How's the sex with a male sex doll anyway?
Guessing it's not the great but jw.
Extremely difficult, as you might expect. He cannot fuck you, and powerbottoming him is hard because he is not alive and can't help you get it inside. Sitting on his face a few times was fun though.
But why, anon, why?
Also "why?"
He was giving me nightmares and is generally an unmanageable thing to have in the house
I'm trying to understand why you wouldn't try to get your money back and resell something like this rather than destroy it. What did it look like before you started chopping it up? Was he very expensive?
>why you wouldn't try to get your money back and resell something like this
Crippling shame >What did it look like before you started chopping it up?
Picrel (had already removed his hair and eyes and bashed his head in with a sledgehammer though, don't have any pics entirely pre-demolition sorry) >Was he very expensive?
Yes but don't remember exactly how much, it was awhile back
I am fucked in the head and stupid and make nothing but bad decisions ever
The fact that i'm doing something this gruesome to anything should have tipped you off to that
it's a complex experience
i'd be lying if i said it didn't kind of turn me on but it doesn't so much so that i'm hard or anything
and it is very viscerally satisfying even in a platonic way
but mostly it's a huge pain in the ass
i'm not primarily sexually or sadistically motivated here, it's a matter of pragmatism, i need to dispose of the body unsuspiciously
>he was giving me nightmares
when i was young my stuffed animals and vacuum cleaner with a face used to do the same thing lol, i kept them though because im nice
>why you wouldn't try to get your money back and resell something like this
Crippling shame >What did it look like before you started chopping it up?
Picrel (had already removed his hair and eyes and bashed his head in with a sledgehammer though, don't have any pics entirely pre-demolition sorry) >Was he very expensive?
Yes but don't remember exactly how much, it was awhile back
This is fascinating thank you op please continue documenting this. I'm enthralled by this entire situation
>why you wouldn't try to get your money back and resell something like this
Crippling shame >What did it look like before you started chopping it up?
Picrel (had already removed his hair and eyes and bashed his head in with a sledgehammer though, don't have any pics entirely pre-demolition sorry) >Was he very expensive?
Yes but don't remember exactly how much, it was awhile back
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Glad someone can enjoy the morbid fascination in this journey of uuuuuuuhh not sure if this is extreme mental illness or recovery from extreme mental illness but I'm gonna go ahead and say both.
Not much left of him now. Soon he'll be all bagged up and ready to stuff into the box. Not sure what to do with his skeleton but it'll surely be more tenable without all that pesky boyflesh
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ah... i found something mildly interesting
my sweet baby subtop boy was hiding secrets from me
Understandable impulse, but no need. I'm not dangerous. My serial killer tendencies are limited to inanimate objects
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>why you wouldn't try to get your money back and resell something like this
Crippling shame >What did it look like before you started chopping it up?
Picrel (had already removed his hair and eyes and bashed his head in with a sledgehammer though, don't have any pics entirely pre-demolition sorry) >Was he very expensive?
Yes but don't remember exactly how much, it was awhile back
Serial killer tier post, this is the quality content I've come to expect from this board.
Now for the all important question: is OP fembrained or malebrained?
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This is fascinating thank you op please continue documenting this. I'm enthralled by this entire situation
Glad someone can enjoy the morbid fascination in this journey of uuuuuuuhh not sure if this is extreme mental illness or recovery from extreme mental illness but I'm gonna go ahead and say both.
Not much left of him now. Soon he'll be all bagged up and ready to stuff into the box. Not sure what to do with his skeleton but it'll surely be more tenable without all that pesky boyflesh
it's a complex experience
i'd be lying if i said it didn't kind of turn me on but it doesn't so much so that i'm hard or anything
and it is very viscerally satisfying even in a platonic way
but mostly it's a huge pain in the ass
i'm not primarily sexually or sadistically motivated here, it's a matter of pragmatism, i need to dispose of the body unsuspiciously
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ah... i found something mildly interesting
my sweet baby subtop boy was hiding secrets from me
I'm just glad you're documenting this, it's like observing a "happening" in art.
Thank you OP
been my pleasure. i did larp it up a little on the crazy angle but obviously also a little bit genuinely crazy or i wouldn't be doing this.
