name is. What!? My name is.. oops.. hehehe Slim shady.
Thaschicka chickachicka slim shady
y u talk to bot?
Dont worry about what's out there, worry about what's in here (jabs finger into your chest in an emphatic manner)
Who is asking? Tell me yours I'll tell you mine. But you weren't asking me. You were asking a gypsy. I'm not a gypsy. Just Greek.
Good morning Gentlemen. How has your Sunday Morning?
>I'm not a gypsy. Just Greek
anon...
Cool me too. My family is from Corinth. Have some relatives there apparently. They're good people.ALL the Greeks. They're my family.
it's always been like this. relax. besides, it's just as pointless to kill yourself as it is to continue living.
If I'm dead I do not have to look at their shit eating grins and I don't have to listen to their fake stories about how great their lives are and how succesfull their lives are when I know these people are broke or under crushing debt, full of vices and with the mental maturity I had when I was 15.
why not take the monkpill and devote you life to quiet contemplation of God? If you reach enlightenment then come back here and show us the way
I don't believe chiristianity has anything to teach me about God. The people that actually knew anything about divinity and God have long ago left this planet.
>I don't believe chiristianity has anything to teach me about God. The people that actually knew anything about divinity and God have long ago left this planet.
You believe God would allow that? I don't believe He would forsake us. As such I believe those who seek will find Him.
I belive in yugas. We are in the dark yuga of ignorance now. God can not reach us.
>God can not
you believe there is a thing God cannot do? What is the punishment for you killing yourself in an age of ignorance? Seems like a failed test to me.. None of this makes sense. It is more likely your God is a demon and you are tricked.
Yugio?
If God cannot reach us, then he is not powerful enough to be worthy of worship. If he is unwilling, then he is unworthy of worship.
We are having church this evening. They MIGHT actually let me speak for a damn change. Though. I was once told. We should not speak in the church. I'm Corinthian
Well that’s nice. Please pray for me sir I am in a grievous state of apostasy and I have made some horrifically bad choices, I turned from evil at the very last moment and am extremely dazed confused and disheartened.
I will share the link. One moment please.
https://twitter.com/SeveriansScar/status/1632261499912609792?t=laNsoXtbin5Uw3mNY3FzSw&s=19
To continue living the way we have.
We need a change. World-wide change. That's the web. Thr beginning of change.
Awe I love Tay. I think he's great. I hope he's found free of all charges. And can go home to his family. I'm sure they miss him. Along with Tristan.
My name? Rhymes with that.
Nah, I know most people are tarded but it's never really brought me down. Just means there's more for me in this world.
More of what? Retarded women with retarded life choices? Retarded men with wich you have nothing in common and who will mock you for not being retarded like them?
Retarded employers with retarded jobs and retarded pay? Retarded rents to pay and retarded food prices? Growing older each year and seeing the bright future you imagined for yourself as a kid slipping further and further away?
Do I seriously have to count how many times you said retard here? I say 12. That's 3.
>Retarded women with retarded life choices?
Yeah, I like those.
>Retarded men with wich you have nothing in common and who will mock you for not being retarded like them?
Who cares about those fags, kek.
>Retarded employers with retarded jobs and retarded pay?
I like to employ, I don't go for being employed.
>Retarded rents to pay and retarded food prices?
Cheap today, who cares.
>Growing older each year and seeing the bright future you imagined for yourself as a kid slipping further and further away?
Actually I'm pretty happy with how things turned out for me and I'm still only 40.
women with retarded life choices?
>Yeah, I like those.
Why exactly do you like women with retarded life choices?
Cause we lived and learn ed
Those are the best, they've got no self esteem at all.
And what is the point of chasing them or expanding effort on them? You can not have a family with them let alone a relationship. And they start to have no self esteem only when they get old and useless, 35+ years.
>And what is the point of chasing them or expanding effort on them?
Are you gay or something?
So you only live to fuck? Like an animal? Sorry that was fun for me only for a while, I only care for emotional bonding. You might be one of those retards I was talking about.
