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    • #191562
      Anonymous
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      How many of you actually have schizophrenia?

    • #191563
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I’m diagnosed with it, I disagree with the diagnosis, which they say is evidence of my "lack of insight", thus reinforcing the diagnosis.

      • #191575
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >which they say is evidence of my "lack of insight", thus reinforcing the diagnosis
        that’s bonked up

        • #191576
          Anonymous
          Guest

          You’re telling me. Now they forcefully inject brain damaging chemicals into me once a month for it. And I’m not allowed to say no or they get the police to hold me down and do it.

          • #191601
            Anonymous
            Guest

            My shizo opened full blast when I started taking the world by the balls.
            I felt the world is ending and the earth and universe is hurt. And started to walk around the town experiencing THE LOVE, doing the things I felt I should be doing and acted to some people weird, but I was just a positive warrior.

            Taking the pills I accept as a humbling experience from God.
            For me I just explain my shizo in this poetic way -> "When God had touched me, he hold his finger a little bit longer"
            >this is actually biblical, no one who has seen God has lived the life to act normal or be normal. I’m sure some bible pilled guys can confirm (I had a out of body experience in one church).
            >my parents forced me to stop reading the bible because I get maniacal about it.
            >I accept is a gift from God. I still communicate with Jesus. When I was not christian the paranormal stuff was just bat shit crazy to me and I was acting real crazy, now since I am a believer I don’t care that much.
            >bodily sensations, deja vus, visual experiences and voices. Now is just war with God and the devil.
            >to my all fellow comrades keep on fighting the good war. I actually believe in you.

            For who the shizo is too much to bear. Just use the "stone" – Jesus Christ and build your empire and castle if you know what I mean.

          • #191686
            Anonymous
            Guest

            That sucks. Same happened to my friend. What country you in, Anon?

            • #191809
              Anonymous
              Guest

              Australia.
              Being on a community "treatment" order is hell.
              The sad thing is I want to continue protesting the administration of the brain damaging chemicals that they force on me, but the psychiatrist said I have to be a lowly pathetic scrote and just take the injection like a cock sucking bitch for the duration of the CTO if I ever want to have a chance of coming off the brain damaging chemicals. I am less than a worm.

          • #191723
            Anonymous
            Guest

            Yo if they’re doing that shit to you you bonked up bad and deserve it as punishment for your crimes.

            • #191810
              Anonymous
              Guest

              Literally haven’t committed a crime except wrong think.

          • #191856
            Anonymous
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          • #191866
            Anonymous
            Guest

            Are you underage? You need a lawyer anon. A good one.

        • #191598
          Anonymous
          Guest

          It really isn’t. The fucker is probably extremely psychotic when he’s off his meds. I work in psychiatry, it’s common for people to be so delirious as to be unable to form coherent sentences who then deny there was every anything wrong with them once you manage to force treatment on them.

          As an example, we had a guy who’d steal cars and drive the wrong way on the free way at 200 mph while yelling "I AM GOD" over and over again. The cops had to drive him off the road and then he still got out and charged them while yelling that the cats on the bed would send angels to clarify the clouds in the desk. We got him medicated, he left. Two months later he’s back after a similar episode because he stopped taking his meds. And why did he stop taking his meds?

          "I’m not crazy."

          And it happens again. And again. And again. And again.

          • #191603
            Anonymous
            Guest

            >we had a guy who’d steal cars and drive the wrong way on the free way at 200 mph while yelling "I AM GOD" over and over again
            was he on drugs?

            • #191606
              Anonymous
              Guest

              No. He was psychotic. We do get junkies though. One which comes to mind is this spoiled kid. At 18, his dad thought he looked depressed so he paid him an all expenses paid trip to Jamaica. When he came back, he was completely bonked up so his friends brought him to the ER. We’re pretty sure it was meth. He was super paranoid and got pretty aggressive.

              He came back 3 months later, high as a kite and psychotic once again. He thought his dad got mad because he was taking a shower late at night and beat the shit out of him. What happened is that he got so high and psychotic that he got in the shower fully dressed and then tripped and knocked himself out on the freaking toilet. His dad called an ambulance. He was way worse that time, paranoid as hell and had to be restrained a few times.

              3 months later, we get him again because he bonked himself up again and he didn’t stay long. He thought anyone with even slightly tanned skin was a member of ISIS out to kill him. He managed to get inside the nurse’s office and beat the shit out of a 4’11", 50 year old nurse. Almost killed her too. He was shipped off to the high security psychiatric hospital and he’s been there since for the last 4 years.

              • #191636
                Anonymous
                Guest

                holy shit, tell some more spastic stories

              • #191730
                Anonymous
                Guest

                Yeah meth addicts are annoying

          • #191619
            Anonymous
            Guest

            >I work in psychiatry
            So you’re a scammer?
            Please, put your hands where we can see them.

            • #191628
              Anonymous
              Guest

              fuckin checked

            • #191710
              Anonymous
              Guest

              checked and woke af

          • #191741
            Anonymous
            Guest

            aren’t those people that pose a danger to society in for the long run?

      • #191581
        Anonymous
        Guest

        why were you diagnosed?

        • #191583
          Anonymous
          Guest

          "Delusions" aka wrong think.

          • #191585
            Anonymous
            Guest

            Anon

            Have you ever been tested for ESP?

            • #191587
              Anonymous
              Guest

              No.

              • #191596
                Anonymous
                Guest

                Then why are you here with Tavistock monitoring?

          • #191588
            Anonymous
            Guest

            what sort of "delusions"

            • #191590
              Anonymous
              Guest

              "Ideas of reference"
              I was high as a kite most of the time.

              • #191600
                Anonymous
                Guest

                You are having toxic psychotic episodes. Stop freaking yourself up.

              • #191840
                I dare you to be more schizoid than this
                Guest

                That’s being overly concerned with possibility.

        • #191584
          Anonymous
          Guest

          because I told them Area51 is holding demons

          • #191605
            Anonymous
            Guest

            woke af
            In my shizo knowledge demons are aliens

            • #191609
              Anonymous
              Guest

              Considering both demons and aliens are manifestations of the psyche of psychotic people, you would be right.

            • #191610
              Anonymous
              Guest

              Did you know Area51 connects to the SWIFT banking and AT&T telecommunications

              did you know DARPA are wizards who work directly with demons?

              • #191612
                Anonymous
                Guest

                I do believe they (elite) will try to infuse a AI robot with a demon

                • #191614
                  Anonymous
                  Guest

                  Do you believe William C Rockefeller is the devil?

                  • #191620
                    Anonymous
                    Guest

                    short answer – no
                    long answer – the devil can’t be a humanGT2JX

                    • #191630
                      Anonymous
                      Guest

                      Did you know that Jack Parsons worked with William Rockefeller?

              • #191637
                Anonymous
                Guest

                interesting, go on

                • #191643
                  Anonymous
                  Guest

                  Yes they run guilds of Magic. Most people don’t think too much about the technology they are using

                  any decent magic is indistinguishable from technology

                  Black Scrying Screens.

                  Yes it was no coincidence the whole JANET plane incident at Vegas.

                  It’s the name of Aquino’s first wife, Janet.

                  His mother was trained by Marxists at Stanford University, did you know that?

