Intimate Fear

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      Today I stare into the mirror
      My face frozen by my greatest fear

      Behind the eyes of indifference
      Under the shroud of a noisy mind
      Lies my own darkest imprint
      A horror with a gripping bind

      Touching, kissing, intimacy
      These things were never meant for me
      In spite of this I’ll shed no tears
      Alone I’ll face my greatest fear

      My frozen heart forever shelled
      My uneasiness cannot be quelled
      Unable to shake the abject terror
      Of two hearts becoming one human error

      I who am born and proud as one
      Will always remain this way
      Those who wish me love with one other
      Bring nothing but dismay

      Taciturnity is now my king
      With an adverse and obstinate reign
      Having pride as its greatest strength
      And love as its greatest bane

      Leave me with my greatest fear
      Please, at least surmise
      As you look unto my weary face
      And the terror within my eyes

      Know the true meaning of my rejection
      To closeness, tenderness, warmth, and affection
      Though I don’t expect you to understand
      Love is something I can never withstand

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