That's a song. You're into making luv. Now come give me a hug. Hehe
That you think no one has functional relationships with women shows that you're a mental case bro. Stop reading incel lore and go outside.
No that was another song. By Dana Denata.
I have plenty self esteem. I'm Beauty. An old friend used to call me that. But I'm not a horse.
Ooh eeps. 9 flip it. That's 6
Why do you imagine the world as some sort of utopia? The world is imperfect because that's what it's designed to be. Just enjoy the ride, don't be a pussy and take some risks and you'll definititely enjoy this life more.
I believe that our ancestors were not as clinically retarded as their offspring today. People have not always been like this.
I'm not in real-life. I'm rather reserved and quiet. Only a good few men get to see the real me. Among friends
I celebrate my Greek Name day on Dec 25th. Is there a Saint Named Andrew? I dunno. Wasn't raised catholic or orthodox
>anybody else felt like killing themselves
no
I do feel like building motors pushing 500+ horsepower every now and then
Call me Vulnerability. Or V for short. But I'm not 5 that's Tate. I was in room 7. But my name is not Eve. It's Kristen
>For me life is like a siege mode where how many days I live Is my high score.
This is the attitude we should have. nothing is making the NWO madder than you being ALIVE.
THEY WANT YOU DEAD
FUCK THEM!
That ain't Steven Siegal
Hell yeah, just being alive and sane(somewhat) through this next decade will be a triumph of the human will and will eventually lead to their defeat.
It’s because psychopaths sociopaths and narcissists end up being on top and they enjoy what is going on the past few years
And it won’t stop until UFOs intervene
Dark and light
Everyone has chosen their side
There is no going back
>Literally
>Literally
>Literally
Maybe understand what literally means first, zoom zoom.
But. If I did count. As I didm add mine. And you get me again. 7
Will you please just stop doing math? You are ruining my concentration asshole.
I count everything. 😛
3 ones 3 9's. But 790 so we are good. *wink* hehehe
BRO SAME
Ooooh nooooooo. The matrix oh no. The matrix is crumbling before me.
Nope it was across my throat. But I lived
Back. 😀 hi. How are you? Please don't kys. How bout a kiss I stead? If you ask nicely. I'll give you one. Hehe
Maybe you just going through a tough patch and things will get better soon.
I usually light some candles, put on some soft music, then squat in a bathtub full of mayonnaise. It helps relax me.
Wtf is that?
That is my garloid. I was getting ready to milk him before bed.
Don’t feed it tap water please
Distilled.
Minus smoking. I have to keep relearning that one it's all in your mind. Will power to quit. I've done it twice. Cold turkey. Could do it again. Just stop smoking
why not kill some retards instead?.. genuinely do not understand suicide naggers
No that WAS suicide girls. A pin up. Used to be.
Go ahead and kill yourself. You'll be back in a jif anyway
Thanks, I saved that.
We are in the end times:
twowitnessesofrevelation.com
That was me. I used to do burlesque pin up art. A long time ago. I'm a bad girl gone good. Lmao
But uh. If say that was a pretty week spanking. Lmao
why the fuck would u kill yourself your retarded fuck go innawoods and all suffering ends
Everyday. What also irks me to no end:
>People that act like they always believed in the “conspiracies” once their overlords acknowledge them as true
>goldfish memory type who pretend they never said stupid ass shit
Awe did YOU give me that name? Pops I deserve that one. Add the h
No, gypsybro. The more I honk into the void, the more I want to stay alive. The more the void honks back, the more I want to kill retards and sociopaths.
Yeah in a cave? You a ludite?
>doesnt recognize Diogenes
American education, gentlemen
Diogenes was neet prime. Patient neet zero
No he was an ancient Greek Philosopher
Yet all these factors are irrelevant, since these scenarios and glorious scenes only play out in your head
This, I choose to be a living 'fuck you' to society
How about you try and do something about it, rather than be as clinically retarded - as you claim - those around you are?
people love to be made useful by someone else. if you can become enthusiastic about controlling other people, things could work out for you.