                  Well that’s the theatre of it. She was exceptionally gifted, and studied under Termin who wrote the forward for her collection of Poetry – Lewis Termin of STANFORD BINET IQ TEST fame…

                  The MKultra program is structured exactly like UNIX which is the computer system on which the entire banking system and telecommunication industry relies… All passing through Area51

            • #191611
              Anonymous
              Guest

              Technically correct.

              Look at Alister Crowley’s character that was drawn and compare it to a modern Grey.

              Both aliens both demons. Both inter-dimensional beings.

        • #191852
          Anonymous
          Guest

          Because he’s insane and delusional

      • #191594
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >So madmen are men who lost in conversation with the unreasonable.
        same here
        >"you just can’t look at yourself to see what you’ve become."
        At best I have character problems and not shizo. I might be just gifted

      • #191613
        Anonymous
        Guest

        My aunt has schizophrenia. She is 48 and has had it diagnosed since her early 20s. Been in institutions a few times.

        She insists she is perfectly fine. Almost never takes her meds. Few years ago she somehow started taking them, thats the only time she was able to hold a job and function properly.

        She is certain the neighbour’s satellite dish is there to spy on her. She also believes my grandma and mom(her sister) are plotting to kill her.
        She believes she had a tomato garden but my mom stole it.

        She lives with grandma and walks around naked 24/7, sometimes screams out of nowhere. Goes out in the middle of the night wandering around the town for days at a time.

        She makes life hell for people around her while insisting she is perfectly fine and we all judge her but dont know her.

        If you are a diagnosed schizophrenic either take your meds or save your relatives the trouble and freaking have a nice day.

        • #191734
          Anonymous
          Guest

          Your aunt sounds woke af

        • #191746
          Anonymous
          Guest

          Your aunt posts on here 100%

      • #191751
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Kek. Totally. Which delusional thread are you typically the author of?

      • #191778
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >which they say is evidence of my "lack of insight"
        They’re probably right. I bet you can’t even perceive the Great Ones in our plane of existence.

      • #191791
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Yes I have diagnosed schizophrenia + bipolar.

        • #191795
          Anonymous
          Guest

          how could you have both schizophrenia and bipolar? lol this sounds like a psychiatrist just really wanted to call you evil

          • #191813
            Anonymous
            Guest

            Different anon but it’s called schizoaffective disorder (schizophrenia + a mood disorder, usually bipolar or BPD). It actually has a better prognosis than regular schizophrenia.

      • #191865
        Anonymous
        Guest

        That’s called a Kafka trap.

    • #191564
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Im also diagnosed and I’ve known way before that I’m shizo, but here’s the catch. I’ve never seen anything paranormal or had tulpas or bonked imaginary ghosts so am I really shizo or just woke af

      • #191566
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >I’ve never seen anything paranormal or had tulpas or bonked imaginary ghosts so am I really shizo or just woke af
        None of those things makes you schizo

    • #191565
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I’m not diagnosed but my mom is bipolar and I sincerely believe I have sort of tulpa, so

    • #191567
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I don’t know. I might. I could also have bipolar or ADHD and the schizo shit is just a byproduct of one of those.
      I used to get crazy halluciantions as I was waking up and "brain zaps" as I was falling asleep but they stopped a while ago.

      • #191569
        Anonymous
        Guest

        I don’t have schizophrenia but these brain zaps sound familiar to me, i have woken up a few times to an electrocuting feeling in my head.

        For those of you who have schizophrenia, can the voices give you ASMR?

        • #191570
          Anonymous
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          I don’t get voices, all I’m guilty of is wrong think.

          • #191571
            Anonymous
            Guest

            the difference between madness and genius is that the genius can reason with madness and make reason sound mad. So madmen are men who lost in conversation with the unreasonable.

            • #191578
              Anonymous
              Guest

              Read that in a comic book?

            • #191760
              Anonymous
              Guest

              As robert anton wilson wisely said "Reality is what you can get away with"

        • #191836
          Anonymous
          Guest

          My thoughts can give me ASMR

      • #191687
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Were you in the process of starting/stopping any meds when you were getting the brain zaps?
        A few different meds for depression gave me brain zaps, and stopping them made them more frequent for a couple weeks. Effexor is the freaking worst. On top of the zaps, I developed a permanent tic from being on that shit for 2 months.

        • #191688
          Anonymous
          Guest

          Yeah, I’d stopped taking Citalopram/Celexa. Not even cold turkey, I came off gradually.

          • #191698
            Anonymous
            Guest

            […]

            Yeah some of those drugs are just nasty. I’m glad you’re doing better now. I mostly had them during the day so I can’t even imagine how bad they would be trying to fall asleep.

          • #191793
            Anonymous
            Guest

            I went on that shit, and two days in my coom production dropped to 1/5 of what it was prior. A week in and my dick felt like any other part of the body. I’d fap into oblivion and get a measly one drop of coom, with literally no orgasmic pleasure. Went off it that week, it’s been three months now and my orgasms are back but not even close to what they used to be before citalopram. Semen production went from 1/5 to maybe 1/3 or 1/2 of what it was. Hopefully I get my full functioning back literally fuck SSRIs they are scrotebrained.

        • #191690
          Anonymous
          Guest

          Yeah, I’d stopped taking Citalopram/Celexa. Not even cold turkey, I came off gradually.

          Oh, and the zaps lasted about 2 years after decreasing the dose and eventually stopping. They finally stopped in the past year but it made falling asleep pretty awful for a long while.

    • #191568
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Schizoid here

    • #191572
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I’m the one doing the judge on psychiatrist, nit the others way around.

      • #191582
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Woke af.

        Silicon Valley

    • #191573
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I have traits of every disorder but not enough for schizophrenia. People call me that when I tell them my beliefs though, but they’re not medics.

    • #191574
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I don’t have it and I don’t think too many people here have legit schizophrenia. Real schizophrenics can’t write readable sentences. Their thought process is all messed up.

      • #191721
        Anonymous
        Guest

        I was diagnosed and I’m more coherent than most people. But you are partially right, during my time in the psych ward there were a lot of marked up books from people who thought the books were sending them messages.

      • #191727
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Depends on if they’re medicated or not

    • #191577
      Anonymous
      Guest

      https://i.imgur.com/8YQBBr5.gif

      The last thing I would do is believe psychologists. They’re pseudo scientists. Science is all about proving hypothesis and understanding true form of reality.
      What do psychologists do? Treat brain as a big black box and say "this looks like it isn’t normal, let’s do something about it". Bitch, you attached yourself on branch of true NEUROSCIENCE that does fMRIs and shit like neurochemistry. And what do you say? "Oh we think this has something to do with this neuroreceptor cuz there’s more of this neurochemical in the brain, BUT WE DON’T KNOW YET"

      Psychologists are just here to form control over the populace. It was a profession long ago done by emperors, kings and their servants. Now if you would ask a psychologist what is a "normal healthy human" they could not tell you. freaking hell, even DSM-5 has a category for every possible "ailment" and all intesities thereof. If you were to go to 10 different psychologists they would diagnose you in 10 different ways, even if you said mundane trivial shit.

      Psychologists are here for control, not help.

