Well it’s pretty much all the same for me. I like the attention i get from guys. It’s nice and it makes me feel confident. Until I want to get into a relationship. It’s terrifying because I am afraid of letting myself feel so strongly for someone. It makes me feel hopeless and I feel like no guy could ever accept it and I feel like I would never be able to have a healthy relationship.
I don’t know what to do.
I wish I could just wish it away.