I would do anything to be straight. Well, scratch that, you could argue 'hurr you're a girl now so it's straight,' I was born a male and am exclusively attracted to males and no amount of hormones will change that, how society treated me for that original sin, or the lasting damage it dealt.
I would give literally anything to be attracted to women and interested in penetrating one. I want a baby so bad, but I can never have one. I have sustained so much trauma as a result of people finding out or merely suspecting I was a homosexual that I will never get over.
The worst part is that people will say 'just get over it lol' but it is next to impossible if the wounds are that persistent and deep. I do not think I could ever truly be happy living as someone who is not attracted to women, even with a boyfriend.
>Why not just own being gay?
Do you think I have not tried that? I admitted it to my parents, for example and they still continued to treat me with more restrictions, more suspicion despite giving them no reason to be, than my sister who overdosed twice. If you are unlucky being a homosexual paints a target on your back or gets you treated like garbage no matter what.
>If you are unlucky being a homosexual paints a target on your back or gets you treated like garbage no matter what.
Have you tried moving to a more progressive area?
>Have you tried moving to a more progressive area?
Yes, I did just that. Even other LGBT+ people look at me in disgust because it is only really acceptable to be 'queer' if you are AFAB, nobody really has a problem with lesbians, FtMs are only panicked about because 'muh children are getting their breasts lopped off,' as an adult no one cares. Even ostensibly accepting people still view someone born as a male who is GNC or attracted to other males with revulsion, even if they are not saying slurs aloud anymore because they would get fired.
I honestly think you just need to experience a more welcoming community
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Like what? Be specific.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
You complain about not feeling accepted by those around you. Have you tried going to some gay man centric events to make friends?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
One, I am not a gay man.
Two, I would not want to. I just want to be a regular person, my homosexuality is but a part of me, I would not want to have it on full display like that. Being a fujoshi is bad enough.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>not a gay man >homosexuality
What are you?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
A homosexual transsexual?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Nta but I'm a pan husstussLite. Just live your life and fuck the haters. Use their scorn as fuel to spite their insecurities and judgement. The only people who will actually give you shit aren't worth considering and the ones who are open minded will appreciate the confidence
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I hate this moronic advice because it is insensitive and fails to acknowledge the reality of the situation. Do you think I care what some rando thinks about me? I do not. I do not.
Notice how the only people I cited were those that I am in close contact with. These people have the power to ruin my life, and in a way that I have no ability to anticipate.
Someone (say, my parents) could say they are okay with it, but beg me to quit HRT, and act suspicious and forbid me from trying to see a guy (this happened).
My coworkers cannot call me 'homosexual,' but they can decline to assist me, spread ugly rumors about me which affect how the people in the area where I work five days a week view me, they can remind me of what a freak I am in surreptitious ways. All of a sudden I am not a 'team player' and what do you think my boss is going to think regarding my long term employment?
'Just stop caring' You are an inconsiderate little snot!!!!!! I obviously care for a reason and it is not spurious!
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I meant that you can do all that stuff in LGBT spaces. Obviously the world and society aren't ready to accept people like us, we will always be looked at oddly. So live life like normal, and only let yourself be seen like that in places where you won't be judged for what you are. Coworkers notice you left some makeup on accidentally? Who cares. Have to wear a sports bra to keep your HRTitties down? Do it, or lie and say it's gyno. If your parents don't support your choices that's okay. They don't have to agree to everything you do, and if they don't like that you're dating a man that's their problem.
You're also awfulizing things. You don't know what your boss or coworker will or won't do. My boss is a trumpite and he knows that I'm somewhat liberal. He probably also suspects I'm a homosexual. But he's done nothing but promote me, and has gotten me extra training even for my career. Probably getting a raise this December. In all likelihood, your coworkers probably don't give a single shit one way or the other, just live your life as you were before at work, and live it up as a husstuss any other time
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>I meant that you can do all that stuff in LGBT spaces.
People in 'LGBT spaces' talk over me and totally ignore me because guess who holds the clout and is deemed morally good there and guess who is not. You get one guess. Guess.
>Obviously the world and society aren't ready to accept people like us, we will always be looked at oddly.
No, this is downplaying the situation. It is not merely that I am 'being looked at oddly,' it is that most people view me with outright disgust and this affects their actions towards me, which severely affects my ability to live life as everyone else does.