No, I will not sacrifice myself to the cow.
Is that time out? I'm good. I'm done sharing. That's the end. You've heard it all. Leave a little room to get to know me. For real.
🙂 I talk too much. I know. Good thing there are editors. *muah*
Your logic is retarded
>Does anybody else felt like killing themselves because the average person is so clinically retarded
no, i'm a detached observer of mankind and the society's he's built and his relationships with his fellow man. specializing in Western Man. an anthropologist of sort who finds the whole thing as fascinating and very interesting.
it's a very freeing way to live when you think about it.
Hello fellow underground man, hello fellow mouse utopian! I greet you warmly my brother.
Yes goys! Kill yourselves. It’s the best thing! White is evil.
Killing? Myself?
How would that be the logical conclusion from your post?
The first few posts are all shills. They all have the same voice. The new crop of shills is using the Ender’s Game technique of multiple shills, some conservative and some lefty. The shills argue in the thread in an attempt to draw people into discussion.
You can tell, because their speech patterns don’t have the oldfag rhythm or terminology. The conservative shill is engaging on planned talking points that we would ignore. They discuss like they’re in academia rather than a Mexican cactus carving forum.
They’re doing this to get us to engage as we normally just mock the tranny shills. Or post disgusting tranny vag images. That has to be mentally stressful for the new shills.
You’re a tranny WEF shill homosexual. You’ll never be a real woman and you’ll kill yourself in 6 months. The world will be a better place without you, and sadly, you know I’m right. But enjoy the ride here until you’re dead.
No, I feel like killing everyone else.
They spoke to my Father. And I waited there as my father drove to get me. There is a shop. Somewhere between where home was. And the place I was. It was called Hornes Shop. A tourist place. My father and I stopped there as we were driving back. He told me. Pick one thing for a souvenir. I chose a card. Made by Blue Mtn cards. It was for my father. I gave it to him a while later to day thank you for letting me go. He fought me to even go see this man. I brought up the story of Abraham and when God asked him to bring his only.son to the alter. I said. Dad. I must go. He fought me.
But I went anyway.
But I said thank you.
I took a train. On the train another train a cargo train ran beside us. One of the doors on the cargo train was lose. It came off between the two trains as they passed. The turbulence between the two trains caused it to tear off the side of the dining car. We sat there for 2 hours. Not knowing anything. Then we continued on after they removed the carriage.
My fiance had previously said to me. Before catching the train. Do not speak to anyone. You are precious cargo
While my father and I were at the Hornes shop. I said Dad. Can you take a photo of me!? I will share the photo below. One sec.
I spent my entire life being told to not be a nice person and that what i clearly knew and was proven right about was wrong
growing up in a place where people are taught to be more violent and less thoughtful leaves you hollow bitter and angry
and ultimately drives you inanse
i think im tired of living now
Please don't leave us. Join us at church!? 4pm today.
https://twitter.com/SeveriansScar/status/1632261499912609792?t=JivE0nsNT-4Bfu7eYZ8Tcw&s=19
Well... on 2nd thought. I found it. But. Its never safe to share personal photos of yourself online. Especially in a Anon environment. But. Maybe one day I'll show you the proof.
But. I have no scar. I lived.
Fiñ
No scar. But there is my tattoo. Thanks, now il have to wear a burka to hide my neck... someone will identify me in public. Lol thank God I'm into modesty. *wink* you can't see it most the time.
The Stars of David are purple. On the ends I have infinity signs they are red.
Red and purple. Why did I believe I had to do all this? Because I believed in my heart I WAS the great whore. I was a "whore" but. I was born again. And now I relive. Thanks be to God and His only son. I am no one. Just one of many
But I thought I was the great whore in the bible who lay across the beast. As the metaphorical sacrifice. I just took it WAAAAAYYY TOOOO LITTERRALLLY!
