i really love this guy,i know i do, he’s funny, he likes the things i like, he kind and so on…
But we’re started to get closer and closer and i can’t help but be afraid. I feel like running away screaming ”back off !”. I don’t wanna hurt him but it’s stronger than me I just can’t be in a serious relationship with him.
In my family relationships have always been awful. My sis’s always dating 4-5 girls at the same time, my aunt and uncle are trying to kill each other and so many other exemples. I don’t want to end up like this and it scares me.
I want to love him, show him i care about him, but i can’t get close to him. Why am i so abnormal…