I have a question for any deities or priests that may see this post.
I felt like for the past 5 years god was guiding me, but suddenly he stopped. I'll just tell my story
>day before my trial prosecutor quits
>my case is settled by another prosecutor who knows nothing about my case
>instead of years in jail, receive 40 hours community service
>restart my degree
>become best undergrad researcher at my school
>win multiple state competitions and grants
>get into PhD program
>failing all my classes
>doesn't get a research advisor (very rare)
>in trouble with both law and my school
So like is god still around? Did he abandon me? I lost all the hope I once had. I feel like I had a guardian angel, but they left.