      • #191580
        Anonymous
        Guest

        psychology goes against biology. according to psychologists, going against gender norms makes you the opposite sex mentally even when it has little to no evidence of that existing. a normal healthy human according to them is a hypersexual sensory craving extrovert incapable of being independent invested in being wealthy, wanting power and status, and having normie hobbies. Introverts are labeled as "schizoid" for christ’s sake. children shoved in the equivalent of a prison for 10+ hours a day are labeled as being mentally scrotebrained and given drugs just so they can become robotic obedient zombies nd this is fed to gullible people all because it’s run by sociopaths who just want cash.

        I wouldn’t even be surprised if they invent "schizodigital automative disorder" for those who spend hours a day on technology. we truly live in a clown world.

      • #191738
        Anonymous
        Guest

        google dunning kruger effect. you massive scrotebrain

        • #191744
          Anonymous
          Guest

          I’m much smarter than you are

          • #191750
            Anonymous
            Guest

            >*I think I’m much smarter than you are

            • #191754
              Anonymous
              Guest

              Nope, I know

              • #191759
                Anonymous
                Guest

                >beause i said so okay!?

                • #191764
                  Anonymous
                  Guest

                  my schizo brain made me a great programmer and electrical engineer that did help proffessors of my university to do research

                  oh and you write like a full blown scrotebrain

                  • #191765
                    Anonymous
                    Guest

                    This sounds more like autism tbh

                    • #191766
                      Anonymous
                      Guest

                      Savant syndrome is a hollywood meme, scrotebrain.

                      • #191768
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        I’ve known a few spergs who could code better than they could speak lol, it’s definitely A Thing
                        Meanwhile every schizo I’ve known had had trouble doing very basic everyday shit

                        who cares what it sounds like to you

                        >no I swear I’m not autistic I just don’t understand how what you’re saying relates to the topic at hand
                        Cope, you’re a sperg. There are worse things. Like being schizophrenic.

                      • #191769
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        stop huffing your own fumes, you seething 16 year old scrote

                        do something with your life worth something more than pissing off people online
                        unironically touch grass

                      • #191772
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        I’m sorry that schizophrenia is not the superpower LULZ promised you it would be

                      • #191775
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        >snarky passive agressive tone
                        Yikes.
                        Gas yourself, scrote.

                      • #191853
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        >Yikes.
                        Go back.

                        >passive agressive tone
                        >u mad
                        Absolutely pathetic.

                        >passive-aggressive
                        I dunno seems like you’re just being out and out aggressive at the entire idea of psychology when someone tells you it’s helped them. Why is that?

                      • #191796
                        Anonymous
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                      • #191801
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        Follow your own advice, underage redditard

                    • #191767
                      Anonymous
                      Guest

                      who cares what it sounds like to you

      • #191752
        Anonymous
        Guest

        That is why they look to psychiatrists for answers.

      • #191792
        Anonymous
        Guest

        You’ve clearly never met legit insane people. They are a nightmare to work with, live with, talk with and reason with. And they all do the same freaking thing. VERY little deviation. Don’t tell me that bipolars or narcs or antisocials don’t exist. They are all the freaking same. If you take a narc from a village in Russia, and a narc from a finance company in NY and compare them, they’d be the SAME, just with different instantiations of the same types of symptoms. One guy would manifest the illness in a financial context, and he’d talk about debt, indices and the equity market and the other guy would talk about corn, wheat and chicken, but if you stepped back from their crazytalk THEY’D BE SAYING THE SAME freaking SHIT.

        • #191798
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >antisocials don’t exist.
          Antisocial means hermit, not scrote.
          scrotes are not against socialising, little npc.
          Just because they don’t give shit about your cult of normalcy doesn’t mean they are against social stuff.

          • #191826
            Anonymous
            Guest

            You’re a moron if you don’t know the difference between antisocial and asocial

            • #191835
              Anonymous
              Guest

              Anti means against, moron.

              • #191855
                Anonymous
                Guest

                Yes, anti- means against and a- means ‘without’ or ‘un’.
                Asocial means you do not feel the need to socialize almost ever. Antisocial means that you are actively antagonistic to the very idea of people socializing in a healthy manner. Most of this board claims to be the former but is pretty clearly the latter.

        • #191799
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >They are a nightmare to work with

        • #191800
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >They are a nightmare to work with
          Fuck wagies, majority of them nothing but disgusting slaves worshipping their slavery.

        • #191803
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >corn
          Vodka you meant?

        • #191804
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >They are a nightmare to work with
          So is with normalscrotes.
          Working with you is like working with domesticated chimp.
          >they’d be the SAME
          So is normalscrotes.

        • #191815
          Anonymous
          Guest

          Im the guy you responded to.
          I made literally more friends with so called clinically mentally ill than "normal people"

          These so called mentally ill are actually much more emotional and kind people than normal people

          • #191819
            Anonymous
            Guest

            well yeah because functionally mentally ill people are cool af, its like having a friend with extra DLCs

      • #191831
        Anonymous
        Guest

        I’m not diagnosed but I think its a genuine possibility that I could have it. Ever since I was in elementary school, at night I’d keep hearing what sounded like car doors being slammed shut, even though I lived in the middle of bumblefuck nowhere. In fact, auditory hallucinations have always been an issue (albeit minor). I can’t sleep without white noise in the background (fan has to be running, or TV at low volume), otherwise I start picking out sounds and noises and wondering if they are real or something I imagined.
        I’ll note that I’m diagnosed with social anxiety and ADHD, and I’ve always had "hearing difficulties" – when I say that I mean that I can hear people just fine in social situations but my brain tunes out to the point that what I hear comes off as incomprehensible, and I have to reply "what" or "huh" a few times and have them repeat what they said before I can understand what they said.

        You’re right and wrong – psychologists are (supposed) to take an objective approach and determine mental ailments to make a diagnosis. Its impossible to truly measure what someone is thinking or feeling without having to make an inference on your own, in most cases at least. I agree with what you say about the DSM-5, some of the definitions are so loosely worded that any of them could correspond to someone. In fact, I remember a news report (don’t remember what network) where they submitted the same issue to 30+ psychs, typed out so no discrepancies, and received a variety of different diagnoses from them. Psychology is a 50/50 mix of science and woo imo.

        I don’t know. I might. I could also have bipolar or ADHD and the schizo shit is just a byproduct of one of those.
        I used to get crazy halluciantions as I was waking up and "brain zaps" as I was falling asleep but they stopped a while ago.

        What are "brain zaps"?

        • #191832
          Anonymous
          Guest

          Psychiatry is 100% woo woo wacky shit that gets labelled as science, it’s 25% show 50% whoreshit and 25% just straight up pyramid scheme behind the scheme from Big Pharmakia to drug pushing doctors in psych wards torturing patients MK ultra style.

      • #191845
        Anonymous
        Guest

        The american psychiatric establishment (ie big pharma’s HR branch) =/= psychology as a field

      • #191875
        Anonymous
        Guest

        All true, but as someone who’s trying to work in the field there are some people who genuinely want to help others.
        What matters is the definition of standards for "help." It only makes sense that different people have different definitions for what they feel a person is like at full activation/fulfillment. Time will only help centralize these definitions, as the days, weeks, months, years go by, psychological doctors will have hopefully fully defined what a fully actuated human being is, hopefully correctly.