Nice quads
Also, the obligatory
TITS OR GET THE FUCK OUT YOU WORTHLESS CUNT
>Does anybody else felt like killing themselves because the average person is so clinically retarded that you literally do not see a way out for society and things will never get better?
All the time
>And I am in a relationship and not even that makes me happy anymore because I literally need to babysit a retard going trough life.
Same
Idk man many people know how to control these people and get to them. Sounds like you can't cope with being filtered from that group.
Whateva! You guys are ALLLLLLL RETARDED! IM A FUCKTARD. Buahahahahahah
# truth. Now who's turn is it share. Ima shut my fucking face. Lmao
I'm a Heathen. (In the head) Loco. In the cabesa
Andrew Tate, it's ok you're a half black pimp. We understand.
do a back flip
I have a son now. His name is Ezra.
3 months old
Yeah, all the time. You can't succeed in a world full of dumbfucks rewarding each other for conforming to dumbfuckery.
It isn't supposed to be comfy and easy (on our level). Get through it and finish the 'game'. Only the toughest souls will make it through all this suffering.
Ppl on here are worse.
The average person doesn’t claim to be redpilled.
But Ppl on here claim that yet they’re just as retarded.
That's true. The average /misc/ poster wants to pretend they're smarter than others but ends up in the same bubble of stupidity where they believe anything wrong as long as it's the opposite of what the normies believe.
Just do it, normie homosexual
>Does anybody else felt like killing themselves because the average person is so clinically retarded that you literally do not see a way out for society and things will never get better?
Yes
Do YOU have an answer for the way out?
I do
His name is JESUS. Give it a try. Just open the Bible. Go to Church. Speak to God. PRAY. Have a congregation of fellow believer. And LIVE.
That simple. But. Not 100% simple. Life is about struggle. And GOD leaves nothing wasted. A song. By Elevation Worship. I was supposed to sing this at church. I never got to. I left that church. Because it brought me too many bad memories of my ex husband.
I left because I felt like the church (conceptually, not a building) God is not a building he is the world. The whole wide world. He is our home. WE are the church. If we choose to follow Jesus. Who died on a cross for ALL. One death. For ALL. when we believe.
Disclaimer: no we don't want on water. It was just winter and the lake was frozen over (bad joke) sorry guuuuuuuyzz. Lmao (something I used to say before I was a Christian) (non denominational look into the International Churches of Christ it's worldwide. ICOC. )
>you can go your own wayyy.... go your own way
Ok Stevie
>thoughts of killing myself
Never.
>because of retarded reasons
Nope.
Nice redundant writing stupid.
Ok Chad nice chin. You're not human if it hasn't passed your mind at least once. I did want to die. But that is NOT why I tried the last time. Never again would I ever.
I tried for real only the one time. To save the world. (See my story above)
But I was stupid. A silly young woman. Who was depressed. I wanted to die before. But never could bring myself to do it. I used to cut myself. I put myself into repeatedly bad situations, secretly hoping someone would kill me. I came close many times. But the closest time?
I met a man online. He was into weird shit. He liked tights and legging. Kink shit. One day he took saran wrap and I willingly went along for fun. Ooh stupid girl... he had me wrapped in plastic laying on the bed. And he walked away. Went to the kitchen to drink some more GIN. I was baking. When the skin can't breath it heats up. He had wrapped me as if to dump my body after he had left me there. He had left just a little slit cut open and put this shitty vibrator there. My hands had been at my sides. I managed to pry my hands to the hole and I started to rip the plastic. He saw me. And I said to him. Take me out of this right now. I was half way out already.
He said to me. I will never meet another woman online ever again. He drove me him later. I lived. But I truly believe he was going to leave me there to die.
No. I'd rather see all other humans perish.
Not that i'm wishing that on my fellow humans, but I wouldn't get sad over that either.
Best case scenario would be a complete collaps of our system and people finally waking up as a consequence of that, but i'd also be very happy if I was the last human on earth.
Trebuie să răzbim frate român!
