Not for me

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      This fear just makes me sabotage every chance at a relationship that comes my way. Once I start actually liking a person, a terrible case of paranoia kicks in. Questioning their motives, their every move, dissecting their past; mind already set on the worst, expecting them to be only interested in me with the sole intention of using me.

      I do believe in love, just that maybe it’s not for me. I do hope for the best, but always remember that nothing lasts, feelings change and people can just drop you once they get bored. This game of trying to decipher sincerity in people is just exhausting and a waste of time. I think I’d rather be in a relationship with my bed.

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6 thoughts on “Not for me”

  1. I have been in a relationship with multiple beds in the last 22 years occasionally cheating on them with my pillows. Is there a word for someone who fears love but loves cushions? I am that word whatever it is!

  2. i can relate to you. I have never heard of this word before in fact I never knew there was a word for it. I don’t think its a disease or some kind of psychological mental or emotional sickness but I do know that it is painful.

  3. whoever ou are you totally read my mind, its like everything ive always tried to explain to others you just did in this short paragraph…

  4. WHOEVER YOU ARE YOU JUST TOTALLY TOOK THE WORDS OUT OF MY MIND, AND HEART!!! THIS IS EXACTLLY HOW I FEEL…