        In my opinion it doesn’t seem like were helping as much as we’re enabling. The average Psychologist (and I would imagine the average Psychiatrist as well) does not care about defining these things for themselves, since things like an education and the DSM gives them more than enough validation and definition with half the work needed. They’d rather focus on doing their job "correctly," getting paid, and going home, than questioning existing institutions and collecting experience that will help them help people better.

    • #191579
      Anonymous
      Guest

      No, but I have actual insomnia which has caused bad hallucinations before

    • #191586
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Acute schizo cause I think a bit too naive and occasionally see/hear a ghosty. I used to deny it and take the pills but…. then I had a peroid of 2 years where meds were unavailable, was a tough time but due to it I’ve accepted it ain’t all in my head and also know better than to tell normies about what I see/hear even if it is factually accurate from time to time.
      Now I STILL see no problem with living honestly XD so guess the naive part is still true :b

      • #191589
        Anonymous
        Guest

        you’re just psychic

    • #191591
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I am diagnosed with beginning stages of shizo, but I don’t actually have it. I have legitimately experienced some paranormal stuff and my parents don’t believe me, or at least don’t want to.
      So they just listen to the doctor and give me medication.
      It is another question where I would have been if I have continued experiencing paranormal stuff without my medication. So in a way the medication has decreased my sensing of the "other world".

      >My experience is that shizo is just your brain working on overdrive.

      • #191818
        Anonymous
        Guest

        There’s no beginning/pre-psychosis/skitcho. Either you got it or don’t sis. If they label you with that defaming language sue them!

    • #191592
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I got my "shizo" cuz I bonked with God and the devil. Wanting to see gray aliens and face my fears. Also communicated with God and the devil. Also tried to cure my shizo with ecstasy

    • #191595
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Probably like 20% of the board, but psychotic schizos are notoriously loud so they’ll occupy most of the board. If you believe any of these unironically, you are either a schizo or a freaking moron:

      >flat earth
      >gangstalking
      >reptilians
      >chemtrails
      >fluoridated water is bad
      >COVID isn’t real
      >vaccines are bad
      >gnomish conspiracies
      >Bogdanoffs

      • #191597
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Quintessential normie post

      • #191599
        Anonymous
        Guest

        these are literal facts though:
        >fluoridated water is bad
        >vaccines are bad (sometimes)

        • #191602
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >look at this pretty picture

        • #191728
          Anonymous
          Guest

          Small amounts of fluoride is fine and it actually good for your teeth. I don’t see the issue

        • #191867
          Anonymous
          Guest

          half the population would have full on rotting teeth if it weren’t for fluoride

      • #191607
        Anonymous
        Guest

        chemtrails are real – go home shizo

      • #191700
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >COVID isn’t real
        They have already admitted that they have never isoloted the virus.
        >chemtrails
        They have already been confirmed years ago

        Basically take your meds.

        • #191702
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >They have already admitted that they have never isoloted the virus.
          You can literally Google the genome kek

          • #191817
            Anonymous
            Guest

            >believing the information google gives you.

            Kek

      • #191720
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Go into the oven garden gnome fuck

      • #191726
        Anonymous
        Guest

        If this isn’t a troll it’s just baffling. wtf are you even doing here?

      • #191740
        Anonymous
        Guest

        rare high iq post

      • #191747
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >gangstalking
        It isn’t real until it happens to you anon. Then it’s too real.

      • #191794
        Anonymous
        Guest

        garden gnome

      • #191862
        Anonymous
        Guest

        I can’t believe scrotebrains actually fell for the bait

    • #191604
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I don’t but because I worry about my health and well being when I’m in huge pain doctors try to pin me Psychosis, because I’m aware of their psychiatric pyramid scheme for drug dependency and cause of mental illness/damaging the brain/body am pre-psychotic without anyone backing me up.

      They literally want to lock me up and not treat my physical symptoms plus treat me in a very disrespectful manner. 2 years been struggling with physical symptoms that can be only cured by surgery yet they don’t want to help me.
      Only thing I got in return is ptsd from their treatment of me and other mentally stable humans. As if we are just punching bags for them unless we state we are not crazy in a document you have to sign in before you go crazy most people are not aware exists.

      Pisses me the fuck off.

    • #191616
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Lets do something with our gifts in this thread.

    • #191617
      Anonymous
      Guest

      […]

      That’s not an appeal to authority you fuckwit.

    • #191618
      Anonymous
      Guest

      […]

      Fluoride is not neurotoxic. That’s fluorine.

      • #191703
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Fluoride is too, that’s why areas with highly fluoridated ground water have consistently lower average IQs.

        • #191704
          Anonymous
          Guest

          That’s lead

          • #191706
            Anonymous
            Guest

            https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6923889/
            >Fourteen recent cross-sectional studies from endemic areas with naturally high fluoride concentrations in groundwater supported the previous findings of cognitive deficits in children with elevated fluoride exposures
            >Three recent prospective studies from Mexico and Canada with individual exposure data showed that early-life exposures were negatively associated with children’s performance on cognitive tests
            >Neurotoxicity appeared to be dose-dependent, and tentative benchmark dose calculations suggest that safe exposures are likely to be below currently accepted or recommended fluoride concentrations in drinking water.

      • #191843
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >that pic
        big chungus??

    • #191621
      Anonymous
      Guest

      […]

      Being able to feed, clothe and house yourself is a necessity of life you freaking imbecile.

      • #191626
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Not really. A lot of hobos would prove you wrong. Also a lot of physical abnormalities people. This isn’t necessary for life. You’re wrong.

        • #191696
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >humans don’t need food to live
          >Why does everyone call me a schizo

        • #191735
          Anonymous
          Guest

          Hobos can feed, clothe, and house themselves or else they becoke what os commonly referred to as "corpses"

    • #191622
      Anonymous
      Guest

      0

    • #191623
      Anonymous
      Guest

      […]

      Responding to logic and facts with insults and batshit accusations is why you get put in an asylum and get meds shot into you against your will while I’m paid to do it to you.

      • #191624
        Anonymous
        Guest

        No, the reason why he is put in an asylum and getting injected is because religions can now be considered science.

      • #191695
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Woke af

    • #191625
      Anonymous
      Guest

      bro, i made this thread 3 hours ago and i’m too sleepy to read it.

    • #191629
      Anonymous
      Guest

      […]

      >functioning as a normal human being is insectoid mentality

      youre a schitzo too arent you poorscrote

      • #191640
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >white trash scrotebrain who can’t write properly that can’t find proper job for normal people calling anybody poorscrote
        >muh wrongthink

    • #191631
      Anonymous
      Guest

      […]

      no but me and my sis were

    • #191632
      Anonymous
      Guest

      […]

      when was the last time you bought yourself new clothes with your own money?

      • #191638
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >your money
        >you bought yourself
        >you you you
        >me me me

        when will you understand that you don’t exist and that nothing in this world you actually own?
        If I wanted something I can steal it, make it or use someones elses and give it back. You deriving pleasure from knowing you exist by filling yourself with egocentric behaviours is evading the inevitable. Accept your inevitable death anon.

        • #191651
          Anonymous
          Guest

          But he can’t even consoom or even have his own house or apartament.
          Hell, he can’t even rent some decent apartment let alone good one.
          He is literally barely above hobos he resents.

          • #191689
            Anonymous
            Guest

            >apartament
            Fuck off marioscrote

      • #191642
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >snarky, passive agressive tone
        >calling others poorscrotes while bragging about buying bunch of rags
        My freaking sides!