>So live life like normal, and only let yourself be seen like that in places where you won't be judged for what you are.
That is what I do, that does not stop it.
I barely have breasts (sub AA) because my luck is just that bad.
>They don't have to agree to everything you do, and if they don't like that you're dating a man that's their problem.
They do not know I am dating a man because I deliberately did not tell them. I do not want to play 20 questions about the guy I am dating whereas my sisters can date whoever they want with not much pressure.
>In all likelihood, your coworkers probably don't give a single shit one way or the other, just live your life as you were before at work, and live it up as a husstuss any other time
They literally refuse to talk to me and give me disgusted glances every time I pass them. I have done nothing legitimate to warrant this behavior.
I'm a straight man who almost exclusively watches gay porn because I wish I was gay, sometime I even watch soome straight porn first to get hard so I can fap to gay porn afterward.
These are black people "being sweet" is how black people speak, they're all obsessed with not seeming gay because they're most likely to be dl gay out of all the races. White men will say gm to other men all the time in the south and midwest at least.
>they're all obsessed with not seeming gay because they're most likely to be dl gay out of all the races.
If you remove 'prison gay' people it turns out that is not the case. It is a white cope to deflect from the fact they are the biggest homosexuals on Earth. Do not forget half the reason they bought slaves was so they could rape them, male ones included, and they are comically obsessed with the black male penis.
It's easier to be gay than a straight incel. Being straight is hard mode in our society
absolute insanity. cishet is default - easy mode
cishet woman*
being a cishet man is pretty easy too unless you're a manlet or have radicalised yourself into becoming a right-wing freak
Have you ever *tried* being straight or are you talking out of your ass?
no i've never been into women but i see ugly guys in relationships with beautiful women all the time
I don't.
go outside
Straight male? Yes
Straight female? 1000000000000 times better to be one than gay
i'm straight but i wish i was bi
fuck are you doing here?
trannies are funny and also life decided to make me a bottom so here is the closest i can find to people who can "understand" me i guess
oh right trannies. anyways you're right. being bi is great.
would have been a lot easier for me, especially with how many guys say they want to fuck me
if I was a straight guy my life would be so much easier lol
I would do anything to be straight. Well, scratch that, you could argue 'hurr you're a girl now so it's straight,' I was born a male and am exclusively attracted to males and no amount of hormones will change that, how society treated me for that original sin, or the lasting damage it dealt.
I would give literally anything to be attracted to women and interested in penetrating one. I want a baby so bad, but I can never have one. I have sustained so much trauma as a result of people finding out or merely suspecting I was a homosexual that I will never get over.
The worst part is that people will say 'just get over it lol' but it is next to impossible if the wounds are that persistent and deep. I do not think I could ever truly be happy living as someone who is not attracted to women, even with a boyfriend.
>I would do anything to be straight.
Like a child that wishes for things they do not understand. Browse the single dads subreddit
I do not browse Reddit because I am not a subhuman normalfag.
> I have sustained so much trauma as a result of people finding out or merely suspecting I was a homosexual that
Why not just own being gay?
>Why not just own being gay?
Do you think I have not tried that? I admitted it to my parents, for example and they still continued to treat me with more restrictions, more suspicion despite giving them no reason to be, than my sister who overdosed twice. If you are unlucky being a homosexual paints a target on your back or gets you treated like garbage no matter what.
>If you are unlucky being a homosexual paints a target on your back or gets you treated like garbage no matter what.
Have you tried moving to a more progressive area?
>Have you tried moving to a more progressive area?
Yes, I did just that. Even other LGBT+ people look at me in disgust because it is only really acceptable to be 'queer' if you are AFAB, nobody really has a problem with lesbians, FtMs are only panicked about because 'muh children are getting their breasts lopped off,' as an adult no one cares. Even ostensibly accepting people still view someone born as a male who is GNC or attracted to other males with revulsion, even if they are not saying slurs aloud anymore because they would get fired.
I honestly think you just need to experience a more welcoming community
Like what? Be specific.
You complain about not feeling accepted by those around you. Have you tried going to some gay man centric events to make friends?
One, I am not a gay man.
Two, I would not want to. I just want to be a regular person, my homosexuality is but a part of me, I would not want to have it on full display like that. Being a fujoshi is bad enough.