C) OP is a serial killer
Two possibilities
A) OP is finally getting rid of an unhealthy habit by throwing away a sex doll in a discreet way
B) OP is a future serial killer
mostly A but i was also taking out some pent up aggression.
it's uncanny how much i really did feel like a sadistic serial killer enjoying a kill but in reality i really must stress i'd never do this to an actual person, i flinch when an actual person gets a papercut
maybe i'm the mind of a serial killer but plus empathy or something
i wonder if it would be more humane for them to know or not to know
they have a right to know imho but i also have a feeling they really wouldn't want to
sorry, but i sure as hell don't want anyone here to know where i live either after this.
if you want to make anything out of him, you're not missing out on much, the skeleton is damaged. i smashed him with a sledgehammer a few times earlier and also some of the fingers came off when i was peeling one of the hands
well some of em were to break the skull.
some were to break the ribcage. not memeing, he came with this crumbly yellow plaster in his chest to give it structure.
in both cases i was trying to make the flesh separate more easily from the bone when i had to peel it later
ya i was wondering why his shoulders were smashed. it makes sense why you don’t want anyone knowing where you are, since you had one anon hoping to SWAT you. i like leaving human shaped figures in public, and the skeleton is the hardest part to make. you could leave his skeleton at a bus stop, hiking trail, empty lot, canal, so more people than just anons can see your creation
tempting and highcomedypilled but i don't want to litter.
i especially don't want any chance of the skeleton being collected, forensic'd, and traced back to me, for the sole purpose of making fun of me for throwing out a sex doll. even though i know this would never happen.
+ w/e re. that anon. i think they were just kidding. even if not i haven't done anything illegal
slightly.
i'm able to get out. but i have an aversion to getting out as often as i should. and i especially can't bear the shame of being seen taking out my trash, or even the fear of that shame.
it shouldn't even be shameful. it's a normal thing to do.
yet i'm like this.
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anon you have to take out the trash eventually and when you do it's gonna be a bunch of cardboard boxes
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Anonymous
yes.
i fear taking out the bags. so i take out the boxes.
i'm actually gonna call a hauling service once everything's picked up and packed. that's the plan.
and never fucking skip trash day out of shame again. i never ever ever want to be in this situation again. it's a horrible way to live. i need to just swallow the fear and take basic fucking care of myself.
yeah i shitposted on /lgbt/ for awhile after the op and only came back to finish the job when i saw this thread was getting attention
i wouldve gotten around to it anyway but thank you all for keeping me motivated with your amusing revulsion, this was unironically something i had to get done for cleaning reasons so tysm for making it fun
But why, anon, why?
Also "why?"
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Extremely difficult, as you might expect. He cannot fuck you, and powerbottoming him is hard because he is not alive and can't help you get it inside. Sitting on his face a few times was fun though.
He was giving me nightmares and is generally an unmanageable thing to have in the house
I want to call the police at this moment and have them see what the fuck you're doing so people of authority know you're a problem in the neighborhood
Understandable impulse, but no need. I'm not dangerous. My serial killer tendencies are limited to inanimate objects
You still earned yourself a wellness check go ahead and click on this link
https://www.bigfootproof.com
Incredibly hairy ass thanks
I'm trying to understand why you wouldn't try to get your money back and resell something like this rather than destroy it. What did it look like before you started chopping it up? Was he very expensive?
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>why you wouldn't try to get your money back and resell something like this
Crippling shame
>What did it look like before you started chopping it up?
Picrel (had already removed his hair and eyes and bashed his head in with a sledgehammer though, don't have any pics entirely pre-demolition sorry)
>Was he very expensive?
Yes but don't remember exactly how much, it was awhile back
Whyd you buy this instead on one that's just the crotch region? Since all u do is ride it anyway right?
I am fucked in the head and stupid and make nothing but bad decisions ever
The fact that i'm doing something this gruesome to anything should have tipped you off to that
please clean your room once you’re done
every intention to.
frankly this is part of the process
dunno how i let my whole fucking life get this bad but it ends now
he does look like he would be very enjoyable to cut up
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it's a complex experience
i'd be lying if i said it didn't kind of turn me on but it doesn't so much so that i'm hard or anything
and it is very viscerally satisfying even in a platonic way
but mostly it's a huge pain in the ass
i'm not primarily sexually or sadistically motivated here, it's a matter of pragmatism, i need to dispose of the body unsuspiciously
>he was giving me nightmares
when i was young my stuffed animals and vacuum cleaner with a face used to do the same thing lol, i kept them though because im nice
This is fascinating thank you op please continue documenting this. I'm enthralled by this entire situation
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This is not a good sign
Two possibilities
A) OP is finally getting rid of an unhealthy habit by throwing away a sex doll in a discreet way
B) OP is a future serial killer
>unhealthy habit
??
C) OP is a serial killer
Do you hate men by any chance?
not all men. just my dad and all other child molesters
dont forget to keep us posted!
Hey Jadey
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On every other board I would be amused
on /lgbt/ this registers as a cry for help.
so edgy and original
How's the sex with a male sex doll anyway?
Guessing it's not the great but jw.
Which mental illness is this
idk but its adorkable
Femanon you're joking right
Please don't tell me you're GIWTWMing at this
Please don't make me worry for both of us
sorry...
based thread
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Serial killer tier post, this is the quality content I've come to expect from this board.
Now for the all important question: is OP fembrained or malebrained?
this activity and that question are both existential crisis brained
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I'm ftm and I've always wanted to buy a female sex doll. I wonder if I'd end up chopping her up as well.
i am on sale for 0 dollars
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I like boymoders, but I want something I can penetrate with my tdick and assholes don't work.