        • #191648
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >your money
          >you bought yourself
          >you you you
          >me me me

          when will you understand that you don’t exist and that nothing in this world you actually own?
          If I wanted something I can steal it, make it or use someones elses and give it back. You deriving pleasure from knowing you exist by filling yourself with egocentric behaviours is evading the inevitable. Accept your inevitable death anon.

          cope more shitzos. youre nothing but a burden on society

          • #191649
            Anonymous
            Guest

            Stockmarket cures schizophrenia

          • #191655
            Anonymous
            Guest

            You are one huffing copium here.
            Gas yourself with it.

          • #191656
            Anonymous
            Guest

            >muh society
            >being collectivist insectoid

          • #191657
            Anonymous
            Guest

            Good. This society isn’t worth giving anything to. I am glad I am burden to a failing system.

            • #191663
              Anonymous
              Guest

              Dangerously woke af

          • #191693
            Anonymous
            Guest

            Society is a burden on me. It can suck my schizoid dick.

          • #191742
            Anonymous
            Guest

            baset. we should cull the mentally deficient like in the good ole days

          • #191755
            Anonymous
            Guest

            You are one here coping.

    • #191633
      Anonymous
      Guest

      i am but being a "schizo" most of the time is just being labeled negatively because you know the truth, or a fragment of it

    • #191635
      Anonymous
      Guest

      […]

      Let me get this straight. You seethe against people that gamed the game and gained all they wanted from it?

      Lmao

      • #191644
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >white trash that for real, unironically brags about buying freaking clothes, not expensive clothes, just clothes
        >gamed the game and gained all they wanted from it

        • #191645
          Anonymous
          Guest

          You mixed it up anon, I was making fun of the other guy

        • #191737
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >tfw ran out of copium this week because broke NEET

          • #191756
            Anonymous
            Guest

            I don’t need it, unlike you.

      • #191647
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >gained all they wanted from it?
        So all you wanted from life nothing but bunch of necessities?
        Dude, you are giga loser and total failure.
        Let me guess, you are incel too?
        Absolutely pathetic.

        • #191650
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >wasting time, energy and money on superficial "goals" and "desires"

          Believe you me, I have more money than you, but I don’t spend it on shit because nothing in this world pulls me. It’s all disgusting just like you.

          • #191653
            Anonymous
            Guest

            Imagine not buying health products like good quality honey and teas

            Ahahahahahah

            • #191654
              Anonymous
              Guest

              what for? So you can live longer? Why do you want to live longer? So you can buy more clothes?

              • #191659
                Anonymous
                Guest

                For quality of life you absolute dweeb

                • #191660
                  Anonymous
                  Guest

                  Quality of what? Do you live in an urban erea? Work every day? Breath in smog and chemtrails? Drink fluoridated water? Eat sugary foods?
                  Don’t talk about quality of life to me idiot. Your quality of life means shit when you will die either way.

                  • #191664
                    Anonymous
                    Guest

                    A thing you don’t have.
                    Your misarble refuse of existence is not life.

                    • #191667
                      Anonymous
                      Guest

                      it doesn’t exist, you’re deluding yourself

                      • #191668
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        Do you want to see my fountains?

                      • #191669
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        >my
                        again with the egocentric worldview

                      • #191670
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        They are beautiful fountains

                        One has Neptune blowing into a shell

                      • #191671
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        >They are beautiful fountains
                        to you

                      • #191672
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        To everyone

                      • #191673
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        So tell me friend, why are you in such a foul mood?

                      • #191676
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        Because he is loser and incel.

                  • #191666
                    Anonymous
                    Guest

                    I live in the Scottish Highlands lol

                    It’s a paradise

                  • #191697
                    Anonymous
                    Guest

                    >Quality of what? Do you live in an urban erea? Work every day? Breath in smog and chemtrails? Drink fluoridated water? Eat sugary foods?
                    >Don’t talk about quality of life to me idiot. Your quality of life means shit when you will die either way.
                    Now HERE’S the cope
                    ‘No u r the loser for wanting to live in relative comfort’ kek, you know everyone can read this right

                  • #191773
                    Anonymous
                    Guest

                    Lost and lost

              • #191662
                Anonymous
                Guest

                >what is quality of life
                Don’t pretend to be rich, when its clearly you are not one, filthy, disgusting lowlife.

                • #191665
                  Anonymous
                  Guest

                  you’re scrotebrain who thinks rich people do fuck all but spend their money on hedonism

                  • #191674
                    Anonymous
                    Guest

                    Yes they freaking do, loser.

                    • #191675
                      Anonymous
                      Guest

                      I love you

                      • #191679
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        You are incapable of love, lust at best.
                        You are literally npc drone, as evidenced by your collectivistic views.

                      • #191681
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        There was a time when you were filled with wonder and hope.

                        Now you are choosing not to heal yourself.

                      • #191683
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        >Now you are choosing not to heal yourself.
                        Shitposting is part of that process.
                        I feel a bit relived.
                        Keeping all that shit inside yourself is bad too.

                      • #191684
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        I understand. It’s good to be carnaptious from time to time.

                    • #191677
                      Anonymous
                      Guest

                      scrotebrain

                      To everyone

                      ego vs ego, welp if you say so

                      So tell me friend, why are you in such a foul mood?

                      I am not, honestly

                      • #191682
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        For someone who pretends to be enlighted and just lowlife in general you have awfuly huge ego and massive pride.
                        But belive me for real, even in freaking death you will not find peace and sweet release, vile maggot.

                      • #191685
                        Anonymous
                        Guest

                        Why would I believe you? You didn’t show me anything I ought to respect

          • #191661
            Anonymous
            Guest

            >Believe you me
            No.
            >have more money than you
            Sure thing.
            >but I don’t spend it on shit
            Because you can’t.
            >because nothing in this world pulls me.
            No because, you are poor, really poor.
            >It’s all disgusting just like you.
            You are one here disgusting not me.
            You cannot or refuse to find job for normal people, instead you decided work at asylum because you are weirdo that has more common with schizos than with normal people.
            You are no better than pedos or trannies.
            why you couldn’t work at office or in trade, scrote?

    • #191646
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I have a very mild psychosis, that mostly flares up, when I am intoxicated or after doing breath work. It’s kind of fun actually. At leat most of the time, when I don’t get into a state where i think my shower is possessed and I have to exorcise the spirit out of it or something.

    • #191652
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I definitely have ‘something’ just that apparently I got the ‘good’ parts of it, in a sense that I don’t need to take meds because the voices I talk with are generally nicer than people.

    • #191658
      Gwaihir
      Guest

      Labels are for scrotes who need a crutch to lean on to walk.

      Go fuck yourself, OP

    • #191678
      Anonymous
      Guest

      How can I turn myself into an schizo without usong drugs? I want to finally lose my mind.

      • #191680
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Sleep deprivation but I don’t recommend it, it can weigh heavy on the heart

    • #191691
      Anonymous
      Guest

      bipolar with multiple psychotic episodes under my belt. I’m fairly normal with medicine and I might even be the teacher of some of your children hehehehehehehehehehe

    • #191692
      Anonymous
      Guest

      It would be cool to see the X people switch places with the Biz people for a day

      I would love to see that

    • #191694
      Anonymous
      Guest

      God cured my schizophrenia.

