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hi anon, how's your day going? busy with something or just chilling? did anything bad or good happen?
personally i just had some crepes while playing an old vidya, feeling comfy
Hello, fren. I'm currently eating a baconator and i just finished the last mission in Fallout 4. It was okay.
Which vidya are you playing, fren?
true, fallout 4 is my least favorite in the entire series, gonna be a normalfag and say new vegas is best one, however loving the atmosphere in fallout 2 more
just started playing dark messiah of might and magic, loving old rpgs and this one slaps so far - combat is deep, atmosphere is nice and protag is funny.
just another day of wanting to kill myself. I watched movies and set up 2nd monitor on the pc
I cooked some rice and corn earlier and now my stomach hurts from some super spicy chicken i had.
watching some twitch streams right now before I sleep.
thinking about eating these cookies with some milk too
had some extremely spicy ramen the other day that led to a nightmare and painful shits, have a good night tho
2nd monitor is a lifechanger, and im sorry about suicidal thoughts, i cant help but i truly hope you will get better
thats lovely, whats the vidya in question?
>whats the vidya in question?
Melee. I'm not very good, but I'm getting better
Keep having horrifying nightmares immediately after falling asleep
Only get about 2 hours of sleep before waking up covered in sweat and thinking about why my friend just shot themselves in front of me in my dream
every day i think about her no matter what self-improvement regime i keep trying. every day i cry at random times when im alone because shes gone out of my life. the therapist says i have to talk to new people but i only want to talk to her. ive already tried talking to so many girls and i just dont care anymore. i cannot move on. and its pointless to keep pretending i'll get over this. it was the peak of my life and i know my life, i know how often someone like her comes into it, its never going to happen again
exact same boat here fren. I just want to kms and see her again
im so sorry. i hope u do not kill yourself but do see her again some day
Are you two teenagers?
I understand loss and heartbreak but seriously, unless you were dating for a year I'd just move forward...
Cringe post. Im an adult I was with someone who I was engaged to and she died. I have every reason to kms
Then I'm genuinely sorry for your loss
she fucking killed herself man, she was my girlfriend for two years, she was my best friend all throughout high school and college and years after. she was my support through two bad relationships. my source of inspiration. she helped me get off opioids. she wrote me letters when i was in rehab and jail. she was the only person that ever really fucking understood me and wanted to genuinely help. she was the most beautiful girl of my life in every way. she was the last person to speak to my mom as she was dying in the ER and i was speeding to the hospital. ive been through a lot and i miss her.
Just sounded juvenile when I read it, my bad
Worst I've experienced was having dig Graves for 4 animals this year
Last one tore me up
Just couldn't stop having seizures
Had a pretty easy day at work. At home now, practicing vidya to hopefully do good at my local in a couple days
I am progressively losing my mind
today i finally finished one of the final doom wads and got to try doom 3 for the first time.
Is it possible to live completely disconnected from politics? Do any of you here don't care at all about politics?
actually i do anon
remove politics entirely is impossible, everyone throws it in here and there from time to time, honestly my life is so much better without that boomer shit, at least if im gonna get nuked i will live in sweet ignorance
stop watching tv and scrolling twitter (i use it only for art and memes) is my pro tip
I spent the day edging to futa porn until I railed my ass with a canine style dragon dildo while fantasizing about werewolf futas. Forgot to vote due to this. Prolly gonna grab some Wendy's now since I burned a lot of calories in my coom-a-thon.
You say all this as if it makes people want someone like to vote at all
Repressed memory of getting beat the fuck out of by my mother just resurfaced at work for zero reason. Making me question my relationship with my folks. Maybe getting bullied at school isn't the reason I swing at sounds?
its going ok, i got to call with my e-bf this morning and ive been playing vidya ever since he left
what game have you been playing, anon?
third reply!
edating is tricky, but glad you guys having fun, my experience was bumpy af but still nice experience
ohh, well that sounds cool anon 🙂 old rpgs are nice
yeah, edating is very tricky, but im figuring it out slowly. i honestly prefer it over in-person dating, its slower and a lot more comfy to me
thats true, but i prefer real dating, feels more intimate and is a bit more straightforward, idk, maybe its because i get to overcome my anxiety or something
well i have my finals in a week but im chillin rn, played a bit of OW2 a while ago, sucked so bad i had to rage quit so yea now im listening to some music and im hungry too but yea thats about it.
hope your days been well op