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Describe your Aha! Moment where you figured out your sexual orientation after hitting puberty

Describe your Aha! Moment where you figured out your sexual orientation after hitting puberty

  1. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Getting pedo raped by an older cousin

  2. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Tasting my best friends dick for the first time.

  3. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    It was a hot summer day and I was waiting at the bus stop for the bus. I was 15/16 at this time.
    Suddenly 2 hot girls from my school crossed my road and they looked incredible hot.
    The one was blonde the other brunette. Both wear very short and tight shorts and the brunette one had a belly top.
    The way they walked like models like in teenager hollywood movies where hot babes enter the class room.
    I never felt such a intense sexual energy before, I was paralyzed and the watter bottle in my hand dropped (no joke happened really).
    I guess I got a boner too but can’t remember.
    When I was home I jacked maybe 3 times in a row and since then I had a massive crush on this brunette girl.
    Until today I can’t forget this experience.
    This was my first moment where I experienced true sexuality and I knew I am straight.
    Sadly I never had the confidence to talk to these girls and buried myself in my room to play video games.

  4. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    at 16. maybe the 1000th time I was getting off to exclusive gay porn through anal play, and thinking to myself, "could I be gay?" I wish that were answered by cuddling some sweet twink instead.

  5. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Sex before puberty was confusing, but I did have crushes even then. After puberty, at 11 my mom asked me if I was gay, and said it was ok if I was. I just said probably.
    I started thinking about my friends while fingering myself in the shower every day, and realized I was massively in love with one them.

    Realized in that moment, I was gay. I disliked girls, I only felt something for other boys. I didn't come out till I was 15, and lost all my friends, and soon dropped out of highschool T_T

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >I didn't come out till I was 15, and lost all my friends
      Retards didn't know what they had.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        It was 2005-2006, easy to be out casted for it.
        But I am sure my other problems did contribute to it too.

        It was an extremely sad feeling to be a no different person, yet all those closest to you see and treat you totally different, before disappearing and avoiding you.

  6. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >fell hard for a guy but was extremely conflicted if it was right or wrong
    >long story short we eventually cuddle
    >he gets ontop of me and I wrap my legs around his waist
    >Damn so this is what I like, huh
    And I can't imagine it any other way now

  7. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    This is before puberty, when I was 10 or 11 I used to imagine my tennis instructor fucking me, in my vagine, that I didn’t have
    Although I didn’t really think of it that way

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Jfc I came here to talk about tennis too
      But it wasnt the instructor
      It was another boy in class my age named Michael
      Saw him and immediately had a deep feeling like I wanted attention from him and to impress him
      That was before puberty and once puberty happened then it became sexual feelings too

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >vaguely visualising sex between two of my classmates
      >it's kinda boring
      >drift into the female perspective
      >come in 5 seconds

      I was so fucking confused. I fantasized being the girl ever since.
      t. lifelong agp

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Take your pills and get a boyfriend. Stop rotting your brain with Blanchie.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          thanks anon. I did take my pills. didn't work out great but I dunno what else to do lmao

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >t. lifelong agp
        god i wish that were me
        t. confused cis man who self inserts as futa

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          it ain't that great
          but you can be a girl if you want anon

  8. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    My first "oh shit, i'm gay" happened at high school standing next to this tall german boy next to me.. I was soo attracted to him but then it daunted on me holy shit that was gay and I was left in a kind of paralysed shock/horror/surprise idk state for a while trying to process this

  9. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I was really obsessed with my aunt's boyfriend and also sought out bigger stronger boys to befriend in school and felt ... romantic affection for them I guess. I thought about them all the time and wanted them to want to spend time with me. Around 9 or 10 I had my first sexual feelings, I was watching a man work on a car and I looked at his leg muscles and his forearms and watched him work and it made me feel lightheaded and fuzzy and I got an erection. I went home after that and screamed into a pillow because I knew it wasn't how I was supposed to be. 🙁

    I troon'd after high school and have a husband now so it all worked out. I wish I could have dated boys in high school though, seemed fun.

  10. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Girls were mean and guys were nice so i became a homosexual. Simple as

  11. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >after hitting puberty
    Bro, I was getting my dick hard at 5

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      God getting off pre-pubertal is amazing. All the sensations are so much more powerful
      I wish I knew why orgasms, and stimulation is so much stronger before puberty.

      I'd kill to figure out how to get that going again.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Probably the same reason why meth is really good the first time and just something to take the edge off the 100th time.

  12. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I've been fantasizing about my male friends since middle school but like only accepted what that meant a year into transition after high school but at that point they all left me and I only have my female friends left now which sucks they're just not the same too much drama and no brotherly unity yknow?

  13. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I found out I was bi after reading a gay "Glee" fan fic on Deviant Art.

    It was a Kurt/Quinn ship and I really wanted to be the one sucking dick.

    Found out I was trans after an episode of CSI where a murderer transitioned to change their identity

    I was like.... "You can do that?"