    • #191707
      Anonymous
      Guest

      wow there’s a point at which fluoride is more harmful than beneficial. that’s kind of like potassium or most things that can enter the human body

    • #191708
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Psychopaths and sociopaths are the ones you wanna watch out for. Schizos are generally harmless (actually they r good)

      • #191712
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >safe exposures are likely to be below currently accepted or recommended fluoride concentrations in drinking water

    • #191709
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Schizo-effective and medicated here

    • #191711
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I give people schizophrenia using eye-blinking patterns that I train celebrities to use against individuals in this thread. It’s a paycheck!

    • #191713
      Anonymous
      Guest

      >How many of you actually have schizophrenia?
      none
      there is no such thing
      all psychiatry is fraudulent

      • #191716
        Anonymous
        Guest

        This. Most “schizos” are just druggies or scrotebrained.

        • #191717
          Anonymous
          Guest

          This. Most "feel-good" triggers are just placebo or gone.

    • #191714
      Anonymous
      Guest

      anyone got erectile dysfonction from meds and quit them? does it come back?

      • #191718
        Anonymous
        Guest

        If you’re still there, yes.
        Took a dopamine antagonist for three months… about another 8 months for things to feel normal.
        Good luck.

    • #191715
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I am not schizo but I do have paranoid delusions quite often.

    • #191719
      Anonymous
      Guest

      bump

    • #191722
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Idk one namescrote who goes by Israel seems to.

    • #191729
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I feel like schizophrenics should have the right to refuse treatment and medication. They should live how they want even if that does include being homeless because let’s face it being homeless is hard to avoid when you’re not living in reality

      • #191745
        Anonymous
        Guest

        If a person is a danger to others, it should be intervened.

    • #191731
      Anonymous
      Guest

      "All psychiatry is fraudulent," says the man who needs it most.
      Or at least the man who’s never met an irl schizophrenic

      • #191732
        Anonymous
        Guest

        source?

        • #191733
          Anonymous
          Guest

          no source dude literally juss vibin’

          • #191758
            Anonymous
            Guest

            So none, in that case, opinion was discarded.

            • #191762
              Anonymous
              Guest

              Your vibes suck.

              They’re a lot nicer since I was in therapy for a few months
              Then I stopped because i felt better, a good therapist won’t try to keep you once treatment is over just like a good doctor won’t.
              Anyway stay mad! I can tell your convictions being you great peace and joy.

              • #191776
                Anonymous
                Guest

                >passive agressive tone
                >u mad
                Absolutely pathetic.

          • #191761
            Anonymous
            Guest

            Your vibes suck.

      • #191757
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >i said so, okay!?
        If its not then where positive results?
        All i see is rape and destruction of human mind.
        Psychiatry has more common with religion and idealogy than its with science and medicine.
        Its nothing but snake oil and quack shit.

        • #191850
          Anonymous
          Guest

          >destruction of human mind.
          Telling that you think actually coping with your issues is destructive (or ‘rape’, somehow) but letting your sores fester, publically and anonymously, on a Ainu cliff-diving forum is healthy and constructive.

    • #191736
      Anonymous
      Guest

      words

      >inb4 agreeing and disagreeing

      pic unrelated

    • #191739
      Anonymous
      Guest

      most of this board isn’t really shizo just very low iq and easily swayed by anything actual shizos cook up. as they are low iq scrotebrains they never question anything ever except for what is mainstream so they are easily tricked into believing all sorts of scrotebrained shit to be true such as tulpas gangstalking flat earth etc.

      • #191743
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >tulpas
        >gangstalking
        >not real
        Now you’re just freaking with me at this point. You can do better.

    • #191748
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Bipolar rapid cycler here, psychotic manias and shit too.

      • #191753
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Bipolar isn’t fun. Sorry.

        • #191771
          Anonymous
          Guest

          I’m F31.4, diagnosed 12 years ago.

          • #191780
            Anonymous
            Guest

            I got diagnosed this summer after suffering a crippling existential crisis.

    • #191749
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I am diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder.

    • #191763
      Lucifer
      Guest

      Real Shizos scare me

    • #191770
      Anonymous
      Guest

      one does not simply have schizophrenia . its takes time and dedication.

    • #191774
      Anonymous
      Guest

      im more of a schizotypal man myself

    • #191782
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Never talked to a phycologist or anything, but It wouldn’t surprise me if they wanted to shoe hole me into a diagnosis.
      I used to hear literal voices before bed as I was falling asleep, but thinking it could just be sleep related.

      100% have depersonalisation-derealisation issues tho. Especially when stressed, which as a programmer is often…

    • #191783
      Psycho Anon
      Guest

      Yeah. Diagnosed at 19 with Bipolar 2 after a bad reaction to antidepressants. Went off my meds for a couple months after I got kicked out of the house a year later, then got diagnosed with Bipolar 1 and put on a mood stabilizer (lithium). A few days later I was psychotic even with the lithium in my system, so I was rediagnosed as Schizophrenic, and here we are today. I think I’m one of the lucky ones, because I’ve been taking my meds every day for the past year with no side effects, and my symptoms are gone.

      • #191784
        Anonymous
        Guest

        >Bipolar 2
        The sequel?

        >because I’ve been taking my meds every day for the past year with no side effects, and my symptoms are gone.
        In all seriousness tho, nice!

        • #191785
          Psycho Anon
          Guest

          I think Bipolar type II is the depressive type, and Bipolar I is the manic type. That’s what I experienced and was explained at least.
          In all honesty I’m pretty sure I’m Bipolar I with Schizoaffective, but my psych diagnosed me with Schizophrenia in order for me to get NeetBux. I’m going back to work in the next few months though since I’ve managed to stay healthy enough. Not taking the necessary medication is one of the main causes of relapse for psychotic patients according to my psychiatrist (who specializes in Schizophrenic research).

          • #191788
            Anonymous
            Guest

            My sister has Asperger’s and depression, and managed to convince her psychiatrist that it’s bad enough to warrant neetbux for life, before even finishing school.
            I was fairly jealous to begin with, it didn’t sit right that she was getting an apartment paid for and ~$1000 in cash every month, for nothing.
            But I realised that having no aspirations or goals really fucks you up… so I’m glad I didn’t fall down that path, and it’s good to see that you’re trying to improve yourself rather than staying shut in!

    • #191786
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I’ve been diagnosed as a paranoid schizophrenic with psychosis and some sort of marijuana related syndrome or other.

      > I’m actually convinced ‘everyone’ can hear my thoughts, see through my eyes, feel my pain … yadda yadda yadda
      > in Minecraft

      It’s figuratively quite nice actually, considering the shapeshifting serpent seed hunnies seem to have taken quite of a liking to me, I think they’re a bit taken aback by the whole being Life, Light and Love though…

      *blushes*

      • #191787
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Ie schizophrenia is fake (just if you’re hearing voices)
        • Not all the voices in your head are me, or even necessarily of God (Me)
        • they’re sort of , this could be true or I could be bringing your own delusions upon you, a shapeshifting / body jumping fallen race of disembodied unclean spirits , some sort of false holographic illusory matrix of flesh / empty vessels fitted for destruction
        • Read the book of Enoch, they’re fallen angels / their spirits take many forms and they’ll stay here until they’re utterly destroyed by God (Me)

    • #191789
      Anonymous
      Guest

      My family is riddled with the crazies so I probably have it too

      • #191790
        Anonymous
        Guest

        There are plenty of beings on Earth…and off it who’d be very enjoyed to non-violently caress every angle of that figure of yours. I can feel your bones from here.