>not a gay man
>homosexuality
What are you?
A homosexual transsexual?
Nta but I'm a pan husstussLite. Just live your life and fuck the haters. Use their scorn as fuel to spite their insecurities and judgement. The only people who will actually give you shit aren't worth considering and the ones who are open minded will appreciate the confidence
I hate this moronic advice because it is insensitive and fails to acknowledge the reality of the situation. Do you think I care what some rando thinks about me? I do not. I do not.
Notice how the only people I cited were those that I am in close contact with. These people have the power to ruin my life, and in a way that I have no ability to anticipate.
Someone (say, my parents) could say they are okay with it, but beg me to quit HRT, and act suspicious and forbid me from trying to see a guy (this happened).
My coworkers cannot call me 'homosexual,' but they can decline to assist me, spread ugly rumors about me which affect how the people in the area where I work five days a week view me, they can remind me of what a freak I am in surreptitious ways. All of a sudden I am not a 'team player' and what do you think my boss is going to think regarding my long term employment?
'Just stop caring' You are an inconsiderate little snot!!!!!! I obviously care for a reason and it is not spurious!
I meant that you can do all that stuff in LGBT spaces. Obviously the world and society aren't ready to accept people like us, we will always be looked at oddly. So live life like normal, and only let yourself be seen like that in places where you won't be judged for what you are. Coworkers notice you left some makeup on accidentally? Who cares. Have to wear a sports bra to keep your HRTitties down? Do it, or lie and say it's gyno. If your parents don't support your choices that's okay. They don't have to agree to everything you do, and if they don't like that you're dating a man that's their problem.
You're also awfulizing things. You don't know what your boss or coworker will or won't do. My boss is a trumpite and he knows that I'm somewhat liberal. He probably also suspects I'm a homosexual. But he's done nothing but promote me, and has gotten me extra training even for my career. Probably getting a raise this December. In all likelihood, your coworkers probably don't give a single shit one way or the other, just live your life as you were before at work, and live it up as a husstuss any other time
>I meant that you can do all that stuff in LGBT spaces.
People in 'LGBT spaces' talk over me and totally ignore me because guess who holds the clout and is deemed morally good there and guess who is not. You get one guess. Guess.
>Obviously the world and society aren't ready to accept people like us, we will always be looked at oddly.
No, this is downplaying the situation. It is not merely that I am 'being looked at oddly,' it is that most people view me with outright disgust and this affects their actions towards me, which severely affects my ability to live life as everyone else does.
>So live life like normal, and only let yourself be seen like that in places where you won't be judged for what you are.
That is what I do, that does not stop it.
I barely have breasts (sub AA) because my luck is just that bad.
>They don't have to agree to everything you do, and if they don't like that you're dating a man that's their problem.
They do not know I am dating a man because I deliberately did not tell them. I do not want to play 20 questions about the guy I am dating whereas my sisters can date whoever they want with not much pressure.
>In all likelihood, your coworkers probably don't give a single shit one way or the other, just live your life as you were before at work, and live it up as a husstuss any other time
They literally refuse to talk to me and give me disgusted glances every time I pass them. I have done nothing legitimate to warrant this behavior.
I am bi, it's like the best of both worlds to me.
Wait, fags are hitting on me when they say good morning? What is the correct response if a twink greets you good morning?
better, now.
Are you saying that would work on you? What about "decent, but what about a good evening?"
that's coming on too strong.
Strong enough to get a slap?
no i'd just stop talking to you.
I am straight, the secret is transition.
I'm a straight man who almost exclusively watches gay porn because I wish I was gay, sometime I even watch soome straight porn first to get hard so I can fap to gay porn afterward.
Just keep practicing you can do it, you should make friends with gay men too
These are black people "being sweet" is how black people speak, they're all obsessed with not seeming gay because they're most likely to be dl gay out of all the races. White men will say gm to other men all the time in the south and midwest at least.
>they're all obsessed with not seeming gay because they're most likely to be dl gay out of all the races.
If you remove 'prison gay' people it turns out that is not the case. It is a white cope to deflect from the fact they are the biggest homosexuals on Earth. Do not forget half the reason they bought slaves was so they could rape them, male ones included, and they are comically obsessed with the black male penis.
>Do not forget half the reason they bought slaves was so they could rape them
tariq?
I always wish I was straight