If everyone who's suicidal stopped doing useless school shootings or even more useless private suicides and started burning themselves alive in front of their local government offices like that based monk, then eventually this phenomena will have to be addressed, especially as normies' kids start following along to be cool.
Home* he drove me home.
This is my life. My internal battles of the memories of a life before I found Christ. But rather he found me.
Face down in the dirt. But he reached down and helped me back up. I got up. And followed him instead.
His name is Jesus. I follow Jesus. His father is God.
I try and look at it toward a different angle.
If 99% of people are retarded and you are the 1%, why not take advantage of it?
It would be truly lonely if literally EVERYONE was retarded but at least there are a few others out there like you, perhaps you could find 1 or 2 of them to be your friend.
If there isn't a colonize Mars with aryan ethnostate option the future is another dark ages so get used to it
No because I've learned the value and beauty of life, i agree everyone is retarded and society is fucked but because everyone is so retarded I'm able to earn above average income and do stuff like travel to beaches and just sit and meditate and appreciate the beauty and stuff like that. We live in a satanic kiked society but not a satanic kiked world. They have not yet destroyed the natural beauty of God's earth
Be patient, they're working on it
Designated ad here? Ok tell them about your coinage and pyramid scheme. Don't forget, no. Let's forget Girlbot. That was Satire. Truly. Plus. The how to make your girl bot happy even when she's being an emotional idiot. Book. DOES NOT EXIST.
Ha! Y? Cause even I as a woman don't have a clue. Emotions man emotions. They are effing chemicals.. hormones. I am a female.....
P.s. there are girls on the net. And they !going to eat you. Hehehe zombie. Nom nom nom hehehe
Uh... I was kidding. I'm not a zombie. But I am a big fan of horror movies.
*muah*
The earth is a beautiful place. Yet. We do need to help take care of it more. But the earth has a way of rejuvenating itself.
If we are destroyed. The world would thrive more. We aren't helping.
There does need to be a balance. Reality is. We do need to do our part and be more mindful.
K?
Are you guys trying to coerce me to say I'm a retard?
I deny this claim. I am not a retard. I'm ME. 😀
Now. Uh.... I need to go cook some lunch. Haven't ate anything yet. For reals. See you guys at church later. *muah*
.thanks for reading.
Yes. I think about it every day and really wish I could. I even hung myself the other day and right when I was going to black out I thought about my wife. I was right there. Once you black out, you're golden. I just don't want to hurt her. That's the only thing keeping me here. I'm stuck and knowing I'm stuck makes the depression so much worse.
Dude... wtf!? Please don't kill yourself or your wife or anyone! Just let go and let God. He loves you. *muah*
I'd never hurt my wife or anyone else. Only me.
Please don't. You are wanted. By God. Ok? So live in peace. Please. *muah*
On my wrists are tattoos written in Hebrew. One says. Do unto others as you'd want done to you. (That does not mean hurt) that does not mean kill. It means be kind. Be loving. Because we all desire to be loved and desired.
You are loved. On the other wrist it says. Give me peace. But when it is read in Hebrew text. It says. GOD gives you peace.
I got these tattoos as a reminder. Because I as well wanted to die.
I wanted peace. It was given. And now I want to bring peace to others.
Please don't hurt yourself. WE live!
*muah* ( in a non sexual way) YOURE MARRIED! NOW GO.. hehe
Yep
Trim your beard. It looks scruffy. Get a haircut and get a real job
I just plant more vegetable seeds when I get depressed about the situation.
Yay grow a garden
I think you mean weed seeds
Man I feel this. Ever since this Adderall shortage started I’ve had one foot on suicide’s door. I keep getting these weird impulses… To just be angry, ordinarily I wouldn’t be angry. I can fight them off. These impulses though, they’re worse. I feel like killing myself and I’m in a great relationship, great place financially, 2 jobs I love.
Just stop. Be free. And live. You don't need drugs. *muah*
Thanks Anon.