    • #191797
      Prime Factorization Guy
      Guest

      3^5 x 1232891
      You’re not original.

    • #191802
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I thought I was. Three psychology experts disagree. Now I just have to deal with the fact that gangstalking is real and I wasn’t making up those things.

    • #191805
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I was diagnosed with it. But i got rid of that diagnosis. Occultism helped me understand im not crazed and whats real and what not. No Meds, no therapy needed. Chemical lobotomy isnt always the answer i guess.

      • #191807
        Anonymous
        Guest

        It never is.

    • #191806
      Anonymous
      Guest

      https://i.imgur.com/ZLGb3x1.gif

      I am a high functioning schizophrenic. This means that I experience schizophrenic symptoms but you might not notice if you were just having a conversation with me or even if you were someone that I worked with. You might notice that there is something weird but you wouldn’t notice that I’m off the walls insane hearing voices and seeing things. This is because I’m able to seperate the things that I see and hear from the material reality. I became really focused on exploring magick and spirituality to give purpose to my madness, which is how I ended up here on LULZ in 2019. In the end it might all be a LARP but at least it makes hallucinations more fun. I have gone to therapy and spoke with doctors about my voices. They prescribed me medications which I took for about 8 months. I did not like them so I quit. I haven’t seen a therapist since April and have no real interest in going back. RIght now I’m microdosing cannabis. I’ll take about 2.5 mg three times a day. It chills me out and makes me panic less. I’m able to focus on creative projects which of course are really helpful for my hallucinations.

      It is currently 3:13 AM.

      • #191874
        Anonymous
        Guest

        i am also a high functioning schizo, i am literally hearing voices right now. I havn’t had any visual hallucinations (that i know of) in years, but for a while there they were super intense, like, giant objects in the sky and stuff. I’ve been told by people before that im lying or making it up, because their impression is that all schizos are like off the wall or that "schizophrenics dont know they are schizophrenics". years of cognative behavioral therapy has helped a lot, though even super heavy doses of risperidone never knocked the voices all the way silent.

    • #191808
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Schizophrenia has been debunked, you are all wrong this video is correct, it all has to do with parasites and 2nd dimensional entities

      https://youtu.be/64uyYw2jywA

      Read or listen to psalm 23 to see if you are a schizo

      https://youtu.be/nGARAgxn4fw

      if you can’t watch it you are filled with parasites

    • #191811
      Darwin's acolyte
      Guest

      this one is always sadly terrifying: that this is an actual selfportrait by someone

    • #191812
      Darwin's acolyte
      Guest

      I don’t, just a scientist.

    • #191814
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I’m a schizo but i think i just talk to my higher self and spirits, and got vision will meditating, so the all schizo thing need to be more developed

    • #191816
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I just have a sissy ass demon who pretends to be schizophrenia. But the goofy act is easy to see through.

    • #191820
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Not Schizoid but;

      Been denied 2 years any form of physical care for my physical issues instead they play the blame game and try call me schizo and paranoid and drag me to forced care if I seek help. I’m literally waiting for death at this freaking point.

      I was locked up for 3 months in a psych ward yet my rights to see doctors for physical issues were denied the right to a lawyer was waived and my right to see another doctors opinion was also denied. They instead damage the brain with chemicals that make you drool, have issues with your heart your testicles etc or hormone levels. I almost died in psychiatric care unit because the doctor didn’t lower/remove the doses. They also broke my freaking arm which they have no right to do even if they try and restraint and the nurses aren’t allowed to restraint a patient only police/security can and they did that whilst accusing me of attempted escape when I was walking around waiting for my call to my parents.

      Fuck the fakes, the frauds and the big pharma!! Fuck the gov pigs too.

      • #191824
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Runs in the family, haven’t heard voices yet but I’ve been told I am "delusional and paranoid" though it’s hard not to be given the current state of the world. and my own experiences. Putting labels on people like that without looking at the circumstances hurt more than help.
        On a slightly related note I’ve been feeling derealization more recently, like everything in this current reality is bland and predictable. Not sure if that’s from being a shut in for several years or what.

        Schizoid is not schizophrenia, schizoid is a personality disorder.

        Yeah. Diagnosed at 19 with Bipolar 2 after a bad reaction to antidepressants. Went off my meds for a couple months after I got kicked out of the house a year later, then got diagnosed with Bipolar 1 and put on a mood stabilizer (lithium). A few days later I was psychotic even with the lithium in my system, so I was rediagnosed as Schizophrenic, and here we are today. I think I’m one of the lucky ones, because I’ve been taking my meds every day for the past year with no side effects, and my symptoms are gone.

        One time I stayed at a psych ward (suicidal) and my roomate had been prescribed lithium. Before hand she was just a bit off her rocker, talking about marrying celebrities but she could hold a conversation fairly well and seemed to kinda be in reality mentally, so at least that was a good sign.
        She got prescribed lithium and over the course of my stay I saw her deterioate rapidly. She started staring into the ceiling light chanting she’s a library princess or whatever. And then they let her go (before me despite being admitted at the same time and in a stable condition).
        I mean, I guess long term if it works for you that’s nice but it does seem to fuck people up. I would rexamine that moment of your life if I were you.

        • #191829
          Anonymous
          Guest

          I know, but they and try and put you on either to defame you and if you don’t take your medicine they just try to rip you out of your apartment and throw you out on the streets.

          Literally had police officers coming in and complaining about my use voice during times when you should be quiet when they were exact DATES when they had send the ambulance over and the police and I was protesting them loudly through the door because I didn’t want them to come in and drag me away because they refused to upheld my rights as a free citizen of my country and send help to cancel this shit because by a certain article, the police can CANCEL any order given to them if they see it brings any harm to you as a citizen and they should uphold their police oath code to uphold said rights.

          I’m starting to lose my mind here, they are literally playing tricks one me and gaslighting with the court system too, you can’t just go to a judge and get a hearing here either, what a sick freaking joke, if anyone knows how I can get into contact with someone that could help me move out of this country during covid restricted travel that would be great, cuz fuck this shit right here.

          I’m done with corrupt pigs and emergency staff they claimed they cared about me with one breath but then on the next they want to put me full of chemicals to kill me.

          • #191830
            Anonymous
            Guest

            Yea I’d just try and say attempt to remain hopeful, the rich young ruler went to burn and Lazarus the poor beggar with sores went to Abraham’s bosom; Abraham explained that this was because the rich young ruler had received his good in this life / this world whereas Lazarus had received his bad thus Lazarus went to bliss and the ruler to fire

            Ie yea there are corrupt wicked working in corrupt wicked systems with corrupt wicked laws so just know there may be eternal joyful freedom ahead of you!

          • #191837
            Anonymous
            Guest

            Use chaos magic and curse them, make them suffer.