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Glad someone can enjoy the morbid fascination in this journey of uuuuuuuhh not sure if this is extreme mental illness or recovery from extreme mental illness but I'm gonna go ahead and say both.
Not much left of him now. Soon he'll be all bagged up and ready to stuff into the box. Not sure what to do with his skeleton but it'll surely be more tenable without all that pesky boyflesh
I'm just glad you're documenting this, it's like observing a "happening" in art.
Thank you OP
been my pleasure. i did larp it up a little on the crazy angle but obviously also a little bit genuinely crazy or i wouldn't be doing this.
mostly A but i was also taking out some pent up aggression.
it's uncanny how much i really did feel like a sadistic serial killer enjoying a kill but in reality i really must stress i'd never do this to an actual person, i flinch when an actual person gets a papercut
maybe i'm the mind of a serial killer but plus empathy or something
i can be perforated
i cant believe people here find a full male doll so outlandish. its like you guys dont have a libido? yall so lazy.
amazing thread
i love /bonkersgen/
is this what you people call boyremoval
https://www.historyworkshop.org.uk/remembering-1968-the-scum-manifesto-for-the-society-for-cutting-up-men/
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ah... i found something mildly interesting
my sweet baby subtop boy was hiding secrets from me
I wonder if the chinese factory workers know they're making gay sex doll skeletons
i wonder if it would be more humane for them to know or not to know
they have a right to know imho but i also have a feeling they really wouldn't want to
those pics are gross af and its just rubber and metal wtf.
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right well that's about as dead as he's gonna get, the rest of the connective tissue is really stubborn.
time to box him up
I know it's an inanimate object but it still looks like it's in extreme pain
funky town
The metal skeleton looks dirty
i want his skeleton so bad, but i don’t want you to know where i live. wish i could pick it up
sorry, but i sure as hell don't want anyone here to know where i live either after this.
if you want to make anything out of him, you're not missing out on much, the skeleton is damaged. i smashed him with a sledgehammer a few times earlier and also some of the fingers came off when i was peeling one of the hands
anon why did you smash him with a sledgehammer a few times.......
well some of em were to break the skull.
some were to break the ribcage. not memeing, he came with this crumbly yellow plaster in his chest to give it structure.
in both cases i was trying to make the flesh separate more easily from the bone when i had to peel it later
ya i was wondering why his shoulders were smashed. it makes sense why you don’t want anyone knowing where you are, since you had one anon hoping to SWAT you. i like leaving human shaped figures in public, and the skeleton is the hardest part to make. you could leave his skeleton at a bus stop, hiking trail, empty lot, canal, so more people than just anons can see your creation
tempting and highcomedypilled but i don't want to litter.
i especially don't want any chance of the skeleton being collected, forensic'd, and traced back to me, for the sole purpose of making fun of me for throwing out a sex doll. even though i know this would never happen.
+ w/e re. that anon. i think they were just kidding. even if not i haven't done anything illegal
i wish op was a tranbsian. itd be hot 2 see a transbian dismember and kill a dickgirl. op can u go on estrogen and dismember me itd be so hott lol
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that chest cut seems a little too technical....
i know the down then to the side cut is like a sepuku thing right? maybe..thats.. what it is?
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rest well in purgatory sweet innocent boymoder UwU
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i made this specifically for this thread
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i decorated his grave
ik there was room on the top row but had to put him on the bottom bc jfc hes heavy
ty high quality face
you should probably throw away the silicone dick too anon
yeah im gonna
i just wanted to do one more mentally unstable hahafunny with a penis and a commode seat
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what is in the rest of those boxes
trash!
it's all trash!
and there are MORE of them!
and i still have to PACK more of them!
i didn't take out my trash for a YEAR!
why
are you agoraphobic?
slightly.
i'm able to get out. but i have an aversion to getting out as often as i should. and i especially can't bear the shame of being seen taking out my trash, or even the fear of that shame.
it shouldn't even be shameful. it's a normal thing to do.
yet i'm like this.
anon you have to take out the trash eventually and when you do it's gonna be a bunch of cardboard boxes
yes.
i fear taking out the bags. so i take out the boxes.
i'm actually gonna call a hauling service once everything's picked up and packed. that's the plan.
and never fucking skip trash day out of shame again. i never ever ever want to be in this situation again. it's a horrible way to live. i need to just swallow the fear and take basic fucking care of myself.
Videotapes
dismembered boymoders
Interesting. Six hours passed between the first and the last update. Did you take breaks, OP?
yeah i shitposted on /lgbt/ for awhile after the op and only came back to finish the job when i saw this thread was getting attention
i wouldve gotten around to it anyway but thank you all for keeping me motivated with your amusing revulsion, this was unironically something i had to get done for cleaning reasons so tysm for making it fun