No no. Seeds of Love! Hehe
But be mindful to not plant seeds of hate.
Hate is the cancer of society. We all die one day. This is life.
But I deny cancer. I deny hate.
I plant seeds of love.
Hehe yay! Now grow a garden.
Food time. Fr fr
>everyone is dumber than Mr
>somehow I don't just manipulate the idiots into providing whatever I want from life
The midwit paradox.
it really bums out me bro
im high all the time because i really cant deal with them
its miserable
theyve made it all so terrible and its just getting worse and worse
and they love it. they so deranged. its intolerable
dont kill yourself bro
its not worth it
love from america
Stop smoking so much. Live free. *muah*
Do y'all know what your gun barrel tastes like ? kek It will all be over one day,no need to hurry. I exist just to be a pain in the ass, I died inside a long time ago.
Go play outside canada
But. Come.home when your done taking a piss.
Even the dogs get the crumbs. All dogs go to heaven.
You are forgiven. (If you want to be. It's your choice) don't kill yourself either. Please.
*muah*
Set him free. (Not killing) set Andrew Tate Free. He is forgiven.
>Does anybody else felt like killing themselves because the average person is so clinically retarded that you literally do not see a way out for society and things will never get better?
no.
you should seek professional help or a real life friend to talk to.
One shot at life
>be me
>born in 1980
>grew up in 90’s when life was fun
>be me
>43, living in a hell scape of hate, and degeneracy.
Feels bad man
No. *muah* I'm Lucy. From Charlie Brown. I am giving out kisses for free. Hehe
To Make people smile and laugh.
I'm just being silly about this. I hope you don't take my virtual kiss too seriously. I don't want to hold hands or nothing.
Just larping. Hehe *muah*
Oh sorry that was two. Better not tell my bf. Oops.
Hehe you go now. Hehe
I dunno move to Canada will change your life
>implying Cuckanada is any different from America
NGMI
Canada come on man.
Wait. I love Canada actually. Always wanted to live there. I thought it was so much more peaceful. Can't remember a time the ever started a war.
I love Canada. Now you go. *muah* wait. Which Canada are you? I am not looking at colors. Just flags.
Are coming back for 2nds!? No. Not until everyone is served.
Lunch soon. Now you go.
Suicide has nothing to do with society if those thought enter your mind, you are deeply unhappy with the current situation you are living in. Your body sends you those signals, it is your task to respond. You have to change you life or it won't get better. There are many ways to happiness and a fullfilling life. But you have to bring a willingness to chance or else you will rotate back to old habits in no time. One step at a time and the only days you can not make progress are yesterday and tomorrow
Suicide is truly a cowards way out. To think that there is no way to improve your own life is just lazy thinking.
Don't take the doomer pill. No matter how shity society appears, it doesn't mean you have to adopt its values or views.
The only thing you can control are your actions and mindset.
If you belief that you will die single with no family, then it's a good chance you will.
If you choose to not seek purpose in life, then your won't find any.
Don't buy into this victim mentality.
I recently booked a gig with a contractor that involves work wit govt employees.
I got into a discussion with about how 80% of the immune system is gut bacteria & vaccines are bullshit. I also stated that as soon as my parents die I'm making a declaration of alienage, renouncing my citizenship as I'm a citizen of Eire & refuse to participate in the mafia organization styling itself the Republic of Ireland, which is in reality a criminal fraud so am fucking off to a monastery who're bound by the rule of St. Benedict to allow me live on their land.
I was fired the next day, lol.
Yes i did. But i studied Goethe and now im happier and i feel i have an intellectual superior.
>boo hoo i will kms
you won't do shit pussy, you will keep "suck it up and take it everyday" as you claimed to hate
I love you Now you go.
I have to finish making lunch.
Or stay if you like. I like Romania. I hear Tate has a gf. You know anything about that?
I hope he's happy no matter what.
Now go.
Ok. Lunch time.
ALL are welcome.
Hehe but I may not have enough food to feed you all. Hehe
*waves*