      • #191828
        I hate women
        Guest

        >Fuck the fakes, the frauds and the big pharma!! Fuck the gov pigs too.
        woke af

    • #191821
      Anonymous
      Guest
      • #191822
        Anonymous
        Guest

        well should have expected this once someone crosslinked pol…

        protip they just hate unaccounted monetary transactions

    • #191823
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Anyone have the /f/ game that the OP is woke af on? It was a point and click flash game that took place in a psych ward, where the OP image is the main character. I played it about a decade ago on /f/.

    • #191825
      Anonymous
      Guest
    • #191827
      I hate women
      Guest

      mental illness does not exist

    • #191833
      Anonymous
      Guest

      https://i.imgur.com/7Mlrcuy.gif

      I’m diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. Take my meds like a good boy though. With them I can function normally and hold down a job etc. and wouldn’t strike you as abnormal when you meet me IRL.

      But here, anonymously, I can tell you that off my meds, the patterns are everywhere. Everything around me, it’s just Me. The collective unconsciousness, or rather call It God, talking to me constantly through symbols, as everything I experience has deep symbolic meaning, reality itself, God, Me, creating signs for me to decipher everywhere.
      That’s when news people on tv report about my day and my goals in life, music on the radio sings of my actions and inner thoughts and feelings, text in books are all written metaphors for my life. If I go outside and walk down the street, graffities on the walls will direct me on where to walk next, advertising on the street will guide me to my next quest in this mystic adventure I’m now in, the birds chirping are telling me how close I am to my ultimate goal, to fully awaken as God to something that’s much more real than what I mistook for reality all my life. I’m beginning to wake up form the dream of being human, and it’s not just the patterns, everything aligns, whole reality inside and outside is telling me now, and my intuition fully agrees, that beyond any doubt I have to agree with the angelic voices talking to me constantly through divine telepathy, that I am the chosen one to save humanity, to get everyone to wake up, to the place where I’m at. The whole world is ill and I am it’s only doctor guided by God. But they’ll never listen. They never do.

      • #191871
        Anonymous
        Guest

        I believe in you my love

    • #191838
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I’m the close relative of one.
      He thinks everyone is out to get him. This motherfucker believes he is the center of the universe.
      He got himself into the ward.
      Medication took 2 months to take effect.

      He is a pain in the ass and a nightmare for his family. What an absolute egoistic cunt. No wonder ancient people mistook this disease as demonic posession, for all intents and purposes it is the same.

      freaking TAKE YOUR MEDS

    • #191842
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I have a mental illness, I don’t know what it is but I am almost certain that it is some kind of dementia.

    • #191844
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I think i have some preliminary signs like latent, sometimes unreasonable paranoia, seeing figures and people in dark and peripherals, hearing people say my name sometimes

      Am i bonked bros?

    • #191846
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I swim in the waters schizos drown in.

      • #191849
        Anonymous
        Guest

        > Checked and woke af.

    • #191847
      Schizophrenic Anon
      Guest

      These are the meds I take. Pretty expensive but insurance covers it well.
      This is now a Q&A thread.
      I am Schizo, AMA

      • #191848
        Schizophrenic Anon
        Guest

        oops I forgot the image

    • #191851
      Anonymous
      Guest

      long live XI

    • #191854
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I hate it. I freaking hate this curse so much. I desperately want help my brain keeps playing tricks on me. The gas station attendant keeps calling the cops on me for no reason and I spend a hefty amount of time in and out of mental hospitals. I get this voice in my head that keeps telling me to do good things and that I should be the one to make people realise their true self but sometimes he tells me to do stuff that makes no sense. I don’t need to sleep much.

    • #191857
      Anonymous
      Guest

      L-Lysine HCL

    • #191858
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Most anons pretend to troll the posters here. The tricks is to make them believe you’re genuinely under their thumb. Its a great way to fuck with people.

      • #191859
        Anonymous
        Guest

        copying their methods usually shuts them up

    • #191860
      Anonymous
      Guest

      Im just a regular walking, talking, bipolar-trait schizoaffective psychosis

    • #191861
      Anonymous
      Guest

      imagine letting people confine what your mind should do with their text book, next level cucking. DSM5 worship

      • #191864
        Anonymous
        Guest

        The dsm-5 is so useless. No psychologist worth their salt will use it to give you an actual diagnosis. "Yes there are things about you that are different or that we could work on, but labelling that from the dsm-v is counterproductive and will even likely stigmatize you" -> that is the kind of psychologist you’re looking for.

        I legit know people irl who are an example of this type of shit: girl I know got diagnosed with anxiety and from one day to the next suddenly became a recluse because ‘muh anxiety’. What. Your diagnosis doesn’t define you lol

        • #191868
          Anonymous
          Guest

          I disagree. Wellbutrin and the DSM V saved my life. And yes anxiety and depression can be hard to live with without treatment

    • #191863
      Anonymous
      Guest

      bump

    • #191869
      Anonymous
      Guest

      schizotypal, basically underdeveloped schizophrenia

    • #191870
      Anonymous
      Guest

      THE TRUTH ABOUT SCHIZOPHRENIA

      TIME IS DETERMINISTIC
      THERE ARE NO PARALLEL UNIVERSES
      THE PAST AND THE FUTURE IS PREDETERMINED.
      YOU HAVE ONE SET OF CHOICES

      YOUR VOICES ARE YOU IN THE PAST AND…
      THE FUTURE.

      ASK FOR THE DATE FROM YOUR VOICES
      OVER AND OVER:
      TELL THE TRUTH TO THEM AND
      DO SO FOR A YEAR

      REVEAL THE TRUTH OF THE UNIVERSE:

      SCHIZOPHRENIA DISPROVES:
      NEUROLOGICAL MODEL OF THE MIND
      AND PROVES THE UNIVERSAL MODEL

      SCHIZOPHRENIA DISPROVES:
      HEISENBERG UNCERTAINTY PRINCIPLE
      AND PROVE QUANTUM MECHANICS IS
      DETERMINISTIC.
      EINSTEIN IS CORRECT.
      RELIGIOSITY IS FALSITY
      MAGICK IS FALSITY
      PSIONICS IS FALSITY
      ALIENS AND GOVERNMENTS
      DONT CARE YOU THEY HAVE BETTER SHIT TO DO

      EMBRACE MASTERY OF YOURSELF
      EMBRACE TRUTH INTERNALLY
      EMBRACE LOGIC
      EMBRACE RULES OF CONDUCT OF COMMUNICATION

      YOU VIOLATE YOURSELF THROUGH TIME YOU YET TO LIVE
      BY ENGAGEMENT OF SUPERSTITION.

      END YOUR SUFFERING.
      END THE MYSTERY IN UNDER A YEAR
      IT WILL TAKE TIME.
      IT IS YOUR CHOICE TO
      GET THE DATES AND TIMES FROM YOUR VOICES.

      DO SO

      FIND YOURSELF,
      BE WHOLE

      SPREAD THIS WITH INFOWAR
      SAVE OTHERS

      BY NVM

      • #191873
        Anonymous
        Guest

        Oh. Wow so the tinfoil hat stereotype is ture

    • #191872
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I never understood what schizo art is supposed to portray. I work with schizos for my job, they’re either incredibly paranoid, catatonic, or disorganized. The art is cool but it never follows common schizo delusions. It’s just surrealism.

    • #191876
      Anonymous
      Guest

      I have half a cups worth of schizophrenia. You mean how much I have right?

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