  14. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    I figured out my sexual orientation before puberty when my mom's boyfriend raped me.
    Men are so fucking hot.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Giwtwm

      I just got raped by another middleschooler

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Was it any good? traumatic or pleasant in a sick way?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Are you retarded

  15. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    there was a boy i really obsessed with in middle school, one day he was talking about some girl he liked, how he wanted her to be his gf, etc. and my body was absolutely on fire with jealousy. for a long time after that before bed i'd masturbate while fantasizing that he felt that way about me and wanted to kiss me etc. the next year it was the same thing but with a different guy and somewhere in the midst of that it dawned on me that i was definitely gay.

  16. 3 weeks ago
    easy chan

    idk i just watched weird porn
    I feel like I always knew there was something wrong with me
    since like... early childhood i guess

  17. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    When I was 19 I half watched a late night movie about a guy and trans girl caught in a convoluted love triangle. Up until that point I'd seen a bit of tranny porn and that was about it but the actress was a real cute gayvoice twinkhon and her character was kind of charming so it got me thinking. Then at the climax of the movie there's a real tender moment where they main guy confesses to her while she's skinny dipping and she walks out of the water and you see full frontal and that's when I realized.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Name of the movie? I am intrigued

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Found it, Boy Meets Girl (2014)
        not a very good movie but definitely a 10/10 twinkhon

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          i remember she was a youtuber i used to watch in my teens so weird lol

  18. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I realized I didn't like anal when I used my brother's dildo.

    I realized I loved women when I dated my cheerleader (in HS the starters on the football team had cheerleaders assigned to each player for some reason).

    I realized I loved dominating men when I made the neighborhood homosexual suck my dick.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >Used my brothers dildo

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I meant what I said

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >made the neighborhood homosexual suck my dick
      The things fathers do for their sons...

  19. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    when I was going through puberty I was always jealous of the girls when I thought about sex

    and when I ended up losing my virginity to a girl I couldnt stay hard or cum

    im a sub through and through

  20. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Never had that moment...just been hypersexual since I was very young...been chasing girls all my life...but been wearing panties since I was very young...even when I sucked my first cock I was like AHA!...it was more like "huh..i liked that more than I thought I would" ....my sexuality has been an ever evolving experience not one defined moment.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >I was like AHA!
      I WASN'T like AHA!

  21. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    These 2 and also Mal on firefly and NPH in dr horrible

    I never doubted i was bi before, but those 4 specifically just clicked lol

  22. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >after
    Goml

  23. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    never

  24. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >after hitting puberty
    Damn, you're late... Like, straight boys crush on girls waaaaaay before the puberty. What takes you so long to have a crush on some guy? I had mine when I was just 6.

  25. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    no aha moment I just tried to look at porn and always gravitated towards the dicks. An early memory is looking at the Wikipedia page for masturbation and there was like a Greek statue of a guy who had just came and was covered in cum and it made me feel funny. I did a lot of "research" on Wikipedia about male masturbation.

  26. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    I knew something was up when I got hard while fighting. To this day I really like choking or slapping my s/o when I'm going rough

  27. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    sucking my friend's dick

  28. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Cooming to a "futa" that I realized was tagged as "catboy"

  29. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    I was a good Christian boy who believed in God and faith and all that, but at some point I got curious about this feeling I had developing in my lower area.
    I was trying to masturbate since I got horny and had ejaculated in my sleep before and it felt like a thing I was compelled to do and so I looked at naked girls online and was like "wtf they're kinda gross.." and then I tried masturbating to lesbian porn cuz I felt uncomfortable with looking at dicks at one point and solo female porn and it did nothing for me and then I happened to stumble across gay porn of a big strong top fucking a Twink submissive male. I was staring at the big strong man and thinking about him doing that to me, and I came so fucking hard, it was my first orgasm ever, during my heavy breathing and haze I thought "Shit.. I'm gay. God damnit." There were lots of hints to it in my earlier years that people wanna ignore but all in all that lead me down a path of domestic abuse and trauma from Christian fundamentalism.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Similar story. Pastor's kid (Presbyterian so pretty moderate all things considered) with an abusive brother.

      Difference is I'm still a Christian

      How I came out still a Christian after trooning out is weird. But my faith is stronger now that I love myself... And I can actually love others properly 🙂

  30. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I've always been really closeted my entire life, and was in constant denial. However that rush I would get from trap hentai was unbearable. Eventually one day my best friend, a transfem, sent me dick pics and I ended up fucking her. I'm still with her. Only then did I come to terms

  31. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >saw booba
    >get the big pp

  32. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >goes on internet as usual
    >finds the term asexual
    >"well that explains alot"
    I forget the specifics of it since it was a while ago.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I can't even remember finding it on the internet, but I remember being aware of it during adolescence, vaguely.

  33. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    This scene would be the first time I found myself noticeably aroused by another man

  34. 3 weeks ago
    mechahonzilla

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    i would talk about how much i wanted to fuck robb stark from game of thrones but i was totally straight he was just so hot yknow. then eventually i realized i just liked dudes

  35. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    >fap to dicks for years
    >have many images of cute guys on my pc
    >sitting there after masturbating to the idea of sucking dick (again)
    >wait... am I gay??
    Idk if this is common but I felt like a retard after this. Somehow I guess I just didn’t internalize the fact that I was a guy that is sexually aroused to the idea of sucking a man’s penis.

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