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Did anyone else only start having tranny thoughts super late

I only started having thoughts at 18. I feel like every other troon has known since they were in the fucking womb, or at least 12-14. I’ve spent the last 3 years trying to ignore the thoughts in the hopes it’s just a retarded phase but they’re not going away. Am I faketrans? Is this social contagion? Is anyone else in this situation

  1. 2 weeks ago
    mechahonzilla

    i had thoughts of wanting to be a girl since childhood, but even if you didnt the fact remains that you have those thoughts now. “trutrans” is a meme

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      But I don’t understand how I could’ve gone so much of my life without these thoughts, only to find them inescapable now. I feel like I must’ve been asleep for years, or a completely different person somehow

      • 2 weeks ago
        mechahonzilla

        i mean 3 years is a really long time for something that isn’t genuine like this anon said

        >3 years
        >phase
        anon...

        really transitioning is up to you but i dont see these thoughts going away anytime soon no matter what caused them

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >3 years
    >phase
    anon...

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It’s closer to 2 now that I think about it. But you see people who transition for 10 years and then suddenly detrans out of nowhere. Im worried if I give in that could happen to me

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >Im worried if I give in that could happen to me
        no problem, don't transition unless you're 50 and have 2 already

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >AGP sperg who got groomed

    Just fucking be a femboy or a crossdresser. There used to be a lot of legitimate avenues for people like you and a lot of trannies are even fed up that people like you who actually are trans go down this road, and claim to be them.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I’m afab retard kek. I am currently tomboycoping but it’s the sickening wish to have facial hair and a flat chest that plagues me every single day without fail

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Okay you're legitimately autistic bro. Legitimate trans people know it from an early age. You have a mental health issue other than transgenderism that needs to be addressed probably some kind of complex comorbidity with your autism

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I’m not autistic, I’m a pretty social person. I took an autism test that was going round and I scored very low. If you can recommend advice to get rid of the thoughts though I’d appreciate it

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

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            I actually am autistic and I'm in the exact position as op how do i stop this

            You might have purely obsessional OCD bro look up pure OCD or also known as pure O. A lot of times OCD of this type centers around sexuality and in that case if you just recognize that and have some cognitive behavioral therapy you should be good. Just some advice I can give you from treating people with this you need to set aside time to worry about being a tranny. So every day you're going to set like an hour aside and for that hour you can fantasize and think about it as much as you want but after that hours up you're not going to think about it anymore for the rest of the day. If that doesn't help you legit in it we need to go to your local CMH and tell them about your issues and your concerns that you might have autism. Also this type of purely obsessional OCD is more common in people with autism as well look into cognitive behavioral therapy and get help

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              I actually already do know about pure ocd/tocd but I ironically have it more about detransition/being cis than I did about being trans. I'm actually kind of out as trans already so the "hour a day" thing might not be possible unless I stop going to university. Also I know for sure I have autism I was dxed at like 4.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          why is it that the most disgusting people on the site always have the chaser flag lmao really skewing me against them ngl

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            because chasoids are evil and rarted

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I actually am autistic and I'm in the exact position as op how do i stop this

  4. 2 weeks ago
    GhoulChan

    No I’ve known I was different and more closely alligned to girls at 4, knew I was a girl at 7 and the literal first day I got internet at 10-11 I looked up what was wrong with me and figured out I was trans.

    That being said…

    I know a lot of trans people who started feeling dysphoric later in life or started having trans thoughts because they spent most of their life in a dissociative state disconnected from their own bodies that they basically just didnt realize the thoughts they’ve always had were there. Usually they start feeling this way at an older age cause of a life changing event or something whether it’s a death or whatever or even just becoming 18 and realizing you’re a legal adult now is enough to snap the dissociation.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      what exactly is meant by dissociation? is it like.. an identifiable feeling, or just a state of being? i've never really felt any particular way about my body, just that yeah, this is me, i guess. i often wish i was a shape shifter or something but i realize most of the things about my body that i find ugly are all the masculine parts >_>

      • 2 weeks ago
        GhoulChan

        I mean by dissociation that you simply just go through the motions as an apathetic husk with no real emotional awareness of your own thoughts

        No life changing event, except that I moved out and also my little brother started going through puberty and I found myself massively jealous of all the things that started happening to him
        When I look into my past there are some things I could call ‘signs’ but then again that could just be selective bias. I really don’t know how to come to a conclusion about this. I wish there was some test I could take to know for sure, it feels like I’m in purgatory

        Moving out and your brother getting older are def events that can break you out of a dissociative state and ground you back to reality and your thoughts.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          oh. my emotions are pretty muted... i think im just autistic though idk

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      No life changing event, except that I moved out and also my little brother started going through puberty and I found myself massively jealous of all the things that started happening to him
      When I look into my past there are some things I could call ‘signs’ but then again that could just be selective bias. I really don’t know how to come to a conclusion about this. I wish there was some test I could take to know for sure, it feels like I’m in purgatory

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >I know a lot of trans people who started feeling dysphoric later in life or started having trans thoughts because they spent most of their life in a dissociative state disconnected from their own bodies that they basically just didnt realize the thoughts they’ve always had were there
      Yep, basically this

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        i feel this tbh. Like I was only just born when i realised i was trans. I worry its all a spook though bc I can't prove it in any way

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Yeah that’s the problem. Wish there was a tranny test that just told you 100% if you’re trans or not

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            the dream
            just screen everyone through this test before puberty and give them the appropriate treatment

            pleasing cissies and troons alike

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i identified as nb for a few years and then realized at 18 i'm transmasc and started identifying as such. who cares if other people think you're invalid especially if you've felt like that for years. And even if you're worried it's a phase you can wait to take T and start socially transitioning

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Anon, please take every word posted here with a grain of salt. Some people in this thread are saying very wrong and messed up shit. Some transgender people have your experience where it really doesn't start until later. My first experiences were at 18, too. But seriously, don't listen to people here. Please, please.. talk to a licensed therapist who works with LGBT issues. Whatever you decide to do, know that you are valid.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I take everything here with a grain of salt. And I do want to talk to a therapist but I won’t be able to for a few months at least, so I’ll continue spinning on this precipice and waiting to develop some conviction

      Would you like to experience the effects of HRT? tbh that's all that matters, if you want to do it just do it

      Theoretically yes I do. I want nothing more than a deep voice and the ability to grow facial hair, seeing men have these things so effortlessly fills me with sickening envy. But what if when I finally get that I develop reverse dysphoria and I was wrong all along? Kek. I just go round in circles

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Would you like to experience the effects of HRT? tbh that's all that matters, if you want to do it just do it

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >wanted to be female since I was 5
    >end up becoming a repressing nevertrooner
    Zased.

    • 2 weeks ago
      GhoulChan

      Bruh stop repressing for your own health lmao.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Nah.

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I didn’t know I was trans until I was almost 20, but I knew I was a “transvestite” as young as 14. AGP be like that sometimes. When I got to college, something in me just changed. I became overwhelmed with dysphoria and femininity and immediately rushed into transition. There was a very real fear that I may one day just as easily snap out of it, but four years later, that still hasn’t happened. I’ve only become more certain that I did the right thing, but what I just don’t understand is why it took so long to start having these feelings. When I was in high school, I was not trans, I was not dysphoric, I was not repressing, I was not even gender nonconforming. You are not invalid for being this way, a lot of us are. Everyone says “I’ve known I was trans since I was a young child”, but they’re not all being honest.

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    me too man. good luck

  11. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The only representation us latefags get is hons and John, 50

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